21.

I'm nervous, not sure what to wear. I haven't felt this nervous since my first couple of dates with Edward.

Edward.

I now don't cry anymore when I think about him. It took a while, but I'm now at the point where I try to focus on the good things of our relationship when I think about him. The laughs, the comfort, the happiness.

It works, most of the time.

But now is not the time to think about him, it's time to focus on the wonderful, handsome man that wants to spend time with me.

I have a good time and four great dates later I agree to be Garrett's girlfriend.