God how slack have I been, been ages since I updated this story for you so sorry about that :) Life and many other factors haven't helped included the long list of abuse over this story that I have received from reviewers, if it is not of help to me or to support me then keep your bloody mouth shut, and also if u want to abuse me then sign in, shows how you wont stand behind your own words when u wont put a name to it to have me reply to your crap. so I have decided anything I find to abusive will be removed from my reviews. This is my story if you do not like the path it is going down STOP READING IT, I am not forcing you to read my story, I'm not changing my story to fit what you wont.

Now thanks must go out to Connie1966 who has been asking me over the last few months to post an update as she/he is waiting for one, this is for you Connie1966 :) I wrote this all because you asked me too and have been happily waiting for this to be done and posted. Sorry it is not longer but it is a start to get me back writing this story I hope ot have more soon for you all.

"Ok Christian what is going on there?"

"Taylor has had a gut feeling that Jose is behind what happened to you, he isn't sure who else is but is working hard to figure it all out along with dad."

"Anything else?"

"Nope that is all I have been told, they keeping shit from me and I do not like it."

"They are doing it for your own well-being. You're sicker than me. And maybe Carrick is enjoying being able to do something to help protect you. You know both him and your mum were very upset over the stuff Elena did with you, and yes we all understand at the time it did help bring you under control, but it hurt them. They are your parents they felt like they had failed just like you do with our two when things go wrong or you miss something that thanks to work or a meeting you didn't make it. Now your dad is getting a chance to protect you just how he wished he could of all those years ago."

"You are my voice or reason aren't you?" He says as he pulls Ana closer to his body.

"Oh just sometimes I am, other times I let your mind go wild."

"And don't you like it."
"Yes but back on to this Jose thing, I would like to know more of what is going on." Ana goes and grabs her mobile and rings Carrick.

"Hi Carrick its Ana can you come to the hospital please and bring everything you have on what has been going on since I left."

"Ana, I don't think that it will good for you two right now to know what we have uncovered so far. I would prefer to wait till we have more and have them in a cell."

"No we need to know, it will help us both plus I may be able to help out, there might be something I may be useful for. I have known Jose since school days."

"How do you know Jose is one of the ones we are looking into, oh ok I'll be there in an hour will get all up to date info for you both." Carrick replies knowing really he has lost some of the battle to keep the two of them out of the loop, but what info does he give them, what does he hold back, the fact Ana knows of Jose means she knows more than I thought she does, though knowing those two they most likely got it from Taylor the poor guy how he works for those two I have no idea and Sawyer as well.

"Good see you in an hour." Ana says as she hangs up the mobile, before turning to look at Christen

"Ok your dad is coming in an hour to talk to us about it all."

"Good, it be nice to know what is going on."

"Yes it may be but you got to promise me to let them do the work, and you work on getting better to get out of here, I would still like to know what the hell happened to your wrists by the way mister. No scooting around the bush either I know for a fact that they are fresh wounds."

"I got very frustrated and started throwing things around including a few pictures with frames I also put my hands through a couple of them."

"Don't pull shit my Christen those cuts are not from putting your hands through glass, I sure as hell know those type of cuts when on your hands, they look like you have done them to yourself, and tried several times to do it as well."

"Ana you do not want to know."

"Like hell I do, why the hell do we still have to battle over you telling me shit. I'm not going anywhere you know that, well not by my own doing that is. And you also know full dam well I will get it out of you one way or another I always do."

"What do you always do Ana?" Grace asks as she enters their room.

"Get information out of him, he won't tell me how the hell he cut his wrists, I have a fear idea how it happened but I am god for hoping that what I am thinking is not what I think he has gone and done to himself."

"Well the room was a mess when we got there, broken glass everywhere, I think he fell into one of the large framed pictures which in turned cut his wrists, as it also look like he slide them down the all if the blood patterns are anything to go by, and to be honest I do not think he remembers much of those few days leading up to coming in here, when he first woke in here he had no idea where he was, His office has been trashed at home, things thrown everywhere."

"God where were the kids with all of this going on? Christen I hope like hell they were at home when this all happened? Cause if they were by god you better be praying my boy as hell will rain down on you."

"No Ana they weren't they been living with us most of the time they still see him, but on our terms sort of. They see him daily but they never stayed overnight, Mia has been helping look after them along with Kate. Who took leave from work to be there for the kids."

"Your damn lucky Christen you have such a good family, I end up missing which I didn't know about and all hell breaks loose while I am gone, so not on MR Control freak."

"You know your my weak link, to get to me they have to get to you, everyone knows that without you I am nothing."

"That is a load of bullshit Christen; look at what you built GEH to be before I came along."

"And look at what you turned me into Ana, a man who can love, can have a family, love his parents in a way he never thought he could. I'm a person with feelings for others. You have made me a better man Ana, your my heart, my soul, my everything."

"Then eat and get better." She says matter of factly, the tone implying that no reply is needed because none but him eating and getting better will work. HE knows he has lost this battle, as Grace stands watching the two spar off each other and then the look on Ana's face when she fires the eating at her son is priceless. It's hard to know who is the boss in this relationship, but she is pleased to see their spark, their fire returning, the will to fight each to her with words returning. They give as good as they get, she remembers Ana as a shy girl that first came into their lives to a woman who will stand up for herself, stand dup to Christian and his controlling ways. She has even stood up to her and Carrick as well at times. It may have seemed at first him controlling her but in the end it has helped her become something she may never have been able to become. A strong woman, with a strong bond to the man beside her. A bond that no matter what can never be broken, a bond not often found now days. A bond Grace knows oh so well as she has the same one with her husband Carrick, and she see it in her children's marriages as well.