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Chapter 21: Dreams for plans:
30 minutes Later's at Liv's place:
"That was quite a coming out babe"Alex said.
"More like a love declaration..."Liv said sitting on the couch...
"I love you for what you did , it takes a lot of courage and faith in us to do that..."
"I always had faith in us babe always don't ever doubt that..."Liv said taking Alex in her arms...
"So you said you wanted things to be as good as they used to be .."
"I do."
"Would you move in with me?"Alex said without even thinking about the words she was using...
"Wow Alex I always love the way you always go straight to the point".Liv said smiling...
"Sorry I just wanted to get this out of my chest before you change your mind".Alex replied a bit embarassed.
"Oh babe, don't worry I won't change my mind I want to be with you ok?"Liv said kissing Alex's forehead.
"I know...We should take our time anyway, try not to rush into things..."Alex said trying to appear sure of herself but realistic.
"I know we shouldn't rush into things but let's be realistic even if we decide to move in together right now we probably wont find a place until next summer anyway so..."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing babe just that you have high standard .."Liv said .
"I agree : proof is I'm with you..."Alex said kissing Liv passionately...
"Yeah...I'd love to move in with you babe.."
"Really?"
"Of course but I think that if we want to get rid of ur past we should find a place together where we can make our own memories, instead of just me moving in with you or you moving in with me."Liv said.
"I agree babe, I just don't want us to fight over this.."Alex whispered.
"How?"Liv asked a little surprised.
"Well we talked about this in the past we have different standards..."Alex said knowing that if they sorted out a lot of issue money was still a problem.
"I know and I think we should talk about it.."
"Bout what?"
"The elephant in the room..."
"Liv come on I know I put on some weigh recently but..."
"Oh come on princess don't be silly...you're perfect...and I was talking about money.."
"I know...I just know that's an issue but we overcame worse..."
"I know babe and I'm sure if we talk about it we'll find a solution..."
"I know and I also know that I have to try not to be so stubborn.."
"Yes you do..."
"Well I just don't see what the problem is, I have money so why not use it?"
"I know babe that money isn't an issue for you and I'm so proud to be with as successful as you but I don't want you to pay for our rent, period..."
"Thanx babe and I'm so proud to be with such a decorated and respected police officer and If you don't want me to pay more then you then 50/50 seems to be a good compromise..."
"Exactly now we have to found a place I can offered on my salary and that's well posh enough for you..."
"Liv!Is that what you think of me that I'm posh and snob?"Alex said a little hurt.
"And incredibly hot and sexy?."Liv said trying to make it up to her..
"Don't try to change the subject...'Alex replied knowing she was right..
"Oh babe I dont think you're posh and uptide but we can from different worlds you're sophisticated that's all and I wouldn't want you to change a bit...I promised you I'd take care of you and I will ..."
"I know and I intend to remind you that promise when we have to pack both our places, cause I'm warning you these hands aren't make for heavy lifting..."Alex said showing her newly done manucure...
"I know but I can think of a thing or two you can use your hands for..."Liv said starting to kiss Alex's neck and moving her hand inside her dress.
"We should buy a place..."Alex said trying to avoid Liv's hands.
"That was quite a turn off babe..."
"Sorry it's just I want us to talk about this..."
"We can talk later, come to bed ...you owe me a trip tease remember?". Liv said continuing to try unzip her dress.
"I'm serious Liv, I take our future very seriously..."
"I know babe so do I, so what's your plan?"
"Well we could rent a place but I think it's a waste of money we should buy a place...I havent use my trust fund yet so..."
"Wait a minute Alex we're not using your trust fund! I thought I made myself clear?"
"Christal clear but.."
"There's not but Alexandra ,don't try to go all lawyer on me and negotiate, I don't have your money but you deserve the best and I'm gonna give it to you even if it means working double shifts, we're not using your trust fund, period."Liv said on a very defensive tone.
"OK babe I'm sorry bad habits die hard..."Alex said feeling so guilty about making it about money again and feeling like she hurt Olivia's pride.
"I'm so sorry princess I shouldn't have yelled at you like that, I guess I just have some issues being with someone who has so much money"Liv said a bit embarassed...
"It's ok honey, I know it can be hard sometimes I will try my best not to though my money in your face too much...I'm a control freak and that includes money I'm sorry but the good thing is I want you to take care of me as much as you do..."
"Then let me please..."Liv said holding her hand.
"I'll try and I'm gonna be honnest with you : I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you and have kids with you with a house in the suburbs with a white fence, and little Olivia running around the house you know the whole package..."Alex said trying to focus on her breathing.
"I feel the same way Alex don't worry but I want us to enjoy ourselves before having kids you know. Even if I have to admit that I can't wait to see you pregnant..."Liv said rubbing Alex's belly...
"What make you Think I should be the one carrying our child?"
"Well for starters you're much younger then me , second my job is more risky then yours and I don't wanna risk our child's safety before it's even born, and last but not least, you don't want our baby to have these genes trust me..." Liv whispered...
"Oh babe..."Alex said thinking that Liv had so many unresolved issues, she was convinced that she shouldn't have kids of her won because of her genes, if only she could see herself has she did...
"Please dont say anything."Liv said with sadness in her voice.
"Ok babe...Just know you have more maternal instincts in your little fignger then me in my whole body, you're a born mom babe..."Alex said trying to reassure her.
"Thanx Princess..."
"ok then, I guess I'll carry our child but you better be prepared a pregnant Alexandra Cabot is gonna be a pain in your ass.."Alex said giggling.
"I'm used to it!"Liv said laughing...
"Ah aha ah very smart detective...You know I'm sure I'll enjoy being pregnant with your child a lot...You usally take so good care of me I can't imagine how it's gonna be when I'm pregnant.."
"I'll take care of you even more...I want your future pregnancy to be as smooth as possible...But we have time to think about it..."
"Yes we do, Oh my god Liv We're making plans for the future and you still haven't meet my dad..."Alex said with a bit of terror in her eyes...
Are you ready to meet Honrable judge Alexander Cabot?