Lessons of Life
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Chapter 21
As we dragged in the mountains of shopping bags into the house, I felt Godric's concern through the bond straight away. "What's wrong Godric?" "It's Eric, it's not an emergency but I can feel his frustration and anger". "Let's go check in him them" I offered, only doing so because I could see Godric was worried. "Does it feel strange that your bond with Eric is open again?" I asked Godric, as we drove to Fangtasia. "Yes. I spent so long closing it off, little by little, trying to sever all my ties with him so that it would be easier for him when I left. I can see now how hard it was for him". I was glad to hear Godric talking so freely. This was a vast improvement. "I think it hard for him no too. He has to feel all the emotions that I feel. It's been a long time since Eric allowed himself to feel too deeply, at least on a human emotional level" he continued; "but I think this will be a good lesson for Eric; he has a lot to learn still". "As do you my love" I said, resting my hand on his thigh. Godric glanced at me, raising an eyebrow…..asking for an explanation. "You lost hope my love. You tried to stop yourself from feeling. You ran away from the pain". Godric looked at me incredulously. "I didn't run away" he denied, but I knew he knew different by the way he looked away. "It's OK Godric. Running away isn't a bad thing, except when it puts you in danger. But you didn't just run away from all the bad in your life, you ran away from all the good too. You too have a lot to still learn." Godric didn't say much more, he just concentrated on the road.
As we pulled into Fangtasia parking lot, something didn't feel right. The lot was empty. Normally the place would be buzzing with life. "Eric's very worried over something" was all that Godric said before speeding from the car.
Eric was in the bar, sitting at a table with Pam. I could see through the stony exterior; he was worried. "The magister and Sophie Anne paid a visit to Fangtasia tonight. The magister suspects something about the selling of V" Eric informed us. The worry was clear in his voice. "The Queen doesn't seem to care and is only worried about selling the product and getting money raised to keep the IRS off her back" he continued "She just told me to move the product and cover our tracks".
"You're holding back something Eric" Godric said, giving Eric a stern look. Eric immediately lowered his eyes and his head. "Compton's gone missing. Kidnapped perhaps. That's why Sookie was here the other night." Godric growled loudly; making Eric's eyes snap up to look at him. What happened between them has definitely brought a little fear to the respect he has for his maker. "and you only think to tell us this now?" growled Godric "you should have informed us straight away. Did you tell Sophie Ann?" "Yes Father" was Eric's reply, who was once again eyeballing the table rather than look Godric straight in the eye. I could feel Godric's anger, so I stepped in to try to ease the tension. "Eric, what did the Queen say when you told her this?" "She said she didn't care. Even when I tried to explain that he knows about the arrangement we had. She told me not to waste my time, to let him rot" he answered. "Well….isn't is obvious? She must have told him. She's completely playing you, the greedy bitch" I spat; getting angry myself. Godric spoke again "Send Pamela to Sookie…create any excuse and suss out if Compton is around."
"I owe her money for her help in Dallas" Eric offered. Godric visibly stiffened at the mention of Dallas. I reached over, taking his hand in mine and pulling it up to my mouth to place a kiss. "Let's go to Eric's office Godric. I will feed you and Eric can write his cheque. Pam followed us, getting her bag, ready to pay a visit to Sookie. I looked to Eric once again "I assume you have a dealer for the blood?" I asked him. Eric shot Godric a nervous glance and then looked back to me. "Yes…..why?" "You should follow the queens wishes and move the blood, we don't want her to become suspicious for the moment". Pamela left with a check for Sookie. I took note of Eric's insistence to give her more money than agreed. He really did have a soft spot for the blonde blood bag. I also ended up making a shopping date with Pam who had a strop about giving Sookie extra money; pointing out all the things she could buy for herself. I pacified her with a promise to take her out and buy her a gift. She was my grandchild of sorts after all.
I pulled Godric's head into my lap and offered him my wrist. I tried not to laugh as Eric got all flustered and excused himself, saying he needed to reopen the club. Funny how he can be a slime ball womaniser but cringes to watch Godric and I! Although I think it's more because of the current goings on with Godric and respecting his privacy. I might be wrong, but something tells me Eric could enjoy a little voyeurism! I watched Godric intently as hey sucked away slowly on my wrist, allowing his eyes to loll closed. The last few days had moved so quickly. I never could have dreamt it would go this way but now…I wouldn't have it any other way. I had my mate…my love and my extended, albeit dysfunctional family. I wouldn't let anybody ruin this for me…..ever. Godric pulled me out of my thoughts as he licked the last few drops of blood off my wrist. He looked up at me with heavy eyes. I pulled his hand up to mine; kissing his palm gently. My fangs snicked down and I allowed the bare tips to gently graze along the skin without drawing blood. I felt his body shudder as his head lay in my lap. Godric hissed in a breath as his eyes rolled further back; dropping his fangs down in a flash.
I walked my finger tips along his torso, edging down to the edge of his trousers…teasing…then I slip my hand upwards, under his shirt; feeling the taut muscles of his stomach and chest. The ripple through Godric's body increased as I ran the back of my nails along his skin. With my other hand, I ran it through his hair roughly. I knew we wouldn't be able to play this game much longer and I didn't like the idea of doing anything in Eric's office…it was just…. ew. "Come on, let's go home" I said, pulling Godric up off the couch with me. I stifled a little giggle; he was pouting and grumpy, like a child whose been told they can't have candy. He followed me reluctantly. "Good things come to those who wait" I chided, planting a slap on his behind as I zipped past him. I heard a low growl and had to stifle my laughter.
My happy mood dampened suddenly as I saw the little blond blood bag Sookie talking to Eric "Why do I get the feeling you're blowing me off?" I smiled…thinking Eric would probably prefer her blowing him off. Godric stopped beside me; quirking his head in question, obviously feeling my amusement through the bond. Eric quickly directed Pam to get the red headed vampire who was with Sookie, out of the way. Eric looked to Godric, asking for permission on something. After a quick nod from Godric, Eric turned to Sookie "Here's what I know about werewolves: There's a reason their existence has remained a myth to humans for thousands of years. They're territorial, vicious, pathologically secretive." "Boy, does that sound familiar" she had the nerve to reply. "And yet…even with that knowledge…you dare to be so cocky" I replied. "Excuse me?" she said, hand on her hip. "I will….this time" I said; toying with Godric's hand in mine. I was rewarded with a scowl and she ignored me. "And here's what I know about you" Eric continued to speak "You're so blinded by your obsession with Bill Compton you're likely to run through the streets screaming 'werewolf bait' alerting whoever has Bill that you onto them or getting yourself killed". "You think I'm that stupid?" "No, I think you're human". I did laugh out loud at this. "I think it's more the human issue Eric" I said. Sookie didn't acknowledge my comment but turned to Eric "Don't underestimate me". "Don't underestimate yourself. Your life is too valuable to through away" Eric retorted…I was surprised by this…he obviously had a little crush. Sookie seemed surprised too. I think Eric remembered we were in the room then, because he seemed a little awkward and stood up, pacing the bar. Eric and Sookie continued to talk about the Bill situation and Sookie had the audacity to mention that she helped with finding Godric after the incident at the fellowship of the sun. I growled loudly at this and vamped in front of Sookie…making her jump. "Listen to me little blood bag…while I thank you for what you did for Godric….I do not appreciate you storming in here pulling guilt trips with Eric and acting all high and mighty…you will have a little respect" I snapped "and I'm sure Eric as sheriff will take the matter seriously without your little mind games."
I only calmed down when I felt Godric's hand on my lower back. I steadied my nerves "Come" was all I managed to say. I didn't even acknowledge Sookie when I was leaving. I just couldn't take to the human.
"I can feel Eric's anger" Godric said, and went on to explain their time in Germany during the war as we drove home in the car. He talked about their long standing hunt for the werewolves that hunted down Eric's family. I felt a little sorry for Eric; over a thousand years chasing revenge.
The whole episode put a dampener on my plans for the evening and I sighed as I walked into the house; heading for the kitchen to plop down on a kitchen chair. Godric sensed my mood and slipped behind me, massaging into my neck and shoulders…I melted into his touch; my muscles savouring the treatment. I let my head droop forward and closed my eyes. "Stay here" he whispered into my ear. I listened as he went down stairs and ran the bath. I was so happy to see Godric taking some initiative and taking lead a little.
A few minutes later he came back to me. Slipping his hand into mine; he led me downstairs and into our bathroom. The lights were dimmed with little tea lights lit along the bathroom counter and the scent of vanilla bubbles wafted through the air. Godric stood in front of me looking nervous; his new found confidence wavering a little. I reached for his face, "Thank you" I whispered and kissed his lips, letting my tongue slide in to meet his. His hands found my back and his nails dug into my flesh. I let a little moan escape, tilting my head back and arching my back. Godric took this opportunity to trace hungry kisses across my neck, using one hand to steady my back and the other to unzip my red dress. I trailed my fingers through his hair as my fingers found his shift buttons. A bath….just what I need….yes, a nice bath….a nice hot steaming bath…..with Godric….a nice hot steaming bath with Godric….a…a nice hot steaming sexy Godric…..my sexy Godric….
Plans for a bath were abandoned as our lust took over. He let my dress straps slip down my shoulders and eased my dress to the floor, his fangs dropping as I took his arms in mine….pushing the shirt off his muscular shoulders…running my hands across his chest. Mmmm "Mine" I rumbled as I leaned in to kiss Godric again. Godric lost his trousers before easing us to the floor. I appreciated that he went commando….amongst other things. We kissed each other hungrily, my hands finding his ass, as his hands fumbled with my bra. I broke the kiss giggling as Godric grew frustrated and just ripped it away. Looking into his eyes, I felt so content….so happy. He stared back at me, a cheeky grin spreading across his face. Before I had time to think he cupped my breasts and lowered his mouth to mine; kissing me hungrily. I arched my back, tilting my hips towards him as he hardened…our hunger and desperate need for each other growing unbearable. My hands reached down to stroke him; sending him over the edge. As his lips met mine once more, he buried himself inside me; making my body hum and scream with pleasure. My hands explored his body, every little crease, every crevice. Our rhythm became synchronised as our bodies rocked…..made for each other. As Godric threw his head back roaring my name; my body purred in ecstasy. I saw his jaw clench as he tried to regain control of himself, his fangs puncturing his lower lip. He looked at me, his eyes drunk in lust…..dancing between the pleasure and pain…..desperate to keep his body under his control. I knew what I needed to do. I felt such a sudden and strong need to claim him…..my mind and body screamed with need. "MINE" I growled as I pushed my fangs deep into my lip…slicing along the full length…..Godric couldn't restrain himself…..his nostrils flared at the smell of my blood and his pushed forward…..our mouth colliding and our blood passing into each other's mouth as our tongues battled for dominance.
As I pulled away I screamed out, as did Godric….our bodies singing to each other, riding each other's orgasm, losing ourselves in each other. Godric leaned in offering me his neck. I wasted no time sinking my fangs in…angling myself so he could do the same. Our second blood bond.
We lay there in each other's arms for what seemed like ages; caressing each other and content in the comfortable silence. As reality fell back into place I burst out laughing. At some point the bath had obviously over flowed and we were now lying in a pool of cold water on the ground…the water dripping through the flood drain on the opposite wall. "So much for a bath eh?" and I burst out laughing. Godric joined me; his body shaking with a rumbly laugh. I loved that sound…the joyful laugh that I knew so well from the past.