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Chapter 20
I looked at Scott and saw he was tired
"Scott go home" I tell him
"No what if he isn't himself" Scott said worried
"I can deal with it I have before" I state Scott looked at me confused "go home I will tell you if I need you telepathically" I say sternly he nodded and left I sat there lost in thought for another half an hour till I heard something.
"Lily" I looked up to see it was Stiles he was sat up I stood quickly
"Stiles?" I asked hesitantly
"it's me Lily I swear on barney it's me" Stiles said pleading I walked over to him slowly I kneeled in front of him and looked into his eyes I saw the emotions void Stiles never has I gave a small smile and hugged him. He tightened it I gasped in pain he looked at me worried then looked at my stomach I felt his hand shaking as he touched my neck I flinched a little I saw his eyes water
"I'm so sorry baby I'm so sorry I didn't think I would ever be able t physically hurt you it makes me sick just thinking about it" Stiles said sobbing come on Lily toughen up this is just Stiles he's hurting and needs reassurance
"Hey babe look at me" he did "I forgive you, you weren't yourself if I pulled out a sword right now would you stab me?" I asked softly
"No" he whispered I cupped his cheeks he looked me in the eyes I leaned in and kissed him I felt like I could forget everything in that moment. The sheriff came home and Stiles spoke to him about going to eichen house I was shocked
"NO" I shouted "you're not leaving me for an insane asylum" I said annoyed
"Lily it's for the best" Stiles said softly I huffed
"It's the best for you what about me or Scott I just got you back to normal I don't know for how long and now you want to leave. Fine go do what you want see if I care" I snapped I stormed upstairs and took my bag out then packed some things. I heard Stiles come in I turned to see he looked upset I don't even care we're all meant to be in this together he could be in there for who knows how long.
"What are you doing?" Stiles asked me
"Leaving" I say bluntly
"What you can't please Lily" Stiles pleaded
"So you can leave but I can't?" I asked in disbelief he was about to say something but I ignored him and went downstairs to see the sheriff staring at me then the bag.
"Sheriff" I said nodding to him
"I thought I told you to call me john" the sheriff replied I gave him a small smile
"John I'm going to Scott's for a few days" I state he nods sadly just as I reached for the door handle Stiles came in front of me
"Why are you running away again?" Stiles asked me upset
"No don't you dare turn this around on me you're the one running away from the problem not me your making your decision and I'm making mine. What do you think is going to happen there you're going to get better no because the nogitsune is still in you and that won't go away so easily." I said reaching for the door handle again but he blocked it again I turned to john "john can you please?" I asked he got the message and moved Stiles out the way "we're not breaking up Stiles but I thought us being together meant we make the big decisions together I guess not" I said walking out the door
I went to Scott's house Melissa answered I told her everything and she told me he is probably doing it so he doesn't hurt me, Scott, Kira, Derek and everyone else anymore "but if he's in there by himself who's going to protect the other patients?" I asked her she looked at me sadly
"Let's hope it doesn't come to that" Melissa said then an idea hit me
"Melissa can you drop me off at eichen house?" I asked quickly she nodded we quickly stopped off at an ATM to get some money. We arrived there to see john coming out he looked at me confused "someone needs to keep your son out of trouble" I said smirking I could tell john was relieved. I looked at it and took a deep breath then walked slowly towards it.
"Do you want me to come in with you honey?" Melissa asked me
"Depends think you can handle seeing if I can bribe one of the workers?" I asked bluntly
"well if I might go blind and deaf at that moment " Melissa said smiling a little I quickly grabbed her hand and we walked in to see a woman at the desk I told her I was admitting myself she gave me the paper work I indicated for Melissa to turn around for a minute.
"Hey Janice" I said looking at her nametag "want to make some more money tonight?" I asked pulling out 200 dollars she looked interested
"And what would this be for?" Janice asked smirking a little
"Putting me in the same room as Stiles Stilinski" I state she nods
"I think I can manage that but I must tell you there is also another boy in that room" Janice informed me I nodded I handed her the money she took it discretely I said bye to Melissa. Janice took me up to the room I looked up as we went up the stairs I saw someone being cut down from the staircase I gulped a little. I heard banging on one of the doors I rolled my eyes Stiles. Janice opened the door
"I wasn't kidding about the restraints" Janice said to Stiles sternly I heard him walk and a creak from what I'm assuming his bed I walked in Janice closed the door behind me
"Whoa a girl is in the room" the guy that was restrained on the bed exclaimed I crossed my arms when Stiles didn't look up "I'm Oliver" the guy said
"hi I'm Lily" I said softly I saw Stiles head shoot up and look at me "thanks for the lovely welcome babe" I say sarcastically he came forward to hug me I moved back unsurely Stiles face dropped I smiled at him
"What are you doing here?" Stiles asked shocked
"Wanted a break, you know get away so I thought why not eichen house it seems so nice" I said sarcastically "I'm here to protect you" I whispered "I'm Stiles girlfriend" I state
"There was a suicide, huh?" Oliver asked
"Yeah." Stiles confirmed oh should have guessed that
"Is it Monday? There's a much higher rate of suicide on Mondays." Oliver pointed out
"Really I thought it would be Sunday" I said surprised
"Nope people just don't like Mondays here" Oliver said
"I love everyday of the week" I said with a small smile
"Okay then." Stiles whispered I hit his arm
"I heard it by the way. It happened in the stairwell, right?" Oliver asked more like stated
"Yeah. How'd you know that?" Stiles asked curiously
"I heard the echo." Oliver stated wow what a lovely place I said fiddling with my hands no Lily stop you stop with the anxiety when we left that place Stiles put his hand on mine like he knew I needed reassurance I flinched slightly
"What do you mean?" I asked interested
"It's this place. Something about the way that it was built. Everything echoes. Eventually. That's why they call it Echo House." Oliver said I was creeped out seriously Stiles this place I have a bad feeling about being here. Stiles sat on the bed I laid down keeping distance from Stiles
DREAM
I was at the school and Stiles was there I looked at him closely void Stiles I thought I saw him smirk the next thing I know he's in front of me I gasped
"Lily don't you see who you really are?" void Stiles asked me condescendingly
"What do you mean?" I asked confused he cupped my check roughly
"Wherever you are you ruin everything you killed your parents, you never even tried to help your aunt or Boyd you bring chaos where you go. You belong on the same side as me we could bring chaos, pain and strife together I can see it in you the darkness that's building up you just need to lose control." Void Stiles said in a soft tone no I can't I'm good, I'm good, I'm good
"No I'm not evil I don't enjoy people's pain" I snarled pushing him away he gripped my wrists tightly and placed them over my head
"But you could" void Stiles said then kissed me roughly what's with all the kissing seriously I felt myself kissing back he tightened his grip
END OF DREAM
I woke up gasping I felt someone's grip on me I tried to get away
"hey Lily it's okay, it's okay" I heard Stiles say then I remembered where I was I sat up slowly I brought my hand to one of my sleeves on my jacket and pulled it up the hand print from void Stiles grip still there bruised like my neck it was the same on the other wrist
"Babe" I say looking up from my wrists Stiles was staring at my wrists in shock
"How?" he asked confused
"My dream" I whisper Oliver woke up about a minute later I hid my wrists he looked at us
"Have you two been awake all night?" Oliver asked us
"No I slept like a baby" I stated
"Yeah, I can't sleep without my pillow." Stiles said that's weird Oliver started coughing
"You okay?" I asked worried
"I swallowed a bug the other day. You ever do that? I keep coughing. Like it's still in my throat." Oliver said I had to hold in my laughter at Stiles facial expression
"That's disgusting, Oliver." Stiles said grossed out I couldn't hold it in I started laughing harder then I have for a while Stiles gave me a small smile "You don't have any idea when they unlock the doors, do you?" Stiles asked Oliver the door opened
"Now." Oliver stated I snorted
"Do frogs have ears?" I asked scrunching up my nose trying to think Stiles shook his head "what?" I asked him curiously
"You just seem like your normal self" Stiles said with a genuine smile
"That's because of you" I beamed we waited till Oliver got his restraints off to take us to the phone
Most of the people here are okay. The violent ones are in the closed unit. That's Hillary. She has OCD. That's Gary. He thinks he's Jesus Christ. Dan. Also Jesus. That's Mary" but Oliver got cut off by Stiles
"Mary Magdalene?" Stiles asked
"No, she also thinks she's Jesus. You'd be surprised how many Jesus's we get." Oliver stated
"Not really." Stiles said I hit the back of his head "ow" he exclaimed
"I'm the virgin Mary" I said to Oliver smiling Stiles snorted I glared at him and Oliver chuckled
"Hey, how come you want to use the phone already?" Oliver asked curiously
"Cause after one night, I've changed my mind about this place being safe for me. Or Lily. Or anyone. Ever." Stiles said it was my turn to snort "told you so" I thought to him smugly he rolled his eyes
"No. No, I think you're wrong. I really think I should tell them. They're going to want to know the story. The whole story. I really think they should know. Yes, I do. One of them is standing right behind me." The woman said we stared at her she walked away
"Who was that?" Stiles asked I could tell he was suspicious of her
"That's Meredith. She's a little weird." Oliver said slowly
"You're a little weird. She's a lot weird." Stiles pointed out he picked up the phone "It's dead." Stiles stated I rolled my eyes off course it is
"Yeah. They turn off all the phones for 24 hours after a suicide." Oliver tells us
"Why didn't you tell me that before?" Stiles asked annoyed
"Why didn't you ask?" Oliver asked confused
"He has a point when I wa…" I trailed off Stiles was staring at me "never mind" I say quickly Stiles slammed the phone down
"What are you going to do now?" Oliver asked wow he is really interested
"I'm getting out of this nuthouse." Stiles muttered I glared at him
"That's not really the appropriate way to describe a facility like this." Oliver said to him I saw Stiles staring at someone he walked up to them
"Malia?" Stiles asked I looked at her it really was her, what is she doing here I thought confused "Hey. It's Stiles. Do you remember me? I'm friends with Scott. Remember. We were the ones who helped you out with" then Malia punched him I punched her then pinned her down
"back off" I growled at her
"Hey, Malia!" I heard a man shout I got pulled off her and pinned to the floor so did Stiles
"Hey she started it" I shouted
"A few more like this, Malia, and you're headed to the closed unit." The guy said dragging her off
Okay, Wait, wait, wait. Stop. We didn't doing anything. Back off! Stop!" Stiles shouted then I saw him staring at something
"Enough! Enough." Miss Morell said they let us go Stiles rushed up
"Stiles. You saw something, didn't you?" morell asked him
"That basement. I've been down there before." Stiles states we all looked down to where Stiles was staring. What we did next was my favorite thing about being in a place like this group therapy yay not.
"I want to go back to the topic of guilt today." Morell said I felt the urge to draw
"I need paper and a pencil it's important" I said to morell quickly she handed me some I started to draw I felt Stiles staring
"It might surprise you to hear me say that guilt is a good thing." Morell said I felt annoyed when she said that
"Guilt is for the weak" I heard someone say I looked at Stiles who looked back in confusion
"It's a rather mature emotion. Malia, you said something about guilt the other day." Morell said I tuned out I must have done about ten drawings by now
"Guilt often becomes physical." Morell said
"I need more paper" I said she gave me more Stiles looked at me worried I shook my head
"You feel it in your gut. It's not just psychological. How does guilt make you feel, Stiles?" morell asked him
"I'm sorry, what?" Stiles asked kind of dazed
"Guilt. What does it make you feel?" morell asked him
"Nervous." Stiles states I rolled my eyes he's always nervous
"Like a sense of urgency? You feel an urgent need to make up for something you've done. To apologize." Morell states I was in the middle of a drawing when I heard void Stiles voice again
"I know you're feeling guilty for helping me with the crossbow and the bomb but was there one part off you that enjoyed it?" void Stiles said
"No" I said loudly everyone stared at me I looked down blushing
"These are healthy responses. Does anyone know what we call someone who doesn't experience guilt?" morell asks
"Me why should anyone feel guilt it's not worth it. If you do something wrong and enjoy it why should you feel guilty? You should just lose control whatever happens, happens that's life deal with it." Void Stiles said annoyed
"Shut up no one is asking for your opinion" I say frustrated I was focusing on my drawing I could sense confusion again
"Sociopath." Oliver stated
"Lily why won't you just lose control if you don't I will have to force you" void Stiles said sternly
"Yeah right" I muttered
"Do you really think he would care? No he wouldn't why do you think he keeps letting me in" void Stiles taunted
"Shut up" I nearly shouted I saw Stiles rubbing his neck
"that's right, Oliver. I'm sorry, everyone, but we need to take a break. Come with me, Stiles, Lily I'd like to talk to you for a minute." Morell said I grabbed my stuff and followed I was getting angry now
"Lily I want you to join me be who you really are an evil psychopath I know you felt it when you lost control with Jennifer" void stiles said I turned to face Stiles
"stop it whatever your doing stop it" I growled trying to control my shift Stiles looked at me shocked
"Lily, Lily look at me" morell said I did "what's wrong?" she asked
"The nogitsune he's in my head" I state trying to breathe normally to stop the shift
"You have people who are trying to communicate right? That's what the drawings are for?" she asked I nodded "block him out with one of them just pick the first one" she states I nod I did there was a pretty hot guy stood there I blushed a little.
"Hey I mean um hi I… could you maybe um come back uh later?" I asked stammering and blushing he nodded I saw Stiles giving me a weird look "what?" I asked confused he rolled his eyes I looked at morell "thanks" I say sincerely she nods
"Stiles let me see your shoulder" morell said to him he took off his shirt his shoulder was really veiny "It's called a Lichtenberg figure. They appear on lightning strike victims. The fact that they're appearing on you after a shot of Wolf Lichen is both significant and strange." Morell explained Stiles put his shirt back on
"By significant and strange do you mean hopeful and optimistic?" Stiles asked I looked at her hopeful
"When the marks fade, the Nogitsune grip over you will return." Morell said then took pills out of the cabinet and gave them to Stiles
"What are these? Sleeping pills?" Stiles asked
"Amphetamines. Sleeping is exactly what you don't want to do. You're vulnerable when you're asleep." Morell stated
"So all I have to do is stay awake?" Stiles asked I hope it's that simple but knowing this town it won't be
"For now. If your friends haven't figured out something by the time those marks are gone, I'll come find you." Morell said to him
"To tell me what to do?" Stiles asked wow this is boring
"No, to give you an injection. Pancuronium Bromide. It causes respiratory paralysis." Morell told us that doesn't sound good
"That sounds a lot like death." Stiles states
"It's used for lethal injection, yes." Morell says bluntly I was shocked
"You can't use that on him" I said in disbelief
"So when the Nogitsune takes over, you're going to kill me?" Stiles asked slowly
"But you won't die" I tell him with a sad smile
"Oh that's just great so you're going to die" Stiles exclaimed
"At least the nogitsune will be gone" I said trying to make him feel better he just glared at me
"I would rather stay possessed if it meant you wouldn't die" he said seriously
"I'm going to do what I've always done. Maintain the balance." Morell said emotionless
"Okay then. I've missed our talks. Thanks for the illicit drugs." Stiles said with sarcasm
"Stiles. Stay awake." Morell said with a serious look on her face Stiles grabbed my hand to walk out I pulled my hand away
"I need to ask you something" I said to morell
"Yes?" morell asked curiously I showed her my neck and wrists
"Why aren't I healing?" I asked her she touched my neck and wrists she looked a bit surprised oh Barney that isn't good
"What?" I asked her impatiently
"What is it?" Stiles asked morell slightly irritated
"You've been marked" morell said looking at the bruises with interest
"Yeah I know I'm asking you why they aren't going away" I said annoyed
"No you don't understand the nogitsune has marked you as his" morell said I knew it wasn't good I looked at Stiles to see he wasn't too happy about it either "but for him to have done it he must have marked you at a time you was vulnerable. Did you get the bruises all together?" morell asked me
"No I got the one's on my wrist last night I've had the one on my neck for days" I tell her
"What did you talk about before hand on both occasions?" morell asked
"The first time we spoke up about Stiles and what he wants" I say Stiles looked at me confused off course he wouldn't remember that conversation
"What was said?" morell asked why are people so nosy
"It mostly came out in questions like does Stiles really care about me or am I second choice? does he want me or is it because no one else did?, is it pity or love?, lust or happiness? Then he said that he knows the answers but do I after he asked me that he kissed me" I said tearing up
"What was your answer when he asked you if you knew the answers?" Stiles asked me worried
"I didn't reply" I stated
"Did he do anything else after that?" morell asked I nodded
"He did something to me" I said looking down Stiles grabbed my face gently and looked me in the eyes I pulled away from him
"What?" he asked softly
"It was like I was being controlled but I helped him with the arrow and the bomb" I say sadly
"Other than that" morell asked
"Yes when we figured out there was a bomb he asked me to go into the woods with him everyone was staring so I agreed. He got me to use my gift he asked if I thought about our talk. I pleaded with him to stop. He said why because I know the truth and to come on tell him does Stiles really want me I said" I tried to speak but my voice broke I realized I was crying
"Lily what did you say?" he asked worried
"I said no you want Lydia then he said Stiles might not want you but I do then kissed me again but last night he said to me he was going to show me my true self" I sobbed out refusing comfort from Stiles
"I see, the marks will fade when you're not vulnerable to him anymore but you only seem vulnerable to him when Stiles is involved. So you must realize Stiles true feelings for you" morell said "oh and Lily forgive my brother he did want to admit the truth to you but your parents said if he did he wouldn't be allowed to visit you anymore" I thought about it thank god he had a good reason I hated being mad at him I nodded we went back to our room Oliver wasn't back yet
"Lily baby, look at me, I only think of Lydia as a sister anymore. I am with you because I love you, its love not pity and happiness over lust. You make me happy you made me feel real love for the first time." Stiles said then kissed me but I still didn't believe him "baby I need to go to the basement come on" he said we went to the basement door but it was locked so Stiles had a great idea to bang on the door not suspicious at all.
"What are you doing?" Oliver asked we jumped
"We need to get through here. To the basement." Stiles stated
"Doctors don't even have a key to this door. Only Brunski." Oliver said
"Is that the head orderly?" I asked
"He's got keys to everything in here." Oliver informed us how long has this guy been here I thought
"Does he keep them on him all the time?" Stiles asked
"If you want them, you'll probably have to figure out a way to trick him." Oliver said oh my Barney he is so adorable I thought though I'm guessing I didn't with Stiles glare and Oliver's blush
"Sorry" I giggled Stiles glare softened
"Well, part of me is getting very good at playing tricks." Stiles said quietly
"Can you juggle?" I asked him curiously he gave me an are you serious look then I realized what he meant I blushed. We both went bathroom the girl's bathroom was dull and boring. After I had finished I waited outside the boy's bathroom for Stiles. Then I heard a girls voice I recognized it Malia. I walked in to see Stiles staring at a very naked Malia
"Now you're staring" Malia stated
"Yes he is, am I ruining the moment? I can go wait outside?" I asked annoyed with my arms crossed
"No Lily that's not what's she was already showering when I got in here and I wanted to ask her something" Stiles stammered out he turned to Malia "Uh I was kind of wondering why you punched me." Stiles said
"Did you think I was going to thank you?" Malia asked she still had that familiar scent
"No. Maybe. We did kind of save your life." Stiles said nervously
"I think you already gave him a big enough thank you" I said with a forced smile Stiles held my hand I pulled away
"You're right, Stiles. Thank you. Thanks for invading my home. For putting me on the run. For turning me back to human so that I could look at my father every day and try to figure out how to explain to him that the reason my sister and mother are dead is because I almost ate them on a full moon. Thank you so very much." Malia said with sarcasm wow she is such a bitch
"We were just trying to help." Stiles said defending himself
"You want to help me? Find a way to change me back." Malia said
"You want to go back? To being a coyote?" Stiles asked then he had a look of realization
"What do you know?" Malia asked grabbing him
"what I know is that you have about two seconds to get off him before you never had a chance to change back" I said fake sweetly I could sense she was scared "I'm sorry I don't know why I said that it's just been a long day" I apologized she nodded
"I might know somebody who could teach you how to change." Stiles stated
"Okay. What do you want?" Malia asked
"I bet I know what he wants" I snapped he sent me an apologetic look
"I need to get into the basement. Which means that I need to get the keys off of that orderly. The big one." Stiles informed her
"Brunski." Malia said in realization
"You help me, and I'll help you." Stiles suggested Malia nodded I had an idea
"Attack me" I said they both looked at me surprised
"What?" Malia asked me
"Attack me where I punched you today then Brunski will pull you off and I can grab the keys" I explain to her
"Okay" Malia said then went to get changed
"Lily" Stiles said softly
"Don't right now we need to figure something out before he can get back into my head because the other option isn't working out right now" I say defeated I walked away to meet Malia at the spot I let her pin me down
"It's all your fault" Malia repeated over and over the orderlies came shouting
"Get this weirdo off me" I shouted the pulled her off I grabbed the keys from Brunski
"It's her fault I'm here" Malia shouted I gave her a quick smirk which she returned Stiles helped me up I gave him the keys
"You okay?" Stiles asked me I nodded we went to the basement door and Stiles tried different keys "I thought this guy had a key to everything." Stiles muttered someone put their hands on our shoulders
"I do. But nobody has the key to that room." Brunski said dragging us away with two other orderlies they put us in a room
"Into the Quiet Room, little one's" Brunski said condescendingly then pulled the pills out "Want to tell us where you two got these?" he asked us
"A vending machine." Stiles said I sighed
"Yeah it was between them and cough medicine such a hard choice we had" I said with sarcasm
"I always love the sarcastic ones." Brunski said touching my cheek I flinched
"don't touch her" Stiles shouted Brunski pulled out two needles I hate needles more then I hate the nogitsune which is a lot
"Give them five of the Haldol." brunski told the orderlies
"Wait. What's that? Is that a sedative? Okay, hang on. Hang on! I can't go to sleep. Okay, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Look Get off me, man!" Stiles said loudly they might as well kill ever one now
"You can't, he can't go to sleep, you can't leave me in here with him" I pleaded I felt the needle go in me
" I can't go to sleep you don't understand. You don't get it. I gotta stay awake. I gotta stay I have to stay awake." Stiles said then I fell to sleep when I opened my eyes I was in a locker what the hell I heard Stiles screaming
"Stiles" I shouted
"Lily" he replied
"What's going on?" I asked and why the hell am I in a locker
"What are you doing here?" he asked at the same time
"I don't know" I replied scared I saw someone move past the lockers oh Barney it's him nogitsune
"let me in" I heard the nogitsune say to Stiles
"What what do you mean? You know. Okay, screw you and your stupid riddles." Stiles said angry
"Why am I here?" I asked in defeat
"Because we want you to be" nogitsune said wait what did he mean we
"Stiles did you want me to be here?" I asked pinching the bridge of my nose
"Um maybe a little I only thought about you" Stiles said quietly I groaned
"No riddle this time, Stiles. You know what it means." Nogitsune said to Stiles they were both screaming at each other Stiles to be let out and nogitsune to be let in. I woke up to see Malia kneeling over me I rushed over to Stiles
"Stiles wake up" I said shaking him he woke up screaming
"Shh! Hey, hey, hey. Shh!" I said softly he calmed down then looked at Malia
"How did you get in here?" Stiles asked her
"I broke the lock. If I concentrate I can be pretty strong." Malia told him
"Get up babe" I said helping him up
"There's another way to the basement. Through the Closed Unit. Where they keep the real psychos." Malia said walking out we followed her
"Why come tell us you did your part Stiles would have helped you so why come back?" I ask suspiciously
"Because I want to help" Malia stated I snorted
"Us or just Stiles?" I asked annoyed she didn't reply great not only Lydia but now Malia I might as well just stay marked and see what void Stiles does to me I though well I thought I did that counts right I turned to Stiles yep he looked shocked he stopped me
"Never say that again, I don't want anyone else, why can't you just believe me?" Stiles asked frustrated I carried on walking
"No one wants me my real parents didn't or they just leave like my adoptive parents and my aunt I know it wasn't their fault. But it's like anything I touch I destroy I mean look at Boyd and Derek nearly died because of me. I got controlled into helping the nogitsune nearly killing coach and letting a bomb get set off where people did die. So I find it hard to believe you just want me maybe the nogitsune was right maybe you just wanted me because there was no one else at the time or you just wanted me for sex. I thought I could come to a quiet town and start over. But did I get that no I didn't then I met you I thought finally found someone I really like but ended up finding out stuff I wish I didn't about this town and myself. Stiles I would die for you literally like it's already in place because I love you so much it hurts but I don't…" I trailed off not wanting to finish Stiles stopped me
"You don't what?" he asked me softly
"I don't think you feel the same and I don't blame you" I stated looking down I finally decided to look up to see Stiles frozen
"I can't believe you think I don't feel the same about you baby I would do anything for you I swear I would give up my last breathe just making sure you know how much I love you. I love how you ask random questions, I love how passionate you are about barney, I love how your face lights up when you see a rainbow or small animal, I love how you're the only person in the world I can be myself with you 100% I can't even do that with Scott or my dad, I love how you growl a little when your jealous, I love how you try to help everyone with a smile on your face, I love how you are as sarcastic as I am but most of all I love how you're the only person I see myself spending the rest of my life with. I wouldn't care if we never had sex again or speak to another girl as long as long as you realize how much I love, care and need you in my life" Stiles said tearing up I was too I gasped and touched my neck Stiles looked at me weirdly
"What do I have chocolate on my face wait, I never had any chocolate, how is it even made and why is it called chocolate" I rambled someone touched my shoulder I jumped
"Baby it's gone the mark it's gone" Stiles said smiling
"Really" I asked not believing it he nodded he went to hug me I raised my hand "you was only joking about not having sex right?" I asked looking at him suspiciously he nodded I hugged him he pulled me into a kiss then someone tapped my shoulder I saw it was Malia I growled
"Sorry I have issues and not like the issues of a magazine but like insecurity" I said straight away
"Its fine it's down here" Malia said pointing to the stairs
"Thank you" I said hugging her "do I seem familiar to you?" I asked curiously
"Yeah I thought it was weird it's like I recognize your scent" Malia said
"We'll talk later" I told her she nodded and left I saw Stiles looking around "I like what they've done with the place" I said with sarcasm "what are we looking for?" I asked
"Something to do with that." Stiles says pointing to the wall it looked familiar I traced the symbol on the wall
"What does it mean?" I asked curiously
"Self." Stiles stated I realized it the same symbol we all have on the back of our ear well except Stiles we found some paper work
"Wow this place used to be fun Electroshock, ice baths. Trepanation?" I asked Stiles confused
"Trepanation is when they drill into your head." Stiles explained I nodded
"I wonder how that would feel" I said to myself
"There's nothing here." Stiles said putting the papers down "babe will you just check the lines on my back? Just tell me if they're fading" Stiles asked nervous
"Sure" I said pulling his shirt up when I looked at his back I froze
"Lily what is it?" Stiles asked
"They're almost gone." I said worried Stiles grabbed my hands
"hey it's okay you're not marked anymore" Stiles said softly I realized I never checked my wrists I pulled my hands away and turned away from him I pulled my sleeves up and my heart dropped there still there I was forcing myself not to cry why haven't they gone I'm pretty sure he loves me
"Lily" Stiles said confused
"It's not okay I'm still marked" I said showing him my wrists I saw his head drop slightly
"Do you feel loved?" Stiles asked me quietly
"Babe I really do more than anything" I said moving closer to him
"Then why" I cut him off with a kiss he kissed me back with more force I pulled his shirt off
"Baby are you sure we should do this the nogitsune could come back any time now?" Stiles asked worried
"I'm sure, I don't know what's going to happen next but I know I love you" I whispered
"I love you too" he said smiling a little he kissed me again you know what happens next we lead there relaxed I looked around when I looked at the wall again I realized something I sat up
"Stiles" I said walking over to the wall I knocked on it there was an echo "Do you hear that?" I asked him he picked up a pipe and smashed into the wall we looked inside and saw a corpse in bandages
"It's him." Stiles said
"never would have figured that out" I said sarcastically I leaned forward to look around near it I lifted his jacket pocket up there was something in it I pulled it out it was a picture of a man and a woman the woman looked exactly like Kira "babe look at this" I said showing him the picture I saw he recognized the woman too
"we have to get this to Scott." Stiles said quickly I nodded then I saw Oliver stun him seriously Lily you're a werecoyote become more aware of your senses
"You tricked Brunski took his keys. I tricked him and took his stun gun. I also got his Haldol." Oliver said and stunned me "I heard they used to do trepanation here."
"Oliver what are you doing?" Stiles managed to ask
"Oliver" I said strained he picked up a drill
"I'm going to let the evil spirits out." Oliver said then stunned me again I must have passed out because when I woke up I was strapped to a chair so was Stiles I felt drowsy "I borrowed a few pointers from the five point restraint." Oliver stated I tried to break free but couldn't find the strength "don't try I gave you enough Haldol to weaken you but not make you pass out" Oliver informed me great off course I can't break free that would be too easy
"Oliver, stop this. Oliver, listen to me. Stop! Oliver! Oliver! Stop!" Stiles shouted at Oliver who was going near him with the drill
"Oliver" I shouted then I heard
"Start with her." I looked around and saw the nogitsune "the arms and legs first"
"You did this. You got into his head." Stiles accused
"Every Dracula needs a Renfield." The nogitsune stated
"Really Dracula you went with Dracula come on your more powerful than him that attempt of a reference was a failure" I said to nogitsune rolling my eyes I saw Oliver coming towards me
"Just let her go." Stiles said I heard the drill come on and felt it cutting though my skin I screamed
"Lily" I heard Stiles shout Oliver did the same with the other one
"Let me in." I heard the nogitsune say
"Stiles don't" I shouted in pain I saw Oliver move back to look at Stiles who was trying to get free
"Stiles do you want her to stay in pain?" the nogitsune asked
"Stiles ignore him I can handle it" I pleaded I'm such a dumbass I'm a telepath
"Scott" I thought
"Lily what's wrong?" Scott replied worried
"Nogitsune at eichen house help" I thought
"We will be there as fast as we can" he replied
"We can walk out of this place." The nogitsune stated I felt the drill go through my leg I was healing slower than usual but still healing
"Just let her go please." I barely heard Stiles say
"Let me in." nogitsune said to him
"Stiles babe trust me I will be fine don't give in" I begged
"Lily, Lily, Lily" the nogitsune said why does he always say my name three times
"What?" I asked in pain he came over
"Just because one mark has gone you still have the other you're still mine" the nogitsune said touching my face I turned my head I heard something rip I looked forward again to see Stiles
"Stiles" I said softly
"Yeah" he replied in the same tone
"Get these off me" I said indicating the restraints
"Why would I do that" Stiles taunted
"Nogitsune" I said glaring Stiles shook his head and pointed to where the nogitsune was sitting down what's going on I thought panicked
"Why would I let you go?" Stiles asked amused
"Because you love me" I said quietly he laughed I flinched
"you actually think I love you because of what I said before I wanted to show how loving I could be in front off Malia I mean I saw her body she is so much more perfect then you" Stiles said I was crying now was it all a lie Stiles grabbed the drill from Oliver and stuck it in my stomach
"Stiles please stop" I pleaded
"Why don't you just give up why would I want a girl who brings death with her wherever she goes. I mean you basically killed your adoptive parents, you could of easily saved your aunt and Boyd but didn't. I have never really loved you, you have always been second choice and always will be" Stiles said he stuck the drill in my stomach again
"Stop" I gasped out in pain
"You should just give yourself to the nogitsune" Stiles said I closed my eyes and waited for the pain to stop
"I thought you felt sick at the thought of hurting me" I said trying to convince him to stop
"I lied I have wanted to do this since you let my dad get kidnapped" Stiles said coldly I heard movement I opened my eyes everything was normal again Stiles was still restrained
"That's what he wants to happen" the nogitsune said I looked at Stiles in betrayal he looked back at me in worry
"Lily don't listen to whatever he just showed you it's a lie" Stiles pleaded I wanted to believe him so badly but couldn't so I decided to lie
"I believe you" I lied I saw Oliver moving the drill towards my head
"Let me in, Stiles!" the nogitsune demanded
"Just let her go please!" Stiles shouted
"Let me in, Stiles! Let me in! Let me in and I'll let her live." The nogitsune repeated the drill was moving closer to my head
"Oliver." Stiles said the drill stopped I looked around for the nogitsune but couldn't find no i thought Stiles is the nogitsune again void Stiles ripped the restraints of and went over to Oliver, he took the frill off him then hit Oliver in the face with it
"Oliver" I whispered void Stiles touched my face and hit me with the drill I blacked out. When I woke up at Alan's clinic I heard Alan and Scott speaking
"There isn't much here, unfortunately." I heard Alan say
"Does it say anything?" Scott asked impatiently
"My Japanese isn't great. But it appears to say that one method of expelling a Nogitsune is to change the body of the host." Alan stated I
"Change the body?" Scott said quietly
"Which begs the question, how do we change Stiles' body?" Alan said I thought for a minute then realized
"By turning him into a werewolf." I say quietly they both looked at me I could sense their relief
"She's right" Scott said I winced slightly I was only aching a little
"How you doing Lillian?" Alan asked me
"better if I got a hug of a certain someone called uncle Alan" I said smiling slightly I saw Alan's face light up a little he hugged me gently I hide a wince "I know your reason for not telling me morell told me but I'm glad she did and I would feel almost a 100% better if I got a hug off my best friend" I said I saw Scott coming towards me "oh well Lyds isn't here I guess you'll do Mcall" I teased he chuckled a little and hugged me I hide another wince
"How are you really doing?" Scott asked me sternly
"Alive and kicking" I say quietly
"What happened?" Scott asked me
"Stiles is gone he's the nogitsune now" I whispered I told them everything and gave Scott the picture
Sorry it's a bit late I kept going through it to make sure it was okay so I hope you like it :)