This is my life Chapter 21, a twilight fanfic

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An: hey guy this is my newest chapter. And my first attempt at a lemon. Tell me what you think. ^^;

This is my life

Chapter 21

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA!"

I jumped about 2 feet in the air and yelled. In the room was the whole wolf pack minus Jared, Angela, Ben, Mike and Tyler standing there with party hats and confetti. I laughed and ran towards my old school friends.

"It's so nice to see you guys again! Thank you for coming to the party!" I said, hugging them all.

"No problem Bella! We are so excited for the party to start! Jared asked us a few days ago to come to the party and we agreed" Angela said.

"Thanks so much" I said. Mike hugged me and let go. I was surprised, thinking that he wouldn't let go and Jared would get mad and there would be a huge fight. At least he knows that I'm taken.

Okay so let's get this party started already!" Tyler yelled. Jake reached over and turned on the ihome which played Keri Hilson.

You fly as hell swagga right, brown skin poppin'
You know just how to talk to me, know just how I like it
You turnin' me on, you turnin' me on, you turnin' me on

Now wait a minute little buster
You got one more time to feel on my booty
Better recognize a lady that ain't the way you do me

You turnin' me off, you turnin' me off
You turnin' me off
Better recognize a real woman

I swayed my hips to the beat and felt Jared come up behind me and grab my swaying hips. I pressed my back against him and continued swaying. I felt so alive when I danced with Jared.

Goin' up on it, you actin' like you want it
And you stuntin' like your daddy, checkin' for this little mama
You turnin' me on, you turnin' me on, you turnin' me on
Now wait a minute little buster

Now you don't even know me but you wanna take me shopping
You a lame, I can tell it ain't big shit poppin'
You turnin' me off, you turnin' me off
You turnin' me off
Better recognize a real woman

All you wanna do is holla at the cutest broad
To get up in them draws, got money, don't try to buy me
Bottles, got my own dollars I could buy up the bar if I want it

Angela was dancing in front of me with Ben and Mike and Tyler were talking to Jake and Paul. I just hope that they say nothing to offend them. I don't want to have to take one of my friends to the hospital because one of them punched them in the nose. I jumped around enjoying the music which switched from Keri Hilson to Linkin Park.

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

I lost myself in the beat of the music and didn't even notice that Tyler and his new girlfriend, a girl named Bridget who was a junior at Forks High. She was medium height, had brown hair with a tint of red and had tan skin with dark brown eyes. She was pretty so I felt that maybe she was perfect for him. He liked girls with natural tans and hers looked natural…not like Lauren Mallory's…which turned orange at some point I think.

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

I reached my hands back and held onto Jared's neck and closed my eyes. I felt him lean down and latch onto my neck with his lips and kiss me an inch or so under my ear.

"Okay everyone, it's time to sing happy birthday!" Emily yelled from the kitchen. We piled into the kitchen and Jared sat me in front of the huge three layer mint ice cream cake. Jake lit the candles and joined in with everyone in singing Happy Birthday.

As I leaned forward to blow out the candles, I felt Jared grab my hip in restraint. I almost glared at him but decided that he was just being overprotective of me and there was no reason to be mad at him. I blew out the candles and sat down. Emily grabbed a knife and began to cut the cake; placing a piece in front of me and Jared first then serving everyone else.

I finished my cake and went into the living and sat on the sofa contemplating my life so far. Some thoughts were better than most; and I have Jared and Jake to thank for that. If they hadn't been in my life, I don't know what would have happened.

"Hey babe, are you ready to open presents?"

I thought about it for a bit and decided that I would open presents now. "yea sure im ready"

"Okay, hey everyone Bella wants to open her presents right now! Get over here!" He yelled. I blushed after he said it; which made him laugh.

"I wanna go first!" Angela shouted. I never knew she could yell…

"Okay, Angela…but I told you not to get anything!" I said exasperated.

"But I didn't buy this. I've had it for a while now" she said smiling. I sighed and reached forward for the box on her lap. I ripped the wrapping paper off and opened the box to see a blue and yellow cheer uniform. I gasped and tears welled up in my eyes.

"You still have it!" I exclaimed. She nodded and grinned at me. Jared just stared at it confused.

"Where was this from?" He asked.

"It was when I was little and did cheerleading with Angela. I haven't done it for years; since I was 12 or 13 years old. Angela and I were the only two 11 year olds on the varsity cheer team. We cheered just for competitions and other sporting events. We got to cheer for the Washington football team once. Then I had to quit because Charlie didn't want me to tell anyone what was happening to me" I said.

"Why did her sign you up in the first place?" Jared asked.

"Because people were asking why I didn't sign up for anything. Charlie didn't want anyone to suspect anything so he signed me up. Then my Uncle Tom almost told someone what he was doing to me. Charlie shot him and said that he found him out near a field shot to death. No one ever questioned him since he was the police chief. I was the only one who knew what happened. He took me out and then Angela had to quit because I wasn't there with her. I felt so horrible that she had to quit. I knew how much she enjoyed it. I loved it so much. I was awesome" I explained. He nodded his head and turned thoughtful.

"Okay well thanks so much Angela! I will cherish this forever! I miss cheering so much" I said. She nodded her head in agreement. I knew now that she forgave me for being the reason that she had to quit.

"I wanna go next please" Mike asked. I nodded and he gave me a wrapped picture frame. I wondered what it was.

I opened it up and saw that it was pictures of all our friends: Mike, Me, Angela, Tyler, Jessica, Jake in some pictures and Quil (I knew him since kindergarten from Jake). I smiled and the pictures and showed Jared.

There were pictures of Angela and me from cheer doing Liberties; us at the park, water park, amusement park, and us now. Jared looked at every picture and smiled. He liked the cheer one the best from what I can tell.

"Wow, thanks so much Mike. We need to hang this up somewhere" I said, wiping the tears from my eyes. He laughed. Tyler and his girlfriend handed me an envelope stuffed with something. I hope its not money.

I ripped the envelope open and saw papers. Jared grabbed them and gasped.

"What!" I shouted.

"They…they gave us two tickets to Hawaii…at the Grand Wailea Resort Hotel and Spa! Bella, that is the most expensive hotel in Hawaii!" He exclaimed. I gasped.

"You didn't have to do that!" I shouted. Bridget smiled.

"Yes we did. Besides it is no big deal. My daddy keeps a room there just in case someone wants to spend their vacation they have a free room. Tyler helped pay for some of the activities but daddy had friends at the hotel so they gave us a huge discount on everything. It usually is 15,000 dollars but they reduced it to 5,000 dollars. They all owed daddy a favor so that's their way of paying us back" Bridget said.

"You have a list of what you are going to do there. We planned your schedule…hope you don't mind. I think you'll like what you're doing" Tyler said.

Jared read off the list "first we have a spa day; beach dinner, and horseback riding. Second day is UFO parasailing, Whale watching, then luau. The list goes on for a week and a half. We are not just on Maui though I'm guessing".

"Nope, just a few days on Maui; next is the big Island, then Oahu then home! Wow thanks so much guys. This means a lot to us" Jared said in thanks.

They nodded and smiled at each other. I knew that they were perfect for each other. I was happy for them.

"Okay here's my gift Bella" Seth said. I opened it up and saw an iPod classic. I smiled and turned it on. I was fully charged and it had all the songs from my cds on it. I grinned and thanked him. He smiled and leaned back. I handed Seth the wrapping paper and he stood up to throw them away in the trash.

"Here Bella, this is from me and Kim" Paul said, handing me a box. I pulled the wrapping back and saw that it was an Apple box. Inside was a macbook air. I smiled and thanked them. I knew that if I didn't accept it they might throw it away or something.

"Hey Bella, this is from me" Leah said, handing me a clothes box. It was juicy couture. I smiled, it was a nice brand.

"Thanks Leah"

Inside the box was a black dress and black sweats. I couldn't wait to wear them. They looked comfy. I opened more presents from everyone else which included: a charm bracelet from Jared, charms from Billy, Brady, Collin, Jared, a necklace from Jared and last but not least a Lexus from Sam and Emily. It was silver and had dark interior. I was excited to try it out. Everyone was inside eating again, when the Cullens showed up.

"Hey Bella, we all have a gift for you…even though you me right now…please just take it" Edward said. I refused to look at him and just looked at Jasper and Alice.

"Yea, thanks" I said. They lead us to a clearing near Jake's house and there stood a cottage! It had lots of windows, rooms and other necessities. Inside was all dark wood. The floor was an intricately designed tile pattern and the stair case was a winding staircase. There was a master bedroom, game room, basement that served as an extra bed, huge living room and kitchen, spare bedroom upstairs and 4 and a half bathrooms. Jared and I decided to move into it tomorrow night.

"Oh don't worry about that. We moved all your furniture and moved it into your rooms and got extra furniture for the spare bedrooms. You guys can sleep in here tonight if you want" Alice said.

"Wow, thanks guys. This is awesome!" I said. Jared wrapped his arms around my shoulders and grinned. He was excited to have our own house.

-Later that night-

"Wow this house is amazing Bells" Jared whispered to me. We were in the master bedroom on the king size bed cuddling.

"I know. It's awesome! I love it so much" I said. He pulled me closer to him and I snuggled into him.

"Hey Bella, I wanna take you out on a date sometime…can I?" he asked.

"Of course you can Jared. You don't need to ask me" I replied. He smirked.

"Okay, I'm taking you to dinner then to the movies. How about Tuesday?" I nodded my head and turned over to go to sleep.

-next day after school-

I drove my new car home to my new house and parked. Jared got out and we walked into the house. We didn't have much homework because the teachers were having meetings all this week so they didn't want to have to grade papers and homework so they didn't assign hardly anything. Tomorrow was our date, I was excited. We had gone on many dates before after Edward and I broke up, which was two weeks ago. After we broke up, Jared took me on so many dates.

"Okay so tomorrow is our date! I'm excited!" Jared exclaimed. I laughed.

"You are always excited for our dates" I said, still laughing.

"That's because I'm with the most beautiful woman in the world: Bella Swan" he stated.

"You take me on the most exciting dates I have ever been on. First date was a trip to the beach where we popped fireworks. Second date was at the mini golf court. Third date was at the video game arcade in Seattle where we spent the night at a hotel. Fourth date was at a bonfire. Fifth date was a concert for Linkin Park! Best one so far. Sixth date was a picnic in the park alone. And out last date so far was at the local casino where we just stayed at the hotel and went swimming then to dinner! What will this date be like?" I asked.

"Nothing really…just dinner made by me, a movie, midnight stroll sort of thing" He said.

I smiled and headed over to him and hugged him. "You are the best Jared" I whispered. He hugged me tighter to him.

"I love you Bella"

"I love you Jared"

I snuggled next to Jared under the nice soft blankets and fell into a deep sleep. I didn't wake up until the next morning.

-Next day after school-

JPOV:

I sat with Embry on the nearby bench after school waiting for Bella to finish an AP test with Seth. I was a bit nervous for our date. I always am before though so this was natural for me.

"Have you two done IT yet?"

I stared at Embry shocked "dude…that is personal!" I shouted.

"So you haven't done IT yet?"

I sighed "no not yet. I'm waiting for the right moment. I don't want our relationship to be about sex" I said. He nodded his head in understanding "I want it to mean something to both of us. If she is ready for sex then so be it. For me, if she is ready to take the next step in our relationship then so am I".

"Dude…that was deep" Embry teased. I snorted.

"But..what if she said that tonight she was ready for sex? Would you go and have sex with her?" Embry asked. I nodded my head.

"I would. Because I know that we are meant for each other and that if she is ready for this then I will do it with her" I stated proudly.

"Well, that's cute"

I spun around to see Bella with Seth right behind her smirking at me. I didn't even hear or see them come up behind us. And that's saying something because I usually hear everything. I stood up and wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her to me.

"Hey, ready to go?" I asked. She nodded and we headed to her Lexus. We hopped in and she drove us back to our house.

"So what was that all about? That interesting talk with Jared" she asked. I blushed and told her how I felt about us: that I would wait for her to be ready to have sex…even if it was after we got married.

"Thanks Jared, it means a lot that you said that" she replied sweetly. I grinned and picked her up in my arms.

"AH! Where are we going Jared!" She screamed, as I walked her inside to the living room. I threw her on the couch and lay on top of her, nuzzling into her neck. I kissed her sensitive spot under her ears her breath hitched.

"J-jared what are you doing?" she asked. I ignored her and continued on my journey to her sweet lips. My lips moved to her chin and up her jaw till they got to her full pink lips. She returned my kiss with enthusiasm and wrapped her tiny arms around my neck and slipped her right down my shirt to rub my back. I slipped my hand under her body and up her back to her bra. I didn't unhook it up I traced around it.

"Jared, what are you doing?" Bella breathed out after my lips went to the side of her neck.

"Lavishing my love of my life, why do you ask?" I replied against her neck. She didn't have enough breath in her to answer that so she just grabbed my face in her hands and brought it back to her lips. My left hand went down her body to her leg and hitched it over my hip.

"Jared…take me upstairs" Bella whispered. I pulled back and looked at her.

"Are you sure you're ready?" I asked. She nodded her head and brought her lips to mine once again. I lead her to our room and plopped her on the bed, hovering my warm body over hers. I unbuttoned her shirt and pulled it off along with her bra and pants. I left her underwear on because I wanted to take it off alter. She took off my shirt and pants leaving my silver boxers on.

"I'll be careful Bella, I promise" I said to her.

She smiled and took my hand, moving it down to her chest. I gripped her breast and massaged it in my warm hand, making her arch her body towards me. I leaned down and kissed her soft neck. I licked and sucked the neck under her ear causing her to moan into my shoulder. Her small hands ran through my short black hair. It felt amazing to be like this with her. It felt right.

"Ah!" she moaned in ecstasy, making me go hard. Her body shook with what I hoped was pleasure, while my hands moved from her chest to down her body. I moved to her hot core and rubbed my hand over it. She gasped and tried to catch her breath. It wasn't working very well. My manhood was making me uncomfortable in my boxers. I would have to let him out soon.

"Jared! Inside me! I want you inside me!" she yelled. I nodded and took off my boxers, braced a hand and leg on each side of her head and slipped slowly inside her. She cried out in pain and I stopped where I was. I waited for her body to get used to me. After about two minutes her cream colored body rocked upwards, taking more of me inside her.

"I'm sorry Bella, I didn't mean to hurt you" I apologized. She smiled and rocked her hips once again. I moved my hips in sync with hers and was overwhelmed by all the pleasure I felt. This was better than I imagined it to be. I loved the feeling I get when we ride the waves of pleasure together. It felt right.

"Ah! Oh!" Bella moaned. I gripped one of her legs and moved it over my hip. Her hands scratched their way up and down my back, causing me to arch upwards. She moved her hips with such vigor that I began to get excited and felt my climax slowly coming. I held it off until I felt Bella's walls clench and she released her womanly juices and I climaxed right after her.

"Jared, thank you so much. You have done something I know Edward would never have done with me in a million years. I love you so much right now" Bella whispered. I grinned and lay down on top of her. She suddenly rolled me over and was on top of me.

"Who said I was done yet?" she asked.

"Why? Are you not done yet?" I teased. She smirked and rocked her hips. I realized that we were still connected to each other and I felt myself get hard again. I turned her onto her knees and, placing my chest on top of her back, entered her from the back. Her head reared back and I kissed her right shoulder. My hips bucked and I got into the movements once again. It was only ten minutes later that I climaxed once again.

I made sure Bella was comfy before I lay down next to her. She rolled on her ride and gazed at me lovingly. I held her hand in mine and brought it to my lips. She blushed and took her hand out of mine, moving it down to my manhood. She took it into her hands and massaged it upwards and downwards. It was at the ready position about a minute later. I was about ready to jump onto and into her when she sat up and got out of bed.

"Okay well, now that I'm done I should head to the bathroom and shower" she stated and walked out the room "oh and you might want to take care of your little problem. It's very rude to point".

"Wh...what was that?" I exclaimed. She ignored my question and walked into the bathroom. I followed her with my little guy showing me the way. I jumped into the shower with her and pressed her again the tiled wall.

"What was that for?! You get my little friend excited then you leave! No you are helping me take care of him!" I yelled in frustration.

She laughed and got down on her knees, taking me into her mouth and grabbed what she couldn't fit with her hand. I almost collapsed but held onto the wall. She bobbed her head back and forth, massaging my member with her tongue. She took it out of her mouth then and I almost groaned from the lack on contact. She started to lick the tip and my knees buckled.

"Don't stop Bella, please don't stop! You have no idea how good it feels" I moaned out to her. She stood up and I slipped inside her tender folds. I pounded into her, pressing my body to hers and lifting a leg up to hitch it around my waist to get better access. Bella's gasps of breath quickly turned to muffled sobs of pure ecstasy. She buried her head into my shoulder and nipped at me.

"Almost there Bella! Almost there!" I shouted into her hair. I felt myself about ready to explode and pounded into her one more time and came. She came a few seconds after me, sighing in contentment.

"That was amazing Jared" she whispered.

"Every time with you is amazing" I replied. She snorted and I pulled out of her.

"We have to get ready for school in about an hour. Let's finish showering then we can go downstairs and make breakfast. What do you say?" I asked her.

"Yea sure, sounds good to me"

AN: hey im soo sorry that I haven't updated in so long! Ive been so busy with: summer school, visiting family in texas, and my makeup English course. I literally have no time to do anything. I have to spend all my time doing homework. It sucks so much. Im currently working on the next chapter so hopefully ill have time to update at least by this weekend. Enjoy and please review.

-loudie