(Mid-August)

I was walking around the city with L, Light and Misa. After 2 weeks of constantly complaining to L, she finally got her way and had the chance to get a date with Light. Of course she decided to make it a double date.

(2 hours earlier)

We were all in the monitor room, and L was staring at the blonde girl with the same look he gives Matsuda when he is driving him crazy.

Something to understand about my fiancee is that there are very few people he can tolerate for more a few hours at a time, which is why we don't usually work so closely with the police. He is much more comfortable away from people who would judge him, and therefore able to think without constantly second guessing himself.

"So Ryuzaki, do you know what you need?" Misa asked him after he had given in to her demands in order to get the girl to stop bothering him.

"What?" He asked, in the monotone voice he uses when he around people he isn't comfortable with.

"You need a girlfriend!" She replied cheerfully. Light looks at the model in confusion, and L just looked bored.

"Where are you going with this Misa?" The brunette boy asked.

"If we find him a girlfriend, she can give him something to do besides interrupt our dates. Oh! We can even do double dates! She would have to be able to deal with all of the weird things he does, though. What about Riko? She obviously isn't bothered by how weird he is, plus she's the only other girl here. With how antisocial Ryuzaki is its not like he can just go outside and meet girl." I hear the blonde say.

I turned as my alias is called, only to be jumped by model, who grabbed my arm and dragged me over to the guys.

(End flashback)

That is where we are now, wandering around the city looking for a good cafe so the detective could get his sugar fix. We found a cafe and got a booth in the back. Light and L sat on one side, Misa and I on the other.

We made small talk as we waited for our orders. Strawberry shortcake for L, A simple slice of french vanilla cake came for Light, and strawberry sundaes for Misa and I.

Misa smiled at the brown haired boy across from her and began chatting about her modelling job and how exhausting it was, but she didn't get a response.

The blonde then turned her attention to me and asked me how long I have known L, since I was here, even though I'm not on the taskforce. I simply replied that we met as kids and hung out whenever we had time to. There was nothing in my response that could give them information on L. A quick glance at my fiancee's eyes told me that he approved of my simple response.

Misa wasn't happy with my short answer, but I refused to elaborate. The rest of the double date went by in silence as we all focused on our sweets.

(Late August)

Tensions were very high among the taskforce members. We have been in the new Kira Taskforce Headquarters for a few weeks now, and there has been nothing happening in the investigation.

Light and L had already fought over L becoming depressed with the current state to the investigation

(Flashback)

It was the day after we had moved into our new building, and Misa had finally got her 'date' with Light, though L, or course was there as well.

I wasn't feeling very well that day, so I stayed in my rooms, watching everything on the monitor. Misa had been complaining about the lamest date she's ever been on. L was being his typical sugar loving self, and Light was just there.

Light said that L didn't seem very motivated and he agreed, saying that he was depressed because he didn't know how to catch Kira, because our entire case hinged on the fact that Light was Kira, and Misa was the second Kira. L went on to explain that we believe Kira's power can pass from person to person.

Light states that it would be nearly impossible to catch Kira then. L agrees, reiterating the fact that this is why he was a bit depressed. Light tells him to cheer up, and the detective says it might be better if he just gives up. Light punches L in the face, and yells at him saying that he wouldn't be happy unless Light is Kira. L admits that it's true which leads to their fight, and it only ends when Matsuda calls the room and L calls him an idiot.

(End flashback)

Since then we've only been able to go through old evidence over and over. There are no new leads to follow.

There was one thing going on, which was why I decided to give Watari a break on the weekly sugar errands. I told be older man that I just needed a break, to get out of Headquarters for a little while.

It's understandable, the mood in the building was stifling. L was unmotivated, Light was angry because of what L said during the fight, and Aizawa was angry because of the lack of progress. Mr. Yagami was still upset because L hasn't fully stopped suspecting his son. Misa was unhappy because of the lack of quality time with her boyfriend, and even I was getting upset because I couldn't really talk to L about my thoughts, because Light is always with him.

We all needed a break, and there were days that all I wanted was to do was cuddle with my fiancee and relax, even if it was only for a day.

I went through the errand on autopilot, as my mind went through things that had nothing to do with the investigation. It's not like me to get emotional during cases, no matter how stressful it was.

I had an idea what was wrong with me, and it has me worried. I sighed as I returned to headquarters and went through all of the security, my mind on the boxes I had in my purse. I was very nervous about my suspicions. What should I do? What could I do?

I put L's sweets in the kitchen, and made my way to my floor to put my things away and put my purse in my safe, before returning to the monitor room to get some work done.

I spent a few hours sitting a few feet from L, scouring the internet for information. I looked over at the clock on the computer and decided to call it a night.

I bid the handcuffed men a good night before heading down to my floor, thinking about the items in my purse. Lately, I have been grateful that I didn't have any surveillance cameras on my floor. If there were, I would be so embarrassed if my fiancee saw me some nights when the loneliness got to be too much.

Normally I wouldn't have a problem with missing L, because I would be able to spend time with him every day, even if most of our days are spent working on a case. I'd still be able to sneak in a few kisses or tell him that I love him.

Now however, I can't do those things because we can't let Light and Misa know that we really are romantically involved. With L being handcuffed to Light, I can't even get him away for a private conversation. We've never done anything like this before.

I can't help but miss just being with him. Even after we met the taskforce, when the days are longer, we still had time to just us. We had some days where we were working separately from the investigators, but we also had evenings and nights after we sent the men home.

I went into my bedroom and grabbed the 3 thin boxes before heading to the bathroom. I opened all three boxes and pulled out the tests. I read the instructions on the back of each box, all of which were the same. I did the tests and set my phone's alarm for the necessary 3 minutes.

Instead of worrying about the results I went over to the corkboard I have in my bedroom that I use when I don't have any theories to make a diorama. I also use this for the information I need to put into my reports at the end of a case.

We know that Light and Misa were the two Kiras that we had been dealing with for so long. However, they have lost their shinigami and apparently all of the memories related to death gods and killer notebooks.

Having two Kiras means having to find two notebooks. So who has them now? How do we find them? If only I could find something that can help solve the case, or at least bring us closer to the end.

Those questions were the reason why my insomniac fiancee was so depressed. There was no way for us to answer them at this point in our investigation. How long will it take to get a hint of the location of this new Kira? All it takes is just one clue.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when the alarm on my phone went off. I took a deep breath, stood up and walked back into the bathroom and looked down at the sticks.

All positive. I'm pregnant.