All right I am so sorry that I have been leaving you guys just hanging with the werewolves, and the vamps, so obviously it sounds like a happily ever after crap right? The twins are born and you think they just go on - well this is the longest fan fic ever written for me so I am going continue it till I see fit _ All right. Like the joker, in the beginning of the Dark knight. And here we . . .GO! Oh and P.S The 'song' related to this chapter is
"So please let me be,
This is the end of a really sad story,
But don't feel bad for me,
I started out alone and in the end
That's where I'll be"
Plain White tee's Sad story
J.
I leaned against a tree on the edge of the forest; I knew ay least he would be able to smell me at least. His family took turns looking at the forest. I smiled to no one in particular, it gave me a pleasurable feeling knowing that they were so worried that I would wreck all of their hard work - Trust me I would if I knew it wouldn't hurt Bella. My glare and anger softened when I thought her name. I still had feelings for her, and as much as I hated to admit, I was an idiot for telling her that I didn't love her, when I did, I hated myself for lying to her. . I knew she would love Edward, much more then she would ever love me, I couldn't make her happy, and I certainly didn't want to have to go through that type of pain that she so willingly thrust back into my heart. That was how she did it too, all she had to do was se him again, never mind that we moved, he forgot her, that he didn't accept her for what she was. Now that he has finally realized that he couldn't hurt her, that she still loved him, that was all the incentive he needed, and I hate him for it, but what is even worse is the fact that she just starts loving him again, there was no anger. Everything she said too me, that she had decided if he didn't love her she wouldn't love him, was out the window. But before she got the chance to hurt me again I had to hurt her, as much as that would just end up hurting me even more to see her cry over me. Call me weak but I knew she would be fine. One of the reasons why she would be fine was that her precious bloodsucker would be there for her. Who was going to be there for me? No one. That's who, so I let her go and started the hurt on my own, I certainly did not need to get hurt again, especially from Bella and I doubt I hurt her as much as he did that first time. But she doesn't even care. I watched the door waiting for them to come out the happy bride and groom. I closed my eyes and tried to calm down the shaking that had decided to posses my body. I calmed down and the feeling was repressed some. They emerged out of the chapel then and strode down a carpet where her limo was waiting for them. They paused along the way talking to people on the sidelines who were happily shouting congratulations. I saw Bella look around, as if knowing I was here. She found me and she looked so happy my heart wanted me to be happy for her, I wanted to be happy for her, shouldn't that be right? As long as she was happy that I should be too? I almost fooled myself into thinking that. Bella took a step towards me as if she wanted to tell me something, and I focused on her face, she looked guilty. Good I thought, let her be guilty she should be for what she did to me. Then as if on cue Edward appeared out of nowhere, grasping her arm in his, I knew he wasn't trying to hurt her as he glared at me, but then I glanced at her expression and pain flickered across her face once or twice. I immediately started to lunge forward, ready to hit something then I literally froze to the spot. I tightened my fists against my side.
"You're hurting her." I whispered knowing he would her me, and even though I whispered you could hear the venom in my voice as my words reached him. You could see that I had hit a nerve as he stopped gripping her so tightly and he limply held his arm against hers. I scowled and I knew a small snarl escaped.
"You'll end up hurting her, don't think you won't, no matter how much control you have bloodsucker." His face contorts for a moment in pain and I feel a small sense of glee as I let that sink in. I back into the comforting shelter of the trees and morph into my comforting shape and run off the anger that I feel. I try to concentrate on anything else that doesn't has to do with Bella and her new husband. I knew it was a matter of time before she was no longer Bella and she was a bloodsucker. I still shuddered at the thought as it sickened me, it also infuriated me to the core. I heard something come across Sam's thoughts and I didn't want to hear it, I wanted to block everything out as soon as I heard him think Bella's name, I skidded to a stop, desperately trying to change before I could hear anything, still I was too late as the thought burned into my mind, forever etching itself into my brain, when it belonged in hell.
Wow. I can't believe it, me a grandfather. I never thought I'd see the day. The blow was like a slap across the face. I jolted upright. They were having a child?! Another monster to worry about! Another monster to have to worry about endangering ourselves. Why didn't she even care?! Didn't she know what the fuck she was doing to my heart? Ripped it in two, stitched it up, then ripped it at the seams again and to top it all she stomped on it! And she went off into her happy little world. Not caring about her family, she gets the perfect life, it's Just like Rachel all over again. Except I never thought she would do this to me. Is it because I did it to her? And now I suffer from it. My heart does. Why am I so damn addicted to her?! It's so pathetic. I hate being a werewolf. What's the point of never aging unless someone is there with you? Why does the world have to be so cruel? I just want to forget Bella. Forget she exists. Why is that so damn hard?! And why does she just stare? Why did she even bother trying to act like there was still a glimpse of hope? I know she doesn't like me anymore she's got Edward any idiot with eyes can see that! So why does she tease me? Does she enjoy watching my heart bleed? Does she enjoy this sick cruel twisted game of cat and mouse? Will she ever feel the pain that I feel right now? I bang my head against my knees and hear a pleasurable 'thunk'.
"Why me?" I mutter against my jeans, then raise my head to look up at the gray swirling sky. "Why me?" I repeated. I thought for a moment more then stood up, thrust my hands into my short's pockets and started walking away from the house. I didn't know where I was walking and I didn't really care, as long as it was away from here, as long as my thoughts of Bella were long gone.
D.P.O.V
"Danielle!" My head whipped towards the direction of the voice. I found the source standing in my doorway. He bothered to look at me for two seconds and even then he was barely meeting my gaze. But I was used to it seeing as I was just a 'lowly' servant to the Volturri. I rose from where I had sat on the floor of the library, my jeans pulled tight to my legs as I sat sprawled against the floor.
"Yes sire? What do you wish for?" I waited for an answer as he strode towards me, stopping a couple of inches from my body. He smiled bearing his fangs and slowly he circled around me. I held my head up not flinching when he flipped my hair off my shoulder as he appreciatively sniffed my vulnerable neck. Where there was already a set of two bite marks. Aro decided I was his plaything - I had to bite my tongue to stop from scoffing. More like he stole me from my mother. That's the only thing that kept me here - was my revenge and the fact that I had no where else to go in this small world. So I simply stood there until he circled back in front of me. Smug with his little 'show' he started talking with his hands behind his back. Finally showing me some respect.
"Danielle. Aro is gone from the castle for some..." Here he paused to consider how to phrase it without giving me the pleasure of knowing as much as he. On the inside I scowled on the outside I had a blank expression on my face. "....Temporary Business, which leaves me in charge of the castle." Here he spread his arms wide as if to show how gay he was about being left alone here I half expected him to spin and burst into song and dance. Then he pointed to me with his two hands. "This means I am also in charge of everyone in this castle; including you my dear." He smiled evilly and I didn't like it. He took a step closer towards me. I stood my ground though I really wanted to run I was not about to show him that I was scared of him. I wouldn't give him the pleasure of seeing me be afraid of him. He'd hold it over me. So I just stood there looking angry. He placed a hand on my shoulder spinning me around before I could step out of his grasp. Now he had me trapped underneath his heavy hand.
"Such a fragile little thing." He murmured against the skin of my neck as he brushed aside my hair. My hands clenched into fists at the pain of the bite I had been preparing for. Then my anger evaporated and turned into ecstasy and I hated it still trying to remember that . I swayed as my body went slack. He drew back wiping his mouth with the back of his hand wiping anything he might have had on his mouth while I collapsed gracefully onto the floor, the sound of my white peasant shirt fluttering behind me. He loomed over me even smugger then he had before. He said something I didn't quite catch, and then strode out the door shutting it behind him leaving me a letter on the round table in the middle of my room's library. I stand up a little to fast and stagger gripping the chair behind me. Once I regain my balance and collect my thoughts my anger flares up again. I was tired of being a feeder for them. I glanced over to the sealed note curious. Who was there to send me a note? I scoff probably something Aro had left for me. I stride over there and pick up the letter with my long and nimble fingers. I peel off the wax enough for me to open the side of the letter. I quickly read the letter then feel behind me for the chair as I sink into it my hand covering my mouth in astonishment. I quickly re scanned the words making sure it was what I had meant to read or that I read what I thought I had.
Dear Danielle,
This will not be the only time I write to you, I would like for you to update me on how Marcus is doing running the castle. I am testing to see who will be my best heir if you will. However there is a reason why I am contacting you instead of Jane or somebody else tighter within in the Volturri. We have a situation that I am taking care of with some newly 'born' vampires. I know this does not necessarily pertain to you or anything you can call personal but there is a very valid reason why this does though you have not noticed it yet. You are part of the Volturri my dear. No matter what anybody says. I did indeed steal you from your mother but it was under a certain circumstance you were mine. Your mother was a very young and foolish human when she agreed to this, she was in love with a vampire. She knew Vampires could not bare children. I will be honest with you. I would've disposed of her had I not known I could get something out of it. You see your mother was in a very interesting Dilemma when she stumbled upon us. She already knew we existed from a bunch of newborns who had told her of our ways. She said she wouldn't tell and had sworn on it, but the stupid girl came looking for us hoping we could solver her problem. You see your mother was in love with a Vampire from the guard, the very same who happened to be very talented. However I could not let a human know about us. When I was just about to kill her a guard had bitten her, the very same who was trying to let her live under the circumstances. She struggled to stay alive and I gave her some of my blood so she could live. And since she did she dry sobbed every night she wouldn't hunt but she still lived. Your mother was interesting though. She could see into the person's future by touching any part of somebody. So you see when she came sobbing to me one night saying how she would give anything to bear a child I struck up a deal with her. She would give me her power, and I would allow for her to bare a child. She agreed happy that it worked out. She found the vampire she loved and came back. I blessed herself and her newly married Husband. I told them to go to their chambers for their Solemnities. They gladly obliged in about four months you were born - another immortal child or so I had thought until I realized you were different. Since I blessed your mother with the ability to have you, it made her fetus human, no longer the strength of a vampire, so you see, you became a human, except you still grew at a much faster pace (also why it only took 4 months for you to be able to be born) However like all of the stories, your mother died birthing you, your father was in despair. He came to me asking me to kill him for without his wife life was never going to hold that same value. I remember how strong that bond of theirs was, even though she was human and he was a vampire. I felt his pain through your mother's gift and I obligated to his request. Which brings me to what I need to ask of you, one of my old family friends needs to be checked up on, last year one of my friends 'sons' came to me begging me to die, to be killed. I said no and offered him a spot on the guard. He refused and almost found another way for him to get killed; he was going to reveal our secret in our own beloved town square, until his love stopped him. Apparently he thought she was dead you see. So they both came to our castle thankfully by Jane's will. They wanted to leave and we had to make a deal. Because you see, not only did the vampire have a gift so similar to mine, his love for his human was the same if not even more intense, then your Father's love for your mother. However there still is more. His sister you see who is also a vampire can tell the future by what's one decisions or actions will be. One of the only reasons why I had to make a deal was because humans are not allowed to know our secret. So eventually and to our leisure she must become a vampire. But you see I had to give them some time. I don't trust Jane, or Demetri to be able to do this. I trust you since you are not a vampire, and so you will not be tempted to spill her blood, since it smells so delicious. So what I am entrusting you with is to find The Cullen Family, In Forks Washington, to find their Pet human Bella, if she is not human I would like you to stay there and live out your life, I have never told you this but you still have some family. If she is Human you must document that it is so and bring it back to the castle, depending on how well your research from then I may let you go back. You will live with the family you have when you go there. However you can't do anything until I come home, you are not to mention this to anyone, to let anyone read this, otherwise it is pointless. I will give you more information the next time I write. I should inform you that I will be back in Volterra in a month. I'll let this information sink in for you. Think about it please. I should've told you that this is optional, I am hoping you will accept this proposition, you help me, and you get freedom. Please write back to me with your response. Until then,
Yours in eternity,
Aro
I nearly collapse again, for what I thought he said was true, I have family still. People who will care about me. I wonder if they know about vampires. I am assuming that if they do that they are vampires too. But I will handle that when that comes, maybe I will end up being a vampire myself, so I can be with my family forever. I spin in my room until I lean against the window. I open it and I watch the sunset with a warm feeling in my body that emanates from my core and spreads. I will be able to have a normal life - and that's all I could wish for. I sigh so contently I am surprised that the sound came from my mouth, for once in my life I know everything will be okay.
