I watch his plane take off and I then leave the airport and drive over to Holly's and tell her how we made up and how I went with him to the airport. She told me to go sleep in her bed because she had to go to work and would be back around 2. I go and lay in her comfy bed and lay there awhile until I fell asleep. I missed having his arms around me and cuddling with him and hearing his heartbeat and soft breathing that I always fell asleep so easily to. I eventually fall asleep and wake up hours later and it was 11. My day went by slow and I did my best to occupy myself and I did cry a few times and found myself thinking about him a lot. It was about 4 and I was sitting at Holly's apartment with her and I was making a sandwich when the phone rang and Holly said it was for me.
"Hello?" I say into the receiver.
"Hi honey, it's me." Paul says sweetly and it was so good to hear his voice.
"Hi! How was your flight?" I ask him while sitting down on the couch and Holly went into her room to give me privacy.
"It was good, but pretty long. How are you, darling?" he says back.
"Um, I'm good. How are you?" I say truthfully because i was doing better then I thought I would be.
"I'm good too. So what have you been up to?" he asks and he sounds really tired.
"Oh not much, went grocery shopping early, bought some clothes, did some laundry and now just relaxing. What are you going to do today?" I say.
"I'm definitely going to take a nap because of bloody jet lag, I probably need to buy some groceries and do some laundry too. Then probably go to the studio for a bit." he says with a laugh and I too laugh.
"When's your first show?" I ask.
"Tomorrow night." he says.
"Oh, well good luck. I hope it goes good honey." I say back.
"Thanks darling, I hope it will too." he says.
"Well I'll let you go and take a nap then." I say.
"Okay, I'll talk to you later then. Bye honey, I love you and miss you." he says back sleepily.
"Okay, sounds good. Bye hun, I love you and miss you too. Bye." I say and he says bye too before I hang up.