I'm on VACATIONS! Yeah, Yeah, Yeaaaaaahh! I'll be finishing the story sooner than I thought maybe I don't promise anything….. The chapter takes place on the same day goku leaves…enough talk.

CHAPTER 20: WHERE YOU BELONG

His cellphone rang.

"Hello?" vegeta answered weakly

/Vegeta?/

"What do you want bulma?"

/listen veggie, bitchy lied!/

"What?"

/Argh! About having sex with goku! She lied, she drugged goku!/

"What!? How do you know that!?"

/pft, jayy made her confess everything…after he gave her a few slaps, you know he doesn't care if they're men or women-/

"You mean kakarot was telling the truth?"

/YES!/

"…"

/Vegeta?/

"I have to go." He hung up, his kakarot was always telling the truth. But it was too late, his love was gone, maybe forever.

How do I live without the one I love? That question went snap inside vegeta's head, he wiped his tears and pushed himself up from the floor, enough damn tears, he was not going to accept this, the fucking way! He stormed down stairs, his brother and father were in the living room, the looked at him, worry began to grow inside them.

"Is everything ok V?" rafu asked worried

"Every fuckin thing is fanfuckintastic! Take me to kakarot's house."

"What?"

"Now!"

"Fine! Dammit." He went searching for the keys to drive his little brother to the fucker that hurt him so much

"Faster! Faster! Faster!" Vegeta nearly screamed in his brother's ear

"Dammit V! I can't go any faster!"

"Aaahhh! Grandma drives faster than you do!"

Vegeta saw kakarot's car still parked outside his house, he jumped out of the car and ran up to the door, knocking like a maniac. A very sad bardock opened, looking rather surprised to see his son's once boyfriend.

"Can I help you?" he asked

"Is kakarot here?" vegeta blinked hopeful mint green eyes

"What? No, my son left an hour ago."

Vegeta felt his heart sink to his stomach "W-what? But, how?"

"He took the train. His mother loved to take the train to her home town, so it's a habit to do that every time we go there."

"What train station?" his eyes were soon filled with threating tears

"Seven Star."

Vegeta didn't even say his thank you or a goodbye when he ran back inside the car and ordered his brother to…

"DRIVE!" rafu pressed his foot roughly against the accelerator

For the third time, kakarot doubted in taking the train, he was supposed to be half way by now, but something in his gut told him to stay. Shrugging he moved on, maybe it was the memories or the guilty feeling of not saying goodbye properly to vegeta and his friends, but he would get over it, maybe not. But as much as it hurt he had to move on.

"Kakarot!" vegeta desperately looked for the father of his baby, he looked up, a lump in his throat choked him. He was too late, the train left five minutes ago.

Kakarot was gone.

"What happened? Did you find him?" rafu asked when his little brother slumped inside the car

"…" his limit of holding his tears exploded, he gave out a whimper and the tears began to flow, he looked like a child.

"V?"

"H-h-he's…ah…g-g-gone." His breath hitched

"Oh vegeta." he reached for his small copy and squeezed him tightly "Ssh…don't cry."

"I-I-I…didn't…" he couldn't even talk

"It's ok V…"

After crying his eyes out, vegeta looked out the window while his brother slowly made his way back home. He felt weak, why did kakarot have to say goodbye that way? He was so unfair! He wanted to at least hear his voice for the last time! Maybe kakarot won't be coming back, maybe he will but what if when he came back he already had another family? Or he loved some else? Or he didn't care about him anymore? Hate, love hate, love, hate, love? What the hell was he feeling right now? With a sigh he decided to do the only thing he had left…

Let go of kakarot.

"Could you…stop at the school?"

"Sure lil brother."

What best way to let go of him? In school is where he met him and in school is where he was going to leave him.

Vegeta slowly made his way inside the school, saying hello to the custodian that was a good friend of him, he used to share his food with him and they would share jokes, both becoming good friends, lucky for him the custodian lived near the school and he could ask to get in whenever he wanted to. He walked through the halls, filled with memories, passed by the cafeteria, wonderful food fights when he was a freshman, library, peace at all costs and finally the way out to the football field, where he and his crew filled the air with cheers and watched the players work out…and where he met the player Kakarot Son.

He walked out in the large field, remembering the stupid things he and his friends would do and say, a smile drew itself on his lips.

What? He blinked down at a backpack, what the hell was it doing there? He looked up, spotting someone, the lump in his throat began to choke him again, the person was sprawled out on the grass with his eyes closed and with his arms under his head.

It was kakarot!

Joy grew inside him, his heart pounded fast and the tears in his eyes made it difficult for him to see, slowly not wanting to make him notice his presence, vegeta moved in front on him, got on his knees and crawled over kakarot's athletic body, that was when kakarot snapped his eyes open

"Vegeta."

"K-kakarot."

Both teens stared at each other's eyes, not knowing what to do next, vegeta whimpered before dropping completely on kakarot both his hands gripping the guy's shirt, his tears were followed by a smile when he felt kakarot wrap his arms around him. It felt so good to feel him again! He could die!

Kakarot desperately squeezed vegeta tighter. There, there was the only thing to stop him from leaving, now he knew and promised to never, ever let go of the boy above him.

"Kaka-"

Thick lips were pressed to his own, he grew weak everywhere. Kakarot's lips were warm, so warm that it was hard to pull away for air, but he was sure that if his lungs had a brain they wouldn't think the same. He felt kakarot roll his body, this time he was underneath him, with his arms tightly around his neck, the kiss was the best kakarot ever gave him, their lips moved quickly, desperate for love.

"Vegeta…I missed you so much." He whispered against thin lips before closing the small gap between them.

Their lips became one, their fingers locked together and hoping to never unlock until they died, smiles were presented in the kiss.

Vegeta ran his fingers through tangle free black hair, while kisses were giving to his neck, then he felt kakarot hug him.

"I thought I lost you…" he stole the words from vegeta

"Never."

Kakarot smiled and moved forward, their lips brushed before the taller of the two snapped his head down, looking at the belly against his hard stomach, he could feel the baby move, it felt weird, he wasn't used to it, he crawled lower, so he was face to belly. He smiled sadly, he didn't get to see the belly grow, he didn't get to attend vegeta's needs, but he promised he would never leave vegeta alone.

"Are you kicking me kid?" he asked the still moving belly

He heard vegeta giggle, those giggles were like a symphony to him, he looked up at vegeta's green eyes, then he grinned widely. Prisma was right, he would have to thank her one day.

"About chichi I-"

"Shush. It doesn't matter, bulma called…she and jayy made her tell the truth."

"I owe them."

Vegeta grew a little quiet "sweet face…I'm sorry. I never meant to do what I did with raditz and I swear-"

"It's ok baby, we made up. Everything is ok between us now."

Kakarot smiled, remembering he had something special, he reached into his back pocket and pulled out the bracelet

"Oh." Vegeta smiled

"I believe I said that this belongs to you."

"I belong to you." Kakarot stared blankly at vegeta's face, vegeta smiled softly pulling kakarot up letting him adjust between his legs, one hand buried in black hair, with his other hand cupped the tall boy's chin, tilting his head onto a more easily accessible angle, vegeta blushed when he noticed the lustful glint in kakarot's eyes.

"Sexy." Kakarot smiled slyly

"Pervert." The small boy breathed out before closing in slowly and kissing kakarot lightly, full on the lips.

"DADDY! GOKU IS HERE!" Maddison ran outside

"RADITZ! HE DIDN'T GO! HE DIDN'T GO!" Alison followed her twin

"What!?" both raditz and bardock asked before following the girls.

Bardock smiled widely, raditz equaled their famous Son typical grin. Joy. Raditz couldn't restrain himself any longer, he ran up to his brother laughing and jumping in his arms

"ARGH! RADITZ!" kakarot's legs trembled with the sudden amount of weight.

Vegeta laughed when kakarot fell back with his brother in his arms, he then was almost tackled to the ground by a pair of identical girls, he still had trouble in knowing who was maddison and who was alison. But one had black eyes and the other had brown eyes, he would have to memorize that.

"You brought him back!" Maddison hugged his leg

"You're the best!" Alison cheered

Vegeta smiled tenderly, his green eyes looked up at bardock. The man smiled back at him and gave him a nod, he knew what that meant and to think that he was going to let go of kakarot!

"I thought you said nothing would stop you kid!" bardock crossed his arms after his boys got up from the floor

"Uh…I know but…" he happily put an arm around vegeta's shoulders

A blush crept to vegeta's porcelain skin, his green eyes looked up at the man he loved with everything he had, kakarot gave him a smile. In return he leaned into the embrace and wrapped an arm around his boyfriend's waist.

"Hello raditz." A voice said behind the very tall boy

"Uh…h-hi rafu" he blushed looking into brown eyes

"Hm. Who wants to eat?"

"ME!" the four Sons' raised their hand in the air

"Ok, I'll call your father vegeta so he can come and join us."

The group headed off inside the house for the promised lunch, vegeta pulled away from his love and started to head off after them when his wrist was caught and he was pulled chest to chest with kakarot. The lovers stared at each other for a moment before kakarot ran his thumb on vegeta's lips and gently drew the small boy up for a kiss, he ran his tongue over vegeta's bottom lip earning a cute moan, he took that to his advantage, slipping his tongue inside the small mouth and tasting every inch of him. Vegeta snapped his head back gasping loudly at the feeling of kakarot's hands roughly grasping his ass. The sound of giggles made him blush harshly and push the boy away from him.

"You pervert! Not in front of you sisters!" he yelled in the tall boy's face, who had a sly smile on his face

Kakarot leaned forward kissing him full on the lips "mmm…"

"KAKAROT!" he whined

"I don't mind" maddison smiled

"Me neither" alison agreed with her

"Neither do I" rafu said smiling at his little brother

I'm surrounded by perverts…vegeta's eye twitched.

The lovers rested on the ex-players bed, vegeta stared at the posters that were glued on kakarot's ceiling, he had around 8 posters of different bands they both liked, the bed he was on was small but cozy. He looked up at kakarot sighing when he found him asleep, he gently untangled himself from kakarot's arms.

"mmm…the clouds are pink…" kakarot mumbled

What? his green eyes stared at his boyfriend's tanned face, he held back a giggle "really?"

"Uh huh…the sky is…mmm…purple."

"Purple."

"Yeah…I'm gonna…I'm gonna tell you a secret…but shh don't tell anyone."

Vegeta smiled widely "ok sweet face"

"I have…a big filed of paper flowers."

He giggled in kakarot's bare chest "that's very nice Mr. Son"

This time kakarot didn't answer…well he did, which was a loud snore

Crazy boy, I wonder what goes on in your mysterious head…he placed a kiss on his lover's cheek

Vegeta sat up and decided to look around the room, he was impressed to see nothing but a huge collection of CD's and video games, he raised an eyebrow running his fingers on the wall, there was a hole. Two, three holes? That was strange, he moved on with his investigation, smiling at the interesting objects on kakarot's dressing table: a clump of black fur, a light bulb, a jar filled with colorful marbles, another jar filled with dry brown leaves, an old music box, some wire, a perfect heart shaped rock and a book titled Secrets of the Dark.

He heard a low groan behind him, he looked over his shoulder, smiling at the childish man who wore a pout and was rubbing the sleep of his eyes.

Kakarot looked up, still with a blurry vision "hi." He smiled

"Hi." He looked back at the objects, hearing kakarot stand up from his bed and walk behind him, he felt the man wrap his arm around his chest and his chin on his shoulder

"What'cha doin?" he asked

"Looking."

"Mmm…" he followed his gaze "my treasures." Saying "treasures" he kissed vegeta's cheek

"They're interesting."

"Uh huh, they all have a story."

Vegeta grabbed the clump of soft fur "hm?"

"Black fur. I once had a dog named 'dancer' he loved to dance with my father and only with my father I think he loved my dad…a truck ran him over when I was 14. That's the only memory I have of him."

"Light bulb?"

"When we were younger raditz said that when a light bulb stopping working you had to make a wish with it. Stupidly I believed the asshole."

Both teens laughed "how about this?" he raised both jars

"Marbles, I always felt that I had the rainbow in my hands. And the leaves, I loved to take long walks deep inside the forest with my grandpa."

"Nice." He decided to leave the music box last "wire?"

"Kid. Liked to see my dad work."

"Ah…" he raised the rock "let me guess, you found this with your first love?"

"No."

"No?" vegeta smiled

"…we were 10 ok." He blushed

"Ha. I bet you were deeply in love with her."

"Uh…no and it was a 'he'. And no, he was in love with me, I only liked him as a friend, same feeling with the others I've dated. You know I think that was the same situation with chichi."

"What do you mean?"

"When she was my girl, I only dated her and hanged out with her because I was feeling lonely you know all that about my mom. I never showed her the same mushy affection she did."

"Mushy?"

"You know. Wanting to kiss me all day and wanting me to touch her-" he stopped when vegeta gave him a serious look

"I get it. Uh, what about this book? Secrets of the Dark? Are you satanic babe?"

"No, well I did lose my faith for a while when my mom passed away. But it's an interesting book."

"Uh huh…" he let go of the book

He smiled when he grabbed the old beautiful music box, it was just beautiful! It was difficult to look away from it, it was black with red flowers and it had some gold swirls drawn on it, carefully he opened it, the sweet, soft music filled his ears. Kakarot stared at vegeta's amused face, like a child.

"I found this music box, when I was walking in the woods…it was getting dark but I didn't feel like going home, I was alone, I wanted to be alone, since I no longer had my mother I decided to never go back home, my father and brother began to look for me everywhere they thought I could be. In grief, out of nowhere I found this box. I felt happy and went back to my father…bummer I was grounded for a week."

Vegeta looked at kakarot's black eyes, he turned his body, his chest was pressed to kakarot's "…you are the most interesting guy I've ever met."

Their lips inched closer for a kiss, vegeta kept his eyes open, kakarot. His kakarot, was the most beautiful person he ever saw in his life, sun kissed skin, deep black eyes that were filled with hidden wisdom, smooth voice, their so many things he loved that he would never finish if he wrote them down. Their lips were just pressed together, they didn't move and they didn't breathe, fearing it would be their last time to share such tender kiss.

Growling kakarot pulled away at the gentle knock on his door, he stormed towards it and flung it open. Blinking he looked down to see one of his twin sisters, he smiled at her, his entire anger disappearing at the small girl's big eyes and wide grin. Typical Son grin.

"Goku, daddy told me to tell you and veggie that dinner was ready. Oh and Mr. Ouji said to tell you that he didn't want you to mol…molest."

"O…k."

"What does the word 'molest' mean?"

"Dunno!" he said quickly

"Oh, what does it mean veggie?"

"Uh, it means to be a meanie with someone" he came up with the best definition

"Oh! Ok! Goku don't molest veggie!"

"I won't, now run along princess."

She giggled before she turned around and skipped back down stairs, kakarot nearly slammed the door after her. He turned around with an angry look, vegeta rolled his eyes at him and crossed his arms.

"What the fuck is going on in your father's head? How could he tell my little sister that?"

"I have no idea, but I promise to talk some sense into him."

"Good. Baby wait here, I'll be back."

"Where are you goin?"

"Bathroom."

"Oh."

"What you thought I was gonna shove my foot up your father's ass?"

"Sorta."

"Ha! Yeah, I wish that would happen but I'm wearing my favorite socks."

Hearing vegeta laugh he walked out of his room, with a smile kakarot made his way to the bathroom, he grabbed the doorknob and he gracefully pushed the door open.

Wha…t? he froze completely, his eyes made contact with raditz', his brother was totally flushed and was sweating, his breath was coming out in short gasps, kakarot blinked, his eyes quickly looking at the guy that was on his knees sucking the life out of his brother before something hard hit him straight in the face. He stumbled back before recovering, his nose hurt! Luckily he wasn't bleeding.

I didn't see that, I didn't see that, I didn't see that, I didn't see that, I didn't see that, I didn't see that, I didn't see that he repeated again and again and again in his mind, but the scene was fresh in his head, he shivered violently. Zombie-like he stepped inside his room, he slowly wrapped his arms around vegeta and faked an annoying snivel.

"Goku what's wrong?" he rolled his eyes

"I saw that!"

"What? You saw what?"

"I walked in on them." he mumbled

"On who and on what?"

Kakarot looked into mint green eyes "your brother was sucking the life out my brother"

"What!?"

"Rafu and raditz, two words: Oral Sex."

"Dammit, that slut can't calm his damn hormones."

"I don't think I'll be able to handle this trauma baby"

"Oh stop it baka."

Vegeta made his way down stairs with his father while kakarot looked for his t-shirt, but it was damn impossible between the mess he had! He really needed to clean his shit, he looked under his bed, his fingers touched something furry, wondering what it was he pulled it out.

"Ah!" he threw to the wall

It was a giant spider!

Clean room! Clean room! He ran out and slammed the door behind him, god knows how many furry, giant, killing, ugly spiders he had in his room! But he didn't want to risk his skin.

He snapped his head towards the sound of the bathroom door opening, his cheeks went hot and suddenly he felt the need to run and hide, rafu closed the door behind him, his brown eyes looked over at his little brother's boyfriend, he gave him a sly smile before walking away. He blushed even more when his brother stepped out of the bathroom a few seconds behind rafu, he was still flushed and his legs trembled from the aftermath of an orgasm, both brother made eye contact, raditz blushed, looking at the ground.

"Dude, really?"

"Shut up. don't tell anyone what you just saw man"

"You're worse than roshi"

"Shut the fuck up"

"Hehe…I'm kidding, I promise dude."

"Thanks baby brother."

Kakarot frowned at the nickname of 'baby' "I'll keep my mouth shut but you owe me."

"I knew there was a scam to this."

"Yep."

"Asshole."

It's good to be where I belong…

What do ya think buddy? Yeah rafu sucked raditz so what? the guy loved it! don't matter it's a girl or a boy as long as you do the job right, no? bueno, I only said that cuz my stupid boyfriend said it was weird. He is weird.

Happy anniversary saul -_- I hate that man but I love his butt. Hehehehe

See ya BUENAS NOCHES! LOS AMO! (I typed this in my bed…past three in the morning)