JAX'S POV
After I took Jessa home, I went back to my house. I went to bed after I found something to eat. But I didn't sleep. I rarely ever slept anymore. Jessa was on my mind all the time. I wanted her to be mine again, and I could tell her how I feel but she'd probably just turn me down. I've put her through so much because I HAD to get back with Tara and the second after I picked Tara I regretted it. You see, guys always want what they can't have, and at that time I couldn't have Tara, but it took me losing Jessa to realize she was the best thing that had ever happened to me.
When I kiss Jessa, fireworks go off, but when I kiss Tara there's nothing. I can tell anything to Jessa and she knows exactly what to say. I can try and ask Tara what I should do, and she doesn't have a clue. But I made my own mistakes, I guess I'll just have to live with them.
JESSA'S POV
The next day I was at the shop, as always. Gemma and I had done a lot of paperwork and it was about lunch time.
"Wanna come with me?" Gemma asked me.
"Where you going?" I asked.
"Get the boys lunch" She said.
"Yeah, I'll come" I said standing up and walking outside with her. We got into her car and drove off.
We got to the restaurant a few minutes later. Gemma order a bunch of hamburgers after about 20 minutes of waiting we got back in her car.
"Have you noticed anything different about Jax?" Gemma asked.
"What do you mean?" I asked her.
"Like, do you think he's been acting different, or has he been telling you he wants to stop gun running?" She asked.
"Umm" I said before she spoke again.
"Your only person he tells everything to" She said.
"Well, he's been talking about trying to find a different way of handling things….you know, instead of just killing someone right away" I said and she nodded.
"You know if he try's to stop all of this, he'll end up killed" She said.
"I know" I said sighing.
"Do you think I have anything to worry about?" She asked.
"Not right now" I replied.
"Try and knock some sense into him for me, he listens to you" She said.
"I'll try" I said.
We got back to the clubhouse and gave the guys their lunch.
~ A few hours later~
I was still in the office trying to get some more work done, most of the guys had already left to get ready for Abel's coming home party. Jax walked through the door.
"Ready to go set the little man free?" He asked and I smiled.
"Yeah, lets go get him" I said. We walked out of the office.
"My moms already up there" He said and I laughed.
"Yeah, she left like 2 hours ago" I said and he chuckled.
We got onto his bike and went up to the hospital. After we got up there we went to Abel's room. Gemma was holding him.
"There you two are" She said then Tara walked into the room.
"Jax, you'll have to sign these" She said handing him a bunch of papers.
"Ok" He said. She waited in the room while he signed all of them. After a few minutes he handed back the papers.
"I think I got all of them" He said.
"Ok, I just gotta turn these in and then you can take him home, I'll be right back" She said and walked out.
I was standing next to Gemma looking down at Abel when I felt Jax wrap his arms around me from behind.
"He's finally coming home" He said in my ear.
"Yeah" I said smiling.
Tara walked in and he let go quickly, she stared at me and him for a moment before speaking.
"Well, he's free to go" She said.
"Ok, thanks Tara" He said to her.
Gemma stood up and we walked out of his room.
"Go ahead and go outside, I'll be out in a minute" Jax said to Gemma and I.
"You sure?" Gemma asked.
"Yeah, I'll only be a minute" He said.
"…okay…" Gemma said.
Gemma and I walked outside, Abel was riding in Gemma's car since Jax's had his motorcycle.
"Here, will you take him for a second while I get his car seat out?" Gemma asked.
"Yeah" I said taking Abel.
Gemma got out his car seat and set it on the ground. I put him and buckled him up. After I was done Gemma put him in her car.
"He all ready?" I heard Jax ask walking up to us.
"Yeah" I said to him.
I rode back to Jax's house with him, all of the guys were there already. Gemma got Abel out of her car and handed him to Jax.
We walked inside and all the guys start cheering. I was smiling. They all settled down a few minutes later.
Opie, Donna and the kids were there which was a surprise. Donna didn't like getting involved with the club at all, even if it didn't really have anything to do with the club she tried to stay away from everything.
I sat in between Happy and Juice. Juice showed us that he could put touch his nose with his tongue.
"You are so weird" Happy said, Juice and I start laughing.
"Isn't it cool?" Juice asked.
"No, its not" Happy said and I start laughing again.
"Juice, just stop" I said and Happy chuckled.
A little while later we ate dinner and everyone was laughing and having a great time.
"Jess!" I heard Gemma call my name. I looked up and saw her standing in the hallway.
"Wanna help me with cake?" She asked.
I got up and walked into the kitchen with her. We cut at least 20 pieces of cake and put them on plates. I put a fork on every plate. I went back into the living room carrying as many plated as I could. Unfortunately I saw Tara, I can't say I was surprised to see her there, I knew Jax had invited her.
I handed out plates, and gave one to Jax.
"Thanks Jess" He said, Tara was sitting next to him but I skipped her and gave the last piece of cake I had to Kip.
After I was done handing out cake, I sat next to Happy and Juice again. Tara was sitting on the arm of the chair Jax was sitting in. She was rubbing his back, trying to make me jealous. I kept talking to Juice and Happy when she leaned down and kissed Jax. Jax pulled away and saw that I had been looking. I turned my back to face Happy.
JAX'S POV
"Can I talk to you for a second?" I asked Tara.
"Yeah, sure" She said.
We walked into Abel's room.
"Something wrong?" She asked me.
"Come on Tara" I said sighing.
"What?" She asked.
"You shouldn't of done that right in front of Jess" I said.
"What do you-" She said before I cut her off.
"You knew she was watching, that's why you did it" I said.
"You still have feelings for her don't you?" She asked.
"No" I said quickly "Its…just…you know, Jessa hates us together and you did that on purpose." I said.
"So now I can't show I love you?" She asked.
"Tara its supposed to be a fun night for everyone" I said "And with whatever this is-" I said then she cut me off.
"Whatever this is?!" She asked mad.
"Tara, I didn't mean it like that" I said but she still walked out. I walked out right behind her. She slammed the front door shut.
JESSA'S POV
Everyone heard the front door slam shut, they all stopped talking for a second before the started again. Truth is no one likes Tara so they don't really care if she leaves.
Juice had gotten up to get something to drink so there was an empty spot next to me on the couch. Jax came over and sat next to me. He sighed.
"Relationship problems?" I asked him and he scoffed.
"You could say that" He replied.
"Will you come in Abel's room with me?" He asked "I have something I wanna show you" He told me.
"Yeah" I said and we stood up, then walked into Abel's room.
"I'll let you find it" He said.
I start walking around the room, looking for something that was different then the last time I had been in here. I walked over to Abel's dresser and saw 3 picture frames, which weren't there before. There was one that had a picture of Jax and Abel that I had taken a couple weeks ago. There was another one on the other side, it was of Abel and I, it was the one Jax took of me and him at the hospital where I was looking down at him smiling. Then the one in the middle was the one of Jax, Abel and I, it was the one Gemma took of us together.
I smiled looking at them.
"Those were my favorite" Jax said from behind me.
"I even went out and bought the frames and had the pictures printed all by myself" He said and I start laughing.
"Shocking right?" He asked.
"Very" I said and he smiled.
"Listen Jess, I'm really sorry about Tara" He said.
"Its not your fault" I said.
"But I feel really bad, everyone was supposed to have fun tonight" He said.
"Jax, its okay" I said "You can't control her" I told him.
We walked back out and stat celebrating again, when Opie got a call-
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