I knew what it was straight away, Ive grown up with it. Doctors, checkups, emergency room… Cancer. I didn't know how to react. When I found out my mum was sick, I just cried and stood by her. This is different though, this is Justin, my boyfriend. I want to stand by him, all I wanted to do was cry, but I knew what this would do to him, his career, and his life. I stood in the hallway and my legs where shaking as I could hear the whimpers of Justin behind me. I can't believe Issy didn't tell me, Scooter or Jaden. I turned to see Justin behind me; I could see the tears still on his cheeks and the redness underneath his eyes. I wanted to just run up to him and kiss his lips but it didn't feel right. I was angry, why was I the last to know.
I opened the door of the hotel room and I can feel Justin staring at me from down the corridor. I slammed the door behind me and I could feel their entire eyes look at me. Jaden, Issy, Scooter and Kenny. I could see the expression on Issy's face she knew she let me down.
"How could you!" I wailed at them, who sat in silence on the couch. The tears didn't stop when they started my whole face was wet when I screamed at them. "He's my boyfriend, and you didn't even tell me!" I screamed at Issy as I walked over to her, looking at her eye to eye. I could see the pain in her face as she started to cry as well.
"Hollie, settle we wanted to tell you but Justin wanted to!" Justin wanted to sure that's why he told me sooner? That was all that ran through my mind. I couldn't hold anything back anymore,
"Seriously Scooter, I don't care. He's my boyfriend I should know before all of you. He even told my best friend before me" I stopped I had to let out a wail of tears before I could talk for any longer, I walked towards the dining table and saw flowers. A small pretty floral card was attached,
I hope you will fight through, Never say Never
- Willow Smith
I ripped the card up in my hands, tearing it to pieces, who else knew did everyone else know except for me.
"Willow?" I whispered as I placed my hand to the glass of flowers, I could see Jaden getting up of his seat to calm me down,
"Is he going to die to, like my mum?" I screamed so loud, I could hear myself echo. I let my hand go and smashed the flowers off the table, breaking on the floor. I could hear the gasp from every direction from the room, but the one behind me was different. The huskiness of his voice was not Scooter or Kenny's. The person standing behind me was Justin.
I turned to see his chestnut eyes looking into mine I couldn't help but not notice the blackness under his eyes. He reached out and pulled me closer with my waist. He put his hand through my long, layered blonde hair whilst playing with my fingers. "I need to talk to you," He whispered whilst placing his hand entwine with mine and leading me to his bedroom.
As he sat me down on the bed and as he tried to open his mouth all that came out was a choking noise. I looked at him to see what was going on, and all I could see was him going blue. I screamed for Scooter and as he rushed in the room, he grabbed Justin and picked him up. He ran out of the room, closed the door behind me and left the hotel room. Issy came rushing in and took my by the hand and tried to get me up,
"Hollie, Justin is sick; we need to go to the hospital!" She yelled at me, but I sat and shock my head. I didn't want to move, I wasn't going to move…