So I'm losing motivation for this story, i don't know where it is going to go...


'Bella, didn't say anything' Quill said shaking his head looking freaked out

'I heard it' I said getting irritated I turned to Paul, he was just looking at me, he took my hand and placed it back onto Bellas slowly

'How could you hear me?' Bella said though her lips didn't move

'I can' I said assuring her, her eyes widened again looking at our hands touching

'Bella can you..' Sam didn't know how or what to ask Bella, she just turned and looked at me.

I tried to think something, Bella's hand flew away from mine and went to her head her eyes squeezing closed tightly, I shrunk back away from her scared I had hurt Bella.

'Honey' Jakes hand went over to Bella it seemed as though she had brain freeze

'MY head... it hurts' she said sounding like a child whining, Jake looked at me his face angry, he was so protective of Bella

'I didn't mean to, Bella I'm sorry' I rushed hoping she was okay Jake let out a low growl towards me, I backed up to Paul who growled back at Jake as he wrapped his arm around me.

'I didn't mean to hurt Bella' I said quietly, I saw Quill just looking at Sam

'Easy!' Sam ordered everyone, his eyes darting around at everyone

'It's okay just relax' Sam said standing up

Jake let out another growl towards me, Bella still had her head in her hands with Jake holding her close to him.

'Jake pack it the fuck in!' Paul shouted at Jake, Pauls heart pounding hard against his chest, Jake was glaring towards me, I looked away I didn't want drama, though this was where I lived. I pulled Pauls arm around me tighter the atmosphere in the room was so tense almost like a stand off,

'I should go' I said I looked up at Paul his face softened slightly.

I jumped when my phone rung again it was on the table, I looked it was that unknown number again, I realised it was the phone Jake was angry at not me I relaxed, Paul still wasn't letting me go.

'Answer it' Sam said quickly

'Why?' I asked

'Because 'he' want to speak to you Everyone OUT' he ordered. I was surprised to see Paul move to leave his own house, Paul kissed my head, I watched them leave, it was just Sam and I. I picked the phone up and held it to my ear, Sam listening.

'I hoped you would answer' Edwards voice called down the phone

'Why is that?' I asked him Sam mouthing for me to relax

'Just wanted to talk' Edward almost sang down the phone, I could hear that same noise as before, faintly in the distance.

'Oh, I'm sorry about earlier, I had been fighting with Paul and didn't know what I was talking about' I lied to him, trying to sound convincing, using the pain in my mind to my advantage.

'That's okay Baby, you shouldn't be fighting, after all, you two are meant to be, unlike me and you' he said trying to bate me, I was already there, Sam listening

'Well, that's all we do I feel Paul doesn't want me, he never calls me' I said starting to sound upset winking at Sam with a sly smile

'Now, now Baby don't get upset, where is that Mut now?' Edward fished for information, I sniffed a few times

'He- he is with someone else' I said my voice catching

'Oh Baby, he doesn't deserve you' Edward said still stone cold

'You know I was talking to Bella, she said how you worshipped her, treated her like a queen' I said sniffing again, focusing on the pain

'Of course, though Bella is no longer mine, I don't have anyone to worship' Edward told me

'Oh' I sounded sad

'Baby, come see me, join me, I'll make you my queen, leave that, monster' he said getting louder

'Where are you?' I asked then suddenly shouting

'Okay, now coming!' I sniffed a few times

'Where are you?' I asked Edward more frantically

'Follow the destruction, I'm waiting for you Baby' Edward said

'Promise?' I asked full of lust

'I've been waiting since you come back home' he said then shut the phone off, I looked at Sam, I let out a long breath, Sam leaned back and wiped his face.

'Shit Lil, he is now waiting for you' Sam said

'But we know where he is' I told Sam he realised

'But where?' he said thinking

'The Grader creek, I saw they were demolishing the forest for housing 'Follow the Destruction' I mimicked Edwards voice

'Right we need to see the Cullens now' Sam said sanding up, I followed him picking my phone up everyone was waiting outside, I went over to Paul.

'We got him' I said looking up at him

'I can't wait to rip him apart' he said smiling down at me, we rode over to the Cullens in Pauls truck.


Sam sat with Carlisle and told him what we had discovered. Bella and Jake were with Rene chatting, you could tell that the Cullens liked Bella and had been worried about her, though Jake didn't trust them one bit, all the guys were on edge. Paul and I were standing outside with the others waiting. Sam came to the door and called us in, I led the way, Paul flanking me along with Quill. I shook the Cullens hands as they regarded Paul and the other guys.

'It sounds like you and Bella have quite a bond' Mr. Cullen smiled I looked at Bella and we both nodded, we all walked to the middle floor. Walking up their polished wood stairs, everything was so clean, as though they had only just moved in, as we turned the corner, the whole floor opened up which was big and empty, there were some other Cullens there, standing waiting for us all, their faces expressionless, Bella rushed over and hugged a small girl with a pixie haircut I could tell Jake was finding all of this hard, I could feel his pain, the small girl locked her golden eyes with mine.

'It's here' she seemed to confirm, the others looked at me Paul huffed and moved in front of me slightly, Paul caught the eye of a Massive guy, bigger than Jake and Sam, he was huge like a living tank.

'Lily, this is Alice' Bella introduced us I gave a wave from behind Paul

'You're perfect' she smiled in a bright and breezy tone. The Cullens were a very diverse family.

Mr Cullen explained that the training was all going well, but now Bella and I had to train our own powers. I looked around Mr. Cullen had Bella using her shield, to try and cover more and more people, Bella was giving it all she had, in the other corner of the room the Cullens were sparing against the pack, Quill gave them a run for their money, the tank had eyed Paul up enough, he lept forward and phased when it was their turn, it was good for Bella to practice with distractions. This whole house was so big, yet they had no furniture, no pictures a soulless house.

I turned my attention to Paul and who he was fighting, they had their arms and teeth round each other, moving so fast, a quick brawl, then circling one another, they didn't have too much room but it caught the attention of the others, Sam went over to watch, I knew Paul would handle himself, and we were all working together.


'Lily!' Mr Cullen called me over softly, I walked over to him and Bella

'How's it going?' I asked Bella didn't look too sure

'It's going very well,' Cullen assure Bella giving her a soft smile

'I knew it' I told her

'So what I want to do is, Lily I can tell how you're feeling, I can't with Bella, I want Bella to shield me so I can't tell how you're feeling' Cullen said moving back

'Come on Bella!, Lily focus on me!' Cullen called out Bella leaning forwards, moving her legs apart, there was a lot going on, I focused on him showing him all my pain he winced slightly

'I'll signal when I can't feel Lilys pain' Cullen called out Bella started slow, he raised his arm when the shield reached him, he moved about quicker making Bella widen her Shield, he kept raising his arm. Later he was going around near the fighting, he only raised his hand now and again.

'Come on Bella, Jake could be hurting!' Cullen called out, Bella huffed and moved almost pushing the shield out of her whole body it was like a ripple from a wave washing over the room heading for Cullen, everyone stopped as it washed over the whole room

'Hold it!' Cullen called out everyone stopped I just looked at Bella, the concentration on her face was good. I had never seen her look so fierce or angry, it suited her.

'Good, Good!' Cullen called out to Bella when she dropped her shield, she was out of breath, Jake went over to her and wrapped her up in his arms, Paul was panting still a wolf, he winked at me which I returned.

'Lily, I want to pair you and Bella together, I don't know what's going to happen' Cullen looked around.

I stood next to Bella, Mr Cullen standing next to the tank, everyone else gone.

'Bella shield me' Mr Cullen ordered and looked at me

'Good, now Lily hold Bellas hand and focus on me' he said seeming to brace himself. I held onto Bellas hand and focused on Cullen, my pain fused with Bellas shield Cullen seemed to kneel down in pain, I let go of Bella, the tank helped him to his feet.

'Woah, this is good' he smiled at us.


Okay so this chapter was just to try keep up with my weekly updates...