highschool musicals story and its actors do not in any way belong to me i am just useing them in my awsome kick ass story they belong to the evil empire that is disney etc.

Ryan p.o.v.

Me and shar sat out by the pool at our hotel. I know that we were there to get to know the area in which I would be living for the next 4 years but at this point I just didn't really care. I was still sad and this trip did little to help me forget. Troy would be here in the fall to. It just made all of the pain come back. How was I supposed to forget about him when everything around me reminded me of him of us of better times? Life just sucks a load some times.

Sharpay fidgeted in her seat beside me. To the untrained eye it looked like she was reading the latest tabloid but in reality she was waiting. Waiting for me to make a move. She knew as well as I did that when I was upset it only took a matter of time till I let it all out and she was usually the ear I did it to but this time was talking longer then it unusually did. And how could it not? I lost… I lost everything. I fell in love with someone and in the end I was left heart broken this is worse then anything I have ever had to deal with before. But I guess there's no better time then a present.

"Do you know what the worst par about it is?" I asked her.

She turned to look at me like I had gown another head.

"What" she asked frowning

"I thought I was smart enough to not let my emotions get the best of me"

Sharpay began to tear up and hoped onto my lounger pulling me into a hug. "Oh Ryan… it's about time" she said smiling at me "are you sure you're ready?"

"Yeah I mean I can't go threw life as a mute" I said

"I can't believe he did this to you" she said "for the last two weeks you have been no better then a vegetable"

"Yeah well love can do that to people" I said

"God help zeke if he ever left me like that" she said.

"I wouldn't want to have to identify the body" I said shivering

"Oh Ryan your back "she said clapping her hands together

"Yeah" I said smiling weakly

"How are you feeling?" she asked noticing how sad I clearly still was.

"I just thought he was different" I said "I mean he was so romantic and loving and I thought maybe he dose love me I actually thought that maybe he was the one"

She nodded her head but didn't speak.

"That's why I never let my heart get ahead of my head because if I hadn't fallen for him I wouldn't have been so broken when it turned out the way I thought it would from the beginning" I said

"Wait but didn't he like call you non stop?" she asked

"For like two days…after that he stopped I guess he realized I didn't want to here his excuses" I said "I didn't want to make the mistake of letting him back in."

Sharpays face twisted into a frown when I said this but I didn't think anything of it.

"I know right he probably stopped calling after he ran out of minutes" I said rolling my eyes.

"No Ryan" she said putting up her hand " I have a confession"

I looked at her confused for a second. What the hell did she mean she has a confession she didn't do anything.

"What is it?" I asked

"I talked to troy" she said looking away "I used your cell to call and I talked to him"

"What" I asked "why?"

"I wanted him to shed some light on the whole situation I mean you weren't talking and no one really knew what was going on except Chad who didn't share anything" she said rolling her eyes " so I called him"

"What did eh say?" I asked not even sure if I wanted to here it.

"He was on a gray hound coming back from California… he had gone to see Gabi" she said

Ok I know that shouldn't hurt seeing as how I sort of saw this whole situation coming but it did. Clearly troy wasted no time in getting back with his old girlfriend.

"That's why he left" she said "so when I called him he thought it was you and that's when I did something really bad"

"What" I asked bracing myself for what was to come. As used as I was to have sharpay get involved with my personal life I wasn't quite sure how I was going to take this even if it wasn't that major at all she hesitated and didn't say anything "sharpay what the hell did you do" I said with my voice raised.

"He asked were we where and I told him not to come looking for you" she said "I told him to wait"

I but my lip and looked away from her. The fact that she didn't tell that she had talked to him was enough to be angry for but the fact that she was the reason why he never even tried to see me never even tried to make contact with me well that was in a whole other ball league. Things could have been different things could have been fixed if she hadn't gotten involved.

"Ryan I'm sorry" she tired.

"I'm going back to the room" I said standing up

"Ryan please" she said also standing up

"I just want to be alone right now" I said walking away.

"He still loves you" she said loudly.

I stopped in my tracks to furious to say anything or even turn around to look at her.

"He told me Ryan he told me he still loves you" she said

I turned around quickly "bullshit" I said

"its not Ryan" she said "he didn't leave because he doesn't love you he didn't use fake excuses or lie to you when he said he didn't think he deserved you he really did feel like crap and that's why he went to Gabi not to get with her because he made a mistake he did it because he felt bad and he left you because he thought he didn't deserve you"

I didn't say anything. Could this be true or was sharpay just trying to redeem herself by filling me with false hope?

" I wouldn't lie to you Ryan" she said " yeah I didn't tell you but I know for a fact that troy loves you he is gay Ryan he didn't make a mistake in falling for you he left for redemption not because he didn't feel for you"

My head was just swimming with things I wanted to say at the moment things I wanted to clear up but before had the chance the buzzing noise came from my pocket and the tickle of the vibration followed as my cell phone began to ring.

"Hello?" I asked into the receiver with out even looking at the caller id.

"Ryan" came an existed girls voice "it's Kelsey you will never guess were I am" she said

"Where?" I asked not in the mood for games.

"I'm in san Francisco" she said

"That's where I am…why are you here?" I asked confused.

"Visiting family with my parents and I remembered you saying you were coming to visit Berkley so I thought it would be nice if maybe we met up" she said

"Kelsey I told you I was coming here before the summer even started"

"I know small world that we are both here at the same time eh" she said letting out a small laugh.

"Yeah I guess" I said raising an eyebrow "why did you call then?"

"I just wanted to know if you wanted to hang out while we are here you know like old times" she said

Was she serious? How odd that she happens to be in San Francisco the same week I came here did she follow me or something. I didn't even know she had family in California. No matter I was mad at sharpay I might as well get some away time.

"You don't want sharpay too do you?" I asked

"No" she said quickly "just you"

"Ok so where about do you want to meet?" I asked

"Six o'clock conservatory of flowers" she said

"Really? The conservatory of flowers?" I asked skeptically "isn't that like sort of …gay?"

"Oh Ryan you're so funny I'll see you at six" and like that the line went dead and I was standing there at the pool wondering what the hell was going on with Kelsey.

Troy p.o.v.

"Wow Kelsey you really sold that one" Chad said sarcastically as we sat in our motel room.

" whatever he is going to show up so what dose it matter how convincing I was" she said " plus I don't thinks he would have come if it was you calling he would think you were up to something"

"I'm just saying for a theater geek you aren't a really good actor" he said

"Aren't you a charmer" she mumbled rolling her eyes.

Even if she wasn't the most convincing she was right about one thing she was the only one who could make this happen. Ryan wasn't all that close with Taylor and if it was Chad calling he would think that I was up to something so Kelsey was my only hope at getting Ryan to meet me. And he couldn't know either because if it was me he wouldn't show up so I had to make sure he doesn't know till the last second when he can't escape. I sound like a crazy person but I can't help it I'm in love with him.

"Ok so you have an hour before he meets you at the conservatory of flowers we will be at a café around the corner just in case something goes wrong do you know what you have to do?" Taylor asked. The girl never let anything go unplanned.

"Yeah" I said

"Do you know what you are going to say?" she asked

"No clue"

"Well that's promising"

"Don't worry" I said "I'll know what to say"

"I hope so" Chad said " I would hate to come all the way to California for you to choke"

"Thanks Chad you have always been there for me" I said sarcastically

"That's me good old reliable Chad"

"Yeah don't quit you're day job" Taylor said earning a glare from Chad.

"Ok its show time" Kelsey said. Leave it to the little composer to include theater references in even the most serious of situations.

Ryan p.o.v

I arrived at the conservatory of flowers in a car my parents had gotten for me. Even though it was only about a ten minute walk they didn't like the idea of me walking here incase I got lost. Crazy I know seeing as how I was going to be living in this city for the next four years but I might as well listen to them now I only have about a month left of doing it.

I walked around looking for Kelsey where she said that she wanted to meet me but couldn't find the girl anywhere maybe she was running late. I decided to sit down on a bench and watch the tourists walk back and forth.

"Ryan?" said a voice I knew all to well. My heat nearly stopped and my face lost all color. Was this really happening? I looked up to find the gorgeous blue eyes of Troy Bolton looking back at me.

A/N

love me love me because i figured out a way to make this story a little bit longer. so this is not the last chapter after all instead of two ling chapters i ahve madeit 3 shorter chapters so two more after this one :D ... will ryan forgive troy will they live happly ever after? you will ahve to wait and see. but something i noticed about this stroy is that alltogh there was mention of him there was no aperance of jack bolton in this stroy at all... weird right? has a tryan fic ever been dnoe witout him? not many i ahve read but aside from the lakc of coach bolton i hope you liekd this stroy and dont worry if yyou think i wont ahve another story once this is done because i will i just love troy and ryan fics so i ahve an idea for a new one a way longer one then this so yeah. but i think i will be discontinueing my last stroy i'm just not feeling it so if you were a fan i'm sorry . but who knows maybe one day i will pick it back up but for now that is not happinging i hope you enjoyd this chapter and i hope you review :D