Attitude
She was in shock. I felt tears coming to my eyes… I explained everything… She threw in my face everything she was feeling, said I was a coward who accepted everything, even the most absurd things and don't do anything about it…
I knew it was all true,but I couldn't say anything...
Her voice was cold...
"Again David, I expected more from you."
She opened the door and told me to leave. I had no reaction, I stared at her, I wanted to kiss her so much, but my cowardice didn't let me…. She yelled...
"GET OUT OF HERE, DAVID!"
I passed by her on my way out and I couldn't face her... She slammed the door behind me. I leaned on the door, felt the tears rolling down, that was unbelievable, how could they take her from me like that, a career is not worth that sacrifice, I didn't win that show to be miserable…. I decided what I had to do. I opened the door and got in, in 2 seconds I was facing her… I had to say what I was so reluctant to…
"This isn't right! They can't stop me from being with the woman I love!"
Her eyes widened.
"What did you just say?"
I said it again, I said I loved her and needed her... I had never said that before, but I was sure about my feelings for her…. It had always been her, even before that crazy first kiss, but I had never realized it… How could I lose her? I apologized for being such a coward, but she didn't let me finish, she pulled me by my neck chain and kissed me, a wet kiss due to the tears from both of us, but it was tears of relief, complicity…
Our kiss was full of emotion, more pain than passion, I felt relieved for finally being able to say those words, but guilty because I couldn't have a serious thing with her, ashamed for not having the guts to risk, but Anne took na action, she invited me to her room…
My body wouldn't dey that invitation, even with the fear of the consequences of that, I didn't want to hurt her even more by creating expectations that I couldn't meet... but her whisper in my ear, her waist in my arms, the desire look on her face didn't let me think for more than a few seconds, I took her in my arms and went to Matt's room...
But I regret for a moment not accepting Anne's invitation and getting into the wrong room, I didn't remember how messy Matt was, there were half a dozen pair of shoes at the door, I almost tripped on a bunch of socks, under the table there were like 3 empty packs of snacks and a wet towel on the bed, and I felt embarassed when I close the door and saw that pôster of Carmen Electra naked...
Those details made me a little unfocused, and there were still tears on her face, I was spechless, I hoped she wanted to talk more, but she just held me and made my hand run through her hot body...
I calmly took of her clothes, I wanted to pay attention to every detail of her body, how it reacted when was desiring me, and I found her perfect... I lay her down o Matt's bed, and watched her for a few moments, I ran my hand through her breasts, her belly, and finally opened her legs and lay on top of her...
I slowly got into her, I felt she was mine, only mine, I kissed her, I wanted to be gentle, but my body was full of excitement, na inexplicabel feeling made me move faster, I couldn't control my moans and finally cum inside her... and my legs softened with that moment and what she said next…
"I love you too, Dave."