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The next morning, I found my self in the best place in the world. I awoke in Edward's arms looking directly into his eyes. But there was only a slight problem. I couldn't see right. My vision was blurry and I felt light headed. I thought it was because I had just woken up. But it became much more than that.
"Bella? Are you alright?" My Greek God asked me.
"Yeah. Just getting used to being awake." I rubbed my eyes but the blurriness in my vision did not go away. I shook my head to help wake myself up, but it only made me dizzy and made my head hurt. I winced as Edward brushed my hair out of my eyes.
"What's the matter?" I couldn't see his face, but I heard worry in his voice.
"I'm fine. Just need to wake-up. Can I go to the bathroom by myself today?" I asked, hoping he wouldn't insist on carrying me. He hesitated.
"Yes. But I'll be waiting right outside the door. He got up and helped me up. I only took a few steps when the room started to spin and I felt like I was going to throw up. I stopped walking and fell. Luckily Edward's arms caught me.
"BELLA!" He screamed! The loud noise did not help my head.
"Edward, please don't yell." I closed my eyes and focused on not throwing up.
"What hurts?" He asked. His voice filled with worry.
"I feel dizzy, and I can't see straight." I nuzzled my head into his chest.
"Carlisle." Edward whispered. Carlisle was there in a flash.
"What can I do for you today?" Carlisle asked.
"Bella said that she's dizzy and can't see straight." Edward kissed the top of my head. Carlisle stared at me with a grim look.
"I was afraid this would happen. This is from the baby. Bella's body isn't reacting properly."
"What can we do?" Edward asked.
"Whenever this happens, let her lie down and rest. It should pass in a few hours. She should be fine then." Edward immediately laid me on the bed, and plopped down next to me. My head started to pound. I picked up his hand and laid it on top of my forehead. It felt so good, so cold………..
The next thing I knew, Edward wasn't next to me. It fact, he wasn't even in the room. I didn't move. I didn't have the urge to move at all. I rubbed my hand over my stomach absent mindedly. I developed a pattern. Up, down, left, right.
"It is her decision Edward! We have to support her!" Alice suddenly yelled.
"This baby is hurting her! I can't stand seeing her sick!" Edward yelled back. I squeezed my eyes shut. They were fighting because of me.
"She is considerate enough to carry this baby so it can live! Can't you see this is taking so much more out of her than any of us!?" Alice's voice was so angry; it was painful for me to hear.
"I know it's extremely hard on her! But she didn't have to go through this!" Edward's voice strained.
"But she chose to, because she is just that loving! Now I hate to tell you, but this baby is coming and Bella is going to have to carry it for another three months whether you want her to or not! So I suggest you get over it!" I heard stomping and a door being slammed. Then suddenly, a wave of calm came over me. Jasper. I smiled to myself as Edward opened the door. I froze, wondering if he knew that I was awake. He sighed.
"Bella, I know you're awake. There's no way you could have not woken up." I rolled over and looked into his liquid topaz eyes.
"I'm sorry." I mumbled, and looked down. He let out another sigh.
"You have nothing to apologize for Bella." Edward said clenching his teeth.
"Yes I do and you know it! You're angry with me! You don't want me to have this baby!"
"No I don't!" Edward said, letting his anger get the best of him.
"Well I'm sorry for that! But it's kind of late in the game!"
"Well no shit!" He growled.
"Why can't you just except the fact that I'm having this baby!?! I'm getting rid of it as soon as it's born! Why are you getting so worked up about this!?"
"You could get yourself killed!"
"I'm not going to die! Would Carlisle let me die?" I asked.
"No, but that's not the point Bella! This baby is a nothing! This is not the same situation that you are in! Why do you care about this stupid baby so much!?!" He roared.
"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!" I screamed and tears started to stream down my cheeks. Edward's eyes stared into mine with fury. But they then turned regretful.
"Oh Bella, I'm so sorry!" He took a step towards me, but then turned around and walked out of the room. I started to cry harder, letting the sobs control my body. A pair of cool arms then wrapped around me and another wave of calm came over me. I looked up and saw Jasper sitting in front of me, and Alice was hugging me.
"He didn't mean it Bella." Alice soothed me. Jasper then sat next to me and started to rub my back.
"He didn't. He was just so upset that he can't help what you're going through. This is one of the few things he can't save you from." Jasper whispered. I shook both of them off and stood up.
"I need to get out of here for a while." I walked out of the house and into my truck and drove down to Charlie's old house. I inherited Charlie's house, but I didn't do anything to it. I couldn't bear to sell it, so for now nothing had been moved. Everything was the same. When I pulled up into the familiar drive way, I almost cried. I missed this place so much. I unlocked the front door and took in the familiar scent. Everything was in the exact same place as I remembered. I laid on the couch and hugged a pillow tightly. I needed someone, but I couldn't face any of the Cullen's right now. I picked up the cordless phone that was on the end table, and dialed Jacob's number.
"Hello?" Billy's rough voice answered.
"Hey Billy, is Jacob there?" I asked.
"Yeah, hold on a second." I heard Billy call Jacob.
"Hello?" Jacob answered excitedly.
"Hey Jake. Could you meet me at Charlie's?" I asked quietly.
"Yeah, sure. Are you alright?"
"Yeah, I was fighting with Edward." I heard Jacob's quick intake of breath.
"Do you want me to go after him? Because…"
"Jake, we just had an argument. But I just want to forget about it for now. Please? I want to hang out with my best friend."
"Okay. I'll be there soon, alright?" You could almost hear the smile in Jacob's voice.
"Yeah. See you soon." I put the phone back on the charger, leaned back, and let out a deep breath. I felt a slight twinge of pain in my abdomen, but I ignored it. I counted to eight-hundred and fifty-three before Jacob finally got there. He opened up the door, knowing he didn't need an invitation.
"Hey Bells." He walked over.
"Hey Jacob." I sat up and made room for him on the couch. He sat next to me and I rested my head on his shoulder.
"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked. I nodded my head. Then, another pain made me cringe. It was a little more intense, but I shook it off.
"Yeah. Let's go somewhere."
"We could go ride our…." He stopped. "Never mind. I was going to say we can ride our bikes, but I don't want to." His eyes dropped to my stomach. I put my hand on top of the giant bump. I had gained thirty pounds in the past six months. I was not very happy about that.
"I probably couldn't fit behind the handle bars." I giggled.
"Want to go to the beach in La Push?" He asked.
"Yeah. Let's go." He picked me up and carried me to his Rabbit. I laughed as I remembered Mike getting sick in the back seat. Good times. Jacob must have known what I was thinking, because he started laughing to. I buckled up and felt another pain. It was much harsher this time, and I gasped and cringed when it hit. Luckily, Jacob was walking to his side of the car and didn't notice. When he got in the car, I smiled and acted as if everything was ok. He started the car and we were soon on our way to the beach.
"So how's my pack of gigantic wolves?" I asked. Jacob smiled.
"They all miss you. There all still upset about what happened, but they want to see you. Emily especially." He smirked. "She wants to throw you a baby shower." My eyes widened.
"No!" I laughed. "Besides, I'm not going to keep the baby, so why should I have a baby shower?" Jacob's smile turned into a frown.
"So you're really going to get rid of it?"
"Yeah. I don't think I'll be able to take care of it knowing that the only reason it was there was because I got raped. But then I want it so much." I sighed and laid my head on Jacob's shoulder. He smiled when I did that. Another pain washed through me. The pains were getting worse, and closer. I winced and this time, Jacob didn't miss it.
"What's the matter?!" Jacob asked anxiously.
"It's nothing." I lied.
"Bella, please tell me. If you're in pain, we need to get you to the hospital."
"I'm fine." He looked at me seriously, but dropped it. We then pulled up to the beach. Jacob helped me out of the car, and surprisingly let me walk on my own. We walked down the beach hand in hand.
"When's Emily and Sam's wedding?" I asked casually.
"It's next month. March third." He answered. I nodded my head. My body tensed as the same pain ripped through. They weren't far apart anymore. My last one was seven minutes ago. Jacob's voice broke through my thoughts. "Bella? Are you okay?!"
"Can we sit for a minute?" I asked. He nodded and sat me down against a flat rock. He sat next to me and I rested my head in his lap. Jacob kept brushing my hair back. Not even four minutes later, the pain came again.
"I think I need to take you to the hospital Bella." Jacob said. I nodded and saw worry in his eyes. He picked me up and ran me as fast as he could back to the rabbit, and drove to the hospital. When we were in the lobby, Carlisle walked out and saw me. He ran over.
"What's the matter Bella?"
"I think I'm I finally said, finally admitting it to myself. "I keep having this strong pain every few minutes." He nodded his head. He picked me up and walked me into a room. Jacob followed. Carlisle handed me a gown.
"I need you to change into this. Do you want me to call Edward?" He asked.
"Yeah!" He nodded and walked out to call and give me some privacy. Jacob was about to leave when I stopped him.
"Jake, I'm embarrassed to have to ask you this, but could you help me get this on?"
"No problem Bella." I smiled, but winced when another pain came. He helped me put on the famous, backless robe, and walked out to let Carlisle know that we were done. Edward walked back in with Carlisle, and rushed to my side.
"Bella, oh Bella! I'm so sorry!" He kissed my lips. I started to cry.
"No I'm sorry." I choked on a sob. "But let's forget about this for now. What's going on?" He held my hand.
"Bella, if you are having contractions, we need to get them stopped as you are only six months pregnant." Carlisle said. "I'm going to give you a drug that should stop the contractions. But if it doesn't work, were going to have to deliver the baby."
"Okay." I said. Carlisle hooked up an IV to me and poured in the drug. He then left me and Edward alone. Edward picked me up and slid under me.
"I'm so sorry I lost control earlier. I do understand why you are carrying the baby. I was just upset that you were so sick this morning." Edward whispered. I buried my head into his shoulder.
"I know Edward." I yawned involuntarily.
"Go to sleep my love." Edward hummed my lullaby and I felt my eye lids close.
I woke up when I felt a huge splash of liquid under me. My heart plummeted.
"Bella, was that what I think it was?" He asked.
"Yes. I think it was."
I felt his body stiffen under me. I was suddenly back on the bed.
"I'm going to get Carlisle." I nodded and started to cry. The pains weren't back yet. Carlisle walked in with a serious look on his face.
"Bella, are you sure you're water broke?" Carlisle asked. I nodded. "You're going to have to deliver." Edward's face turned even paler.
"Carlisle, are you sure there's nothing else you can do?" Edward asked.
"Yes, Edward. Unfortunately." I nodded and Edward walked over to me. "I'll come in and check every once in a while. You should start feeling more contractions soon Bella." I nodded and Carlisle left again.
"Sorry about your pants Edward."
"Bella, don't you dare even worry about that." I smiled but cringed as a pain came. It wasn't like the others. It hurt! SO MUCH! I let out a whimper. Edward grabbed my hand.
"You squeeze it as hard as you can, okay?" I nodded. It went on for the next few hours like this. I have extreme pains and tried my best each time not to cry. Carlisle came back in and checked me. I blushed and had to fight the urge to clamp my legs the whole time. But after four hours of agony, I was only at two centimeters. I almost cried when Carlisle told me that.
"I can't do this Edward. I can't!" I cried.
"Yes you can. I'm going to help you okay?" I nodded. "The rest of the family is in the waiting room. Would you like to see them?"
"Okay." Alice exploded into the room as soon as I said that word.
"Oh Bella! You're having the baby! RIGHT NOW!!" She squealed. Jasper looked at me with sorry eyes and sent a calm wave over me. Esme walked over and kissed my forehead.
"Oh Bella! You're doing great!" I smiled. Emmett couldn't stop smiling at me.
"You're doing great sis. Pop little whatever out!" He raised his hand for a high-five and even though I reached as far as I could, I couldn't reach his hand. We both laughed. Rosalie came up and knelt next to me. She looked me straight in the eye.
"Bella, do your best. You're going to be fine. And remember what I talked to you about before." I nodded. Carlisle then shooed everyone out of the room
"Alright. You can see her again after the baby is born." Everyone filed out and left me. Carlisle, and Edward again. I had another painful contraction. I grabbed the rails on the bed and tried my best not to scream out. When it was over, Edward grabbed my hand.
"You can do it." He whispered. I started to cry.
"I don't think I can."
"You can." It went on like that for a few hours. Carlisle came back into check me and I was at eight centimeters, and the contractions were every few minutes. I could feel the sweat pouring down my face. I was breathing heavily and I was fighting the urge to scream and cry.
"Your doing great Bella. It won't be long now." I screamed as the next contraction hit. I couldn't take it anymore. I squeezed Edward's hand as hard as I could.
"Edward, please, MAKE IT STOP!" I begged.
"You can do it Bella." Another contraction came and I scream louder. Carlisle came back to check me.
"Alright Bella, your all set. Now you can start pushing." I stared at him like he just shot me. "You can do it Bella. When I say push, I need you to push alright?" I nodded. He propped up my legs and got ready. "Alright Bella. Push!" I pushed as hard as I could, and the pain was unbearable. It felt worse than the fire after James had bit me. I screamed and cried. "The head is out. This is the toughest part. The shoulders. Are you ready?" I shook my head no, but Carlisle ignored me. "PUSH!" I pushed as hard as I could, and I heard a babies cry fill the room. I let out a sigh, but winced as I felt another contraction. "Well Bella, I think we have another one." Carlisle said.
"WHAT!?!?! ANOTHER ONE!?!" I screamed. Edward grabbed my hand.
"You can do it Bella. This one will be easier. I promise. Edward, I need you to hold this baby alright?" He nodded and kissed me before taking the baby from Carlisle. I got as much of the little strength I had left, and used it when Carlisle yelled 'push!' again. The second baby came out easy. I waited for another contraction. Just in case a third baby was there. But there wasn't. Thankfully. Edward helped Carlisle clean off the two babies, and they each brought a bundle over. Edward carried a pink one, and Carlisle carried a blue. They laid them in my arms and I started to cry.
"Bella, this is truly a miracle. The babies are absolutely fine!" Carlisle said. And he opened the door and let the rest of the family, and Jacob, in to see us. They all stood in awe.
"Oh Bella! There so beautiful." Esme said. Jasper sent out a wave of happiness and joy. I smiled up at him. Rosalie looked like if she could, she would cry. And Emmett looked happier then I had ever seen.
"What are there names?" Alice asked.
"There names are Serena Alison and Michael William." Edward smiled and kissed my cheek. Everyone stood and looked in awe at the two little miracles that had just been brought into the world.
What's going to happen now? Will the Volturi find out? Will they kill the babies? Will Bella ever decide whether or not to keep the babies?? Well, untill I write it, your gonna have to wait. But anyways, did you guys like it?!?! That was the longest chapter I ever wrote!!! Now show me some love! HIT THAT REVIEW BUTTON AND REVIEW!
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