Ch. 21
Jay,
I love you and I am sorry the way things happened. No I am not with Craig I am, as far as I know still with you. I love you jay and I want you to always know that. Angel is so big now, she has your eyes I swear she is a spitting image of you, everyone says me but their all crazy. You know you can call anytime; I want to hear from you. I am sorry that I left like that; I felt stupid and like you didn't want me there. I am going to go feed angel now. She is making little baby noises and trying to crawl. She is a strong willed little girl so I know she will soon. I love you jay and I hope you still love me.
Manny.
3 more months passed. Jay was in for 6 months. 3 months of Jay not calling or writing. Manny was depressed. Angel was 8 months and crawling. And making little noises, but no words. Manny was taking care of Angel one night putting her to sleep. She heard a knock. She opened the door to see Craig soaking wet with a bottle of wine.
"Craig?" Manny asked confused.
"Yea I felt bad haven't visited in a few weeks." He said handing her the bottle. She smiled and took it. He walked in and shook the rain off his hair. She sat down and cracked it open. Emma and Sean came home and once Emma saw Craig she walked right up stairs a few minuets later Sean followed.
6 glasses of wine later Manny was drunk. She looked at the clock. It was only 9. She was laughing and joking with Craig. He wasn't drunk. He leaned in and kissed her. She pulled away confused.
"No… no this isn't supposed to happen" Manny said nervously. Craig blushed.
"I thought you wanted it" he asked confused.
"I don't know what I want" she was really drunk.
"Just go with it" Craig said leaning her back. Manny heard the front door open. Heavy boots walked across the floor. She looked up and saw Jay in the door way. He saw Craig on top of her and lunged forward.
"SEAN!" Manny screamed. Sean came running. He grabbed Jay.
"I will go right back mother fucker!" Jay screamed. Sean held him.
"Craig go!" Emma pointed to the door. He reluctantly walked out. Jay looked at Manny, furious.
"You don't want him huh" Jay said angrily. Sean released him once he saw Craig's car drive away.
"Jay please it's not what you think" She said nervously. She held her stomach and turned and puked on the floor. Emma looked at the table.
"He got you drunk?" She asked. Jay took the bottle. Craig's car was stopped at the end of the drive way. Jay walked out the door. Sean followed. Manny was crying. She was confused and drunk and she just threw up on the floor. Emma quickly got a towel and covered it. She helped her best friend to the door.
"You get her drunk and try to fuck her!" Jay screamed.
Sean grabbed Jay's arm, jay got big, but Sean could still hold his own.
"I swear!" Jay was gonna say more but he heard screaming from upstairs. He dropped the bottle and it shattered and he ran. Angel was crying and he picked her up. He cradeled her in his arms. His baby girl was back in his arms.
About an hour later Jay was sitting on the rocking chair in the dark room, rocking the sleeping baby. Manny walked in and stood in the door way.
"Jay?" she asked.
"If he ever comes around here again I'll kill him." Jay said angrily.
"Jay" she walked into the room.
"Manny I am serious." She sat down by his feet and rested her head in his lap.
"I know" she whispered. He held the baby silently.
She must have fallen asleep, but when she woke up he was still sitting there. She looked up at him but he didn't say a word. It was beginning to get light outside now. He shook his head. She tried not to cry.
"Jay please it's not what you think, I don't like him like that" She said trying to explain.
"Yea funny cause I don't like him at all" he said angrily. Manny looked at him.
"Please Jay I really mean it I told him no" she said quietly. Angel made a face like she wanted to cry but Jay soothed her back to sleep.
"So he was forcing you?" Jay asked.
"Not like rape no, I was drunk" she said nervously.
"What ever it was, you guys were kissing and getting pretty into it" Jay said not looking at her.
"Jay…" He cut her off.
"I don't know what to do Manny" he said nervously. Manny got angry. She took Angel out of his hands.
"After all the cheating and things you did to me and you are finding it hard to forgive me?" she said angry but soft enough not to scare the baby.
"What about when we thought Amy got pregnant" Manny said angrily.
"We did even have sex!" He said looking at her.
"But the point is, you got close enough to have sex with her, you had hickies all over your neck, and you get pissed cause Craig kisses me once?" she said defending herself. He hung his head.
"I don't know if we can do this any more Manny, it's like trying to save someone who already died." Jay kissed Angel and then kissed Manny's forehead and then walked out. She heard him go down the steps and the door closed.
Hehe welllll this story is done, but iam thinking about making a sequal….but I need people to tell me if I should or not, should I leave it sad or continue it and possibly make a happy ending?? let me knowww!!