BE AWARE! BE AWARE LEMON IS HERE O_o and I can't write it without feeling awkward as fack o-0 so yea that`s all don't likey likey - dont read O-O"


His hand gripped my hair, holding me in place while he ravaged my lips with his mouth. I shifted slightly, trying to lesson some of the pressure against my rock hard erection. He moved at the same time, creating the most delicious friction against me. My hips bucked against him, his hand finding my cock sliding up and down, slicked by the pre-cum that had formed at the head.

I was going to come. I knew it. I could feel it. I could feel the pressure building in my balls and knew it wouldn't be long. But he didn't stop, instead as if he could tell how close I was, he increased the speed of his hands, but his mouth slowed, sucking on my lip gently grazing it with his teeth.

I cried out and woke up, while spraying cum on my chest. I sat up, completely disoriented at my surroundings. And then I remembered dream and I could feel heat take over my entire face, probably even steam was coming out of my ears.

"Oh fuck" I threw myself back down on the bed while catching my breath and trying to work out what the hell just happened. Did I smart-mouthed, totally socially awkward around some people. Gaming guru. Anime and manga obsessed otaku. Rainbow. Epically weird taste in music person had wet dream about... about...

"OH FUCK WHAT?!" Images of Magnus frikkin Bane flooded my mind making already messy pants grow tight. I had, had dream. About. A. Man. That. Hates. My. Guts. And... and...it was dirty type of dream... What the holly mother of octopus, I slapped my forehead and blew out shaky sign. I closed my eyes and face of him was there behind my closed eye lids. I could feel myself already getting all over hot, but then I opened my eyes again and looked around I was somehow in my own room, but I couldn't remember how I got there after performing that ritual in cemetery even thought my mind was somehow cloudy over what happened there..

Then I felt somehow uncomfortable and remembered situation I was in just couple minutes ago. While blinking couple times like total dork I took off t-shirt and wiped mess around myself, while probably being red as tomato. I wonder if Tessa is in the house it would be just plain sadly hilarious if she decided to walk into my room and find me like this …

"Gideon, are you awake yet?"

Speaking of devil.

I heard knocks. Door. Knocks. Door. Tessa. Me. Door. Room. O FUCK! I scrambled and fell out of bed while face-planting ground.

"Gideon...?" Her knocking became more urgent.

"I. I AM FINE! I am coming.!" Seriously why did I said THAT? I mentally kicked myself in the head.

"You sure? You sound like your are out of breath..." No shit Sherlock I just had most ugh... dirtiest dream ever about someone that hated me. But of course I didn't say that.

"Yes! I am fine! Give me a moment I am putting clothes on I will be downstairs in a moment!"

I heard her move away from door and then climb downstairs. I let out another sign holly shit how many times I am going to sign today, I am going to look like someone who has breathing problems. Someone smack me. Damn. I signed ONCE again and closed my eyes for a moments then once again dream so "sweetly" pops in my head.

"Gideon, are you coming!?"

"YEA! Just sdfdsfsadf" I yelled loudly and mumbled in the end.

"Just what?!"

"JUST NOTHING!" Just going have to take care of boner at first but that's not something you tell your not real mother any type of mother to begin with...

"Oh fuck..."

Meanwhile in Hotel.

Magnus wakes up with scream while spraying cum on his chest. He blinks couple times totally forgetting for a moment where he is and closes his eyes while remembering dream, he sits up suddenly making sheets fall to ground. He had dream ugh more like memory of him and Alec, but why instead he saw Gideon`s face?

"Oh fuck..."

Back to Gideon O:

After taking extra cold shower which took extra long, I was half fine to face whatever was happening downstairs since I could tell Ash was there as well, but right now I was glad and would probably kiss Godzilla` s feet to thank for not letting him read my dreams, I am sure something like that should be kept between myself and well myself.

But still my head hurt slightly and my skin felt like it was crawling, but I was sure it was not because of the dream only but because I probably over did last night and used all my voodoo boodooo. In other words magic. I took my time to get myself ready which probably was not long since I couldn't be bothered with adding make up today whatsoever. Seriously there is something wrong with me... I should check my head or wait.. I know what it might be..

Since these days I was banging my head so many times against brick wall...

Really if banging head against it would burn hundred and something calories in hour, then I should be emaciated. Cause I have been banging it so hard these days that I should have a concussion by now, so no wonder my head hurts. But well everything is out of line these frikkin days and nothing seems like can be done about them. I put jumper on making sure my bed is tidy and dirty covers were zapped somewhere into next millennium I hope it didn't fall into someone bed instead, that would be awkward. Oh well... I scanned room once again and not noticing anything suspicious left room I could already smell coffee from kitchen and hear voices.

"Hey Tessa hey Ash"
"Hey, G. Why WOAH what's up with no colour?"

"Leave my COLOLOR alone, and hey its not bad, and besides look at yourself before you talk smart pants"

"OI, don't bitch around in the morning, and eat your breakfast and Gideon you over did it last night didn't you? Ash brought you here, and you were out cold. Scared heck out of me." Tessa came over and hugged me I hugged back.

"Sorry, Tes. But I am fine and I have Ash to take care of me, besides I think I just did fine don't worry."

"I cant stop worrying, stupid." But Tessa smiled and I knew everything was fine.

"Ahem."

"What nowwwww?"

"It is not that I don't like how you to are all happy family and tralalal but food is getting cold, and I didn't run for 10 mins to get these buns to let them get cold."

"Roger, mom"

Ash threw empty coke can at me but I cached it and Tessa smiled, well at least so far everything is so good.

"You know if you want it you have to jump on it"

"Huh?" That's all I could say since my mouth was full with cereal and probably I looked like hamster, old habits never die.

"I noticed your mood this morning and felt some emotions, just saying..." Ash narrowed his eyes suspiciously and I choked while taking a sip of coffee. Smooth...

"What are you two on about?"

"Nothing Tessa, nothing at all" He said and I just nodded since I was still trying not to die.

I am going to choke daylights out of you. And mentally I create image of me choking Ash to death.

Bring it on sparkle.

Well at least everything was somehow at least ordinary, but it didn't meant I was not going to kill him or just nearly kill later.

"Tessa, do you need any help today? Or do Institute need our help? Or whatever?"

"I told them yesterday not to bother you for this week you know you ain't really suitable with your power loss since you over did it. So now take easy for some time." - Said Ash.

"But I don't feel tired … or anything close to it" - to be honest I felt hipper even, like pumped with energy or something..

"Well I am not carrying you again"

"I am not heavy!"

Ash just rolled his eyes.

"Both of you shush, and no I don't need any help like what could you two help me with? Just wreck what I am doing anyway, most likely and well I am not doing anything today anyway maybe meeting old friend in France"

"France... nice..." Being warlock has its bonus no airplane needed to get anywhere. 5 points of advantages of being warlock other thousand left of disadvantages or more pain in ass. Well not bad...

"So both of you have free day whatever, just don't get into some disastrous situations."

"We never do something like that" I said even thought that was plain lie that all of us knew.

Thinking for a minute I came up with something I long time wanted to try. Even though I was sure Tessa and Ash would chop my head off with chopsticks.

"How about hunting some forsaken? I heard there is over load of them, not I would get some practice with sword, but Ash would be able to find all his focus pocus stuff I mean his being body guard focus pocus since I am the one who does other focus pocus and so on..."

"I don't know.. maybe.."

"Tessa, I will be fine besides Ash will be there also and I am not 10 any more I can pretty much do some damage myself"

Please be on this with me I am going to go insane of boredom .

Ugh what can I see sure, I feel like kicking some ass as well. Gideon.

"Tessa, we will be fine besides I am sure we are going to run into some of shadowhunters anyway if it is to serious we just pop away from there, no worries."

Tessa looked like she wanted to agree, but in the end just nodded with a sign.

What's up with "sign" today?

We spent much of the day doing usual thing which is doing nothing until dawn came and we were ready to go for a little walk into woods. Ha Ha no more likely park near Institute like Ash said just in case, and it was not like we were looking for some demons. No offence Ash. But it was not like they didn't pop out from anywhere it didn't feel like anything was going to happen so I just kept stabbing ground with tip of sword, which was not something awesome to do, but well its not like there was much of a choice.

"Hey, Ash so what did happen yesterday?"

"Not sure you collapsed I brought you back home, for some reason everything is a little clouded in my mind about what happened yesterday"

"So it is not just me..."

"Hmm..."

"Ash you know how it feels when you have been looking forward to something for ages and when it is there at last it doesn't seem so great?"

"What do you mean? And yea I guess sometimes, but why sore look?"

"Don t know, just well I wonder if it was right choice to do what I did yesterday, since I don't have a clue if it worked out or not... and just Magnus makes me feel weird not in bad way, well in bad way sometimes also..."

"I don't know exactly what happened back there but I am sure you did just fine and about Magnus... Was that dream I get now you had about him?"

"Hmm..." even thinking about it made my blush like teenager girl...

"I take that as yes. Well don't get your hopes high or anything, but I think you did right thing to accept working with him and all"

It was getting cold and windy, where we were sitting under some sort of tree, people walked past, some of them hurried some even ran. Everyone was getting ready to go home. I hugged myself and stupidly poked my own hand with studs since my white leather jacket was covered with them.

"Want to know something?" I asked him.

"Sure."

"One of football fan once tried to punch me while I was wearing this jacket..."

"And..?"

"Well me being all high sparkles and stuff made studs a little bit sharper and pointer.. if you get what I mean"

"I think I do and I like where this goes" He grinned.

"So that fool jumped back like he was electrocuted, really sometimes I don't get mundanes."

"Nobody does, even they don't get each other from time to time."

"And I feel like dick sitting here."

"Stop whining it was your idea and I can hear something, and it is not mundane or animal.."

"U huh"

I stood up while Ash turned around in circle scanning everything near by. Something went straight for me and I ducked low while bringing sword and stabbing into whatever it was chest only loud scream pierced the night, but I was sure nobody heard it since mundanes were not allowed to see things that were supernatural as someone might say.

I could see Ash snapping one creatures neck like it was made of chicken bone and deep down I enjoyed how that thing screamed and blood boiled up from the wound, but it was some deep part of my mind I knew that. At least I hoped I did.

Something hit my head and knocked me of balance, I can hear Ash screaming my name, but it sounds far away.

Stupid me daydreaming while demons are around. There is suddenly stabbing pain in my side and crack which makes me scream once again, I close my eyes and clench my fists. I don't want to die here in this stupid place with my jacket I love being ruined and with some low ass demon, there is no way some stupid claw is going to take my life away.

I feel new pulse of power and strength inside of me and it is bubbling like lava, I release my fists and blue sparks fly knocking creature of me and sending it flying down to grass, I grab sword I had and throw it, it reaches its destination and goes to hilt to creatures chest with piercing scream the thing disappears and sword clatters to ground. I scramble myself to my feet and try to see where is Ash but I cant see him, fears grips me and I can sense something behind me, quickly I turn around and there is another forsaken, but different from other ones and somewhere deep in my mind I know it is Greater Demon.

Without words it lunges at me and last second I get out of a way, but almost lose my balance. My head is starting to pound and I can well warm liquid tickling down my right cheek, this was stupid idea, but there is no other choice. I try to heal myself but I don't have time for it Greater Demon this time with ridiculously speed punches me in chest witch makes me fly and hit a tree trunk.

Black spots dance across my vision and pounding in the head is so loud and I once again magic is not there when I need it no matter how many times I try it doesn't work. I grit my teeth and get to my feet even when ground is slightly swinging when I stand up.

Once again demon is lunging at me but I have a chance to step away. While trying to keep my balance through the throbbing in my head. But not for long I trip over myself but I at least land where my sword has been left I grab it quickly and roll to side to ignore claws coming for me even when I feel like screaming when my left side touches ground, but finally once I stand up and jump and this time I am lucky my whole body tenses like a bow when I feel the edge of my sword slide into demons side.

It steps back and puts clawed hand on the wound. But it is not done before I know what is happening he is coming forward and I feel his claws sink into my chest while sending me flying towards another tree most likely, pain is unbelievable but I don't know from where I still have some strength even when I feel blood this time leaving my mouth.

"Fuck! I wont let you get me DAMMIT!" I scream but I cant stop black spots that are appearing in my vision and everything is getting blurry. I don't want to die this way fuck, Magnus...and where is Ash damn someone, but I cant stop darkness taking me, my eyes are slowly closing.

I wont let you die. Now take a break...

My dear