Could I disappear?

This is totally non-canon. A bit of OOC.

I own nothing. Anything recognizable belongs to S. Meyer.

Chapter 20:

Bpov

While the boys were planning their pranks I came inside for some alone-time to think about things. I can't help but wonder what Peter meant by, "Edward is just waiting to claim control of the human Bella." Between that and what Jasper said were Edward's true feelings for me I can't help but feel lucky that I left when I did.

I tried to take a moment and call Jake and Charlie, but there is no cell reception here so, I sent off an email to both explaining some things and that I'd call when we went into town. Luckily Fred showed me how to redirect emails on my own. I bounced them through Europe and Asia. I'm not taking any chances of Edward or Alice finding us. Who knows what they would try to pull. I'm really thankful that my dad decided to stay with the pack. We warned my mom against Edward a few weeks ago so, we don't need to worry about her getting tricked by him.

The true-coven bond sounds intense, but I am game if Fred is. I go where he goes no matter what. I never imagined that I could ever be so in love; with everything that I am. It makes what I had with Edward seem trivial and obsessive. Sure Fred and I haven't had much time alone lately, but it does not matter as long as we are together. We'll find alone time eventually. The situation right now is bigger than both of us and we accept that. We both are prepared to spend eternity with each other, but I'm not sure either one of us are ready to take that next intimate step. Both of us are virgins.. I wonder if we'd even be able to figure out what to do? Sounds silly, but for now we're both content with small shows of affection building up to that day.

As for my new family. Jasper is right. These feelings really do go beyond familial. I wonder how intense it would be when the bond is complete? How is it different than being mates or true-mates? Fred is absolutely my true-mate, but the others.. ? I mean, I have heard of the term kindred-spirits before and soul-mates being confused before. Perhaps, I should bring this all up when Peter and Char come back?

Peterpov

Char and I had a great night at the spring, but it's time to go back. We talked a bit about the true-coven bond and have decided that we are very happy with our group and it would break our hearts if anything happened to any of them. We missed Jasper so much when he left. It took us months to get over it. Eventually, we distracted ourselves with projects like the cabin, but we really missed him. Having him back with us just feels right. I hope the others agree as well. Plus, I have a feeling getting the mark will be super hot. I am going to recommend the hot tub!

Jasperpov

For newborns Fred and Bella are extremely controlled. In all my years in the Southern Wars, I have never come across any newborns with abilities like them. It is also strange for me to build such strong connections this fast. Fred is just likable. Plain as that. When he told me about how he grew-up.. I really wanted to push aside my animal diet for a day and go human-huntin. I've always felt protective of Bella too. Even as a clumsy human who was in over her head in the world of the super-natural. Since she's been changed.. she sure is confident. It's like she was meant to be one of us. The true-mate bond that she has with Fred is genuinely beautiful, but I also feel..

OW! "What the fuck!" I turn and see Peter smilin at me like an idiot. My idiot. I missed him and Char too. I know I should have left Alice sooner, but if I did.. would we have found Bella and Fred? I don't regret anything if it means we have them. We need to move forward. I narrow my eyes at him. "Fucker, just you wait.."

"Whatcha thinkin about that's gotcha all outta sorts Major? I've never been able to sneak up on you before. Never-mind walk up and smack you in the head." I sigh and nod.. "Let's get the fire goin and we'll talk."

Fpov

I found Bella laying on the bed just staring at the ceiling spacing out. I walk in quietly and laid down next to her and started to nuzzle small kisses on the side of her face while I asked her if everything is ok. Her eyes go from glassy to smiling when she looks at me and kisses me back. I can't help, but sigh and ask again, "Is everything ok?" She nods, "It was ok before, but everything is fantastic now." and she pulls me in for another kiss before she pulls back and asks, "What do you think about the true-coven bond? Do you want to go for the mark?" I pull away to lay on my side with my head on my hand.

"You know where I've come from. This is the closest thing I have ever come to a family and we truly are more than that here. I'm overwhelmed with the need to protect you all and I love you so much. To be honest, I will happily follow you anywhere, but if you want to complete this bond.. I think it may help calm some of those feelings. Maybe, because we are stronger together? I don't know. We should bring it up. Actually, It's time now. Do you wanna go now? How do you feel about it?" She smiles almost relieved and says, "I feel the same. Let's go!" She hops up and kisses me lightly and runs out the door.

We get outside and they already have the fire going. "Well, well, well.. it seems the Master of the flame is at it again! Is he still offering favors?" Bella smacks me and Peter grins.. huge. Well ok then. I smile and take my seat next to Bella. Jasper clears his throat and begins..

Jasperpov

The silliness of this group is infectious. I can't help, but laugh at the master of the flames comments. Then sober up when I realize.. it could get out of hand. I clear my throat and begin. "Has everyone had the opportunity to think about the true-coven bond? Does anyone need more time?"

"Char and I both agree that we would be honored to complete the true-coven bond with you all. We already feel the bond and neither of us know what we'd do without any of you." Peter

"Fred and I agree, but we do have a couple questions." Bella

"Sure thing darlin, whatcha got?" She looks down and starts playing with her fingers. Before she looks up at me.

"Um, well.. what is the difference between the true-coven bond and the true-mate bond? Does being kindred spirits make us all mates?" At that last question it gets so quiet that you could hear a cricket fart a mile away..

Peter winks, "Well start big why dontcha. Don't hold nothin back."

Char smacks him and says, "I'll take this one. Sugar, I do believe we can be whatever you want us to be. We really do go beyond familial. Our bond is going to be like a mate bond. It is up to us personally if we want to pursue any other feelings or situations." Interesting.

"You know that kinda makes sense. Vampires are naturally very territorial and jealous when it comes to their mates. Every last one of us is able to be close to each other without those feelings, but if we were to be around another group of vampires and they attempt to say, flirt with or touch one of us.. I think we'd all be growlin like a pack of dogs." At this everyone laughs.

Fred is snickering and asks, "How about the feeling of protectiveness for everyone and our increase of strength or power or whatever? Do you think that will subside after getting the mark?"

"I'll take this one. I am pretty sure the intensity of our protective instinct will subside a bit, but not while a single one of us are in danger. During this situation we are in for the next 6 months or so we are all going to be in high-alert. Especially around other vampires. As for our increased power.. I do believe we are stronger as a whole and that will not change. What do you think Peter?"

"Yea, Major. It sounds right on. I'm game. How 'bout ya'll?" Char nods in agreement.

Fred and Bella look at each other and nod and Bella says, "It seems like we are all in; how about you Jasper? You haven't said anything either way."

I look around me and I see a future for the first time. "Absofuckinlutely! Should we complete the bond tonight?" Peter looks like he won the lottery. Oh no.. he's up to something.

"Have ya'll had a chance to see the hot-tub?"

A/N Yea, I know.. it's sweet and sugary right now. It won't last. Remember; Fred is 6 months older than Bella and he just had his birthday. Right now it is almost the end of March. They are scheduled to meet-up with the Cullens in April. Plus we gotta get in touch with Charlie and the pack before that meeting. September is the meeting with the Volturi. Thanks for reading and reviewing. All mistakes are mine!