Cecilia

When my dad tells me Dylan need's cheering up I know asking him is going to be easy. "Well there's a party at Chelsea's beach?"

"Go, have fun"

"Thanks dad, you're the best" I reach up kissing him on the cheek then went up the stairs, popping my head into Dylan's room to tell him, then getting ready.

I'm naturally pretty so I don't need much makeup, I darken my eyelashes and add gloss. I put the curling irons on, and make my hair into loose waves. Then its into my wardrobe deciding on what to wear when Dylan comes into the room.

"I like your hair like that" He says.

"Thanks" I smile at him.

"I have REACH again, so I'll meet you at the party"

"Okay"

When Dylan leaves I see the dress I want to wear, it's a short scarlet red dress with a lace up bodice and a ruffled skirt. Then I put on low flat silver shoes.

Frankie pick's me up looking lush with black eyeliner on. "Who you looking sexy for?" I ask getting into his car.

"I could say the same for you" He laughs.

When we get to the beach the party us already going off to a great start. There is a keg set up and a stereo blasting out music, some people are milling around, others dancing. In the sand dunes, I see drugs being dealt.

I head over to grab a beer waving back at people who call out to me.

"Hey C"

Oh shit. What's he doing here?

I sigh turning around to face him. He's as gorgeous as ever, smiling that damm smile I used to love waaaay too much. Even now, its caught me, pulling at my heart.

Jay. The guy who cheated on me after two years of officially going out, before that we were always into each other and occasionally make out, like friends with benefits.

"What do you want?"

He chuckles "I'm just trying to be nice"

"Well don't" I made to shove past him but he grabs my arm.

"Hey, what's your problem? You're the one that broke up with me, remember?"

Now it was my turn to laugh. "You serious? You cheated on me"

"It was just the once"

"Is that supposed to make things better?"

"We could have worked it out"

"Your wrong. I gave you my virginity and you still run off to another girl, a shank of all people"

"Yeah your virginity was all you gave me, after you wouldn't have sex with me, goddammit I waited for you to be my first and one time was all you could give me"

Tears leak out my eyes. All because I woudnt have sex again? I thought it hurt being cheated on, but to know that was the reason.

"Oh shit Cel, I didn't mean it to sound like that"

"It's fine" I pull out his grasp, choking on my tears. "Just leave me the fuck alone" I ran away from him, from the party to where I was finally alone. I took my shoes off walking along the water edge the waves lapping at me filling me with calm ,relaxing me. I brushed the tears away but they were coming thick and fast. Shit girl, come on you cannot cry over him, you've done doing that. I chant to myself and eventually the tears stop.

I finish up the beer and once I'm under control I start to head back grabbing something a little stronger to drink. My favourite song comes on then and Milo pulls me in to the dancing crowd but my heart isn't in it.