To Find What I Wasn't Looking For
Chapter 21
Olivia had suggested that they should move to the bedroom where they would be more comfortable but Amanda was afraid that her legs wouldn't carry her all the way so she told Liv that they were fine where they were for now. The continued to grow and there was a fire within the blonde's stomach, burning with hot flames of passion and desire, raw hunger and lust. By pressing herself down harder onto Olivia's leg she shuddered and moaned as her swollen clit rubbed against the now damp material of her panties. She needed more, needed something real and raw. She needed Olivia.
"Are you sure about this, sweetheart? I don't want to hurt you or scare you. If you're not ready I understand." the brunette mumbled into the kiss, feeling herself losing it and giving in to the powerful pull of sexual desire.
Amanda was almost ready to burst if Olivia wouldn't touch her sooner rather than later and the burning sensation in the pit of her stomach had quickly turned into a raging fire that was nearly too big and wild to to ever extinguish. She had never experienced such lustfilled desire and her sex was screaming for attention, needing to be touched. Without giving Olivia a verbal response she took a larger hand in hers, pulled at the elastic of her pants and swiftly guided it underneath the material and her soaking panties.
"Fuck." she grunted as soon as Olivia's fingers made contact with her slippery flesh, pushing her hips forward, begging for more.
"Oh, baby! You're so swollen, I can feel how ready you are." Liv croaked in a husky voice, working the fingertips around the protruding bud, feeling the wetness coat her hand. "Take what you need, sweetheart, take all you need. You're in control." it took a lot of willpower to not ravish the younger woman straddling her lap. Her own arousal was rapidly building in her lower belly, without a doubt leaving a large wet patch in her own underwear just by feeling and touching Amanda's slik folds.
Due to the generous expansion of the elastic, Olivia had plenty of room to move her hand around to get full access. She was dying to see, taste and smell every inch of Amanda's body but she had to push those urges down since she had made it clear that the blonde was in total control of the situation. She placed her left hand on Amanda's ass cheek, helping her to create a steady rhythm with her hips, thrusting back and forth.
The younger woman hid her face in the crook of Olivia's neck, kissing and nipping away at the soft and delicious skin she found there, feeling the Lieutenant stiffle a moan at the sweet torture. She needed more from Olivia, needed to feel her inside, to fill her up. By guiding the skillfull hand into the right position, Amanda felt two of Olivia's fingers press against her dripping opening and slowly she eased herself down onto the long digits, letting them slip into her as she moaned for release.
Olivia felt the warmth and the slik wetness against her fingers and hand, the walls inside Amanda's sex clenched around her as she slowly began to move them in and out in a steady speed. "You feel so good, baby, so so good." she could hear how soaking the blonde was as her wetness kept growing with each thrust, creating a delicious sexual and erotic sound with every move. "Oh my god, sweetheart, you're soaking. You're all worked up. Come on, move with me, baby, take all you need."
By pumping her hips back and forth Amanda could feel her climax building rapidly and she was now a quivering mess, desperate to reach an orgasm. She picked up the speed as she kept riding the two fingers that were placed deep within her, whimpering and crying softly as her release was only seconds away. "Ohhh, fuck!" she grunted into Olivia's neck and took all the energy she had left and rapidly pumped herself against the Lieutenant's hand, riding the digits shamelessly as she came crashing over the edge.
"That's it, baby! Cum for me! Oh, you're so beautiful, Amanda, so so beautiful, hot and sexy. Just let yourself go." Olivia held on to the trembling woman as she rode out the intense waves of euphoria, withering and convulsing in her arms before she finally went slack against the brunette's body, fingers still inside her.
Amanda was panting heavily into Olivia's neck as the occasional tremble still passed through her exhausted frame causing soft whimpers to escape her throat. "Shhh, easy, sweetheart. Just take a minute to calm down, you're okay. Do you want me to pull out?" she whispered and kissed the blonde's temple, feeling how hot and clammy she was due to the intense fight to reach her climax.
"No," Amanda whimpered again, pressing her over heated face against the soft and tanned skin of the Lieutenant, tightening her arms around Olivia's shoulders. "...not yet. Give me... a minute." she breathed heavily, her chest rising and falling with each gasping breath, riding out the aftermath of an orgasm so intense, her inner walls were still gripping onto Olivia's long fingers.
"Take as long as you need, sweetie. I'm not going anywhere." she cooed into a nearby ear, rubbing her back with her left hand as her thumb on her right hand gently began to stroke Amanda's pubic bone, soothing her back down from her high. "You can pull away whenever you're ready."
Amanda had just done what she thought she couldn't do, at least not yet or not for a very long time to come. She had had sex. She had had sex and an orgasm and it had been completed and utterly amazing. The sensation of Olivia's fingers, still inside of her, were in a way comforting and soothing. She trusted her, trusted her with her life. There was nothing Olivia had said or done to convince her otherwise, everything the brunette had done for her had always been made out of care and kindness and she didn't think there was anything remotely bad about the Lieutenant. She was good. She was a perfect example of a pure kind hearted and compassionate woman that would go an extra mile, even for a stranger, to make them feel safe and cared for.
Their love making had also been an example of just that. She had made sure the blonde was ready, comfortable and feelimg safe before they proceeded to do anything beyond kissing and just touching. The older woman had made her feel all the things she didn't think was possible to feel ever again, not after what had happened with Lucas, but here she was, in the arms of an extraordinary woman who cared for her and made sure that she mattered, that she was ready, that she was protected, safe and okay.
It was overwhelming to feel all those things at the same time. It felt like her heart was about to burst right out of her chest from all the emotions that were swirling inside of her and she couldn't stop her eyes from tearing up or her throat from letting out a strangled and muffled whimper and cried softly into Olivia's hoodie, creating wet patches with the salty drops. "Hey, honey, what's the matter? Did I hurt you?" Amanda quickly shook her head, not wanting Olivia to believe for a second that she had hurt her because it couldn't be more further from the truth.
Liv brushed blonde hair away from her hidden face, trying to get a look at her face to see if she was okay. "Shhh, then what's the matter, honey? Tell me." she whispered and kissed the side of her head in a motherly fashion.
Slowly, Amanda pulled away from the fingers that were buried deep within her, whimpering at the loss of contact, then she immediately felt strong arms enveloping her, holding her in a secure embrace, rocking slightly from side to side while muttering hushing noises into her ear, waiting patiently for Amanda to speak.
"I... I'm just... I'm just... overwhelmed, I guess." she sniffled, pulling back slightly and settled down next to the brunette on the couch, her sex still pulsating from the strong release. "I... I didn't think I would... you know, be able to... to finish." her face turned beet red at the confession, lowering her head to avoid looking Liv in the eye, feeling extremely embarrassed.
"Oh, honey." Liv soothed and brushed the tears away as they fell. "I'm so honoured that you trust me enough to let me touch you and I'm so glad that you were able to have an orgasm, that must've been such a relief for you, in more ways than one." she playfully chuckled but turned serious once again. "Honestly, sweetheart, I'm so happy for you and I feel so privileged to be here with you." she brought the blonde closer and kissed her flushed forehead, wiping the last of her tears. "You doing better now, sweetie?"
Nodding her head, Amanda snuggled closer to the brunette, feeling the warmth radiating from the older woman, soothing and calming her senses. "Can I... can I touch... you?" she whispered, her voice shy and timid.
Olivia took a hold of Amanda's hand and placed it over one of her own breasts, feeling her nipple stiffen under the touch. "You can do whatever you're comfortable doing, my love. I'm right here, although, I think we should relocate into the bedroom perhaps, where we will be more comfortable. What do you say?"
Kissing passionately, they stumbled into the bedroom and Amanda gently pushed the Lieutenant down onto the bed and lowered herself on top of the tall muscular body beneath, fingers fumbling with Olivia's top, hands gripping onto heated flesh, needing to feel, see and taste everything about this beautiful woman. Liv noticed her shaky fingers and erratic breathing and covered them with her own, giving them a gentle squeeze. "Hey, easy, I'm not going anywhere. Here, let me help."
She sat up, pulled her top off, leaving here in a black laze bra that perfectly hugged her generous breasts. "God, you're beautiful." Amanda stated and began to kneed a large mound with one hand and gently suckled onto a nipple, working the pebbled flesh with her mouth and tongue.
Olivia gasped at the sensual contact and pushed her upper body forward, feeling Amanda take in as much of her breast as she could into her mouth, suckling almost forcefully on it and Liv had to look down at the blonde, who was passionately latching onto her nipple, needing to look at her face as she did it. "Dear god! Amanda, what are you doing to me? That's it, sweetheart, that's it, god that feels so good."
The brunette could feel herself almost soaking through the material of her panties and her pants and she knew it wouldn't take long for her to cum. Suddenly, she felt Amanda tug at the waste band of her leggings and underwear, indicating that she needed them taken off, now. Lifting her hips from the mattress, Amanda could easily slide the garments down her legs and toss them on the floor and instantly began to fumble with the clasp of Olivia's bra, needing her completely naked under her, needing to feel her skin on hers. When the Lieutenant was totally exposed, Amanda began to undress herself in a clumpsy manner, tearing at the garments and discarded them on top of Olivia's on the hardwood floor of the bedroom, in a messy pile.
"You are beautiful, Amanda. So so beautiful." Liv whispered into the dim lit room just as the beams from a lightning passed in through the window, creating a soft glow all over Amanda's naked toned body. However, this time, the lightening or the sound of the rolling thunder didn't scare her. She was too busy, too occupied to even register it. "Come here, baby. Let me hold you."
Immediately, Amanda snuck into Liv's open arms, their skin making contact for the first time and the they both gasped at the intense feeling of softness and warmth. Hands began to roam, touching every inch, every curve and every scar before the blonde could no longer wait. She slid her hand between their bodies, now laying on their sides facing each other, and slipped a finger through Olivia's soaked folds, hearing the wetness flood. "Oh, Liv, you're drenched. You feel so soft, so warm." she flicked her hugely swollen clit with the tip of her finger, hearing the Lieutenant cry out in pleasure, feeling her own arousal seeping out from between her legs.
"Can I touch you too?" Liv croaked, her eyes half closed in a sexual desired haze, her breath warm against the blonde's face.
Amanda didn't respond verbally. Instead she lifted her leg slightly, inviting Liv's hand to work it's magic once again. She groaned as she felt the Lieutenant's long slender fingers starting to play with her clit, feeling the tingly pleasure all the way down to her toes and every hair follicle.
Their eyes locked as they pleasured and rubbed each other closer to oblivion, hips rocking, breaths mingling, moans erupting from tight throats and beads of sweat bloomed on their foreheads. "I'm so close." Amanda panted, trying to keep up the same rhythm as Olivia's thrusting hips. "Together." she moaned and picked up the speed with her hand and fingers, rubbing, pinching and flicking the Lieutenant's engorged bud, feeling the sweet nectar seep through her opening.
"Oh my god, Amanda! I... I'm gonna... I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum. Please, baby, cum with me, cum with me."
Time stood still for a second before their joined orgasm took hold of their bodies simultaneously, screaming out their release as their hips jerked wildly against each other's hands, gushing their pent up arousal, soaking the cream coloured sheets before they stilled and only their laboured gasps and pants for air could be heard inside the gloomy room. Slowly, they each withdrew their hands and cuddled closer to one another as they let the afterglow of their mind blowing sex fill their senses.
"That was amazing, sweetheart, absolutely amazing. You are amazing." Olivia stated breathlessly, running her fingers through blonde tangled hair, letting her fingertips ghost along her spine down to the soft curve where back met buttom and repeated the motion over and over again, soothing and grounding Amanda as she was still occasionally shivering.
"I feel like I have a slight advantage, Lieutenant. If I calculate correctly, I do believe I had the privilege to achieve two orgasms while you, on the other hand, only had the one opportunity to climax once. Don't think I'll forget about it. I always pay my debts." she slurred her words as she spoke, the relaxing movement of Olivia's hand, the dim light in the room and the strenuous activity had taken a toll on the young woman, her blue eyes reluctantly fluttering close.
"I'm sure you do, honey. Just remember that I can arrest you if you leave your debts unpaid. Sleep now." she hushed and pulled the covers over their naked bodies, smiling lovingly as Amanda let out a faint squeal of contentment and snuggled in as close as she possibly could get into the warm Lieutenant's arms, already fast asleep. "I'll be right here, sweetie. Just sleep. I love you."
When Amanda woke up about two hours later, the thunder seemed to have stopped but the rain was still pouring from the sky, smashing against the window, creating a somewhat soothing sound. Soft snores came from the woman next to her, still asleep, hair toussled on the white pillow and her mouth slightly open. To Amanda she looked absolutely beautiful. She could still feel the aftermath of their earlier activities, her clit still sensitive and tingly, her skin sticky due to dried perspiration and her body slightly sore from the movements of her hips, hands and arms.
Smiling faintly, she lifted her hand up, the same hand that had been buried between the Lieutenant's legs only hours ago and brought it to her nose. The smell of Olivia still lingered on them, sweet and sensual. Another wave of arousal washed over her as she inhaled the intoxicated scent of the older woman and she couldn't wait to actually taste her and see her in her full glory.
Slowly she pulled the covers off the sleeping brunette, her naked tanned body glowed in the faint light and her eyes immediately travelled down to the dark patch of curls between two well shapely thighs and swiftly scooted down to the same level. A moan escaped Olivia's lips but she didn't wake up. Instead, she unconsciously shifted in the bed so she was lying on her back, legs parted just enough for Amanda to see her folds and the protruding clit between them, her own pleasure bud twitching with need.
Softly, she used her fingers to gently part Olivia's lips, so she could get full access to her clitoris, and seductively ran her tongue through the folds and circled the hardened bud, moaning at the sweet taste. Olivia's eyes suddenly flew open and she gasped at the warm sensation between her legs, propping herself up on her elbows, spotting Amanda now suckling and licking her whole labia with gusto.
"Holy fuck! Amanda, what... oh god, that feels so good. Ahh!" throwing her head back, she arched her back, pushing her hips into the blonde's mouth, asking for more.
Amanda got the hint and inserted two fingers into the still wet opening and quickly found a rhythm that matched them both as she devoured he sensative pearl with her tongue. "I'm close already, baby, so close." by pumping her fingers in and out of the slik opening and adding pressure with her tongue, the Lieutenant's hips suddenly flew off the mattress, jerking uncontrollably in the air, cumming hard in Amanda's warm and wet mouth. "Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop... Oh my gooood!"
The walls pulsated around her fingers, indicating that the orgasm had been a strong one. "Are you trying to kill me?" she gasped when she had finally come down from her high, chest heaving and her body had turned into a jelly like state.
Amanda chuckled slighy and snuggled into the damp and worked up body beneath her, kissing her lightly on the lips. "Now we're even, Lieutenant."