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Jan's POV

"Sadie?"

"Hi Jan, I was just coming by to thank you."

I blushed. "For what?"

She smiled back at me as I opened the door and walked out to meet her as she smiled and said," I want to thank you for being there for me, I don't know if I could have done it without you Jan. Thank you."

I looked at her and brushed her brown hair out of her eyes as she smiled at me and I saw a new light in her eyes, she was happy and healthy and that's what I wanted. A happy Sadie. I leaned down and brushed my lips against her cheek as she smiled and kissed me on the cheek as I moved my lips to hers and wrapped my arms around her as she smiled at me and said," You have changed Jan, I like the new you."

"You know I do."

The two of us were in a trance until I broke it and leaned down and kissed her as she whimpered, her lips were soft and warm as I cupped her cheek in my hands as I kissed her, I couldn't believe this was happening to me. I was absolutly in love with Sadie Giiliam.

Suddenly, I shot up in bed trying to think about my dream which was weird. It had been a couple of days since Sadie had been on the stand and I had been having these dreams lately about Sadie, weird dreams about her mainly of me telling her that I was in love with her. I laid down in bed running my fingers through my hair trying to work everything out, my life had literally turned inside out because of Sadie.

A lot had changed for me, I haven't spoken to my so called friends in a few weeks since everything happened. I guess you could say that I had changed but it was hard to imagine me having dreams about telling Sadie that I loved her, I hadn't noticed a lot of things about Sadie.

It was hard to imagine that just one person can totally change your life, the way you think, the way you are, the way you act and everything that you thought you knew was a lie. It was strange to think how my life changed in one split second, I was more anxious than anything in the world to see how this trail panned out. Mostly important how Sadie was going to take it.

Sadie's POV

I wish it was over, I wish none of this had happened. Everything was so much easier for me and now it had changed and now things were much more difficult. My siblings were in foster care, I was a mess, and my mother wanted to kill me so life was just real peachy. It had been a couple days since I was put on the stand and I was just glad it was over, I hated being on the stand but knew I had to do it. I leaning towards the hope that she would be lose custody of us and that's all I wanted. The charges against her were child negligence and child abuse among others, Jan's mom told that she would possibly get ten to fifteen years and that made me relieved.

I was just ready for this to be over.

The next day...

As I arrived to the courtroom, I noticed that Jan and his mother were talking quietly and he was trying to get information out of her. I knew something was going but I didn't know what it was. As I made my way over to them, I saw Jan smile at me and I knew something was up so I asked," Is something wrong?"

He smiled at me. "Your mom fired her attourney, she doesn't want anyone to represent her. She wants to do it alone."

"What?"

Suddenly, I felt weak and I felt like I was going to pass out. I don't know why but I felt sick to my stomach and Jan must have noticed because he grabbed me and I fell into his arms struggling to breathe, I closed my eyes as he brought me in the courthouse. I don't why this was happening to me, I should be glad to hear this. Now I knew that this day in the courtroom was going to be emotional and I wasn't sure I could handle it.

I wasn't sure about anything anymore.