"Break Even" The Script (John Cena/Edge)
Edge wrapped his arms around his mid section, as he watched John cuddling with Cody, feeling as though his heart were shattering into a billion tiny pieces.
Without John, he felt half dead, yet half alive too. Alive enough to feel the pain of not having John. The cold feeling that came with sleeping alone.
Feeling as though you're falling apart. Without John, he knew he was falling apart. John was his better half, at least to Edge, John was his soul mate.
He fucked it all up... with a drunken one night stand. A mistake with his partner, Chris. He regretted it everyday.
Every time he saw John with Cody, it was a constant reminder of his past fuck up. Edge wasn't so bitter that he wasn't happy for John and Cody.
He was... but hell he envied Cody. Seeing John touch Cody the way he used to touch him. John was Happy, as was Cody. Edge felt like shit. Hell it fucking hurt, but what can you do.
Life goes on.
~Fin