A/N:

Hi minna-san! I'm so glad that I've upload this chappie… indeed, I will warn you… This contains suggestive themes so I will rate this chapter as M… XD

Okay! I'm so excited so this is it! Happy Valentines Day!

Disclaimer:

I do not own Hunter X Hunter as well as its characters… *cries*

Chapter 21: Crave or Love?

It was very tiring day; lots of things happened and to be exact, lots of dangerous things. It should be a happy day because they knew that one of their friends found his true love.

The weather changed in the evening. Instead of a sparkling luminous moon and a twinkling little stars that often filled the sky; dark, black and thick clouds that brought the heavy rain in the town, thunders that roared overhead and the harsh wind that blew all over the place took place on the evening. The sea that was always peaceful became very dangerous.

Kurapika cannot sleep because he was having a hangover. His whole body hurts especially his head and stomach. It was his first time to feel these to his own body. I'm gonna die in pain and humiliation… He cannot stop himself from thinking about the thing that he and Hisoka did.

The sleepy eyes of the blonde widen when he remembered that he should call Hisoka to tell him that he did what the other wants him to do.

"Hisoka…"

He started when the other picked the phone. But of course before calling Hisoka, he made sure that Leorio was already deep in his slumber.

A lustful tone came from the other line. "Kurapika~" That made the blonde hiss in anger but still, he managed to stop himself from menacing the guy on the other line. Because of his stillness, Hisoka decided to speak again.

"Oh Kura-chan! Want a second round? Did you enjoy it? Anou… I am free now so you can just go to our meeting place or should I say… Love nest…"

Kurapika groaned and it is obvious that he was disgusted at what the other is stating now to a teenager like him. What a pedo-

His thoughts were stopped when he felt that his stomach grumbled and he feels that he wanna puke everything that he had been eaten. So, also not wanting to hear any of Hisoka's pervert words and wanting to throw up, he left his phone and ran on the bathroom.

~HxHxHxH~

The albino was looking at Gon who seems so tranquil but it was really so ironic. Behind those peaceful features was really the pain that he made, Illumi made and all of them made to him. Physically because of the wounds that his lithe frame had and emotionally because of the sadness that there misunderstanding gave him.

So, Killua realized that watching him is not enough and he finally laid his back beside his beloved friend and caressed his handsome face. While doing that, he was shedding tears but it was not a simple cry, it was a cry of agony.

He cannot control his voice anymore because he started sobbing. Maybe if Gon was here, he will not let me cry like this.

The ex assassin slowly wrapped his arms around the others body and rested his head on his chest. He spoke Gon's name sweetly but after that…

"Gon, *sob* Gon… gomenasai… I've caused too many troubles to all of you… wake up! *sob* Mito-san will kill me… if I let you die… Don't leave me now coz' I didn't have the chance to tell you my real feelings towards you… I-I-love-you…*sob*"

He continued crying until he felt a sudden movement. The boy called the albino's name so, Killua decided to sit because he thought that he hurts Gon but! The boy did not let him sit and held him on that position.

"Ki-Killua…" he said slowly because he felt that his throat aches. Killua's face lightened but he cried more…

Gon felt weak but still, he managed to penetrate Killua on that position. He felt the tears of Killua and even though it is a cold night, he still felt warm with his embrace.

This was the first time that Killua cried for him and the first time that the other showed his weak side on him.

"Gon… Gomen…(sorry) *sob* SORRY…!"

Gon started to rub Killua's back in circles just to make him stop from crying. He's not used to it and it hurts him a lot. "Killua…" he said fearfully and the anxiousness marked his tone. The younger boy's eyes started to water that made it look sad which he really feels now but, indeed he controlled his emotions just to show Killua that he is tough and he doesn't needs to cry for him.

But instead of stopping, Killua climbed above him and slowly closes the gap between their faces. Gon's expression changed into surprise when he realized that he and Killua were so close to each other; almost feeling each other's warm breaths and their noses was already near.

Gon was scared but he wants what are happening on them so, he fought back with his thoughts and just stayed there still and closed his eyes. Until…

He felt he felt something warm touched his lips and it lasted for a few more seconds until Killua decided to broke the chaste kiss and rested his body on the other then started whispering the most beautiful words that a person that is in love can hear.

"I love you Gon…"

He said bluntly but full of passion unlike what his voice let's out before this scene happened between them. Really, love can change everyone…

But then, his eyes widen when he realized what have he done to his most precious friend. Did I just confess to him?! Now, he is the one that made their friendship at risk. What if Gon became scared at him from what he did and decide to stay away? Surely the albino will die in sorrow.

He moved to his place then covered himself with the blankets.

Gon also felt shocked at what he had witnessed and experienced. He thought that the other won't do the kiss thing to him even though Killua made their faces too close. Really he is too naïve…

But after his ponderings, some sobs broke in to his thoughts so; he turned into Killua and found him under the blankets; trembling and crying. He was to ill at ease that's why although this will be awkward, he shook the boy but sadly, he did not responded and continued to weep.

"Kills… I'm surprised with what you have said and… done too… But please! Don't let this ruin our… our friend…ship… I won't like that to… happen…"

Killua slowly opened his eyes and peeked through the side of hi blankets and then, saw Gon's wondering but also determined eyes so, he finally removed the blankets and when he did that, Gon gave him a heartful smile.

The younger pulled Killua into a hug that made the other flushed red but still, Killua didn't speak nor complained. He just enjoy this scene which he knows that will not last longer. Gon pulled out a little bit and wiped Killua's tears. "Arigatou… Gon…"

After that, they slept with each other's arms. The weather might be so treacherous but these two boys felt nice and safe with each other's warmth.

~HxHxHxH~

The blonde walked outside and immediately took his phone. Hisoka chuckled on the other line then said some pervert-ish word again to the pissed of blonde. This blackmailing thing is such a good idea… The jester thought joyfully.

"Kurapika~ don't tell me that you are pregnant? I'm not ready to be a father!"

The blonde mentally slapped himself then he went to the thing that he wanted to say. "Hisoka! Be serious! I tried to say that to Leorio but he didn't believed me!" he hissed in anger but penetrated his voice low. He became annoyed more when the other chuckled so he sat on his bed.

"Souka…(I see) at least you did it… anou… I wish you're not pregnant! I want to do that again with you~"

Kurapika groaned at him then his eyebrows furrowed. How come that he will be pregnant? He is a guy… even though something happened; he will not be pregnant… "Stop it you're disgusting…"

"And that's what you love about me… being like this made you seduced me that time…"

"Just shut up you hentai… what do you want again?"

"Kurapika~ come to our house tomorrow!"

"Why?!"

"I don't need to explain it further… just do it… tsk…"

A frown formed on Hisoka's lips. "If you didn't arrive there before six in the morning… something will happen…" Hisoka continued with a tone of menace and determination. The blonde shivered so; he hanged the phone without saying goodbye. "What was he thinking?! Why do I need to be in this situation!?" he whispered to himself angrily.

~HxHxHxH~

"He didn't even give me a simple good night kiss… tsk…"

Hisoka mumbled but then, he felt a creepy aura strike him hardly that made him shiver. A cold tone suddenly came from his side. "Don't you dare to fall for our targets baka… (idiot)"

A smirk formed on Hisoka's lips then he suddenly spoke up. "Of course I won't… I'll just play with our little Kuruta for a while so don't be jealous…" Even though it is dark, Hisoka saw that Illumi flushed red so; he decided to stop and lay beside him. He held Illumi's head gently then closes the gaps between them slowly. Before their faces met, he smiled at Illumi then told him something.

"No one can replace you… *chuckles*"

Then after that… they followed what they want and that is to fill each other's desires for each other.

~HxHxHxH~

The next morning, the weather became fine but the trails of the storm that came that night can still be seen around.

Kurapika was having second thoughts. He is afraid that the jester will do something to him again. But, he chose to go because he will not let something happen to his friends. He will choose to give up his dignity or even his life if it's needed. It is not a sign of being yellow-bellied, actually, thee thing proves Kurapika's bravery and toughness for a problem.

He found himself infront of the door of that house. He slowly turned the dusty knob and the door automatically creaked when Kurapika opened it.

He felt a familiar aura inside the house and the thing that really startled him was not the nen, it is its ability that forced him to use zetsu. K'so! (shit!) he wanted to let out but settled on to keep quiet.

But that didn't stop the blonde to keep on going. He saw Hisoka leaning on the wall while playing his cards. "Hisoka… Watashi wa koko ni iru yo… (I'm here…)" The jester jumped infront of him then grabbed his arms tightly. His nails are digging in Kurapika' pale skin.

Those made the blonde's body slam against the cold, hard wall and cannot move because Hisoka was pinning him.

"So, you came earlier than I expected… are you excited?"

The blonde realized that his feet was free so, he kicked Hisoka's stomach then jumped away. "Damare! What do you need bakarou!?"

The jester leered at him then looked at his body maliciously. Kurapika felt that the other's smile has other intentions and how he sends him stares were giving him chills.

"Kura~ do you really need to ask? Of course, you and your… body~"

After that, a creepy chuckle escaped from his lips as his eyes wandered on the boy's body. The Kuruta's theory was correct; Hisoka wanted to stain his dignity again but of course, this time Kurapika will protect himself even though now he can't use his nen properly.

He sent Hisoka a glare then shrieked at him angrily. "Hisoka! Be serious! What do you want me to do again?!"

"Souka… (I see…) It's simple… Just strip your clothes then come near me and-"

"K'SO! YAMERO! (stop it)"

Hisoka was annoyed at the Kuruta for cutting his prepared pervert words so, he decided to tease him more. He laughed hardly at Kurapika's reaction. "Ok… chill Kura… I just want you to shut your mouth and don't bother Killua with his affairs… I forbid you to talk to him again about serious things…"

The blonde didn't want the things that is happening. Now! This hentai baka wants me to avoid Killua? He is really insane for telling me that! After that thought appeared in his mind, he tried to punch Hisoka but the other easily dodged it and caught his hand.

Damsel in Distress…

Hisoka pushed him to the wall and penetrated him there. "And there's one more…" He slamed the boy against the wall and when Kurapika hit the wall, his sight became blurry and he felt weaker. But still, he managed to choke out another question. "Wh-what it?"

"Every time I want this… you'll go to me and do this…"

"Wha-"

He was cut when the jester punched his stomach hardly. That also made his eyes close tight.

After that, Hisoka began kissing his feminine like body. He also began to strip him slowly. Kurapika felt the other's kisses on his neck and the other's grab tightens.

Kurapika doesn't like this but for a while, he restrained himself from screaming and struggling he just focused on thinking what he should do next that will make the other surprised so that, he can escape.

"Hisoka… is this all you can do? Blackmail me? You really are weak…"

Hisoka was surprised that the blonde can still speak properly and what surprised his more was his voice. There are no intuition, nor fear in it. He was indomitable while saying those words to him and that made Hisoka stop and raise an eyebrow at him.

This is the chance Kurapika… Hisoka is riding your plan… He said to himself in his mind. The blonde suddenly pushed Hisoka away then ran towards the shore to leave him.

Finally, his nen came back when he reached the outside and that helped him to run faster.

Hisoka went out and followed him. A smirk formed on his lips.

~HxHxHxH~

Killua knocked on the other boy's room. When it was opened by Leorio, he told him that Gon was awake. The two ran to Gon and checked him. They saw Gon trying to sit so, Killua ran to him and immediately helped him.

He met Gon' eyes and felt shy because everytime he saw his eyes, he remembers the kiss that he shared with him. Thank God, Leorio is here…

"Are you alright now?"

The ex-assassin asked coyly and was replied by the sweet voice of the other. "Of course…" Leorio gave the two a smile then helped Gon to eat breakfast.

While eating, Leorio asked Gon if he wants to go home now but, Gon shook his head so, he just smiled at him. Gon is really stubborn… He thought while patting Gon's head.

Few minutes later, the door suddenly opened and Kurapika entered the room. His clothes were tattered and he looks so miserable making the three sweatdrop.

Leorio ran to him and assisted him to sit. He brushed his hand through the tousled hair of the other.

"What happened to you Kurapika?"

He asked with his gentle but anxious voice. He doesn't want to see the blonde like this so, he was so ill at ease. Killua noticed something on Kurapika's arm and on his now shown chest part. There were scratches on it.

He was about to asked where did he got that but the terrace door opened and a familiar person appeared.

"Hisoka!" Gon said cheerfully that made the three raise an eyebrow at him so, he just frowned at them. Hisoka turned to look at Gon then gestured at him. Shhh Gon… he thinks. After that, he found Kurapika and then finally spoke up.

"Kura-sama… Didn't I told you that if you did something against my will, I'll do something against yours too…?"

The blonde lowered his head then his eyebrows twitched then furrowed. Leorio felt lonely at the sight that he is witnessing; his angel was looking lonely. So, he rubbed his back in circles and glared at the jester who seems like playing with them.

Hisoka rolled his eyes then crossed arms. "What are you saying? Why would Kurapika follow you?" Killua finally lose his temper and yelled at him.

The jester stood up then raised an eyebrow at him; a glare was also sent back to the seething albino.

"You really wanna know why?"

Because of that statement, the usual composed Kurapika felt that he wants to kill Hisoka So, he lost his temper and stood up. His scarlet eys was covered by hi golden locks and thanks to it…

"Ok Hisoka! Tell them that we had…" his voice fainted when he realized it's not good to use those words infront of thos two younger boys so, he just crossed his arm then. "If that will make you happy, go on and tell them!"

His friends gave him a sharp look that made him guilty. The jester felt the tension between them and became happy because he really wanted this to happen.

He felt a rush of excitement to say it to the blonde's friends and see what will be their reaction. "So, you want them to know too eh~ *evil giggle* Leorio…" the brunette gave him an annoyed look then secretly held Kurapika's hand that made the blonde's eyes widen.

A smirk formed on Hisoka's lip "Remember what Kurapika told you yesterday?" The brunette wondered what did his friend him. When he recalled it; he became shocked, why Hisoka did knew that Kurapika told him that but he jut nodded. The two younger boys looked dumbfounded because they don't know what' going on.

"Good! *evil chuckles* it's all true! Another thing, yah know~ he's the one who asked it from-"

"Hisoka! Damare!"

The blonde yelled at him then met the shocked look of his friends. Leorio felt bad at the blonde because Kurapika didn't tell him that he I his problem and decided to drink. That's the reason why it happened to him.

"Killua! Be careful too~" the jester yelled before disappearing. The albino went beside Kurapika and ignored what Hisoka said; anyway, he doesn't care about the creepy jester too. Gon felt sad too but he cannot comfort him because he was also one of the reasons why did the blonde do that.

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TBC…

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