AN: Hey again, enjoy the second chapter.
.85.
Lilly shows back up in her room in front of the altar with a pout. "So angry, so overprotective..." She says, looking to her empty bed with a quirked eyebrow before shrugging. With Mae's book in hand she leaves her room, finding the rest of the house quiet as well. They must be out doing errands or something, maybe Mae and Sam are in the basement. She checks the kitchen for the angel, smiling when she finds it empty. She leaves the book on a counter as she happily begins pulling things out to make dinner.
She hums to herself, going over her latest conversation with her gods, completely oblivious to the fact that her summoning may have caused a bit of panic. After the prep is done she starts the actual cooking, singing softly to herself, the silence slowly wearing on. Gods I fucking can't… It's so fucking quiet… That's not good. Since when are Winchester's quiet? Or Mae… Or even that fucking angel? I'd even take Castiel's obnoxious ass over this silence.
"Where is everyone? It's like seven…" Lilly frowns looking over to the clock nodding in affirmation. "Weird... Maybe I should call them or something..."
"You're back, everyone was concerned for you." Castiel suddenly says from behind her as he walked in from the garage.
Lilly jumps and screams startled by the angels abrupt appearance, and the lack of warning. It would be you. "Concerned?" Lilly asks with her head tilted to the side just slightly, waiting for the angel to continue, but eventually gives up and just asks "Care to elaborate?"
"I felt the magic from your amulet disappear this morning. I would have informed Dean sooner, but he has told me not to wake him up. He has since told me that I can wake him up in emergencies. Mae was the one who told me to wake him-"
"Okay." Never asking him to elaborate ever again. "I get it. Just stop."
"I have not finished elaborating."
"I forgot you were you. Go back to being taciturn." Lilly says hand over her face in frustration.
"I will bring the others." Castiel comments as he walks out of the room
"Make sure they have the car this time! Dean hates leaving it places!" Lilly yells to him.
The sound of flapping wings reaching her ears a few seconds later is her only answer.
Why do I feel like I'm going to be in more trouble? I just got out of trouble, this isn't even fair… They summoned me! And, okay, I was there way longer than I thought. Fuckin' dammit, this is my fault. I should really be more on top of calling people...And Sup-fucking-er...It's quiet again… even better. She sighs going back to cook, with a shrug.
She looks back to the open garage door when she feels the crackle of energy over her skin.
"Mae? What's wrong?" Sam asks.
"Angel travel, it just, give me a second." Mae responds weakly.
"Why are we in the garage?" Dean asks.
"The Just Lilly does not like when I enter the kitchen my way, it jumps and screams. Then threatens me with harm." Castiel states, before he turns to Mae. "And my way of travel should not affect you so adversely."
"Sorry." Mae mumbles.
"You do not need to apologize to him for that Mae." Sam growls.
"Great. So she's in the kitchen? She's been gone all day, no note, no word, and she's in the fucking kitchen?" Dean snarls.
Lilly shrinks at that comment. He was pissed. This was going to be a pain in the ass to explain, it was nice back when she didn't have to report to people…But she supposed some accountability wouldn't hurt her. Should have made more than one pie… Well, mistakes were made. She shrugs, just happy the others were home and continues her cooking.
"Yes Dean. Elizabeth I was just voicing my concern. That is not normal. You do not need to apologize for it, it may be due to the fact you're a more than a human, human."
Lilly watches from the corner of her eye as an angry Dean, frustrated Sam, an ill looking Mae, and an indifferent angel enter the kitchen.
"You." Dean all but growls as he points at her angrily, as he walked towards her.
"Me." Lilly squeaked, backing into the corner near the stove. "Sup guys? How was your day?"
"Gods?" Mae questions, sliding into the nearest chair.
"Si. They were less than thrilled with me." Lilly affirms her eyes not leaving Dean. "Lectures were had, threats were made. Dinners on the stove. Pies in the oven."
"Elizabeth, there is only one God, we have been over this. Her protectors are heretics if they claim to be Gods."
"Please do not talk to her like that Cass, haven't you done enough damage to her today?" Sam snaps glaring at the angel.
"I have apologized to her. I was not intentionally trying to harm her. It was an oversight on my part." Castiel comments with a small frown.
"It's okay, it was an accident." Mae says hugging Sam to her, in attempts to alleviate his anger.
"What did he do this time?" Lilly asks ignoring the irate Dean in front of her, hoping if she just gave him some time he'd calm down.
"It was an accident. He… You know what it doesn't matter." Mae begins only to think better of it. If I talk about that with Dean in the room, everyone is just going to get mad all over again.
"Uh huh. Well I want to know…" Lilly asks hoping for a distraction. "Sammy, what happened with the angel?"
"You're gonna tell me, right now, what the fuck happened this morning." Dean growls.
"I'm not sure. I wasn't here that's what I'm trying to find out. This sounds important Dean." Lilly responds, with a small smile.
"I'm wanting to know the reason why you weren't here, or why you didn't let us know anything." Dean crosses his arms in front of himself, keeping a good four feet between them.
"Oh. I already said that." Lilly says wearily noting the distance he was keeping. I think he wants to strangle me.
"Your Gods. Why didn't you leave a note?" Dean snaps at her.
"Well, when I was sum- When I went to them you were sleepi-" Lilly begins only to be cut off.
"Summoned!? They can summon you? I thought they couldn't see you." Dean asks, throwing a hand in the air.
"I was meditating at my altar… Where they can see, well, sense me, I'm not really sure how it works." Lilly says calmly, wishing she hadn't cornered herself. "So Cass, did something stupid? What was that?" She asks hoping to change the subject.
"Oh no, you and I need to talk." Dean says, grabbing her hand. "You and I can find out what Cass did later."
"Okay… Well dinner's actually only half way done." Lilly says holding her ground. Not really wanting another, sure to be, lecture.
"I'm sure it will be ok if Mae finishes it. Or Sam."
"You've never seen Mae cook… But it's okay I can finish making it." Lilly comments as she plants her feet on the ground.
"It's true Dean, I ruin everything." Mae agrees, attempting to help Lilly out. My god, these men over react so bad, what did we get ourselves into. I mean sure, the whole angels and demons thing sucked, but this is still like a ten, and I feel like a six, or ooh I like four, four is more reasonable. I told them she went with her gods… This is ridiculous.
"Sure, I'll finish it." Sam adds helpfully to Dean. "I know you've been worried about her."
"You know… when you- When you guys don't call us on hunting trips, we don't-" Lilly begins only to be cut off.
"Thank you Sammy." Dean growls as he just throws his girlfriend over his shoulder.
"You know, when Sam picks up Mae, it's usually not so- MMM." Lilly begins, when she's cut off by a surprisingly hard smack to her ass. "Dean!"
"Bye Lilly." Mae waves, a light blush spreading across her nose..
"See you guys later." Dean snaps as he heads up the stairs in the kitchen. "You're going to explain to me, why they can fucking summon you, and what they threatened you with."
"When you say it that way it sounds awful… They were just worried, I can walk Dean…" Lilly whines.
"Not when I'm through with you. I dare you to pull this stunt again." Dean growls.
"I'm not sure if that's a threat, or a promise…" Are the last words they can hear.
"Why did he smack her?" Castiel asks the last two occupants in the room. "And why did Just Lilly enjoy it?"
Sam and Mae both turn to look at him, Mae's blush intensifying at the angel's observation.
"Um…" Sam begins unsure how to respond.
"It's uh. It's just something-" Mae tries to find the words to explain.
"You know what. You should ask Dean. Later. That's definitely a Dean question, don't you think Mae?" Sam says imploring as he turns to the stove, to finish cooking dinner.
"Yep." Mae leans her head into the table. "But much Later."
"I will ask him later then. Human customs are odd." Castiel nods as he walks over to the counter his eyes drawn to a book. He picks it up and turns it over with confusion. "This is a strange book for Just Lilly to own."
"What is it? We own a lot of books." Mae asks, picking her head up again.
"It is pouring with old magic." Castiel says flipping through the pages. "It is addressed to you, Elizabeth. You should not read it."
"What?" Sam asks walking over to the angel, to inspect the book.
"May I see it?" Mae says, standing up to follow Sam.
"I do not think that is a good idea. It is from one of the false gods." Castiel responds brows knit together. They could be trying to convert her or something equally blasphemous.
"What's the book about?" Sam asks holding out his hand expectantly.
Castiel looks at Sam's extended hand, "I have looked it over, it is about learning discipline to control empathy."
"Oh yeah, she said she was going to ask Thoth if he had anything that could help me get a handle on this empathy thing." Mae says, looking up to Sam and Castiel's faces.
"Her gods are helping you now too?" Sam asks with a quirked brow. I don't know how to feel about that. Why is the book coated in magic? This is weird...
"Yeah, so I can function without nosebleeds and headaches, can I have it please?" Mae asks again, now holding her hand out for the book.
"It is coated with magical energies Elizabeth I do not think that is wise." Castiel pulls the book away from her.
"I don't think you should touch it Mae." Sam says pulling the book from Cass' outstretched hand skimming through it himself.
"I think you two are both overreacting. Lilly's gods wouldn't give me a book just to hurt me. That doesn't make sense." Mae sighs in frustration.
Sam thumbs through the first few pages again, stopping when he finds a note. "What examination? They call her their odd one?" he asks, his mouth pulling downwards with a deep frown. Goddamn it Lilly… don't drag Mae into your shit...
"Oh, well. Thoth offered, and I mean, I have asked a lot of people this question before, so it didn't seem so strange to ask a protector of knowledge and wisdom if he could tell what was wrong with me. Yeah, it's kind of cute, they treat her like their kid..." Mae smiles pleasantly, just wanting to get the book, she was grateful Lilly had gone through the effort of borrowing a book for her.
"There is nothing wrong with you Elizabeth." Castiel snaps sternly. "Certainly nothing wrong enough to go to a false god for help. I have told you, you are a more than human, human."
"I don't know what that means though." Mae pouts. Ooo, he's kind of angry about this.
"I don't know what that means either…are you trying to comfort her, or not?" Sam adds still concerned about the note. When he hears boiled over water from the stove. "Shit." He says dropping the book to the counter as he runs to the stove. "What is up with this vegetarian kick, and damn it… There's a pie in the oven with no timer. What the hell Lilly? And wait, the gods act like her parents?"
Mae quickly scoops the book up, holding it to her chest with her arms covering it protectively. "Yes they do. She has Godparents." She giggles.
"Huh… weird…" Sam says as he starts shutting off the burners. "Foods done, I think…" I do not know what to think about that… so I'm dropping it. Not my girlfriend, not my problem.
"Elizabeth, put down the magical book, we don't know what's wrong with it." Castiel reprimands her.
"It's my book Cass. I need it." Mae pouts again, knowing she could never actually keep the book from him.
"Mae, put down the book." Sam say, turning back to her and walking over.
"I will ask the Just Lilly what is on it." Cass says with a flap of wings.
"Wait no do-" Sam and Mae both exclaim, and trip over themselves.
They hear a piercing shriek of anger, as they both wince. They wait several moments in a stunned silence before the angel flaps back looking confused and concerned, and feeling triply so. I do not understand what they were doing...or why it was that angry… Dean should not be near it when it is that angry...
"It was not in english." Castiel informs Mae and Sam.
"What she said?" Mae asks, not sure what he was talking about. Wow, he is really concerned.
"That too… Just Lilly is very well versed in hebrew." Castiel frowns.
"Cass, later. That word, it means later, like the next time you see that person." Sam chides the Angel. "What about english?" He asks exasperated with the angels antics.
"The book was not in english, so that's the spell on it. It reeks of the false gods magic because he changed the language to english." Castiel explains.
"So it's safe for me to read then, that was nice of him to put it in english for me." Mae smiles and looks down at the book held protectively against her chest.
"Ah… That's weird. But hey you met them, and said they were nice to you right?" Sam asks as he looks down at Mae.
"Yes, they were very nice to me." Mae smiles up at Sam.
"No Elizabeth, it could also be some type of other magic. I still do not think you should read it."
"But, you asked what the magic was. It's just to make it english." Mae pouts.
"I do not trust the Just Lilly's judgement or her false gods." Castiel frowns.
Mae rolls her eyes with a smile, opening the book to the note inside.
Miss Elizabeth Mae Carlson,
This book should help you control your abilities
Please let our odd one know when you are
ready for the examination, or have any questions.
I am more than interested to help
We send our condolences about the Angels
Please keep an eye out for her, she makes horrible decisions.
Thoth
Aw that's so sweet. He did say it would be quick… But, just incase, we should probably wait until the guys leave again. And warn Cass. They overreact, so bad. Is it rude to ask a god to make a house call? Oohhh, these are Lilly questions... She smiles holding the book closer to herself. "Lilly actually has great judgement… Of other people anyways."
The angel narrows his eyes at that comment.
"Hey, none of that, she just mirrors. You were the one to call her The Abomination." Mae defends her friend.
"Because she is one. I do not understand how often I must tell you this." Castiel states.
"So dinner's ready. We should eat." Sam says looking between the two of them feeling concerned.
"I do not require sustenance." Cass tells them.
"You eat when Lilly gives you a plate." Mae comments confused.
"She throws things when angered, she has unnecessary concern for my vessel." The Angel explains.
"Vessel?" Mae asks, confused.
"He's riding someone." Sam informs her.
Mae looks over to Castiel, surprised. "You're inside a human?"
"He granted me permission, he is happy to help an angel of the lord."
"I guess that explains the double emotions layer thing." Mae comments with a smile, finally understanding, at least partially, why the angel felt the way he did.
"I have told you, I do not feel emotions Elizabeth. I have not fallen." Castiel states.
"But it makes sense now, it's your vessel." Mae says quickly, covering up her slip up.
Sam quirks his brow at Mae, as he makes three plates of food, after taking the overdone pie out of the oven. Well it's crispy, but I'm sure Dean will still eat it.
"You are feeling his then. I do not feel things, though I do admire the human's ability to do so." Castiel continues.
"I'm sorry Cass. I wasn't saying that you were, it's just, you feel different to me, and I'm still trying to understand. But you're right, I must be feeling his." Mae quickly placates.
"Foods on the table." Sam says as he drops the plates and cutlery on the table. He walks back over and pulls Mae to the table. "You haven't eaten all day. Eat."
Mae maintains her grip on the book in her lap, but does as she is told. "You should eat with us Cass."
"I do not require food." Castiel states once more.
She narrows her eyes at him.
"I will eat with you." Human females have bad tempers, at least Elizabeth does not throw things… And food is not nearly as unpleasant as I thought it would be. It is actually quite delicious.
Sam chuckles as he shakes his head.
.86.
"Dean, seriously this is embarrassing. Put me down." Lilly whines, her hair hitting her face obnoxiously at each bounce as he stomps up the stairs. He's overreacting… I was just with my gods… Still need to get my hair cut… What's his problem?
"Lilly, We are going to have a serious conversation about communication. Because I'm already fed up to here with that Shit from Sam." Dean growls, kicking his door open.
"What is everyone's obsession with communication today?" Lilly complains wincing as the door is kicked. "That door did nothing to you…"
"You should probably take the hint if it has been a theme for you today." Dean snarls, slamming the door behind them.
"Or it did. My mistake, bad door." Lilly teases, still not completely understanding the situation she was in. Or how pissed and concerned Dean truly was.
With surprising gentleness, Dean lowers her to the ground in front of his bed. He grabs her shoulders, maintaining eye contact with her for a few seconds before his eyes narrow. Without warning, he roughly pulls her band tee over her head and throws it into the corner.
What the hell is going on? This isn't… Something is off here…."Dean, Cowboy? What's wrong? Not that I'm complaining… Just..." She starts confused.
Dean rips the waistband of her skirt down, letting the material pool at her feet. "I don't think you understand how much you worry me when I have no idea where you are. Castiel's words were literally 'not on earth' I'm terrified of Alistair getting his grubby hands on you again. I don't know what to do to get you to understand how much I need you to talk to me, or figure out some way of letting me know what is going on when you have to do something like visit your gods. I'm not telling you to not have a life, I'm not even trying to tell you not to see your gods. I wish I could, but I can't. I'm telling you to let me know what the fuck is happening when you leave suddenly. Because, from now on, anytime I can't find you, it's going to be because he found you. He had you for eight hours and you nearly died. He barely even tapped into his depravity." He looks her over, standing in front of him in nothing but a red lace bra with a matching panty.
"Dean, I… I'm sorry? I didn't think that I was going to be popped over there. Everyone keeps going on about the Alastair thing, but I'm fine. Everything is fi-" She begins only to be cut off when he roughly pulls her closer to him.
With a growl of anger that shocks her, Dean sits on the edge of his bed and pulls her down across his lap. "Everything is not fine LILLY." He says, pushing her head down closer to the ground, causing her to kilter off balance. He grabs her waist with his left hand to balance her, and hold her still. He brings his right hand down hard on her ass.
Is he… Did he really just...Am I...What the fuck just happened… What is this…He's still fully clothed... This is not so kinky… Well still kinky, but...I think he… He's actually spanking me...Mother fucker…"Dean! I am not a child. This is embarrassing, let me go…" Lilly demands squirming trying to wiggle out of his grip. Both palms flat on the floor to keep her balance.
He swats her again aiming for the same spot. "You could have fooled me. You are keeping secrets from me, you aren't taking my concern for your safety seriously, and you did not think about what I would do if you went missing while you were talking to your Gods." He raises his hand again, bringing it down on her left cheek this time, watching as she kicks her legs that aren't quite touching the ground. "I think I am being very understanding about you visiting your Gods. Gods that I am trusting your judgement on, by the way. My experience would tell me that you are wrong, that they are going to hurt you." He switches to a new spot, bringing his hand down again.
This is very confusing… "Dean, this is humiliating, I told you I didn't know they were going to summon me, and I HAVE talked to you, you're overreacting." Lilly says still shocked he had the audacity to do what he was doing. She winces at the stinging sensation that follows the statement. Embarrassed at the heat pooling at her core. Not cool… what the fuck is wrong with me? This isn't cool.
He brings his hand down several times in quick secession, peppering her ass with hard slaps.
"Ow. That fucking hurt you prick." Lilly grouses struggling harder to get out of his arm, her ass hot from the stings.
"It's suppose to, I can't think of anything else to do with you. I am trying to get you to understand. They took you, that's great that it wasn't Alistair," Dean gives her another hard smack, "But you're the only one who knew that. For ten hours I had no idea where you were." He accents his point with another rapid assault, keeping the swats even across her round ass. "You couldn't have asked to for a message or something, ten hours Lilly." He yells roughly, slapping her across her sit spot.
"I didn't think about it… They were lecturing me, didn't think to ask for favors." Lilly snaps out, wincing when his hand meets her ass again. "This is very confusing." She growls out.
"How is this confusing? It's pretty straight forward." He smacks her sit spot on the opposite cheek. Her ass now a nice pinkish red. He rubs his hand along her skin, feeling the heat.
"Okay. Ow. I get it. Leave notes. Point taken, let me go. This is humiliating more than hot… Can't you get undressed at least? This isn't fair." Lilly whines doing her best to bite back the hum of pleasure as he rubs his hand against her ass. Too humiliated to let it pass her lips. I do not want him to know how fucking hot this is...Fuck… What the fuck is wrong with me… If this isn't ending with sex… I'mma be so pissed.
"Nope." Dean rains another assault across her cheeks, careful to not overlap too much, and keeping the coloring even.
"Amun-fucking-Ra Dean! I get it. Notes. Phone calls. E-mail, text messages. Smoke signals. Sky writers. I should have called when I got back, I thought you were busy. Sorry. I'll just assume that you have nothing better to do." Lilly snaps out her ass burning from the stinging swats.
"Oh Lilly, I really believed you might have been closer to understanding me until you threw that last part in." Dean says, pulling her lacy red boy shorts down her hips, smiling when he realises how close the colors matched in some spots. He runs his hands up her cool porcelain legs and back to the curve of her ass, enjoying the differing levels of heat.
"I do Dean. I get it. Gods, I don't see how you dislike my gods so much when you sound just fucking like them." Lilly bites out her hand going to cover her now bare ass. Her whole body flushed from a mixture embarrassment and arousal, unable to hold back the moan that is all but ripped from her at his gentle caress.
Dean brings his hand down sharply on her bare ass, the crack louder than she thought it should be. He holds her still as she kicks and squirms, grabbing her hand right arm as she threw it back in the attempt to protect herself, pinning it to her waist leaving her to only balance using her left hand on the floor. He brings his hand down several more times, each crack louder than the last.
Lilly flinches at the noises, her ass hurting more than it ever had in her life. "Dean. Stop. I'm sorry. Communication. Understood." She bites out, her whole body freezing when she feels the angel about to walk in. She struggles in Dean's grip doing her damnedest to break free and cover herself before the stupid short bus of an angel appeared, but Dean just holds her tighter, another hard smack landing against her sit bone. Her skin going scarlet as she looked up at the confused looking Angel standing in the middle of Dean's room, letting out a shriek of embarrassment.
"Hi Cass." Dean says calmly, bringing his hand down on her ass once more. He quickly adjusts with her renewed squirms, keeping her balanced on one knee while wrapping his other leg around hers, pinning her ass higher in the air.
"GET THE FUCK OUT!" She screams at him before letting out a slew of curses in hebrew to get her point across.
"Just Lilly, why is the book addressed to Mae coated in your false gods magic?" Castiel asks, one eyebrow raised, his eyes scrunched in confusion.
"It's not in fucking english, LEAVE!" She demands ripping off her amulet, the only thing she could reach, with her left hand and hurling it at him with all her might.
"What are you doing to Just Lilly?" Castiel asks as the amulet bounces off his chest, landing to the floor with a thud.
"OUT!" She demands again, feeling thoroughly mortified, as she glows bright red.
Dean swats her ass several more time, peppering the swats across the her tender sit spot. "We're having a serious discussion, and I'm punishing her."
"This is how humans discuss things?"
"OUT Now you stupid- I will pluck off everyone of your fucking feathers! DEAN make it leave!" Lilly cries out.
He brings his hand down twice, once on each side. "You should go Cass, you're distracting her."
With a flap of wings he is gone.
"I hate you. Why didn't you just tell him to leave sooner?" Lilly demands refusing to cry from her humiliation. The slaps while the Angel was in the room catching up with her. Her ass feeling like it was on fire.
Dean continues his assault on her ass, each swat loud and stinging. "I wasn't paying attention to him, I was focused on teaching you a lesson. It's just Cass. He doesn't understand what it was anyway." He brings another swat down, right in the sweet spot. He starts gently rubbing his hand along her curved ass again, "So, we were talking." He lands another hard smack on her right cheek.
Lilly pouts as she puts her left hand back on the ground to help balance herself. "I said I understand. I'm sorry. I promise it won't happen again."
"This is going to be a lot worse if it does." He says, bringing his hand down softer this time, peppering the lighter swats across the bright red.
"This isn't fair, and this is humiliating." Lilly whines her ass stinging.
"Fair? Fair? You want to talk to me about fair?" He asks, rubbing her heated cheeks.
"Nope." She says popping the 'p' "Doesn't sound like I do."
He brings his hand down harder than ever.
"Fuck!" She exclaims.
"Was it fair of you to just leave me worried to death that the worst monster I have ever met might have you?" He asks, accenting every other word with alternating swats.
"I said I'm sorry. What do you want?" Lilly whines between deep breathes.
"Right now, I want you to stop whining about fair." Dean tells her, swatting each cheek hard.
"Okay. I can do that." Lilly squeaks out.
"Good." He starts rubbing her cheeks again, admiring his handy work. "Wow babe, your ass is a bright red right now. Not quite cherry red though. I could make it that color though."
Lilly opens her mouth to snap at him, but thinks better of it.
"What was that hufflepuff?"
"Nothing." She bites out.
He continues to rub the reddened skin. "I'm going to reposition you." He warns her.
"Are we done?" She asks tone hopeful.
"Hardly." he tells her, his voice husky. He lets up pressure on one of her legs, guiding it out of his leg trap with his right hand.
"Oh…" Lilly pouts.
"Is there anything you want to talk to me about?" He asks, continuing to massage her cheeks.
She can't help but to moan as he touches her. "No, nothing I can think of…"
"I've got time, you can think." He says, bringing his hand down again. Twice, alternating the sides he was aiming for.
"Dean." she exclaims.
"Yes?" He swats her again.
"I really don't know what you want…"
"Right now, I need to know if there is anything, ANYTHING, else that you should be telling me." He informs her, landing several more hard smacks across her ass. "Because if you think this is bad, just wait. If I ever find something out from someone other than you and it's big. I. Will. Take. It. Out. On. Your. Sweet. Ass." He accents each shortly said word with a quick slap.
"I can't think under these conditions." She whines trying to wrestle out of his grip, her ass smarting something fierce. Her legs shifting uncomfortably, needing the friction.
"These conditions?" He asks, letting his hand slide from the last place he hit, gently brushing against her folds.
"Gods." She breathes out after a quick intake of breath.
Dean smirks when he feels how wet she was, his green eyes darkening with lust, as he leaned down, his lips pressed against the nape of her neck as his fingers gently teased her. "If I didn't know better Lilly, what the fuck am I saying?" He teases out, his voice rougher with his arousal, his warm breath hits and he watches in smug satisfaction as it makes her shiver and moan in response. He clucked his tongue in faux disappointment, as he watches her with heat in his eyes.
She swallows hard as her breath comes out in short pants, more wet than she has ever been in her life.
"Not much I can do for you when you're all clamped up and waiting for another spank." He teases. "Unless you'd like some more of that too." She feels his hand leave.
"Dean, this isn't funny." Lilly pants out.
"What's not?"
"I get it. Communicate."
"Apparently your Gods and I are on the same page about this?" Dean's hand resumes massaging her cheeks, occasionally dipping down to tease her wet entrance.
"Yes. I can't, I don't know what else, what you want, " Lilly gasps out.
"I want to know that you understand how important you are, to me, your Gods, Mae, Sam, Bobby. How very important you are."
"Is this about the torture thing?" Lilly asks confused.
"This is about all of it. I don't think you see yourself the way your family does. I know you're strong and stubborn and independent, protective and all the other amazing traits that make you you. But seriously, I don't have to be an empath to know that you are still hiding things. You're confession the other day was just the tip of it all.
"Confession?" She asks confused again "Oh… the opium… I really hate that shit…I'm not sure what I said-That should not be used against me. That's not f-okay. I'm f-dealing. The Alastair thing… My gods were taking a brunt of the pain. They are not very pleased with my decisions…Not pleased that they had to hear the whole thing and couldn't… I refused to call for them." I should just take all 'F' words out of my vocab… my ass is burning… he was not joking… but gods so fucking hot… seriously I question my own sanity sometimes...
"You told me all about being a high priestess to Maat." He tells her, his hand dropping down again to play with her clit, tweaking it between his two fingers. "You also told me that you have abilities, and that your other soul is Ahmes."
Lilly moans in pleasure as he plays with her even as her mind begins reeling fearful of what exactly she had told him in her drug addled state.
"And I told you that I don't think you're a freak, and that I'm not going to leave you." He continues, pushing a finger inside her.
Lilly takes a deep breath the minute his finger enters her, bucking her hips. "That's nice. Can we actually fuck now…"
"I'm not sure you've actually learned a lesson here. I wouldn't want all my work to go to waste." Dean teases, swirling another finger into her.
"I swear I will always let you know where I am, I promise." Lilly pants out.
"Is that the only lesson you learned?" He asks, roughly pulling his fingers in and out, increasing his speed.
"No?" She pants wishing he'd just let go of her hips. No's the right answer right?
"Should I start the spanking back up or are you going to elaborate?" Dean begins using his thumb to tease her clit, keeping his finger buried inside her, swirling and curling around her please spot.
"No. Communication? Fuck...I need to communicate right?" Lilly pants out mind going blank.
"Uh huh, Communication is good. Talking about things that happened, how you're feeling. Letting someone know when you go somewhere, not just disappearing."
"I was already doing those things… Just not the last." Lilly lets out a grunt of disappointment as she feels him remove his hand.
Dean brings his hand down in quick succession, swatting up and down her cheeks for the lie. "That was not the right answer. I said I need you to do better. Not hide things. You were doing that."
"Gods damn it Dean. I'm going to die if you don't fuck me. This is not fun anymore." Lilly pants out.
"This is called a punishment for a reason babe." He continues to massage her ass for a moment, enjoying the renewed heat.
"I talk to you all the fucking time…I let you know the important stuff... This isn't fair." She in frustration. "Wait I did not mean to say fair."
He ignores her and instead peppers her again with loud stinging smacks. "I knew I could make your ass cherry red." He chuckles, rubbing lightly.
"Fuck. Damn it. Cowboy. I'm not going to able to sit for days."
"I blame your smart ass mouth for getting your ass in so much trouble." Dean smiles, enjoying the feeling of her ass against his palm. God, I'm enjoying this too much...
"Dean… fine. I get it. Babe, I do. Can we please, please, please, fuck now."
"I thought you weren't going to be able to sit for days." Dean teases, dropping his hand back to roughly slide his two fingers in again.
"I'll manage, please just fuck me?" Lilly hisses out in pleasure.
"So demanding." He teases, picking his rhythm of in and out up.
"Bite me." She bites out moaning with pleasure.
He smiles, letting her right arm go as he uses his free hand to unsnap her bra. Watching as the straps instantly slide down her arms.
Lilly places her right hand down palm flat against the ground, happy with her renewed sense of balance. Watching as her bra slips from her. "Can you take off your clothes now?" She pants out.
He uses his left hand to trace patterns along her back, while his other hand continues its rough rhythm. "I don't seem to have any free hands."
Lilly can't help but to arch her back in pleasure as his fingers play down her spine. "You can always let me go…"
"Mmm, nope, that's never going to be an option. Oh, you mean let you up." Dean says, crossing his fingers inside her and sliding his one finger on top of the other.
Lilly all but purrs with happiness at that comment. As she lets out a low moan. "Dean, please…this isn't fa-fun..."
"But if I let you up, I can't keep doing this. Plus, I think I'd lose the view." Dean responds smiling at her before shaking his head. His hand running over her ass. Removing his fingers smirking at her huff of frustration.
"Dean!." Lilly growls, feeling bereft without his fingers in her.
"Lilly." Dean growls back at her, shifting her in his lap, his arms going under her knees as he turns her upright, careful to keep her freshly tanned ass from rubbing against his rough jeans.
Lilly wraps her hands around his torso fingers gripping into his shirt to keep herself balanced. Wincing at the new position, her ass smarting and sore. That's going to hurt so much in the morning...
"Are you afraid of me now?" Dean asks her, his brow raised when he sees the wince. Shit, what the fuck did I just do? "Oh god Lilly, I'm sorry." He murmurs, pulling her up in a hug, his face going to the safe haven of her sandalwood scented hair. I'm sadistic and disgusting, I enjoyed that. I didn't even care when someone walked- popped in...
"What? Afria- Dean...babe… I'm not … No? Whats wrong baby?" Lilly asks hugging him closer ignoring the pain in her ass as she readjusts. Severely confused. "I, I'm sorry...I don't… I should've... I'm sorry…" What did I do now… I'm so lost… my ass hurts… I think he's crying… oh gods… he's crying… oh...
"God damn it, I just, I just fucking. I enjoyed hurting you. I didn't care that you were, I was ready to do more to make my point. Lilly, oh god. I'm fucked up. I just wanted to, but then it got worse."
"Well… That's okay. We are both fucked up together." Lilly says patting his back.
"I'm no good for you. I just beat you." Just like I did in hell.
"I don't think it was nearly all that Dean… Do I want a repeat performance… maybe not so soon, but that was kinda... Hot. Not with the angel, that was not… That was instant." Lilly snaps her fingers. "But Dean… I'll remember to tell you things… So… And that wasn't really a beating… So…But Dean..." We are never having sex tonight… Clit tease- Wait, no that's not appropriate… damn it….Dean….She leans up and adjust herself and starts kissing his cheek, his tears salty. "I get it… Kinda….And hmm, you need to communicate better too… Cause… Yeah… I'm not afraid or mad… Or anything of that sort… I'm frustrated, I'm sad I disappointed you so much… I fucked up. I know that… I'm sorry." She says her arms moving around his neck her head nuzzling him, hands ruffling through his hair, needing to comfort him, in some way but not sure how to.
"That doesn't give me the right to hurt you. I was just trying to, I don't really know, I was so angry that you have the attitude that you do. I care about you, I know it probably doesn't feel that way right now, but I do."
"You didn't… Gods damn it. Look, if it… You can spank me… I don't…. I mean, I'm not going to forgot about this conversation any time soon, and I had already promised you this wasn't going to happen, and I promise I'm not upset or scared… I care about you too." Lilly explains as she kisses his temple. "But you're acting a bit like a hypocrite… There's obviously things you haven't been sharing with me either Dean.." She mumbles.
"You're right, I'm a hypocrite." He shifts, looking into her eyes. His own red from held back emotion.
"I can live with you admitting that. You, alright, my ass hurts. Saying it doesn't hurt would be a lie. But I get it, I think… You want me to be more honest with you. I'll do my best. It's hard. Shits been really… Fucked up, lately. But I'm not going to make you talk about it, I can be patient with this. I don't even care if I'm the one you talk to about it first, as long as I eventually get to know. As long as you are talking about it, cause I think your trip-"
"Lilly, shhhhh." Dean holds a finger up to her lips.
Lilly narrows her eyes at him and nips his finger gently. "No. I was talking, apparently we're talking now. You get to smack my ass, I get to talk, I thought that was the point of that exercise. Which, I personally thought was going to lead to sex, you tease. But no… It led to us crying and talking in bed, happy? No? Neither am I. So let's fix this."
Dean smiles, replacing his finger with his lips. His tongue easily parting her lips as he kisses her deeply. She really does just roll with the punches.
Lilly pulls away. "So is it leading to sex now, just done? Sex now?" She asks suspiciously. "Cause… not okay if it doesn't…"
"We can talk after, your hot ass is sitting right on my hard dick, and it's getting more difficult to hide it from you." Dean responds his voice thick and husky.
"Hmm… You're lucky… I prefer sex to talking…" She replies huskily grinding into him. "So, yeah, your clothes can go now, thanks…"
AN2: So yep. Two chapters. Again, we'd really appreciate messages and reviews. You've all been amazing to us with your support and we look forward to hearing your thoughts on the shenanigans the characters are getting into. Hopefully we'll be back on Sunday with another update. Stay safe everyone. Much love.