after gawking/Fan-girling at the roses for another 20 minutes I hunted out a vase and proudly placed them on the breakfast bar. It was after 12 when I got changed into my pajamas and got ready for bed. The butterflies in my stomach I got when I saw the roses have turned into elephants as I think of the show tomorrow, I've done a lot of shows in my career. My first role being a ompa Loompa, which frankly I am very proud.
But there's always worries of something or someone going wrong. Missing your cue, tripping on stage or forgetting my lines. They're always possibilities. And there's the factor of my friends being there, granted there on the stage with me but it doesn't help. And Frankie is going to be there, he's so looking forward to this I don't want to let him down. and then there's him, shit he's going to be there aswell!
I am starting to regret saying yes to him to come but come on! How could I say no to that face?! After our little 'chat' today, I do feel more comfortable with the thought of him seeing me, I mean he sent me a note saying he was looking forward to seeing me, that's good right? It's still weird to think that he is as old as he is. You'd think you would notice someone being from the forties, he is way too polite to be a modern-day new yorker, I mean he calls people 'sir and 'miss' that's something you don't really see nowadays.
It's weird to think I learned about him in school, It's weird to think I watched the news coverage on the discovery of that ice thingy. To be honest it's weird to think I'm dating captain America. I chuckle to myself and mumble "I'm dating Captain America". Smiling I drift off into a peaceful sleep, forgetting the worries that were flying round my head.
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP good morning New york, get up and get to work on this sunny but chilly Monday Morning...In lastest news North Korea has tested-
I slammed the off button, God I need a new alarm clock. That one is so obnoxious, it's like it knows I have to get up and rubs it in my face. Bastard. I swung my legs over my bed and stretched. At least I'm not late today.
I got changed, brushed my messy ball of hair into a bun. Collected my script, fangirled over the roses again and I was out the door. The late night nervousness had now turned into excitement as I walked towards the theatre, we still had 8 hours until show time but I was so excited, you know that feeling when you're so exited you're then hyper? Yeah that's what happening now.
I carried on walking until I felt a buzzing on my leg, ok remember you're not having a fit.. I unlocked my phone, there was a text from wonderboy, yeah I think I'm going to call him that from now on.. He asked if I was free for lunch, ok I wasn't I supposed to be at the box office, selling tickets to anyone that brought them but the puppy dog eye trick always works on James.
yes ok it's short but I felt bad not updating in a week, so yeah its a filler, they seem to be my specialty.
and yes I did just watch Hercules so if you got that reference, gold star for ewe!
bye!
Unicorn x
PS. sorry if there is any grammar/spelling issues, hasn't been checked! I'm so dang busy :/