Sorry for the delay, but I wanted to wait until I could post the new chapter for 'It started with a massage'. I have also been busy with other stuff and starting a couple of new fics. One is a Sherlock Holmes fic and the other is a Twilight fic. I have never written in either fandom before so I hope they turn out ok. Enjoy.

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To: Sayu 5637-7382

From: Light 345-2949

Should I ask what you and L are up to?

To: Light 345-2949

From: Sayu 5637-7382

I'd rather you not!

To: Sayu 5637-7382

From: Light 345-2949

I didn't think I would. Say hi to L for me when he gets there.

To: Light 345-2949

From: Sayu 5637-7382

Do you want me to kiss him too? Because I can just see that being a hello.

To: Sayu 5637-7382

From: Light 345-2949

Sayu... don't even THINK about it

To: Light 345-2949

From: Sayu 5637-7382

Awww, you know I don't hold a candle to you in his eyes 3

To: Sayu 5637-7382

From: Light 345-2949

Yeah I guess, but thanks.

To: Light 345-2949

From: Sayu 5637-7382

And I won't... I promise : D

To: Sayu 5637-7382

From: Light 345-2949

Talk to you again soon, Watari wants me.

To: Light 345-2949

From: Sayu 5637-7382

Bye lovely!!!

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Soon Sayu heard a knock on the door and she raced over to the door.

"Hello Sayu." L said as she opened it.

"So, I guess you want those books, follow me," Sayu whispered and led L to Light's room. L followed obediently.

"Your parents home?"

"No, they went shopping," Sayu replied and pulled Light's desk aside to reveal a panel of mixed pictures. L looked around, smiling at the pictures.

"Where are the books?"

"See that blank spot?" Sayu said pointing at it. "Well you have to arrange the pictures in the right way to open the panel. Light designed it when he was nine."

"So I have to get past it?" L questioned.

"That's why you have me," Sayu replied smugly and bent down and started moving the panels around slowly. "How else do you think I knew what is in here?" Sayu scoffed. "Took me days though." L chuckled.

"Does he know you know?"

"How would he? He was away when I found it."

"Well, Light's a smart guy," L shrugged.

"Yeah well you have kept him busy and we haven't seen each other much so I can access his room all I want," Sayu said stiffly before pushing the last piece in place. "Got it." Pulling out a piece, Sayu turned it and pulled the door open. Inside was a stack of four, small notebooks. L wanted to look through them until he had each fantasy memorized, but he simply took them and turned to Sayu.

"Do you miss having him around all the time?"

"Yeah, I do," Sayu answered softly. "I mean he is my brother and he is so fun to mess with and he was always around to help me, you know?" L put his arm around her shoulder.

"I promise not to hold him captive all the time. And by all means, continue to mess with him. He hates when I do it."

"He hates it when anyone does it," Sayu laughed. "Anyway he is happiest when he is with you and I'll get used to sharing him."

"And I will too." He grinned at her. "Did you read any of these yet?"

"Off by heart," Sayu answered, grinning back.

"Have a favourite?"

"Eight in book one, seventy-three in book two, twelve... no twenty-four in book three and sixty-four in book four definitely." L nodded and flipped to those pages.

"Oh, most definitely..."

"I thought you would like those."

"I'd do anything involving Light, really." L chuckled and Sayu laughed.

"So are you going to take them with you?"

"Got a backpack of some kind? He'd be royally pissed if he saw them just flat out like that..."

"Sure, actually dad has an old briefcase lying around that he said I could have." Sayu said thoughtfully before racing off to get it. L waited for her in the doorway. "Here it is," Sayu said cheerfully. "You so owe for this."

"Of course, anything you want, Sayu," he laughed, putting the notebooks away.

"Pleasure doing business with you," Sayu's eyes suddenly sparkled playfully. "Oh and Light says hi." L laughed.

"Alright, I'll be sure to tell him hello when I get back to the hotel."

"He wasn't too happy though when I offered to kiss you hello though," Sayu said innocently, "Though he wouldn't mind if you did it to him."

"Then I will be extra pleased to kiss him when I get back," he laughed and kissed her cheek. "I will take my leave now, it was nice seeing you, and thanks!"

"Bye, say hi to him for me," Sayu said as she led him to the door.

"I will." he left back for the hotel with a slightly perverse grin on his face.

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Light lay back on the bed bored, as he waited for his lover to return. Watari had asked for his help earlier to solve an urgent case and since L hadn't been around Light had to do it. L knocked on the door.

"Honey, I'm home!" Light jumped up and opened the door before L had knocked three times. Quickly Light wrapped an arm around L's neck and kissed him deeply.

"Welcome home," he breathed. L kissed him back just as deeply, pleasantly surprised.

"Mmm, very welcome."

"Watari had me solve a case of yours earlier. I hope you don't mind."

"Of course I don't mind, love."Hhe kissed his nose and Light scrunched his nose cutely.

"So do you need to do anything else today?"

"I need...." He thought a minute. "Do you count?"

"Nope, I don't."

"Then no."

"That's good, because I've missed you," Light purred and pulled L towards the bed and lying down. L playfully bit Light's ear.

"Have you now...." he murmured.

"Mhmm, I have." L licked the outline of his lips teasingly and Light kissed the tip of L's tongue, smiling.

"How many times have I told you I love you today?"

"Once I think," Light said after think for a moment.

"Then I love you times a million." L laughed.

Light laughed with him and kissed L chastely before saying, "I love you times infinity... plus one."

"I love you that much plus another ten." L kissed his forehead.

"I love you with all that I am and ever shall be and not a single bit more," Light said and placed a kiss where he knew L's heart to be.

"If I say anything to beat that, it will sound corny, so..." he kissed where Light's heart was in return.

"I sounded corny enough as it is," Light said and glanced at the closed door. "So what are you going to do with me now?"

"I am going to do whatever you want me to do," L laughed.

"What if I want you to kiss me?" L kissed him. "What if I want you to hold me?" L drew him close to his chest. "What if I want you to love me?" Light whispered, not sure what answer he was hoping for. L wasn't sure what Light wanted, so he held him closer and kissed his lips, stroking the sides of his face. Light's arms wrapped around L tightly and played with skin above L's jeans like he had been earlier. L moaned and looked at him lustfully. Light grinned at the familiar expression and massaged the skin softly beneath his fingers. L ran his finger over Light's nipple in return. Light shivered slightly under L's touch and lifted his hands to run further up L's back. L pulled Light on top of him, rubbing up and down on him slightly as he kissed him. "What if I wanted your shirt gone?" Light asked moaning. It was gone in about three seconds flat. Light's hands ran over L's pale chest greedily now and bent down to lick a trail up from a few inches below the base of L's neck to behind L's ear. L teasingly rubbed Light's inner pelvis as he took his lips again. Light moaned quietly, as he returned the kiss hungrily. L chuckled deeply.

"Any other requests?"

"I can't think of any, is there anything that you would like to do to me or have done to you?" Light replied seductively.

"Hmmmm...." L pretended to think "Are you sure there's nothing on your mind?" Light grinned innocently.

"What you think there could be something on my mind apart from you?"

"What of me in particular?"

"Just one part of you?" Light' voice was a low purr now and L grinned.

"Or more than one."

"Well then, your hand, you mouth, your eyes and the tall piece of flesh that is poking into me at the moment."

"Give me a hint to what the last one is?" L asked, though he knew perfectly well.

"Hmm, let me just find it." Light said thoughtfully and without the slightest hint of embarrassment shoved his hands directly under the rim of L's jeans and boxers to grab L's erection firmly. "This is it." L groaned deeply.

"You're on it's mind, too."

"What does it's mind want to do?" Light asked with mock curiosity. L demonstrated by mouth-fucking Light with his tongue. Light moaned loudly before breaking away from L. "So is that what you want? Do you want me L? Do you want me now?" Light breathed as he nipped and kissed the soft flesh of L's pale ear. L stripped Light of his pants.

"I always want you," he grinned, stroking his length. Light groaned softly as he felt the cool touch before his eyes met L's, looking the colour of melted caramel, heated by desire. L couldn't break eye contact as he continued pumping him.

"Sh-show... me." L quickly lubed his fingers with the lotion they kept on the bed stand and began preparing him as his other hand continued his ministrations on Light's manhood. Light pulled L's head up to capture L's lips with his own and kissed L fiercely with one of them moving quickly down to the base of L's jeans and undoing them roughly. L fiercely kissed him back as he assisted in kicking them off. Once Light was well prepared, he lubed his cock and gently pushed in. Light immediately pressed down to get L in him as fast as possible. L groaned and the tip brushed into his prostate. Light let out a hiss of his own as he felt L hit just there. Wrapping his arms around L's shoulders, Light turned onto his back and pulled L on top of him again. L thrust slowly into him, moaning. Light's hands moved to L's arse pushing L further into him with each thrust. Mewls and gasps continued to escape and he knew that no matter how many times they did this, right now it could never be enough. L was pushing into Light deeply, but in the same powerful, slow moves. He gently bit into Light's pulse in his neck, sucking at it, marking him. Light winced slightly at the bite before it was erased by pleasure and he moaned loudly.

"...Love you..."

"I love you too... L." Light wasn't sure how much longer he could take of this slow and horrendously wonderful pleasure.

"Light......." he started stroking Light's penis again.

"Ahhh... L... so cl-close." Light moaned and he clamped down harder onto his lovers erection.

"Me too...." L grunted, picking up his pace a little. Light vision went white as his pleasure increased dramatically.

"Lllll..." Light screamed finally as he felt himself release, his body spasming around L as he came. L came not seconds after, moaning out Light's name. Light panted heavily as L drew out of him and lay down next to him. Smiling, Light curled up against L and gently nuzzled L's neck as L had done to earlier. L smiled at him happily.

"Love you."

"Love you too... Always," Light whispered back. L embraced him.

"What do you want to do for the rest of today?"

"Nothing really... just want to lie here with you for a little while." Light kissed L's neck softly before remembering the mark that L had given him. L smiled down at him.

"That can be arranged."

"Just wondering L, how big exactly is this mark you gave me?"

"Enough to wear a turtleneck for a week."

Light sighed, "I thought as much."

"Sorry," L apologized.

"That's ok, think on the bright side, if some random decides to start hitting on you then at least I will have that to remind me that you only want me," Light commented and chuckled softly.

"Hehe, but remember, everyone hits on you."

"Ok, then it shows that I belong to you."

"Yes, you are mine." L kissed his forehead and Light's arms tightened around L.

"I have gotten so used to you being around all the time, it is weird when you're not."

"Call Sayu every once in a while, speaking of," L said.

"Sure, I was going to call her later and find out how her maths exam went; she didn't have me around this time to help her study."

"Yeah, she misses you."

"I miss her too. I used to read to her when she was little and I was even her first word," Light said proudly and beaming at the memory.

"That's adorable," L cooed, grinning.

"When she was two even though I was only five at the time she wouldn't sleep unless I had read to her."

"You're a really nice sibling," L said, smiling at him fondly.

"You think so?" Light asked amazed.

"Yep. I know so. She wouldn't miss you so much if you weren't."

"How about you? Do you have any family?" Light asked, feeling ashamed he had never asked L that before.

L gave a non-committal jerk of the head. "You can call them that, I guess."

Light laughed, "Come on, you know all about me."

"Hehe, that I do," L laughed along, and then thought of his 'family'. "Watari's like my grandfather--I never thought of him as my father, I guess, since I still remember who my parents were, or at least their faces. I've got two little brothers, I guess, not blood-related though...."

"What are they like?" Light asked curiously.

"Well, they hate each other," L said, laughing loudly. "One's like a younger version of me before I met you. Introverted, intelligent to a fault, and unfazeble. The other is also abnormally smart, but he's very outspoken and aggressive. He's always seen around a boy who always has a Game Boy in his hand and who never talks, except to my little brother. But he's crazy smart, too." L shrugged.

"They sound like the perfect team... If they didn't hate each other that is," Light commented.

"Exactly. They're also my heirs. I want them to work together, but since they hate each other, it's not possible."

"That's a shame. Do you see them much?"

"No, which isn't good. I have to go visit them sometime...."

"Maybe next time I could go with you. I would love to meet them." Light buried his head into L's chest, loving being this close to L.

"I'd have to check with them first-- I don't know how they would feel knowing that I have a new favourite," he joked, stroking his hair. Light looked up at L and gave him his pout of doom and when Light spoke it sounded hurt and dejected.

"Oh... ok..."

"Awww, you want to go that bad?" L asked, kissing his nose.

"Of course I do."

"Shall I arrange for Watari to take us?"

"Yes of course you should." Light arms tightened around L swiftly then, "Just not right now."

"Of course, because we have to go shopping tomorrow," L reminded him, touching Light's eyelids lovingly.

"Anything in particular you want to get?"

"That's a surprise," L said, praying that he wouldn't look through the briefcase.

"Ok." Light eyes moved to where L was looking at before and saw a strangely familiar briefcase. Pretending to have not seen it, Light leaned up and kissed L's cheek. L smiled warmly at him.

"I'll be right back." He went to the restroom. Seizing his chance Light dived down to the brief case silently and fiddled with the locks before it clicked open. When the lid opened Light froze and a look of horror crossed his face. L came back, saw what he was looking at, and also froze.

"L..." Light growled as he turned around to look at the older man, the books clutched tightly to his chest.

"Dammit." He muttered under his breath. "I have no explanation."

"L, how could you?" Light whispered.

"I wanted to make them come true for you," L said dejectedly, standing a good distance away. "I'm really, really sorry I didn't say anything." He looked at Light pleadingly. "It's my fault, and again, I'm sorry."

"L those were private thoughts, I was planning on showing it to eventually but I thought it would be for a special occasion or something and we could have read through it together," Light said not meeting L's gaze no matter how hard it was. L took a tentative step closer.

"I'm sorry love. I should have thought of you before I took them."

"Why didn't you then?'

Another step. "I guess I thought of what I hoped you would do instead of how I knew you would do."

"What did you hope I would say, 'gee thanks L for stealing and reading my secret thoughts that I have been writing down for the past two years,'" Light said sarcastically.

"No. I'm not a moron," He said, sighing. "Personally, I hoped you would have not said anything at all, and ignored it until I could explain it to you, which was stupid of me."

"Then explain," Light snapped.

"I was visiting Sayu, and I went into your room. I saw the puzzle that opened to your books, and initially, just tried to solve the puzzle. When I saw it actually lead to something, I was curious, and flipped through them. I brought them home in hopes that I'd be able to fill the void. I'm sorry."

"What void did you think you needed to fill?"

"Your... ummm.... well..... The boy. Michael." Light froze and his mouth fell open in silent horror.

"Did... did you... did you read about Micheal," Light stuttered.

"Only one I read." L said, sighing. "I'm not going to ask, I don't want to pry."

Light blushed, "... well... um... you see... uh... the thing is."

"It's okay; you don't have to tell me."

"Well... umm... I want... I want to..." Light didn't think he could ever stutter this badly or blush this hard.

"Seriously-- I'd rather not know about people before me. I know that sounds bad, but I don't like thinking I have competition. He seems like a pretty good looking guy, the way you described him."

"But..."

L held his hand up. "It's what I get for getting into your business. Just the thought that there was someone else back then is enough."

"... But it's you," Light cried out, finally able to get the words out.

"Right," L said, sighing. "Don't try to make me feel better, I did a bad thing."

"It is," Light insisted. "I uh called him... you Micheal as I felt embarrassed having a crush on you when you are not only older than me, male, are my fathers boss and it was only just after I first spoke to you."

"If you were so sure that nobody would get into the books, I don't think you would have to hide anything from yourself... but again, it's my fault, and I shouldn't be acting like I'm the martyr."

"Yeah well I WAS Kira at the time too," Light whispered ashamed.

"Again, it's highly likely, but we don't have solid proof," L sighed in apology.

"Because of how lightly I write you wouldn't notice but the reason why 'Micheal' appears in all the books, despite meeting you recently, is because I began to customise them soon after I wrote my first fantasy involving you."

"You know, it really is fine if you had a crush back then."

"That's the thing... I didn't till I met you."

"Only if you're sure you're not saying this to make me feel better. I don't want 'Micheal to suddenly come to your house one day asking for you."

"I'm not."

"Then okay. I still am sorry."

"You should be."

"I know. I won't look at them."

"No point now," Light replied sighing.

"I saw one. I took them without permission, so I shouldn't."

"No you didn't," Light said and handed L the books. "You would have got Sayu to show you all her favourites."

"No, that was the only one I saw."

"Look it's great you're covering for my sister and all and it's not like I will get angry at her since I owe her too much to do that."

"Okay, so she told me about it. I only saw one. She told me her favourites, but I only looked at one."

"Alright." L lay on the bed and napped until he came out, a bit dejected that Light didn't believe him.

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I hope you liked Light's reaction, and the sudden appearance of 'Michael' lol. It really is L. Anyway thanks for reading. Reviews are as always very appreciated. If you haven't noticed though this fic is nearing 100,000 words and is the longest story I have ever posted. Anyway the current review goal is 200 though it doesn't have to be for this chapter… even if that would be incredibly awesome. The next chapter will be up soon.