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I'm starting to notice that I don't write very much in my chapters so I'm going to try and see if I can write more at least 1,000 words a chapter.

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Later that afternoon Alice and Rose were helping me pick out clothes because

unfortunately my clothes died of bear claws.

They gave me a vest that was a little big but it fit like a top so I didn't need a shirt and a mini skirt with ankle high boots with lots of buckles on them.

I was looking in the mirror and notice how pale my skin had gotten. And my eye that was black was now a golden color like all the other Cullens. I placed my bangs over the blue eye now. It just seemed more fitting. My figure seemed to be fuller, ohmigosh. I am drop dead gorgeous.

"Looks like you've been vampified." E.J said when I meet up with him in the kitchen.

"Vampified?" I asked opening the fridge.

"Yea and who said you could go through the refrigerator?" He asked.

"E.J you are the only one in this whole house who eats food can't you share?"

"No," He said smirking.

"Well, Mom says I can, so bite me Vamp boy!" I said sticking my tongue out at him. I got a carton of juice.

"You shouldn't have said that," He stated darkly. I smiled at him as I walked past him.

"And what are you gonna do about it?" I teased as I reach past him to get a glass.

I felt a rush of wind then the glass break as E.J pushed me to the corner.

"Say you're sorry!" He hissed. I laughed at his rage.

"Never!" Then I felt his hands on my waist then he was tickling me. I laughed and tired to move but he wouldn't let me.

"Say it, Natalie!" He said.

"No!" I yelled. He stopped tickling me when I felt his fangs on my neck.

"Say it or I'll bite you." He said in my ear.

"No," I said hearing my voice crack.

"You're scared," He noted. In truth I was I had seen the bear and my bite looked painful I could only imagine what E.J's would feel like.

"Maybe," I gasped.

"Then say you're sorry," He said. I felt his fangs graze my neck I flinched. "This will all be over if you can say one little word."

"Fine alright I'll say it." I said. I could feel him smile against my neck. "One…Little…Word." I said.

"Damn it Natalie!" He said the crane his neck back backwards a little then plunged back. I gasped but then I felt his warm lips touch me skin.

"You're a butt lick, E.J." I said.

"Butt lick, really and truly Natalie?" He laughed against my neck.

"I hate you, you know that?" I said shifting my feet so I could kick him but he moved his legs so his were in between mine.

"But I scared you didn't I?" He said smugly smirking at me.

"Natalie?" I heard a familiar voice say. I moved my head and saw Seth standing there.

"Seth?" I asked. I flipped my bangs making sure they went over my gold eye.

"Seth, Where are-" I knew that voice and I wasn't looking forward to talking to him ever again. Jacob rounded the corner into the kitchen and looked straight at me.

"What the heck?" He asked angrily. E.J's arms tighten around me, Now that I think about it I didn't even notice they were there.

"What's it to you, Black?" E.J asked cockily. I pushed me him off of me before he started a fight.

"Don't start E.J." I warned.

"Natalie, go get in the car." Jacob growled. I turned my head and glared at him.

"You can't tell me what to do." I hissed back. I stared him down. Like Hell, if he the person who said no one loved me was going to tell me what to do.

"Natalie," I turned and saw Carlisle standing near me. He had a loving hand on my shoulder. "Just go, we'll see you later." He said soothingly. I nodded and hugged him.

"Bye," I said softly.

"Goodbye," He said back.

"See ya later E.J." I said. He was still staring at Jake but he nodded to show he heard me. I walked past Jacob basically ignoring him.

When I got to the front door, I said goodbye in general. And in different answers everyone said goodbye.

I sat out in the car and waited it took like an hour for Jake and Seth. When they got back in the car I didn't say a word to acknowledge Jake but I talked to Seth.

"Hey, Seth." I said warmly.

"Hey, Natalie how was your day?" He asked.

"Cool, I played video games with Emmett and Alice gave me some new clothes that was it really what about you?"

"Went for a run and did homework, that's pretty much it." After that we were silent most of the drive. When we got home it was almost sun down. I got out of the car and was walking to my house because we stopped at Seth's.

"Natalie!" Jake's voice called but I didn't plan on answering him. "Natalie I know you hear me!"

"And what if I do?" I said still walking. I was almost there when Jake grabbed my hand. I spun around as he let go of me hand. "Why is your hand so cold?" He asked.

"Well It's not exactly a warm day, Mr. Black." Which was a total lie because I never felt if it was cold or not. "Now if you'll excuse me I'm going home."

"Natalie, please hear me out," Jake plead grabbing my hand.

"What?" I asked irately.

"Are you with Cullen?" He asked hurtfully, but Cullen was still dripping with malice.

"Why does it matter to you? No one loves me remember?" I said. My heartfelt died as I hissed at Jake.

"Just answer the question!" He said.

"Yeah Jake I am!" I said without thinking only knowing that it would hurt his feelings. "There you happy I'm totally in love with E.J Cullen, Are you happy you know now?" I yelled. Jacob looked at the ground but I wasn't finished I was still pretty ticked.

"Oh, now the Great Jacob Black has nothing to say?!" I yelled. Red clouded my vision.

"He's not good enough for you." He said softly. I crossed my arms.

"Oh and you think you are?!" I yelled.

"Actually I do!" He yelled back at me. I didn't realize it until then but me and Jake were yelling in each other's faces.

"Give me one reason." I demanded.

"I wouldn't leave you when I got tired of you. In fact I would never get tired of you. I would care for you and Cullen wouldn't be able to!" I got a stupid smile on my face when he said that because I had the best come back.

"News flash," I said coldly. "I'm not Bella, Bella is taken! So you can't keep trying to protect what you don't have! And maybe if you were nicer to me wouldn't lose another girl to a Cullen." I said my voice was a hard as stone and as harsh ice. Jacob looked at me like he didn't believe I knew.

"Natalie I-" He started like he did earlier but I wasn't done.

"No don't Natalie me. Now you know how it feels when someone stabs you in your weak spot." I said coldly.

I continued walking to my house and into the door. Sitting on my floor was two guys I've never meet before then there was Colin and Brady with Embry. I was half way through the room when I felt the same massive, hot hand grab my arm.

"I wasn't finish with you." I spun on my heels and glared at Jake

"Fine by all means continue."

"Natalie maybe you haven't noticed but I never wanted you. So stop flattering yourself. And I realize that you aren't Bella, actually I've figured out why you want to hang out with the Cullen so damn bad 'cause you aren't them. You aren't as pretty as Rosalie or as small and well mannered as Alice, you aren't as kind heart and likable as Esme and you sure as Hell ain't as smart as Bella. So quit pretending you are because you're not!"

I took a deep breath what he said did hurt but I was too furious to admit it. I smiled at him brought my foot back and kick him were the sun don't shine.

He yelped and bent over holding his crotch but I was done. I brought my hand back and punched him in the nose.

"You son of a Bitch, I hate you!" I sneered and ran into my room.

I jumped on my bed and put my face in my pillow and screamed. I may not know a lot or why Jake hated the Cullens but I knew one thing.

I hated Jacob Black