I was sitting in Carlisle's office as he took a look at my knuckles.
"Nothing seems to be broken, and the bleeding has stopped so no need for stitches, but I'll bandage it up to avoid infection" I looked up and saw Edward standing at the door looking frustrated, now that I thought about it, Carlisle looked frustrated too. I was about to tell them I wasn't trying to cut myself when Edward spoke.
"Bella I think it would be best if you went back to your room." My shoulders stiffened as I walked past Edward without looking at him. There was only one reason why he would say that.
They had given up on me and were figuring out how to tell me they were leaving again
God I was so stupid! How could I slightly believe they would stay? That they were telling the truth that they loved me? How could I listen to that? How could I be so damn stupid!
I quietly shut my door as a few tears escaped my eyes. I was holding a sob in but I didn't know how long I could keep it in so I turned my tv up as loud as it could go. I walked over to the window when I saw my escape.
Makayla, Jason, Ryan and Mat.
If the Cullen family wanted me gone then I would be gone.
Edward POV
After Bella was back in her room I called the rest of the family down for a meeting.
"Edward what's wrong? Why did Carlisle tell Bella to go to her room?" Esme asked me
"Alice informed me that next week Bella's old…. Friends…. (I had trouble calling them that) were coming to try and break her out and we think we should discuss moving Bella to Alaska for a month or so"
"We would need Charlie's permission to move her though Edward" Carlisle reminded me
"I know, but I think if we told him her progress, and that they pose a threat to that progress he would be willing, we could give them all the contact information as well"
"Why don't we just stand at the drive way and stop them?" Emmet asked
"Because after next week they won't stop trying. They think we tricked Charlie and that she is fine, in their defense they don't know about the cutting or the starvation" I answered. I also have a theory
"Go on" Alice said perplexed
"If we introduce Bella to our extended family I think she will really start to trust us again."
The conversation continued on for half an hour before we settled on a plan all of ran to Bella's room, excited to tell her the news but when we opened the door, she was gone.
BPOV
I kept my TV on as I quietly opened the window and climbed as swiftly as I could down the pipe drain and finally landed on the ground, back pack in hand. I was engulfed in hugs before we ran to the car and started driving.
"WE DID IT!" Mak yelled from the front seat
"time to party!" Jason fist pumped, his other hand on the steering wheel. Mak grabbed a pipe and packed some weed into it
"First toke to you Bella!" she said. I was a bit nervous I hadn't smoked in what felt like forever but after I took that first toke I remembered why I loved the stuff.
"Hey Bella look in Ryan's back pack" Mat told me. When I opened it I saw a 40 of whiskey!
"And its not even my birthday!" I said and kissed Ryan and Mat on the cheek. I cracked the bottle open and took a deep swig from it. It burned my throat and I coughed after which made everyone laugh
"Been a while eh?" Jason joked
"You have no fucking clue" I said and took another sip before I passed it around. We arrived at the house party already tipsy. The music was cranked and all I wanted to do was dance
"I'm so excited!"
We walked into the house and went into the kitchen. We found some plastic cups and made ourselves some drinks I could really feel the alcohol hitting me now. I recognized a few partiers who gave me hugs and asked where I had been I made up some lame excuse which satisfied them. Mike was at the party too, which was really unexpected but I ran and gave him a big hug.
"Oh my god Bella!" he said and hugged me back suddenly he grabbed my face and started making out with me. I felt a little uncomfortable like I was doing something wrong, but then I remembered that the Cullens weren't coming back and this was my life again. Thinking about that made the knife in my chest twist so I took another drink. Jason grabbed my hand and pulled me to the living room where some people were snorting blow I took a few lines and was about to get one ready for Jason but before I could do that he laid me on the table and pulled my shorts down I was about to ask what he was doing before I felt some powder being sprinkled on my ass,I started laughing
"Bella don't move it'll spill dummy" he said to me before snorting the coke off my butt cheek after a few more lines he pulled my shorts up and refilled my drink I stumbled back into the kitchen and found Mak
"Mak I missed you so so so so much" I said and throw my arm around her
"girl you are drunk" she giggled I whispered in her ear
"And high, why go down?"
"When you can go up?" she finished for me and laughed suddenly our song came on we looked at each other and screamed
"I did not miss that" Jason chuckled
"Awh did you miss this?" I said and kissed him passionately
"sure did" he said and smacked my ass
"Bella come on!" Mak yelled I ran to the kitchen counter and we both climbed on and started dancing on it. A small crowd of guys started standing around it including Jason and Mike. Noticing the crowd, Mak looked at me and grabbed the hem of my shirt and started lifting it, so I did the same to hers. Suddenly we were both in shorts and our bras dancing on the counter
"KISS KISS KISS KISS" The guys around us started chanting, it wouldn't be the first time we made out for crowd pleasing so I kissed her, her tongue entered my mouth and all the guys started screaming. Mak broke away and jumped down from the counter
"BODY SHOTS" she yelled I lay down on the counter and she poured the alcohol on my stomach and licked it up. Then I did the same to her.
"My turn" Mike purred into my ear so I lay back down and let him take one. I saw some tequila on the table
"My turn" I said back, I put some salt on his neck and a lemon in his mouth. I licked the salt off his neck, took the shot of tequila and took the lemon from his mouth with mine which lead to a long make out session. When I broke away finally and pulled the lemon from my mouth when I looked up I saw Edward, Emmet and Jasper all looking shocked. I had no idea how long they had been watching me but I didn't care I was not going back with them so they could leave me again.
I pushed my way through the crowd to get away from them. I had no idea where my shirt went but when I saw Mak on the table again I decided to join her. We were dancing like crazy. I threw my head back and let my hair fall down. I could feel my brain getting more and more cloudy and I loved it. It didn't even cause me pain to look at them. This life was way more fun than the life they wanted me to live.
Sorry for taking so long to update! The party and the Cullens attempts to get Bella to come back with them will continue next chapter! I promised a relapse so it'll be two chapters long