Dear Diary,
I've been avoiding James ever since he found out, something that's hard to do considering I live with him. Surprisingly, no one else knows yet. Not even Sirius as far as I can tell. Still, his initial reaction cannot be forgiven easily.
I've talked to Remus about it when I can, in the library, the astronomy tower (when no one is there making out), and the Room of Requirement and on patrols. Apparently James hasn't mentioned it yet. He hasn't even told them he had sex with Daisy. Of course, that doesn't mean that he won't. If he ever does tell I will be so pissed off, he won't know what hit him. I'll hit him with every curse I know, play endless pranks on him and would be quite happy if I killed him. Well - maybe that's a slight exaggeration. I've been spending all my time in my room or in the library or in the Gryffindor common room or hanging out with Severus or Remus and Eva. Vicki has been spending all her time with Sirius and since he spends all his time with James they are both no goes. Don't get me wrong, Remus and Eva still spend time with James, Sirius and Vicki but they spend time with me too. Times like these make me glad Severus is my friend. He's always willing to spend time with me, even if we're only reading some books or doing our homework together. I don't have to say anything to him and he never asks me to explain or asks what's wrong. The only problem is that we can't be seen together. It is even more important now that the Slytherins don't find out that he's a half blood. With graduation coming up and all this talk about Death Eaters it would be dangerous for us both, and especially for him, if anyone found out. I just wish things were back to normal.
