Chapter 20

Alkane POV

It hasn't been long since…well…our play time and for some reason I kind of like it. I should feel kind of violated but if that was the case then I should have said something. I guess there's still things I haven't learned about heat. Frankly I am grateful that Jane help me relieve me from it. I'm still in heat but not as bad thank goodness cause I don't even know what would've happened next.

I just hope Takeshi is doing alright with the Lookouts. The last thing I want is him to go missing, or worse killed. But the odds of that happening is kind of slim since Razor rarely gets involved. However, he's still not afraid of a fight. I just can't help it cause I feel…kind of lonely without him.

Just thinking about it kind of set me off but not too much (thank god). Man, just thinking about it is starting to hurt. Maybe I do care, I may have almost given in but could what I said be true. I think long and hard. I soon got up and started to head up to father to confess what I am feeling. If he doesn't like it then tough, but if he does well I'll be happy.

I soon see him talking to one of his hunting groups. Something about finding as much food as possible.

Ok you can do this. I said to myself as I continued getting closer. Until I see who father is talking to. It was Riz and I thought this couldn't get any more pressure.

Takeshi pov

It's been awhile since we left and so far, it's been alright, a few close calls with a rival pack (thank goodness Razor convince them that we didn't mean to intrude) and then formed an alliance with the Nightshades. Yep, so far, it's been really intrusting. I just wished that Alkane was here right now. Boy she's going to be jealous about what I am going to tell her.

In fact, the Nightshades offered us to spend the night so that they could understand what they will be up against if they are going to have this work. Razor agreed and told some of us to leave and let Alpha Phantom know about this.

As for me I just stuck around just in case Razor needed any help or back up. As we continued walking I couldn't help but feel…a bit…a bit odd. But it didn't bother me too much to lose focus on what was going on.

"Are you ok?" ask Razor.

I just signed "Yea just an odd feeling that's all."

We soon arrive to the Nightshades home and it kind of looked like home just a bit um…bigger. But for some reason it doesn't feel very…welcoming.

"Stay here and keep an eye out, Takeshi you're with me." Ordered Razor.

The two of us started to follow some of the members until we meet their Alpha. And as soon as I see her. My urge started to rise a bit. Her upper skin is like a nice creamy tan color with some shad white stripes and her underbelly is like a pure white color.

I soon notice Razor bowing down and I soon followed not wanting to cause trouble. The alpha soon got up and started to walk up to us.

"It's been awhile, welcome old friend." Said the alpha.

"It's great to see you as well Shera. I'm kind of surprised how you were able to um…"

"Build my own pack, yes it was actually thanks to Phantoms teachings that I was able to do so."

There was a deep pause until Shera tells us to rise and follow her. She soon started to explain how she can't want to get the alliance started. I was about to fall asleep cause of how boring this conversation is. I tried to think other things like helping the pack, finally getting Phantoms respect, having sex with…. I woke up after thinking that and soon started to blush really badly. Then I felt something poking. I looked down and then shot back up with embarrassment.

"Hey, sorry for the interruption but do you mind if I um… take a short walk?"

Razor just smiled and answered "Go ahead, but don't go too far. This won't take long and once we agree then were off.

I soon leave the two alone while they have their conversation. I check to make sure the cost is clear and then rolled on my back and looked at the same spot. My um…this is going to be embarrassing so keep it to yourself please. We good…good…anyway. I soon see a little bit of my dick sticking out. I could help but start blushing.

I soon rolled back on my stomach and got up wondering what just happened. Was it something I said, was it because of how Shera looks, or maybe my feels for Alkane is getting to me.
"You o.k."

I turned around in fright to see it was Razor. My heart was racing in panic that he might have saw what I was doing. I tried to say something but nothing came out cause…I didn't want to make it even more embarrassing.

I soon spoke first "Jesus, don't do that."

"Sorry, I just want to let you know that we were finished and came here to make sure you were alright before we start heading back home." Said Razor.

He could tell something was wrong with me because he could see my um…you know and just looks at me and asked "Your in heat aren't you?"

"Wha…" was all I asked.

"You're in heat, aren't you?"

I just started to fondle and answered "I…I don't know…what does that even mean anyway?"

Razor soon sat down and answered "It's like a warm feeling or an urge to mate. It's kind of hard to describe to be honest."

I just blushed and tried to hide it from him but he could tell right away. He just laughs a bit and states "Don't worry about, at least your handling it better then I did."

That to be honest kind of got me curious and asked, "May I ask um…what you mean by that."

Sooner then I ask he started blush to but not as badly and answered "I was around your age, both Jane and I were actually by ourselves for the time being. Father was out hunting, will Alkane was helping with the rest of the group. I decided to give the look outs a break and have the day off. Jane asked if I would like to walk with her for a bit."

He paused for a moment and then continued "Just around what the humans called the afternoon, I couldn't help but noticed that Jane was sweeting like crazy. I thought she was really hot but boy was I wrong. Thankfully, she tells me that she was in heat and didn't know what to do from then. Although, I didn't realize that my private was showing as well."

"O.K what does this have to do with it?" was all I asked.

"Well, long story short we mated but in a way so we didn't get any children."
He paused a moment hoping I would get what he meant but soon said "I actually put my private into her tail hole."

My eyes were widening from what he just said but I was kind of interesting and let him continue.

"It felt really good, her muscles back there on my private were really powerful, yet very satisfying and…"

He soon stops to realize he was starting to enter as well and quickly stop talking. I couldn't help but laugh at him for a moment (cause he was blushing really badly) and he soon started laughing to.

"Anyways, it's nothing to be ashamed of just don't let it control you and you should be fine. Though I will say this, females have the worst case then us males."

"May I ask why?" was my question.

"Well they can get tense, impatient, and really grouchy. But it all depends on how long they've dealt with it. Both Jane and I have dealt with this…"

"And did it again?"

Razor just laughed and answered "No, but we were tempted to do it again. We would go out and talk about nice things other than mating, having kids, and anything that will tense either a male or female into it. Heats can be dangerous if you aren't careful."

"I'll keep that in mind, thanks."

We soon started to get up but there was something else that was bothering me. I know I was once human, and I was the one who saved her. Should I tell the truth, I mean Razor trust me enough.

"Hey, to tell you the truth, that human..."

"Are going about this again?" asked Razor.

"No but just here me out ok. The story is true but my life story isn't."

"What do you mean?" he asked with a confusion look.

"The human that saved her life was me. I was once a human that ended up ship wrecked on this island. I was trying to find shelter and that's when I ran into your pack. Alkane end up getting her ankle on a bear trap and couldn't get free. I felt bad for her but I was kind of worried that she would have me for lunch. But, I ended up helping her and until she got better I did everything for her. Hunting, cleaning her womb, making sure she was alright all those things."

I soon took a deep breath and then continued "When she got better we went out together to find you guys. Once we did my plan was to leave and go back to the shelter. But our plan changed when a Carnotor came and we had to hide. We soon make a brake for it and I ended up injured."

I soon showed him the scar on my leg to prove what I was talking about.

"We found the building that you found us and she gave me some of her blood. Then somehow I ended up changing from human to a raptor."

Razor got up and walked away for a bit. I started to sweet a bit thinking of the may ways that could happen. He soon came back and says.

"I don't believe it. Not one bit of that."

"It's the truth, we made up my backstory so Alpha Phantom wouldn't kick me out."

Razor just shook his head "Even if it were true, I would still trust you."

I rose my head in surprised. I wasn't surprised that he doesn't believe me but since its true he still trusts me.

"Mom would say some strange things to us, and some of them were true some were not. But she would always say that if you believe that its true no matter how crazy it may sound, if not then its fine as well."

"However, I guess it would make since why we haven't heard of your pack."

I soon asked, "So you believe it?"

He soon answered "The answer is yes and no, but let's keep it between us for both your life and Alkane. If father hears about this, he'll flip."

I nodded and the two of us plus the rest of the lookouts started heading home.