A week had passed fairly quick marking today as the day I would die, in a sense I would. I was understandably nervous but excited at the same time. Nervous because hell, I didn't know on the pain scale how bad this was going to be. From what Emmett and Rose had told me this was going to be worse than anything I could imagine, that didn't help my nerves but I was glad they were honest. I was also on edge about my fake death Emmett was putting on for my family. Would they buy it? I'm sure they could, knowing how accident prone I am but would the police find something wrong?

All those things could be overlooked though. The idea of me and Emmett together forever soothed most of my fears and worried. He had become, in a short time, my rock, the thing that kept me grounded.

I heard from Alice and Jasper that Edward was doing better with the help of Tanya; yeah I bet she was giving it the old college try-to get in his pants. Not that I care, I have the most amazing guy in the world and an awesome friend, who happens to be his ex-wife. Life is kind of funny like that.

Currently I am sitting in the Cullen's living room fidgeting with my hair waiting for Emmett to get done with the mock crash. Rosalie was helping Carlisle set up his office for turning me and Esme was cleaning the already spotless house out of worry for her children. So I was alone with my thoughts, I sent a prayer begging Charlie for forgiveness for doing this to him.

The door downstairs opened, I was down the steps tackling Emmett with impressive speed for a human.

"Whoa, where's the fire Bells?" he joke wrapping his arms around me.

"I just missed you is all" I softly replied.

He chuckled. "I was only gone for a few hours"

I stared at me feet, embarrassed.

Quickly realizing this wasn't a time to tease he tilted my chin to meet his eyes, "I'm sorry Bells I didn't mean to upset you. This day isn't going to be an easy one for you and I should have been more sensitive to that."

My heart lightened, he always knew what to say.

"No its fine I think I'm being overemotional today."

"Well does this help?" he asked as his lips descended on mine.

"MMmm…a little bit" I said slightly breaking the kiss.

He pulled back completely with a smile.

"Good, now let's go talk to Carlisle and see how the setup is going."

Upon entering the office it was a surprising sight, where the desk normally sat there was an operation table.

'What the hell was going to go on? The way they made it look it was like they were going to do open heart surgery.'

Unconsciously I melded myself into Emmett's side. Without a question he put an arm over my shoulders pulling me closer.

Carlisle must have sensed my unease because he explained everything's purpose.

"Most of this is precautionary, in the IV is morphine. I'm going to test this and hopefully it eases the pain from the venom. When you wake up you will be strapped to the table in case you're a typical newborn, though somehow I see you being different than most."

I'm guessing he was expecting me to be abnormal like I normally am.

Yep that's me normally abnormal.

I couldn't ever do anything normal. Edward couldn't read me. I felt oddly safe around a group of vampire's who could kill me in an instant, veggies or not. Yep I sure was an oddball, the black sheep amongst a herd of white.

"You ok Bells?" Emmett whispered

I blinked a few times, 'When did I get in the living room?'

"How long did I space for?"

"A few minutes" he grinned.

"Next time will you not let me do that, it makes me feel even weirder than I already am."

"Aww but weird works on you Bells" he joked.

In favor of giving a comeback I opt for crossing my arms over my chest and sitting on the cream sofa.

"Oh come on don't be like that"

'Oh no he better not use that look.'

Sure enough his gorgeous dark gold eyes widen and his luscious lower lip pops out, effectively pulling together the puppy dog face.

'Damn him he knows my weakness'

'Hold on Bella don't let him win, don't do it'

"It's not going to work Emmett" I say but my voice wavers.

That only encouraged him to crank up the pouty look.

"Nope, not gonna work" I tell him, looking at the T.V.

I hear a pitiful whine right next to my ear.

My resolve broke, but not due to his act, oh no the hot breath I felt on the side of neck made me cave.

Involuntarily I tilted my head to the side exposing more of my column for his inspection. A low growl emitted his chest reverberating onto my back. A shiver of pleasure wracked my frame. His lips grazed my pulse point it elicited a quiet moan from me. His arms enveloped my waist from behind before pulling me into his lap.

By this time I was a puddle of lustful goo in his lap, I turned to kiss him and the sight I found turned me on even more. Emmett's gold eyes were now shining a body tingling black and were slightly hooded. Without thinking I placed my hands on either side of his face and dove into a world stopping kiss.

Gently he nipped at my bottom lip; I got the idea, opening my mouth to allow him entrance. It started in a lazy kiss and morphed into a frantic passion filled one. Our hands were not idle; caressing the other trying to memorize every dip and curve. I was in heaven. Who knew a strong burly guy like Emmett could be so sweet and attentive.

A female clearing their throat interrupted the moment. With control neither one of us really had we separated from one another.

"Come on you love birds, you'll have plenty of time to do that later. Carlisle is ready for you." Rosalie said with knowing eyes. Emmett helped me off the couch and we ascended the stairs to the top level of the house.

I bet I knew what a prisoner on death row felt like, except for me I would come out somewhat alive. The short walk to Carlisle's office seemed like eternity. The beating of my heart echoed the heavy thump of my footsteps and the closer I got to my destination the louder my heart pounded in my head. By the time we made it to the office the blood rushing through my body was the only thing I could hear. Faintly I could hear my name through the deafening noise.

"Bella are you ready?" Carlisle asked.

I could offer no words just a bob of my head in affirmation.

Emmett picked me up and sat me on the cold table, leaning down he placed one last kiss on my lips whispering, "I love you Bella, just remember that. Ok?"

That was the last and most beautiful thing I heard before darkness consumed me.

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