My Secret Crush

by RedSoxFan7

Set during Twilight- After Bella and Edward become a couple he tells her that he going to take to meet his family. Bella is nervous because she knows that Rosalie doesn't like her very much. Worse thing is that Bella has a crush on Rosalie. Full summary inside. Drabble story

21. Chapter 20

An: Decide to redo this chapter. For any one that reads my other stories, I have decided to take them down, I have lost interest in them and will start new ones. I will update on Friday and will try and make it longer.

Chapter 20

Bella P.o.v

Edward had left bit after 4 in the afternoon and only because I told him that Charlie wouldn't be happy if he found him here. I still wonder if I did the right thing by lying to everyone. I wish life wouldn't be so complicated and maybe everything would be easier if they were humans. I knew that I needed to fix this whole mess I got myself into. I care a lot about Edward but I am not in love with him. I like Rosalie a lot more than Edward that's for sure but I need to be sure of what I truly want. I don't want to make a mistake that I will regret later. I don't want to hurt anyone either. If I was to chose Rosalie I think more people would get hurt than if I chose Edward. I can always not chose anyone and just forget I ever met them but I wouldn't be able to forget. I go and sit in my rocking chair.

"Why can't I just be normal?" I grab the book I had next to be and throw it to the wall.

"What I am going to do with all of these feelings?"

"Sort them out of course" says a voice.

I turn around and see Alice coming inside my room through the window.

"Hi Alice" I said looking at her

"Bella I am here to help you with your problems." She said happily

"I don't know what to do Alice"

"I do Bella. First off you need to talk to Edward and be honest with him."

"But I am scare Alice, I don't want everybody to hate me."

"I know Bella but you need to be honest with your feelings and be truthful with them. Don't try to make everyone else happy. You need to be with the person you truly love and want to be with."

" Maybe your right Alice. Can you see my future?" I ask her anxiously

"No. Since you haven't decided yet I can't see anything. You should talk to Rose. I will try and help you with her but I do know she doesn't want to talk to you. "

"She probably hates me again."

"No she doesn't. She is just upset and hurt but I will try to convince her to come and talk to you."

"thanks Alice you're the best." I tell her as I hug her.