A/N- I do not own SOA, but I do own Lucy. Please ENJOY and REVIEW!
Abel glanced back at where Lucy stomped towards the hotel. "What do you want me to do?" He questioned looking from Happy to Chibs. "She doesn't want to go back yet, she is all messed up." He said and tapped his head. "What do you mean?" Happy questioned lighting a cigarette. "I don't know, she started to say why, but changed her mind." He said and shrugged. "Better figure it out fast." He said and looked at him. Abel nodded he was right after all. "You two looked comfortable lad." Chibs said and grinned. Abel shook his head and turned around. "I take it you guys aren't leaving?" He said and turned back to Happy. "Nope," He said and blew smoke into the air.
"We are staying up there," Abel said and pointed towards the hotel. "I know." Happy nodded. Abel sighed, he felt like he was being torn in two. He wanted to be with Lucy, she was becoming everything to him, but he knew that he had to stay loyal to the club. "What's wrong?" Happy asked when he saw Abel's face twist in confusion. "Nothing." He shrugged and walked away.
Abel walked towards the hotel. He entered into the lobby. Looking around he noticed Lucy sitting around the indoor pool. He walked into the room and looked at her. "Hi babe." She looked over and smiled. "Hi." "I talked to them, they aren't going to leave, but doesn't mean that we can't enjoy our time." He said and looked at her. She smiled and nodded. "I need liquor." She said and shook her head. "Well, I bet we can find some." He said and laughed. She smiled and looked as he stretched his hand out to her. She took his hand as he helped her up. He led her up to the room and shut the door locking it behind him. She walked over and opened the door to the balcony. Walking on the balcony she looked down, Happy waved at her. Rolling her eyes she flipped him off.
"So, did you handle him?" She asked and looked at his face. "Sure." He said and flopped back on the bed. Lucy looked at him. "You chickened out!" She said and looked at him. "No, I didn't chicken out, he's worried about you, everyone is." He said and looked up and where she stood. Her hands on her hips, she shook her head. "Why?" She questioned him. "Because you kind of snapped, walked out of the club house, told us off, and got in your car and left." He said looking at her. She ran her hands over her face and looked at him. "Are you guys afraid I am going crazy like my mother?" She asked and Abel sat up quickly. "Oh god no." He said quickly. She looked at him, and felt a tear slip down her face. "I am not crazy, god, I can only imagine how that conversation will go." She said and shook her head. Abel reached out for her and took her in his arms. "Stop, come on, no one thinks that." He said and shook his head. "Why don't you get a bath, something, and I am going to pay off Chibs to get us some liquor." He said and kissed her cheek. She nodded and watched as he took his phone out and started to text. After he sent the text he tossed the phone onto the bed.
Abel walked out of the room and out to where he was meeting with Happy and Chibs. "Someone better tell me something here." He said and looked at Happy. "Why?" He questioned and looked at Abel. "Lucy thinks we all think she is nuts." He said and shook his head. "I am never going to get her to go back." He said and sighed. "We don't, let me go talk to her." Happy said and took a few steps towards the hotel. "No, don't you dare, all she wants is to get drunk." He said and Happy started laughing. "So you want us to buy you liquor?" Chibs said and smirked. "Yes, and then tomorrow we are going back to Charming." He said and looked at the two men. "Fine." Happy mumbled. "We will go get it and meet you out at her car." He said and turned and walked away. Chibs stopped and looked at Abel. "Listen, you get her back to her father, they have a lot to talk about, Tig is a mess." He said and Abel nodded, "Figured that much." He said and turned and walked towards the hotel.
Lucy stood in the shower. She thought back to everything that happened. She remembered when she was taken, how afraid she was, how all she wanted was her daddy. She remembered when she first woke up and saw him how she cried and just wanted to be held. Abel was there though everything, and he loved her, or he was really good at pretending he did. She thought about when she was little. She remembered how many times everyone would tall her she was just like her father, now she didn't want to be anything like him.
"I want this, please, please," Fifteen Lucy begged her dad to buy her a corset she found online. She loved it, everyone was wearing them, they would look so nice, and she had the perfect picture of how hot should would look wearing it. "No!" Tig yelled for the fifth time. "Please daddy, everyone at school has them." Lucy was getting sick of playing this game, she wanted it, and she wasn't used to hearing him tell her no. "If you loved me you will buy me it." She said and turned in the chair and looked at him. "Well, I guess I don't love you, because there is no way in hell that I am getting you that." He snapped and looked at her. She stood up and looked at him. She was used to going toe to toe with him, just not losing to him. "You don't love me, do you?" She asked and looked at him. "You know god damn well that I do love you." He said and looked at her. "You don't, you know, if you did, you would get me this!" She said and looked at him, she was getting angry. "You are awful!" She screamed and stormed up to her room. "You are just like your mother!" He yelled up at her. "Thank you!" She said and slammed the door to her room.
"Oh my god." She said and her eyes widened. "He thinks I am just like her." She shook her head and stepped out of the shower. "This is so stupid." Lucy walked out into the room and saw Abel left his phone on the bed. She picked it up and walked back into the bathroom with it. She dialed her dad's phone number. She waited for him to answer. "What?" He said into the phone. He sounded rough, angry, and kind of drunk. "Daddy?" She asked quietly. "Lucy, you call to tell me how much you hate me?" He said into the phone. Lucy was shocked. "I don't hate you, you're my daddy, I love you." She said and was on the verge of tears. "Then why are you shacked up somewhere with fucking Abel Teller, instead of here with me?" He said into the phone. She felt the tears in her eyes. "Dad, stop, I just, I wanted to ask you something," She said and he laughed. "You want to asked me what?" Lucy was heart broken by his behaviors. "I wanted to know if you really thought that I was just like her." She said and a tear slipped down her face. "Like who?" He asked and she sighed into the phone. "Mom." He let a loud laugh escape him,
"No, you are nothing like her Lucy, and you fucking know it, you saw her, are you some unstable bitch?" He said and she gasped. "You know what, we can have this conversation when you are sober." She said and went to hang up. "Wait, listen and listen good little girl." He said and she stopped and put the phone up to her ear. "What?" She snapped. "You are nothing like that bitch, you are a good kid, confused, but a good kid, my kid, and you better get your pretty ass home, before I come find you!" He yelled and she gasped. "Dad, listen to me, I don't know if you are being serious or if it's the alcohol. Dad, I need you right now, pleases." She said into the phone. She was begging, hopeful, something, she wanted anything. "Lucy, I have never been so serious." He said with a sigh. "I love you baby girl, you are my everything, my absolute world. You made me a better person, I love you so much. I love you so so much Lucy." He said and it sounded like he was about to cry. "Daddy, I am so sorry, I don't want to fight with you." "Listen, you take as much time as you need to clear that pretty little head of yours, but stay with Abel, and Happy and Chibs will be around if you need them, and call me tomorrow ok?" He said and she sniffled, "Ok daddy, I love you bye." She said and didn't let him answer and hung up the phone.
Lucy looked at the phone for a long time. She hated herself. She knew that she wasn't anything like that psycho in the insane asylum. She knew that she was so far from her. He father raised her right, and she needed to remember that. She wiped the tears from her eyes and walked into the room. Abel still wasn't back yet. She dropped the towel on the floor and pulled on Abel's over sized tee. She walked out to the balcony and sat on a chair. She watched the sun set out side. She didn't see Abel or any of the guys. She was confused. She thought for sure that they were going to be watching her. "What is going on?" She said quietly. She heard the hotel room door shut and stood up expecting to see Abel. She opened the balcony door and gasped. "Who are you?" She stuttered out looking at the person in front of her.
"You don't remember me?" He asked and laughed. She looked at him. He looked familiar, but she didn't know who he was. "How did you get in here?" She asked and stepped towards the balcony. "Simple really." He said and shook his head. Her eyes darted to the bag Abel had his gun in. The bag was sitting on a chair that was right next to him. "Abel is going to be back soon, I don't know who you are but you should leave." She said keeping as calm as possible. "No, I think I am going to stay." He said and laughed. "Who are you?" She repeated. "Names Jay." he said and she looked up at him. "I don't know you, I don't know what you want, but I don't have any money, or anything worth much." She said and looked at him. He laughed again. "You are stupid." He said and took a step towards her. "Leave." She said more firmly. He started to laugh again. "Seriously, you really don't remember me?" He asked and looked at her. "Seriously, I don't know who you are." She said again. Her back was pressed against the glass on the sliding glass door.
"Are you afraid?" He asked and looked at her. She nodded. She didn't know who this person was. She didn't remember for the life of her meeting a Jay… "Oh my god, I remember you." She said and gasped. "You are dating Ellie!" She said shocked. He started to laugh. "Oh my god! Maybe you aren't as dumb as her." He said and looked at Lucy. "What do you want?" She asked and looked at him. "Not much," He said and sat back on the bed. "Then I am leaving." she said simply. She went to walk past him, she knew that it was stupid to do. He grabbed her and wrestled her down to the floor. "Get off me!" She yelled squirming around. "Scream all you want, Abel won't be back anytime soon." He said laughing. "What do you want?" She questioned. "I want you to do me a favor." He said and pressed his hands around her neck. She gasped and started squirming around. "Stop!" She choked out. "Listen and listen well." He hissed bringing his lips to her ear.
"You need to tell your father he fucked with the wrong people." He said and squeezed her neck tighter. "You need to make sure that he understands that he really fucked up." Lucy started to see black dots in front of her eyes. "Tell him if he wants me, think nice and hard, and he will find me." He said and lifted her head off the carpet. "Tell him that we will get even." He said and slammed her head down. Lucy's ears were ringing. She was choking. She felt like she was floating. His grip lessened and she gasped. She was choking and gasping for breath. "Tell you little boyfriend, tell him Kenny said hi." He said and stood up and walked out of the door. He didn't bother to shut it and Lucy couldn't move. She was in shock. She sat on the floor for a minute and shot up. She stood up fast, she lost all concept of what was going on and fell to the ground, she was so dizzy she felt like she was going to vomit.
She laid on the floor and felt around with her arm for the phone on the bed. She felt it and grabbed it. She took it and dialed Happy's number. She figured that Abel was with him, or he was close to where she was. "Lucy?" He said as soon as he answered. "Help!" She yelled into the phone her breathing coming out ragged. "Where are you, what happened?" He questioned his rough voice full of worry. "Where is Abel?" She said she was fighting the tears that threatened to fall. "Right here!" Happy said and shoved the phone over at Abel. "What happened?" He questioned into the phone. "You need to come up to the room, please hurry." She whimpered. "Ok, I am coming now, Happy and Chibs are coming too." He said hung up the phone. Lucy slowly sat up. She was shaking and breathing hard. "Why the fuck does everyone want to hurt me?" She muttered and looked around. She found her breathing slowing down and she started to shake harder. She heard heavy foot steps coming down the hall and saw Abel, "What happened?" He said rushing over to her. He sank to the floor and touched her face. "Shit, look at your neck!" He said and tilted her head back.
Happy was next to kneel down. "The fuck happened?" He snapped at her. "I don't know, it was so out there." She said and shook her head. "You're shaking like a leaf." Chibs pointed out as Abel helped her up and sat her on the bed. "Jay." She said and Abel looked at her. "Who?" He questioned and she looked at him. "Jay, Ellie's boyfriend. He came in here, he did this, and he said to tell you Kenny said hi, and that dad messed with the wrong people and if he needs to find him he will know where to look. All he has to do is think." She said and looked at Abel. "How did he get in here?" She whispered as Chibs looked at her neck. "Beats the shit out of me Lucy, Fuck, I am so sorry." He said and shook his head. "Did he do anything else to you?" Happy asked and looked at her. "No, why the hell does everyone want to hurt me, seriously." She said and looked at them. "I don't know, I don't even know who the fuck your dad could of pissed off this badly." Happy said and shook his head. "Maybe you should come back home, and then we can figure this out?" He said and looked at her. She nodded slowly. "Yeah, good idea." She said and she nodded.
Abel helped her stand up and walked her into the bathroom. The suitcase was sitting open on the bathroom floor an he grabbed her a set of clothes and he helped her get dressed. "You know, nothing is going to hurt you again." He said and kissed her gently. "I promise." He sighed and she nodded. "I promised you, nothing is going to hurt you." He said again and she kissed him. "I hope you are right." She said and looked down. "It's ok to cry." He said when he saw her eyes. She nodded and let the tears fall. He held her as the fell to the floor and he sat there and let her cry. Happy made some calls and Chibs stood at the door. It was time to get even, and this time, no one was going to sneak away from them.