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Dani's pov

Rachel told me what San had gone through while I was in the hospital. The poor thing. I can't believe I caused her so much pain. Rachel explained that It was hard for her and she turned to alcohol. It was now my mission to make it up to her. We got our dinner and made our way back home.

"So why haven't Quinn and Santana talked in so long?" I was curious ever since we left to get the food.

"That's something Santana has to tell you. I'm not getting into the middle of this. Those two have a long history. High school was tough and they were inseparable, but something happened and they grew apart." Rachel informed me. "The unholy trinity. Those two and Brittany were so close it was scary. They were in sync with one other. Then Santana and Brittany broke up and Quinn went to Yale." She let out a sigh. "Just ask San. She will tell you everything."

We pulled into the drive way and I asked her "Should I be worried?"

The brunette smile at me. "Absolutely not. Dani, that woman loves you so much it's sickening." Her words helped me relax. It was true. I knew Santana loved me. But that doesn't mean I'm not worried about the situation.

When we walk through the front door of my house everyone's eyes shifted to me. I didn't realize that I tears had fallen down my face during my conversation with Rachel.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Santana asked after rushing to my side and hugging me. "What did that midget do to you?"

"Nothing, I'm fine. Just really hungry." She looked at me and seemed to not be very pleased. "We can talk about it after dinner when these two leave." I whispered in her ear before grabbing plates out of the cupboard. "So ladies.. what has everyone been up to lately?" I asked the three of them.

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As I pulled the blankets back to crawl into bed Santana cleared her throat. "Yes my love?" I asked her knowing she wanted to talk.

"I didn't say anything." Her voice had just a bit of attitude in it.

"First of all, you don't have to. I know when you want to talk and I told you we would. Second, don't be a bitch to me. I didn't do anything to deserve that tone." Her mouth fell open at my response.

"I'm sorry Dan. I'm just stressed about the diner and it's different with you being home." She rubbed the bridge of her nose.

"Okay I'm going to pretend you didn't just blame me for your attitude. Not only towards me but our friends, who in my eyes seem very happy." I sat on the edge of the bed.

"I'm so-"

"No you don't get to talk yet. You were a drunk mess the entire time I was in the hospital and when people reached out, you pushed them away." We were both crying now just staring at each other.

"I know, what I did is inexcusable. I blamed myself for your accident. Hell I still fucking do. If I had just stayed home like we originally planned you wouldn't have rushed to get to our hotel and you would have never been in that accident." Her eyes were locked with the floor. "I went to bed every night wishing you were beside me, praying that you would wake up so I could look into your eyes just one more time. I missed you so fucking much that it actually hurt. Hurt to the point where I drank it away. I'm sorry. It was the worst thing I could've done, but it's done. In the past. So can we just move on." Her eyes finally met mine and she gave me a heartbreaking look. She was right we did need to move on from it but that doesn't mean she should have kept it from me. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but it's not something you can easily bring up. Just please find it in you to forgive me. I can't have you hating me."

I let out a chuckle. "Oh sunshine, I could never ever hate you. I just want us to be completely honest with one another." We both sat back against the headboard and I snuggled into her side. "Please stop blaming yourself. It is in no way your fault." I kissed her single tear away and she wrapped me in closer to her.

"I'm trying, I really am." She said as she kissed the top of my head.

"I know my love, I know. So what did you and Quinn talk about?"

Santana's pov

There is was. The question I was dreading her to ask. How would I explain this? Would she get jealous? Fuck Santana you really screwed up this time. "Um.. nothing really. Just that she was sorry for the lack of communication and that she wants to change that." She let out a breath. 'Just tell her the truth' I thought to myself. "Okay there is no easy way to say this." Dani sat up and inched away from me.

"What the fuck happened Santana. Did you? Oh god, did you fuck her?" She looked at me disgusted and confused.

"God no Dan. Jesus. I would never do that to you. No but we did back in high school. I guess she fell for me but never said anything about it. But once she saw how happy you made me I guess that broke her and she needed to be away from me until she got over me."

"Oh thank god." She breathed out, snuggling back into my side. "She seems happy with Rach."

"Yeah she's really into her for some reason." I told her.

"I'm sorry I yelled at you. It just really upset me and I needed to get it off my chest." She began to run her fingertips on my stomach.

"I'm sorry too. Seeing you like that and not being able to fix it was so hard. I just fell apart."

"I love you Santana Lopez." Dani whispered in my ear before kissing my cheek.

"I love you too Danielle Santos."