A.N.: Hi dolls, alright. For those who still don't read my profile, where I'm trying to communicate with you. I'm ill. Today it's Thursday and I was by doctor, cold, flu, sore throat and gentle antibiotics so…no school and I said no writing, BUT because I'm a bit better than I was two days ago, I decided, I just CAN'T live without it, and without you, I know I'm terrible person and hopeless case I know it very well, so I decided to write if I feel good…if not I'm sleeping, trying to not die okay :D….but still got my sense of humor thank God ! And now…maybe few of you will hate me or kill me for this chapter, BUT BUT BUT just wait- I can't tell you anything more about future chapters since I don't want to spoil you story line, but I HATE BAD ENDINGS….or bad things…so DON'T BE AFRAID OKAY ? love you ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo
It was very nice grilling party, and everyone from Robby's and now even Joanne's friends complimented about it. They agreed about having another together event soon.
Robert woke up hearing shower, since doors were slightly open, for a chance Fluffy would want to come in their bedroom and cuddle.
He grinned sleepily for himself and slowly climbed off the bed, aiming right into bathroom.
Now he could hear Joanne's voice as she was humming for herself 'Happy Together' , a strong happiness in her voice.
Fluffy was sitting on the edge of whirlpool, licking her paws, purring.
,,Good morning, darling, cheery ?'' Robert asked with crossed hands on his chest, his body supported by wash basin opposite the shower.
,,Hi, Bobby, mhmm. I have a good news…well, it depends , but on one hand it is good,'' Joanne still humming, not noticing he stripped himself, moved closer and quietly opened the door of shower.
,,And can I hear them ?'' Robby asked stepping inside shower , closing behind him.
,,If I were you, I'd rather wouldn't do anything, today,'' she smiled turning to him.
,,Why ? You will withhold me my morning shower with you ?'' Robert grinned, grabbing gently her waist and pressing her back to one wall of shower.
She gave him half shrugged half giggling look, her hands on his shoulders, answering ,,If you don't want to end up all red and sticky…''
,,Don't tell me-''
,,-Unfortunately…or rather fortunately, because that's why those tests were negative, and this is great news !'' she grinned at him.
,,Alright so now I have to wait for three days again ?'' his head fell on her shoulder with a some kind of desperate expression.
,,It's okay, it will pass quickly, and at the end of this week I'm going on preventive examination after one year, so after all, I'll finally find out, when we can try. I can ask my doctor for some special calendar you know,'' she brushed his now-wet locks off his forehead.
,,Alright, that's great,'' Robby smiled finally, pressing a gentle kiss on her cheek. ,,But still I want at least to wash you, can I ?'' he reached for sponge, kissing from her cheek to her forehead and around, down again until his lips touched her plump ones.
,,But I'm already done, I have to feed Fluffy and clean her toilet, and then do a laundry and then cook and then-''
Robby cut her off with sweet kiss. Damn he was a good kisser. Only he could put so much in such simple kiss, and make from it something very sensitive and sweet.
,,Then, then, then…I tell you something, it's Sunday, and on Sunday no-body-works , fine ? So let's just…'' he leaned down kissing her again, smiling as she finally gave in.
Moving his hands against her, after he put the sponge back, since she was clean already, but he couldn't deny to caress her…at least a little. His fingers teasingly stroking down her sides, making her giggle in his mouth since it was ticklish, but very good…
Holding his shoulders, she brushed her nails around them. Never breaking the kiss, Robby pressed her to shower wall again, trailing his lips to his favorite spot on her neck, which was always making her nearly crazy, when he stuck with his mouth there and start sucking, and gently biting and nipping.
God, he was good.
Digging her nails into his shoulders when Robert bit at her spot, drawing nice groan from her.
,,Ohh…but I can't Ro-Ouu…'' low moan escaping her lips when she wanted to protest.
,,I'm not doing anything…almost,'' he teased with a wild grin against her sensitive skin.
,,You…one…big…tall…t-teaser,'' biting her lip to stifle another moan, since she didn't want to turn him up so much, so she didn't have to work him off later…
But his licks start moving further south and she was off with her mind when he pressed a light kiss on her left hardened rosy bud.
,,Mmm…'' she let out a whimper, suddenly changing her mind, and pressing at the back of his head to keep him continue.
Since he started, then let him finish it…
His lips deliciously closing around her nipple, his tongue swirling around it, making Joanne wriggle on her toes, whimpering more loudly.
,,Jesus, this should be illegal from you !'' she giggled slightly before moaning as Robert's perfect mouth forced her to.
Only chuckle as a response she received before he gently tugged at her dusky bud ,,Mean this ?''
,,G- Ooo-'' she panted, scratching up his back in response, making him growl against her nipple.
His mouth moved lower again, and lower and lower an-
,,No-no-no…'' she quickly pushed him up from her lower hair ,,God, you would be capable of doing anything, huh ?''
,,It depends…'' he chuckled again, kissing her.
,,But I'm not interested in period sex okay, so just…just decide, you want only to kiss, or nothing !'' she accused smilingly, but firmly, her hands resting on his shoulders, petting his wet hair.
,,Alright, as my Kitty wishes,'' Robert kissed her for the last time, before he finally released her and let her dry herself and do the rest of things, she said before.
Friday
After yoga, traditional coffee with girls and one phone call with Robby, Joanne visits her gynecologist after eleven months on preventive examination and asks him for special examination about her fertile days.
That evening Robert arrived at home, greeting Fluffy with a big smile.
,,Where's your missus ? Where is Jo ? Joanne ?'' Robert smiled petting Fluffy, looking all over the hall, since Joanne haven't came to greet him.
He looked in kitchen and dining room, in living room.
No answer.
,,Joanne ?'' Robert went nervous, walking upstairs, following Fluffy in their bedroom.
,,Jo what's-'' he smiled, but in a moment his smile faded.
He saw Joanne lying in bed with her back to him, sleeping perhaps, some paper a bit soaked on the other side of bed.
Robert reached for that paper, kneeling on bed, and start reading it.
,,Confirmation of thorough examination….after long-term use of contraceptives…..Mrs. Starkland….disturbed hormone levels…..not possible way to conceive….infertile ?!'' Robert murmured for himself with low voice, shocked at the end of the paper.
He swiftly looked at Joanne and his eyes descended on her nightstand and on mostly empty bottle of rum and ashtray full of cigarette butts.
Eyes went wide he threw away the paper and quickly moving to Joanne.
,,Joanne !'' he shook with her arm as she was still lying on her side, not seeming to make any noise or any response.
He took off his suit throwing it behind him, to move better ,,Joanne, please don't do this to me. No ! Joanne, please ! Jo ! Joanne !'' he tried to turn her on her back, slowly raising her in half sitting position, shaking with her upper body. ,,Joanne tell me you haven't done what I don't dare to think-'' he was nervously breaking down, increasing his voice and his desperation, but at that moment-
,,…Ro…Robby ?'' her drunken voice finally sounded and her half closed eyes trying to focus on person who tore her from dreamless sleep.
,,OH THANK GOD !'' he immediately clutched her in his embrace, and lowering her on bed again, sweeping her brown curls off her face.
As she finally focused and saw clearly Robby's face, corners of her mouth start twitching and her voice, still drunk, but very very low, start coming out in whimpers.
,,Ro-Robby…I…I am…'' tears slowly filling her eyes, as before , by Robert's discretion, when he saw blurred mascara below her eyelids.
,,Shh-shh-shh , I know, I'm here…come, I'm here, I'm not leaving you, never !'' Robert swiftly soothed her crying , little, completely broken form, as he half laid himself beside her and let her fall on his still clothed chest, weeping, crying, giving off all the pain she was holding inside her, as she buried her face in his soft chest.
,,I'm not going anywhere, love…shhh-shhh- Bobby's here,'' he pressed a gentle kiss on her hair, softly fondling her back through her silken nightgown.
Soothing her slowly, carefully, but surely, until she fell asleep again by desperation, exhaustion and disappointment, crying to his chest, perhaps most strongly in her life.
A.N.: BEFORE you start hating and cursing me, or jumping to conclusions : I have prepared storyline and plot twist and ''All good things come to those, who can wait'' dolls , SO- just…just be cool and wait till future chapters okay…stay with me, to LEARN ! I would never hurt neither Robby, no Joanne ! Okay ? Got it ? JUST WAIT FOR IT ;-) I love them too much for doing something so serious…love you ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo