"Where is he!Where is my baby!"Pam Fields practically sprinted out the car and ran up the Hastings drive way and the moment she saw that beautiful mess of brown hair her heart swelled with love and affection that only a mother could understand. "My baby!"Pam pulled the boy into a hug leaving kisses all over his face."Don't you ever do that again! "Pam heald onto his still chubby cheeks than pulled him in for another hug.

"Mom your suffocating me"

"Let the boy breath Pam" Wayne not really one for displays of affection ruffled the boys head and Pam scoffed at her husband. "Hug the boy"

"Mom-"

"Hug your father "The two males embraced eachother awkwardly for a second. Both being uncomfortably with showing affection. Like father like son.

Emily watched her parents interact with her baby brother and she couldn't help but remember the times when her mother would gush over her and treat her like she was still a baby. She missed playing catch with her dad but most of all she missed her mother's warm hugs. Spencer linked her fingers with Emily's but still refused to look up at her. It was like whatever they were going through was put on hold for now in an agreement to keep the peace while Emily faced her family.

"What were you thinking running away like that!"

"He was coming to see me " Emily spoke up and Pam looked in her direction and froze. She hadn't seen her first born in so long she'd almost forgot she had another child but now with Emily standing right in front of her there was no denying it. She didn't even recognise her baby. She had always thought her oldest child had bared a stricking resemblance to her grandmother and that stament had never been more true than in this moment. Emily was...she was gorgeous and those eyes...those were still the same, they still reminded her of that beautiful baby she heald in her arms what feels like a lifetime ago. and Pam fealt the need to hold her in her arms like she'd dreamt of doing for so long. To have her baby back.

"Mom say something "Emily begged. Pam forced herself to look away and clutched her husbands hand. She loved both her children, she still had all the baby pictures and all the report cards she even had copies of all Emilys books but she just couldn't accept Emily's lifestyle. She couldn't understand why Emily would want to live her life as a woman and want to be with other women. The whole thing confused her and made her sick.

"Thank you for taking care of him but we'll be leaving now "

"No ! I want to stay here "The little boy insisted.

"That's not a good idea-"

"Why can't I stay with my sister! "

"Because. ..because. ..she's very sick you see..."She crouched down and took her sons hands in hers. Ignoring the hurt look that crossed Emily's face. As she tried to turn her youngest child against her oldest.

" And it isn't healthy for you to be around people like them " Pam spared a glance to Spencer that was glaring daggers at her so hard she got chills. Wayne looked at Emily and saw the tears that were slowly forming in her eyes. He didn't understand it?he couldn't even begin to understand what Emily was feeling neither could he comprehend why she was the way she was all he knew was that he missed her. He missed playing baseball in the yard, he missed the hand made fathers day cards and he missed wearing his 'World's greatest dad' shirt that she had given him for his birthday. That shit now lay in the back of his closet because he couldn't even look at it anymore without feeling guilty. They had kicked her out the house when she was 15 all because of something that she couldn't change and that had been eating him up ever since. Nothing was ever the same after that, not his marriage not his home and definitely not his conscious. It was like her absence left whole in his life but my the time he'd realized the huge mistake he'd made she was already long gone. "I don't want you around these people -"

"Pam that's enough! "Wayne snapped."Gay, straight, male or female that is still my baby your talking about! "

Emily was almost as stunned as her mother. Her father had never ever stood up for her especially against her mom, in their house Pam Fields ran the show especially since her dad was away so often.

"You can't seriously -"

"I said enough! " He yelled so loud that even Pam flinched. It was a rare thing to see her dad this upset especially at Pam, her parents had took each other's part no matter what.

"Kid..."Wayne looked at her with regret for the way he had treated his first born."I am so sorry...For everything."Before Emily could even realize what was happening she had wrapped her arms around him in a bone crushing hug."Daddy! " She never thought she would call anyone that ever again, she never thought her dad would ever accept her yet here he was begging for her forgiveness. She'd tried so hard to hate her parents for abandoning her when she needed them the most but a bigger part of her had hope that some day they would actually accept her.

"I won't. ..I won't be apart of this " Pam hissed and Wayne shook his head in disappointment.

"Let's go for a walk "Spencer ushered the boy outside with Pam looking nervously at them like she thought Spencer was going to kidnap the boy.

""I dont feel comfortable with him around them " Pam insisted "We should go"

" What is wrong with you! " Wayne yelled causing Pam to sit back down immediately."That is our baby right there "Wayne pointed to Emily."We waited for so long to have a baby and when we finely have one we abandon her just because she does something we don't approve off "Pam remembered how they tried for almost 3 years before Emily was conceived and fealt ashamed at her actions but was still convinced keeping her out their lives was the right thing to do.

"I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I hurt you " Wayne wiped Emilys tear stained cheeks. "I don't know if its too late but I want more than anything to be apart of your life, to see more of the amazing human being you've grown up to be. Please "Wayne begged and Emily closed her eyes tight as tears fell. She didn't think she could let her parents hurt her again but if she didn't believe in second chances how did she expect Spencer to give her a chance to make things right.

"I was a horrible dad the first time around, please give me a chance to do it the right way"

Pam Fields tightened her fists clutching the bottom of her shirt as she watched her husband hug their daughter and she felt herself tempted to do the same and let her child know how much she loved and missed her but she couldn't because she just couldn't wrap her head around Emily's lifestyle and could honestly never see herself accepting her. So Pam sat put and looked down reluctant to even look up at the scene before her.

When Wayne pulled away they both had the largest tear stained smiles on their faces as he wiped away her smudged mascara. Her father had never been an affectionate man but right now Emily believed him when he said he wanted to be better.

"Pam aren't you going to say something "Wayne knew his wife better than anyone else and he knew when she was at war with herself and no matter how hard she tried to hide it it was always clear to him that she missed their child as much as him even more but she was just to stubborn and set in her ways to admit she'd made a mistake.

"Pam. ."Pam just got up and raced out the door passing Spencer as she ran towards their car.

"Do you even care!"Emily yelled after her."Doesn't it even bother you to know what I've been through "

"You made your choice, you needed to live with the replications "Pam said making her voice cold and standing still with her back turned to Emily because she didn't want her to see how hard this was for her.

"Choice!You think this was a choice! This me is who I am mum, this has always been me! And it hurts that you can't see that. It hurts that a total stranger could take me into their home and love me unconditionally but my mother can't even look at me"

"I've only ever wanted the best for you and this isn't it"

"No you wanted what was best for you, if you truly wanted the best for me you would just allow me to be happy and not try to shame into being something I'm not " Emily said forceful."You made your choice now I'm making mine. If you walk way now make sure this time it's for good, I'm through holding on to hope that you will someday love me again. If you leave now don't even expect me at your funeral."Emily stood up to her mother even as Spencer and her brother watched on while her father held onto her shaking hand. Pam stood still and felt like her heart was braking at the tone of Emily's voice. Emily had never been anything but loving and respectful towards her and always wanted her approval. Even though it was her decision to cut Emily out of her life she always thought that all Emily needed was a dose of reality to realize what a huge mistake she was making. She had hoped that Emily would see how unfair and cruel the world away from home could be especially to someone like her and that would make her reconsider her lifestyle and she would understand how wrong it was and beg to come back home and Pam would have her baby back.

"Mom!"Emily yelled as her mother still turned away from her. She hoped her mother after all these years would finely accept her but when Pam just straightened up her shoulders and walked away with her head heald high Emily felt like she'd just been stabbed as she clutched onto her father for dear life.

"She just needs time " Wayne assured her as he kissed the top of her forehead than wiped her tears softly.

" We have to go but we're not leaving town until we make things right " Her father promised her and the way he said it made Emily believe him. Her brother and her father both gave her hugs before she watched them dissappear down the street. Emily walked into the house with Spencer right behind her not that she really noticed since she was still in shock after standing up to her mother. She had never stood up for herself like that, the feeling was -

Emily almost yelped as her lips were captured by Spencer's and she was shoved against the wall in a really Un-Spencer like fashion. Not that she wasn't enjoying it. Especially with the way Spencer was kissing her like they were back in Spencers college having a quick make -out session before Spencer had to go back to class and Emily had to go back to work. Emily moaned /yelped when Spencer pinched her nipple through her shirt . The mix of pain and pleasure was very new to Emily but she surprisingly found herself unbelievably turned on by the idea of the level of control Spencer had over her especially now that Spencer had her trapped between the wall with her body pressed up against Emily so close the smell of her perfume was making Emily dizzy.

Spencer had no idea what she was doing this whole day had been weird and confusing. Emily and her were acting like they were still a couple even though Spencer was still pretty pissed at her, maybe that's were this aggressiveness was coming from but seeing Emily stand up for herself like that and with all the pregnancy hormones running through her Spencer's underwear seamed to pool with wetness at the site of Emily.

"off " Spencer hissed as she tugged impatiently on the bottom of Emily's shirt and Emily rushed to get it off to expose herself to Spencer, once Emily's chest was bare Spencer smirked at her very aware of how painful turned on Emily was at this moment."Off " Spencer tagged at Emily's jeans before walking away to their room and discarding her clothes as she went. Emily stood stunned for a minute before reality caught up to her and she rushed to take off her pants almost tripping in the process. This was happening! This was SO happening!

When Emily came into the room she was stunned at Spencer laying on their bed naked waiting for her. When Spencer noticed her she gave a 'come here' motion with her finger and Emily nervously crawled over to her.

"Uh uh " Spencer pushed the tip of her foot on Emily's chest stopping her from laying down on top of her.

"Down girl "Spencer smirked and Emily smiled when she realized where Spencer was going with this.

Spencer stifled back a moan as Emily buried her face in between her legs and got to work. Spencer moaned loudly and put her fingers in Emily's hair and arched her back pressing Emily's face deeper into her wetness. Emily was always really good at this and it had been a while since Emily and her had been intimate. This did'nt mean they were back together this just meant Emily really knew how to please her when it came to sex.

Spencer was clutching onto her left breast while one hand held Emily in place but she needed more. Spencer pushed Emily away from her on shaky legs. If this was going to happen it was going to happen her way. Spencer pushed Emily on her back got on top of her and held her hands over her head.

"No touching " Spencer warned and waited for Emily to nod her head in agreement. "Good " Spencer smirked than braced herself before she grabbed Emily's hard member and slowly lowered herself onto it gasping at the feeling as Emily let out a moan. Emily and her had dated for almost a year before she discovered Emily's secret but now with it buried in her she wondered how Emily was able to hide it for so long. Spencer moved up and down slowly then picked up her pace getting more wild with her movements. It was like she wanted to erase all of Lexi from Emily's mind and body. Even with Lexi long gone and Emily and her over she still loved Emily and she was at the point were she'd stopped being sad and moved on to being pissed off. It wasn't long before both Emily and her were cuming and they both held on to each other as they let go. When they had both calmed down Spencer rolled off Emily and went to her side of the bed as Emily lay there with a dazed happy smile on her trying to figure out what all this meant for them. She turned to Spencer right as Spencer's phone began to ring.

"Yes Hanna "Spencer answered barley giving Emily another glance as she listened to Hanna ramble on.

"You can let yourself out "Spencer instructed as she held the phone to her chest.

"You want me to leave? "

"or you can stay in the guest room " Spencer got comfy on her bed and turned away from Emily returning to her conversation "Hanna he changed his Facebook profile picture to Kehlani, that's hardly anything to confront him about " Spencer spoke to Hanna as Emily watched her stunned and confused.

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Author's note: Hy guy's!

Sorry I've been M.I.A, I've just been too busy with exams to do much writing.

Also... this story is almost over but there will be a lot of May in the next chapter and I do promise a happy ending although there will be a little time jump.

Let me know what you think!

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