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~CSI: NY~CSI: NY~CSI: NY~

~Jennifer's POV~

Jess had to go back to her room to get some medicine, I stayed with Stella.

"Stella please don't give up I know it's hard but please come back" I whispered tears ran down my face.

"you're the closest thing I have to a mom, and although I haven't known you that long I still really need you Stella you saved my life, I can't let you just give up"

For some reason all's I could think about was that day, the day that my sister and I almost got killed, the day that my parents got shot. My parents, I miss my Mom and Dad so much, I haven't even really realized they were gone for good.

But they were.

They were gone forever they are never going to see me when I go to prom or help me choose a collage, they are gone, that was the hardest thought to sink in, and I just realized it was true.

Tears fell out of my eyes as if I had heavy rain clouds in my mind.

I couldn't deal with the pain, my parents are dead!

I stood up, curdled my hands into fists and punched the wall as hard as I could, I couldn't control my actions I was going mental!

"God DAMIT! That hurt A-LOT!" I screamed, I haven't sworn in the longest time.

Just then Jess 'wheeled' in.

"What's going on?" she asked, then she noticed the tears falling down my cheeks, then she saw my hand.

"Jen come here" she said.

"NO! You're not my mom! My mom's dead and I will never see her again!" I screamed I couldn't believe I just said that, I fell to the floor with my head on my knees.

"Jen I know your upset but it looks like you broke your hand"

"Jess I'm Re-really sorry" I said in between sobs.

"Jen its ok you're dealing with a lot right know, Come here" she said.

I got up and walked over to her. I held out my hand so she could see, then I noticed what I did, the skin was tore off and you could see the top of the bone, but that wasn't anything compared to the pain I'm in right now.

"Jess I don't know how much longer I can deal with this, Stella is in Acoma, my parents are dead and you're all shot up"

"Jen I know your parents are gone and there is nothing to do to bring them back, but would they want you sitting here crying or would they want you supporting the Woman who saved you life? who now is in ACOMA"

"And I know you have heard this about a million times but Stella needs our support, and as for me, I'm fine just a couple bangs "Jess said.

"Now why don't we go get your hand looked at?"

"Ok" I said.

I walked next to Jess's wheel chair (I couldn't push her cause my hand) we walked up to a nurse and asked for a doctor.

Around three minutes later the doctor came.

"Wow what happened here?" the doctor asked.

"I punched a wall" I said straight forward, he looked at me as if I was crazy but if he knew my situation I'm sure he would understand.

"Well it's most certainly broken" he said

Not like I didn't know that.

"Well why don't we go get this cleaned up and bandaged?" he asked.

I followed him but I still walked next to Jess.

He lead us to a room, it was the same as any other hospital room.

He grabbed some spray out of a cabinet.

"this is goanna sting" he said, then he spared it, oh was he right it stung so bad, I thought that I was going to kick him, but I kept control of myself.

"Now we're going to put some antibiotic cream on" he said.

After he was finished putting on all the different creams he put some wrap over my hand and part of my wrist.

"Ok what color cast do you want?"

"None" I said.

"Jen you have to pick one" Jess said.

"Purple" I said.

The doctor left then came back with the stuff he needed to put a cast on.

It took him along time but finally he finished.

"There you go" he said.

"Thanks" I said then walked out.

"Jess this sucks" I said.

"Come on Jen don't say that kind of stuff"

"Sucks aren't a bad word" I said.

"Ok well do not repeat what you said when you punched the wall" she said.

"Fine" I said.

"What do you think Mikayla is?" I asked. Considering Don took her with him.

"Probably with Adam watching SpongeBob or something" she said.

"Yeah, Jess I'm really sorry for what I said earlier"

"It's ok" she said, I bent down and gave her a hug.

I hope she knows id dint mean what I said.

~CSI: NY~CSI: NY~CSI: NY~

Thanks for reading! I don't know much about getting a cast I've never broken anything. Sorry it's taken me a while to post, Monday was my b-day and I haven't had much time.

So tell me what you think please??????