I OWN NOTHING BUT THE ORIGINAL CHARACTER OF ERIN
NUMBER 21
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Buck Cross checked his reflection in the bunkhouse mirror one last time. He thought he looked alright, but his smile was a little crooked. It doesn't matter what I think, it only matters what she thinks, he thought. Then again, she is still so afraid of Indians I don't think any of this probably matters. Buck frowned at his face in the mirror.
Erin Kelley, Emma's nice, was the most beautiful girl Buck had ever seen, and he liked her spirit even more. The only thing was, he could only observe that spirit from afar as all she did was stammer and blush around him. Buck had encountered people who were afraid of Indians before, and it was always an unfortunate situation. At least she doesn't throw mud on me.
Gathering his vest and hat, Buck began his walk across the yard to the main house. The others had gone ahead for breakfast, but he made the excuse that he had forgotten something so he could look in the mirror one last time. Walking with strong, confident strides, he entered the kitchen and found himself face-to-face with Erin.
She's so pretty, he thought, as he saw the red bloom on her cheeks. I'll try again today. In fact, I'll keep trying because she's worth it, even if I just have her for a friend. He gave what he hoped was a warm smile.
"Good morning."
Erin's gaze dropped to the floor.
"G-good morning."
Buck felt himself deflate and knew his smile was slipping from his face. One day, he thought, giving Erin a nod when she found the courage to look up. She looked embarrassed. At least she's trying. At least she's talking to me. Moving to his place at the table, he sat down and picked up his fork.
Wait a minute! My knife and fork are on my left side? Buck was shocked. Who did this? Everyone always puts them on my right, despite the fact that they know I'm left-handed. Is this some kind of joke? Who set the table this morning?
Oh. Erin did.
Erin!
She noticed something about me! She's been watching me! Buck felt a wave of pride rising in his spine but quickly silenced it. She's trying to make amends. Erin knows she's been standoffish to me and she's trying to make up for it.
Buck shot a look down the table at Erin. She was taking her place by Cody and Emma. After she sat, he saw her head turn in his direction. Hurriedly, he picked up his fork and starting eating his breakfast. He hoped she hadn't noticed his staring.
She's trying to get to know me. This is a big step, her being afraid of Indians and all.
Buck couldn't help but smile at his eggs.