"I didn't mean for this to happen.." I reply.
I look into Robbie's big green eyes, all I can see is hurt and betrayal "Please don't let this be the end of our friendship.." I plead.
"It's none of my bloody business so why do you think I'll stop talking to you over it?"
"Well.. you look pretty hurt Rob."
"I'm not, just feel sad for Mark."
"Why?"
"Are you seriously asking me that?"
"I'm doing nothing wrong here Robbie!"
"Oh God!"
"What?!"
"You really are thick ain't ya?!"
"No I'm not! Fuck you Robbie!"
"No, ."
"OK... lets calm down a bit here, I don't want us to fall out over something so stupid."
"This is not stupid Georgina! Has Mark even crossed you're mind at any point since you've found out?"
"Of course!"
"Then why are you still talking to me then? Why are you not looking for him to explain yourself?"
I pause for a second before answering.
"Well... you looked really hurt, don't deny it Robbie!"
"I'm not!"
I don't reply, just cross my arms and look at him straight in the eyes.
"Stop looking at me like that."
"Y'know it's weird that your all right with all this, because only a few weeks ago you begging me for my love, and know you've heard I'm pregnant with Mark's baby, you don't seem a tad angry at all."
"I am angry, I'm angry that you're just fucking standing here trying to play this big 'I am' and not even going after Mark!"
"I-"
"GO!" Robbie pushes me towards Mark, Gary and Howard who is sitting on the grass. Gary is rubbing Mark's back as Howard talks to him soothingly.
"Mark... can I talk to you please?"
"There is nothing to say at all Georgina, nothing to say that matters anyways." He replies.
"Please."
"We'll be back later when you need us Markie, we'll be over at jase's." Howard gets up and grabs Gary's hand to help him up and they walk over to Rob and then all three of them walk out the front gate.
I sit on the grass next to Mark and look at him, waiting for him to look back, but he doesn't.
"Mark, I'm sorry you had to find out that way..."
"mmm"
"I was gonna tell you..."
"When... after you killed it."
"Why are you acting as if it were a bad thing? Surely you agree I'm doing the right thing?"
Mark shrugs and looks over at the sun set. "I dunno."
"Mark, I can't talk to you if your not looking at me."
"I don't give a fuck."
"Why are you so annoyed?"
"Did you ever think of anyone but yourself?!" he replies, his voice in a more louder angry tone then before.
"Of course! You were the first person I thought of!"
Mark lets out an angry laugh, and for the first time in the whole conversation, he actually turns around and looks at me. The falling sun shines on his dark brown hair, the golden colour of the sun reflects off his blue eyes.
"No, if you thought of me you would've called ME and told ME about it! Not decide that your going to get an abortion and then try and drag Kayleigh along with you and get her to kill my best mates baby also!"
"Mark..." I whimper as my voice trembles.
"And maybe I want this baby, did that come into your mind at any point when you were planning your sick twisted plan?!"
I slap Mark across the face viscously without warning. The force makes Mark's head jolt to one side and results in him placing his hand to his reddened cheek and closing his eyes for a few moments.
"THIS IS NOT A SICK AND TWISTED PLAN! I'M TOO FUCKING YOUNG FOR A BABY!"
"Fuck you!" he wails and out of now where, tears begin falling down from his face rapidly, and his face goes red from anger and the fact that he is crying. "If that's how it's going to be, then fine go to the abortion clinic! but when you do that'll mean it's the end of our relationship!"
He storms off and down the road to Jay's house and leaves me on my own, drowning in my own confused thoughts, when I realise that this isn't going to be as easy as I thought it was going to be.
