Disclaimer"Opens wallet and moths fly out''I don't own CCS, if I did I sure as hell wouldn't be writing fanfiction.

Sakura- 18

Syaoran- 19

Sakura- studious, keener, gentle, dancer, expert cook, neat freak, clean freak, always sees the brighter side to things, likes a amber eyed boy, melodramaitc,

Syaoran- slob, breezes through school, can't cook to save his life, messy person, ladies man, football player, likes green eyed girl, doesn't do tears,

CHAPTER 21

Yue snarled, he grabbed Sakura and held her against his chest and pointed the gun to her head. Mike ran over to an unconscious Jenny and checked her pulse. She was still breathing but her breath was barely there.

''I swear if anything happens to her. I will fucking kill you.'' Mike said as he picked up his girl friend in his arms.

''She was merely a pawn in this scheme, My focus was luring Mr. Li here.'' Yue chuckled. Syaoran took a step forward. ''Carefull brother.''

''Let her go, this is between you and I.'' Syaoran said. ''Who are you?''

''Allow me to reintroduce my self, my name is Yue Tsukishiro Li. Illegimate son of the great Xi Li and the late Catherine Tsukishiro.''

''No.'' Syaoran said in a whisper.

''Yes, I'm a few year older that you little brother.'' Yue spoke and he tightened his hold on Sakura. She gasped. She called to her husband, her air supply, she was suffering so much for this man. She would willingly die and go to the depths of hell and back for him.

''Syaoran.'' she screamed as Yue flung her to the floor.

''Sakura.'' he dropped his weapon and caught her before she hit the cold damp forest ground. 'So let me get this straight, no one was after the Kinomotos.'' Yue shook his pretty head.

''Go on brother, lets see if you're as smart as they say you are.'' Yue pointed his gun at Syaoran and his wife. ''Don't move or I will hesitiate to blow your fucking brains off.''

''Ok you wanted to get back at dad, the chinese mob is defunctional. You just used that as an excuse.'' Syaoran wracked his brain.

''Yes, and our esteemed father, never acknowledged my presence, so i vowed that i would make him pay. So I started with the ones that he valued over me. His step kids. The one's he gave his love to over his biological child.''

''You murdered an innocent child.'' Sakura sobbed. ''It was you, the one who pushed her.''

''Yes it was me,'' Yue chuckled and then cocked his ear as the bushes shook. ''Looks like we have company.'' Syaoran got up to push his half brother down, but Yue shot him in the stomach and then fled into the trees. As he fled FBI agents burst through the clearing.

''He's gone.'' Sakura put her hand over Li's wound, he was shot directly over his heart. His eyes closed. He grasped Sakura's arm and tried to talk. ''Shh don't speak.'' She cried. ''Somebody help me.'' Mike rushed to her side and peeled off his jacket and placed it over the wound.

So much blood. The bullet had hit a main vein over the heart. His body twitched. His blood stained hands gripped his wife.

''Sakura,'' he gasped for words.''I...I'm dieing hun.'' she sobbed hard, and his blood smeared on her cheeks as she wiped her tears. ''Bupp bupp I don't do tears honey.''

''Syaoran, don't leave me.'' She gripped his head and planted a kiss to his lips.

''I'm not going anywhere baby.'' everything was hazy, her senses went haywire. Mike and Jenny held on to her as the paramedics strapped him on a stretcher.

Running behind the gurney as the doctors wheeled him into the operation room. Sakura sunk to her knees as the doors closed on her. Mike and Jenny was ever by her side forgetting them selves for the sake of her sanity. Sakura's father in law and her mom toegether with Eriol took the first flight and arrived shortly after.

A doctor and an FBI agent walked out of the room, both heads on the floor. Their gazes solemn and sorrowful.

The doctor spoke. Sakura didn't register his words only screamed bloody hell as she placed her head between her knees and screamed her husband's name.

A warm hand gripped her shoulders, she turned her head and she fell into Xi's broad chest, tears was his eyes. His son was no more. Eriol gripped his father's hand reminding him that he was still here. The young boy had a brave face on. He did not cry but let go of his father's arm and hugged Sakura.

''Don't cry my child.'' Upon hearing her mother's voice. She sobbed even harder. Jenny wiped her eyes and relied on the strenght of her boyfriend. He had to be strong for both of them.

''What will I do now.'' Sakura spoke, her breath hiccuped. ''I can't live with out him. I'm nothing with out him.''

What is life, what is love, what is anything anyways? Sakura stared at the closed casket, her husbands dead body lay in there.

Cold and Life less.

Never to return.

Eriol had finally broke. He sobbed like a baby during the ceremony. Sakura didn't. Her eyes couldn't cry any more. Tears wont' fall. She didn't allow herself to feel.

She only watched.

She felt Eriol's hand squeeze hers as he spoke. ''I won't ever get to fight with him again.'' he wiped his eyes. Sakura said one was there.

Jenny and Mike.

Xi and Nadishiko

Syaoran's mom.

Sakura's dad in a wheel chair.

She scanned the crowd of faces, looking a familiar pair of eyes.

Not even close.

No amber brown eyes stared back at her.

She walked towards the casket and laid her rose on top.

She finally cracked.

''Damn you, why did you leave me.'' she screamed at the casket.

No response.

Dead silence, only sniffles and muted sobs.

''How dare you,''she hit the coffin. ''How dare you leave me.''

Jenny walked to hold her back but was stooped by her boyfriend. ''Let her be. Let her cry.''

''How dare you think, I could live with out you. You promised me.'' She laid her forehead on the coffin. ''Come back, you come back.'' her voice whispered. ''I love you so much.'' She beat the coffin again and then Mike gripped her in his strong arms and let her cry against him, rocking her gently and whispering words of comfort in her ear.

Mike led her towards the car and she looked out the window one last time. His tombstone seemed to be taunting her.

RIP

SYAORAN LI

BELOVED SON AND DEVOTED HUSBAND.

She turned her head and stared straight ahead. She clenched her jaw. How dare him leave her. A stray tear fell from her eyes as the car drove off.

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