Hugs for the people who reviewed/read the last chapter. I went to visit the doctor yesterday and the results of my blood test were not good... I don't have enough vitamine B12 in my blood and now I'm getting two injections a week.. for five weeks . Anyway, it makes me feel tired and I barely get out of my bedroom.. ugh. The good thing about this is I have enough time to update this fic!

Feliciano's point of view

" I - I want to make love" His words come out of nowhere and I didn't expect him to be in the mood for this.

" You're not feeling too tired?" I ask him surprised.

" I'm never too tired to be with you .. " He flashes me a seductive smile. " Bitte?"

" I don't know if that's a good idea.. Sweetheart are you sure about this?"

He doesn't stop smiling and moves forward to lick my earlobe. " Ja, bitte?"

How can I say no to this beautiful blonde begging me with his innocent blue eyes, even if it would be better to let him rest.

" Ok, . I'm just worried you'll get exhausted"

" Don't worry about it" He lifts both his arms up and smiles. "Help me get to the bedroom, bitte ? "

"Of course I will" I take both his arms, wrap them around my neck and help him getting up from the couch. I can almost feel him using all of his strength trying to stand and move his legs, and he succeeds. He focuses on walking and smiles when he manages to take two steps, then he loses his concentration because of his happiness and I catch him right on time. It proves how strong he really is and it makes me feel so proud. He's cursing in German and it makes me laugh.

" Ludwig I'm so proud of you, it takes a lot of energy and strength to do that"

" Only two steps.. Verdammt"

"Ludwig, just be proud at yourself for once. You should take things slowly. Now let's go to the bedroom, I will make you feel happy again"

...

When we get to the bed I put a pillow under his lower back to make him feel more comfortable.

I undress him and I'm so shocked to see his body I stumble backwards causing me to fall from the bed onto the hard floor. His arms and stomach are covered in scratches and cuts.

" Feli ? Are you alright? What's wrong?" He asks me worriedly.

I climb onto the bed again. "My God Ludwig, why are you hurting yourself? This is bad this is so bad My God THIS IS BAD"

" Feli please.. I'm ok"

" You're NOT ok! You're hurting yourself and I don't want to lose you" I'm already crying and it makes it even more difficult to talk to him about it. " I thought Meier took care of you, why didn't he do something about it?"

" He doesn't care.. Sometimes I'm just angry with myself"

" Then tell me why! "

" Because I'm a filthy, murderous Nazi officer... but most of all .. My brother.. I miss him so much"

"Ludwig you saved many people's lives, you risked your own life to help my Fratello escape . You're no murderous Nazi"

" Feli I've done things in the past.. terrible things"

" But you know that was wrong and you've changed. You're a good person. And what about your brother?"

" He betrayed me.. He told Meier I helped your brother escape , because we had a fight the day before. He didn't want me to do all those things I've done to help the Resistanza.. and it makes me feel so lonely, I still love him"

" I'm sure that if your brother knew about your condition he would come back and help you" I stroke his hair in an attempt to make him feel better.

" I don't think so.. I wrote him a letter and Meier send it to him for me, but I don't think he'll write me back"

" What if Meier didn't send the letter?" I don't trust him, not at all.

"Maybe.. I don't know what to do" He's crying again and I hate to see him cry. I kiss him in the most passionate way.

" You'll be okay, shhh just enjoy our time together I won't let you down.. not ever" I let my hands travel down to his stomach and gently caress the cream colored skin.

He sighs deeply and I continue touching him.

" Ohh, that's nice. It makes me feel warm inside, keep doing that"

He always likes the most simple things, just gently touching his body is enough to get him aroused, it makes me smile. I keep stroking him and I carefully listen , he's always very quiet but he can't help himself from moaning when I wrap my hand around his cock.

" grnn I want you inside of me , I need you so much" I get on top of him and help him slide deep inside of me.

I shiver when feeling his cold hands on my hips and starts moving me back and forth.

" arhh Feli you're beautiful " He moans and I scream when he brushes my prostate. I start riding him faster but he holds my hips , preventing me from moving.

" Please I want to last a little longer?" He's getting shy again, a deep red blush spreading all over his handsome face.

"Of course" I almost reached my climax a few seconds ago and it's difficult to move slowly again.

" Kuss mich , bitte?"

" Hn? What ?"

" A kiss.. Kiss me, please?" I feel so stupid for not understanding him. " Oh, I'm sorry." I bend forward and slowly kiss him, sucking his lower lip . He opens his mouth and I deepen the kiss. I let my hand travel up to his head and stroke his hair without breaking the kiss. He shivers out of pleasure and I feel him come inside of me , filling me with his hot cum.

Ludwig's point of view

It just feels so good when he strokes my hair it makes me cum instantly. Feli's always so gentle, so sweet.. and it makes me feel happy and safe.. and sexy.

" Come here little one, let me finish you" I grab his hips and pull him closer to me till he's sitting on my chest. I take his cock in my mouth and start sucking him off. He moans and comes quickly.

He lays down next to me and I wrap my arms around him. We cuddle and kiss and I want this to last a lifetime. Unfortunately I hear a car outside and my eyes widen.

" Feli get up and look outside, is it Meier's car?"

Feli jumps from the bed and runs to the window, taking a quick look.

" Yes it is! What can I do?" He's getting hysterical.

" Hide, quickly.. ehm , in the room next to this one. I only use that room when my brother comes to visit me and Meier never enters it. QUICKLY!"

" Yes yes, my God Ludwig I'm scared!" I watch him run to the door in the left corner of my bedroom. He closes the door right on time and I hear Meier enter my apartment.

" Ludwig where are you?"

" I'm here.. in my bedroom"

Feliciano's point of view

I'm peeking through a small hole in the door. Meier comes in and greets Ludwig by kissing him forcefully. Ludwig tries to pull away but Meier grabs a fistful of his hair and deepens the kiss.

" Aren't you glad to see me? "

" Not if you keep pulling my hair like that" Ludwig snaps. Meier lets go of his hair.

" Hm, you're angry at me? You're cute when you're angry"

" I need to use the bathroom" He probably just says this to make Meier stop kissing him.

" I won't help you get there if you don't let me touch you and give me a kiss first"

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