Carrying The Killers Spawn

Ian raped Spencer... and now she is the one pregnant and not Melissa.

Follow her in her journey with Toby by her side.

AN: So after I got better I fell down my stairs and broke my leg , my life sucks then i got grounded for getting a D+ on my report card in gym ... oh and just so you know I call Elmo Aaron in this chap

Chapter 19

"Diapers?" I asked looking at Toby.

"Check." Toby said holding up some of the diapers the hospital gave to us for the first few days Elmo is home.

" Formula and baby bag?" I asked looking at Toby again and he rolled him eyes.

"Yes I have them." Toby told me annoyed. "Spencer this is the fifth time we are going over the check list."

"Well excuse me if I want Elmo's coming home special." I rolled my eyes and Toby came over and hugged me.

"Everything will be fine." Toby whispered in my ear.

" Neither your parents nor Jenna have met him yet , how are they going to act with Elmo in the house?"I asked worriedly looking over at Aaron in the hospital crib.

"They will have to suck it up for a while. You know that I'm working on finding a place of our own." Toby told me and I nodded.

We have only been in the hospital for a few days and I am leaving in the next hour. Toby is telling me to act calm , but trust me it is hard.

I wish Melissa or my mother were here to help me since at least they know more about parenting than I do. Well if Melissa was alive she would have known.

" I wish I had someone here to help me." I said looking down at the ground the tears prickling through my eyes.

"You will have me , you know that right?" He asked and I silently nodded.

"I mean I wish I had someone like my mother to help. We aren't prepared to be parents Toby. How long can the three of us live in your room? " I asked him.

"By the end of the year we will live in a small apartment. On our own." Toby told me as I looked into his eyes.

"I am scared." I told him and he nodded.

"I am too." Toby said sincerely.

Later

"Can't you make him shut up?" Jenna said as she came into Toby's room.

It was currently 11:30 at night and Aaron was screaming his tiny head off. I had tried everything from feeding him to changing his diaper , but he continued to cry. He started crying after his nap which ended 4 hours ago during dinner which was pretty awkward as possible .

"Jenna please it is his first night home and it a new surrounding for him." Toby snapped tiredly at Jenna as Aaron continued to cry.

"Why don't you take him for a walk or something. Just please get that menace away from here. We all are trying to sleep." Jenna said stomping away.

"Maybe I should take Aaron outside for a walk to calm him down." I said to Toby while bouncing Elmo up and down.

"I will go with you." Toby said beginging to get up but I stopped him.

" You should sleep , I will join you as soon as I get back." I kissed Toby's cheek. "Which will probably be in 20 minutes."

I walked out of Toby's room with Elmo and put him in his stroller. I then walked outside and started pushing the stroller.

About 10 minutes later Elmo was asleep and we were heading back home when I noticed someone jogging behind us. Since it was 11 at night I didn't anyone else to be out.

Though the person was catching up to us.

"Spencer wait up." The person said and I recognized the voice as Emily's immediately and stopped dead in my tracks.

Emily jogged up to me and smiled lightly at Elmo and I.

"Hey Em." I smiled lightly back at her and she immediately engulfed me in a hug.

"I heard about everything that happened. I wanted to see you , but my mother thought it was a bad idea." She comforted me and I nodded.

"Its tough. I miss Melissa , though she tried to kill me. She still was my sister." I said sadly and Emily released me.

"Well I see this is your son , is his name Toby Aaron?" Emily asked me and I nodded at the sleeping baby. "He is absolutely adorable. How many days old is he?"

"He is 3 days old. Practically an old man huh?" I said and Emily giggled too.

"Yeah I think he has a few gray hairs." Emily said and I laughed. "He looks exactly like you. I don't see a drop of Ian." Emily said and I nodded.

My voice got rough thinking about Ian "Its too soon think about that yet. "

"Well you should get back... Toby is most likely worried about you." She said continuing to jog and a few minutes later I got back to our new home.

When I got back to Toby's room sure enough he was sitting on the bed waiting for us to return home. I then put Elmo into his crib and joined Toby in his bed and we soon fell asleep cuddling.

Not my best work , what do you think?