Maura
"Is your mother upset, Maura?" Jane asked appearing in my office rubbing her sleepy eyes and yawning.
I quickly closed my laptop computer and smiled at Jane. At Jane's adamant insistence I'd slept four more hours this morning wrapped in her arms. I had snuck out of bed an hour ago to buy the motorcycle from eBay that I'd need for my undercover work. I'd also called my mother to cancel our visit to the Hamptons. I didn't wake Jane. She looked tired and was sleeping so soundly; I didn't want to stir her away from what I hoped were pleasant dreams. Besides, I needed to be away from her to order the bike and speak to Detective Korsak who informed me there still was no match for the print I'd lifted. This information didn't bother me as much as I thought it would. I was convinced I would solve the case one way or another. Jane's pajamas were twisted oddly on her body and her hair was a rat's nest of a mess; but she was absolutely adorable. Jane narrowed her eyes at me when she saw me close my computer so quickly.
"What were you just doing?" she asked curiously.
I didn't falter in giving an answer.
"I was working on your family's case." I said simply.
I wasn't going to tell her I'd been ordering a motorcycle to go undercover; but I wouldn't lie either. I hoped my answer would suffice for now. Jane's face turned grumpy.
"You're not supposed to be working! We talked about this earlier; today you rest. For Christ sake even God rested on the seventh day!" Jane pouted.
I stood and sauntered over to her. I didn't miss the way Jane's eyes lingered over my calves as I walked. I was wearing what I'd discovered were her favorite pair of my heels. I loved the satisfied grin she tried to hide. I wrapped my arms around her neck and kissed her sweetly. Jane didn't resist. In fact her eyes started to burn with lust and her hands roamed my body ravenously. I felt my face flush and escalating arousal within my core. I missed her touch. Working so much the last several days I'd been absent this type of intimacy with Jane. Now in her arms my spirit felt light and my erogenous zones felt like fire scorching with desire and needs. My mind scrolled through the memories of all the ways Jane pleased my body in the past. I ached for her touch. I kissed her like I missed her.
"Where's the baby, honey?" I asked when little by little I broke the kiss, taking deep breaths as I tried to steady myself.
Jane smiled down at me; her eyes glassy with her own arousal.
"Consuela's got her. I swear that woman thinks Angela is her baby!" Jane glowered.
I smiled.
"It's sweet don't you think? She loves Angela and it's nice to have the help." I said happily.
Jane just shrugged her shoulders; but she couldn't deny what I said was true. We hadn't agreed on a nanny yet; but I believe the idea of having one was growing on Jane. Despite Jane's insistence that I'd been working too hard; I knew she and James were working just as hard in locating Jane's lost nephew. Jane had come a long way in accepting responsibility of her nephew's care since our argument in the car several days ago. I loved her even more for it. Jane had grown so much since I met her. So had I for that matter. We were both far from perfect. Jane still had her demons and trust issues. I still had my anger and lingering self deprecating habits when faced with fallacious situations; but I was proud of the strides both Jane and I were making with the support of each other.
"She's been a big help these last few days. You've been working like crazy and James and I have been swamped making phone calls and visiting group homes and all kinds of awful stuff. I'm so glad Consuela came with us to Boston. I don't want to take Angela to any of those awful group home places, Maura! Some on them smell like pee and the kids all look so sad...and hungry! I hope my nephew isn't in one of those places." Jane said sadly.
"If he is, he won't be for long. His amazing aunt Jane will save him!" I said sweetly as I kissed Jane's lips again.
Jane smiled down at me.
"His amazing aunt Jane and his even more amazing Aunt Maura will save him! But in the meantime what did your mother say?" Jane asked again.
I could tell by the tone of her voice she was worried my mother said something to hurt me. Jane was studying my face closely looking for signs of pain or abuse. I felt myself fall more in love with her in that moment. Albert told me Jane danced with my mother at the fundraiser and my mother was near tears by the end of the dance. I had a feeling Jane was the reason for my mother's sudden interest in being a part of my life. The woman called me four times over the last week and she'd sounded particularly upset when I canceled our visit to the Hamptons this weekend. Jane never spoke a word about her having talked to my mother; but I was no fool. Jane's muscles were tense and her eyes were bright like a tiger ready to pounce. She'd protect me with her life if she had too. I smiled up at my love.
"She was upset; but I promised I'd make it up to her later." I said honestly.
Jane grimaced.
"You don't owe her anything," Jane said holding me more closely.
"I know honey; but I would like to see her again. She wants to meet Angela."
Jane's eyebrows rose.
"What?" she spat.
"She wants to meet my family...Angela is part of my family." I said trying to kiss Jane again.
"She sure has turned over a new leaf!" Jane exclaimed.
I smiled and kissed her. I didn't want to talk about my mother. I didn't want Jane upset in my arms. There were so many other things on my mind; much more pleasurable things. Jane lifted me off my feet while sitting me on the desk never breaking our kiss. I giggled and moaned against Jane's lips. I ran my hands under Jane's pajama top and smiled when I found her nipples to be hard. Jane sighed and whimpered when I ran my fingers over them. She spread my legs and ran her hands up my thighs. My legs quivered. Jane nipped at my neck and said many dirty things in my ear that made me ache with desire. I made no attempts to stop Jane from unbuttoning my blouse and caressing my breasts. It was what I wanted; I wanted Jane...I wanted everything. I'm sure Jane's feisty hands would have led us other places but James appeared in the doorway with tousled hair still dressed in his pajamas.
"I just got a call from my contact out here. I think he's found the boy!" James exclaimed excitedly; then his face faltered.
Poor James turned pale, then pink, then bright red when he saw what he'd interrupted.
"OH!...gosh I'll come back later!" James said, flushing furiously as he dizzily shook his head.
Jane giggled, I rolled my eyes.
"We'll meet you at the breakfast table in five minutes," I sighed.
I wanted to keep kissing Jane; among other things. James disappeared from the doorway. Jane's eyes were lively with excitement.
"That's great Maura! I can't wait to meet my nephew!" She said happily.
Jane pecked me on the lips and disappeared from the room. I was left sitting on my desk feeling decidedly neglected. I buttoned my blouse and sighed heavily. I was happy to hear good news about Jane's nephew. Still, there were parts of me that craved, needed, and ached for attention. The type of attention only Jane could give me. I looked down at my heels and smiled. I decided to find a way to clear the house of unnecessary people later. I'd been without Jane long enough; I intended to make up for that.
I walked into the kitchen and kissed Angela's forehead as she squealed in her high chair. I wiped the mashed banana from her face and she giggled at me clapping her hands and holding up her arms to be picked up. Franklin Thomas was licking drops of mashed banana from the floor that Angela had splashed around. I pulled the baby from her high chair and sat next to Jane who seemed particularly grumpy all of a sudden. I was the only one dressed. Jane, Consuela, James, and Angela were still in their pajama's.
I held Angela close and cooed at her lovingly. She wiggled and squirmed in my lap trying to pull my hair and chew on my necklace. I pinched her dimpled cheeks and tickled her tummy making her giggle and squeal. I laid her against my chest and patted her back while I listened to Jane and James speak. They were deep in conversation about their efforts to locate Jane's nephew.
"You having more babies come live here?" Consuela screeched from the stove where bacon was sizzling in a skillet.
Jane sighed.
"My nephew...and he's not a baby, he's like five or six by now!" Jane said.
Consuela looked fit to be tied.
"Not another one of you!" She wailed. "You messy, and Angela messy, and now you bring boy here? He be extra messy!"
"Consuela it will be fine! Stop stressing out! I'm stressed enough already." Jane hissed.
Consuela grumbled and complained about Miss Jane's bad attitude and her messy babies. I suppressed a chuckle.
"So am I to understand that you two found the boy?" I asked, taking a sip of my orange juice.
Angela pushed off of my shoulder, reached for a piece of my soy bacon, and threw it on the floor where Franklin Thomas was waiting to gobble it down.
"Angela NO!" Jane said, swatting Angela's hand lightly to make her point.
Angela cried in my arms. She sobbed and wailed and writhed to be released. I held her tightly against my chest and kissed her little cheeks.
"It's ok sweetheart. Don't cry baby girl! Maddy's here...I won't let mommy hurt you anymore." I cooed at her.
Jane looked furious.
"Maura, you can't keep coddling her! Daddy's are supposed to be tough! She can't keep on with this bad behaviour. That soy loaf you eat cost eight dollars a pound! She needs to learn to appreciate things and not waist them." Jane wailed at me.
I rolled my eyes and kissed Angela's forehead.
"She's only one year and four months old, Jane!" I said pointedly. "And I'm not a daddy...I'm Maddy! Angela's my sweet girl!" I said tickling Angela's tummy.
I made a mental note to have a discussion with Jane about age appropriate discipline and what children were capable of understanding at various ages. I could tell now was not the time, however. During my pediatrics and psychiatric rotations I learned that children were not to be swatted or given time outs until at least the age of two. Under the age of two behaviors should be redirected with verbal commands. Even knowing this to be true, I had a feeling Jane didn't want to hear it at the moment. I focused instead on placating Angela.
Angela giggled at laughed. Her bright brown eyes shone with excitement. I'd missed holding her and feeding her and spending time with her this past week. The case had consumed me for days; but I was elated to be with my family again. I could hold Angela all day and never get tired of her. She made me feel peace and at ease even though my mind was heavy and labored with thoughts of what I might have to do come the next week. I pushed those thoughts aside for now. There was no place for thoughts of potential danger while at my family's breakfast table. I would enjoy today and enjoy Angela and Jane. I looked over at Jane. She was still frowning at me over the rim of her coffee cup. I knew she wasn't finished arguing with me about Angela.
"She won't be a baby forever. And she'll think she can get away with anything if she doesn't have some discipline. Back me up here Maura; I can't be the bad guy all the time!" Jane wailed.
I sighed and looked down at Angela who was giggling again and chewing on my diamond necklace.
"See don't let her do that!" Jane insisted.
I kissed Angela's cheek and sat her in her high chair again.
"Hows that," I asked, as I handed Angela her favorite stuffed animal.
Angela laughed playfully and went about chewing on the stuffed animal's ear.
"Redirection," I said to proudly to myself.
Jane shook her head and looked at me like I was hopeless; but her eyes were filled with love. She gave me a patronizing smile before she turned back to James.
"So what's the next step? Lydia obviously doesn't want the kid. So how do I get him?" Jane asked bluntly.
"We can't do anything until we run a DNA test on the kid." James insisted.
"He's in a foster home with eight other kids! He's my nephew I want him now!" Jane hissed.
She was holding her fork so tightly I thought it might snap in her hand.
"Yes but Jane, you aren't a foster caregiver. You have to go through months of training and certification and all sorts of stuff before you can be a foster caregiver. As far as they're concerned you are a stranger walking in off the streets claiming a kid that we don't even know for sure he is your nephew. We have to get the DNA test and then we can make a case that the kid belongs with you because you're his only living relative."
Jane growled furiously.
"Well let's do that...let's get going!" Jane said standing and grabbing her car keys off the kitchen counter.
"It's not that simple...we have to ask permission to run the test first." James sighed.
"WHAT! From who! He's my nephew and my responsibility!" Jane raged.
Her brows were furrowed and her jaw quivered. I knew Jane was on the verge of exploding into another rage and it was making everyone uncomfortable.
"Jane, please honey. Sit down. James knows what he's doing; we have to hear him out!" I pleaded.
"But...!" Jane started to protest.
I picked Angela up from her high chair and handed her to Jane. Jane was less likely to storm around if she was holding her baby. She grumbled and complained under her breath but sat anyway. Consuela bustled over and piled bacon on Jane's and James' plates. Then went about pouring everyone more coffee.
"Consuela, sit down. You're not supposed to be working." I implored her.
Consuela scowled at me.
"I always working. House fall apart if I not working. Now we have new baby coming home!I be nanny for two! Oh I be so busy now," she huffed.
"Consuela, you aren't Angela's nanny!" Jane protested.
Consuela glared at her.
"You not hire anyone else yet! That because they all silly bimbo's! I be Angela's nanny...and I want a raise!" Consuela hissed between Jane and I.
Jane started to protest but I lay my hand on her arm gently and shook my head.
"FINE! You old bat you're hired!" Jane said grumpily.
Consuela huffed and spilled coffee on Jane's pajama pants 'accidentally'!
Jane screeched and thundered springing from her chair and hopping around. I quickly pulled Angela from her arms who was waiving her hands excitedly and squealing.
"It's burning...it's burning...I need ice...I need ICE!" Jane yowled.
Jane's face was red and her eyes were wide and hysterical. Franklin Thomas took advantage of the pandemonium and leaped in Jane's empty chair and gobbled down her bacon. Jane looked manic. I suppressed fits of giggling. I set Angela back in her high chair and filled a sandwich bag full of ice for Jane. I raised my eyebrow at Consuela when I caught her eye. She just turned up her nose and went back to loading the dishwasher with a smug smirk on her face. I rolled my eyes. I shushed Jane and helped her dry her pants with a towel. Jane sat back in the chair and held the ice against her upper thigh grimacing angrily. I leaned down and kissed her softly several times. I felt some of the tension leave Jane's body when I pulled out of the kiss. Jane was grinning at me when I sat down. I squeezed her knee under the table and winked at her. It was good to know I could still dissuade her anger with a few kisses and a smile. James seemed amused.
"So how long have you two been married?" He cracked.
James had continued to eat his breakfast throughout the morning mayhem.
Jane looked confused.
"We're not married." she said innocently.
"Really? I can't tell. You two sound like me and my wife!" James smirked.
Jane had an odd expression on her face; I thought I saw her smile before she stuffed a piece of toast in her mouth.
I smiled at him and urged him to continue his conversation about Jane's nephew.
"Since the child is a minor his care falls fully in the hands of his foster parents. They have to give their express permission for us to collect his DNA for testing or it isn't admissible in court. I'm going to drive out there today and see what I can do." he said.
"I'm coming with you!" Jane insisted.
James' smile faltered.
"It would be best if you didn't until we know for sure that he's your nephew."
"I want to see how he's living. I want to see this farm or whatever you said it was. If they're mistreating him I swear to God..."
"...Yes see that's why you can't come! You have a bit of a temper Jane..."
"...No I DON'T!" Jane shouted at him.
James looked startled.
"Jane," James said carefully "If you meet this kid you could get attached to him and he to you. If he ends up not being your nephew it could devastate both of you."
"Well, how long does the DNA test take." Jane sighed.
"I can do it myself," I piped in.
James shook his head.
"It needs to be done by an approved clinic of the state. You're to close to Jane. It could be said that you altered the results and we could get tied down in court for months because of it." James pointed out.
Jane was fuming.
"Well how long then!" Jane hissed again.
"If the foster givers give me permission to collect DNA samples, then we could have results in a few days. But even still we have to be able to prove you're able to care for the child."
"Not another inspection!" Jane wailed.
My heart dropped. I knew everyone in the room was remembering how horribly the last inspection went. Jane looked like she wanted to burst into flames or fade away!
"Yes another inspection and there's no use yelling at me about it. If it were up to me we'd test the kid's DNA and if he were a match we'd take him and run, but it's not up to me. You know by now the system is particular about these types of situations. They aren't just going to hand the kid over no questions asked." James said wearily.
"Oh nooooo!" Consuela cried.
"We not survive another one of those inspections! Miss Jane almost strangle Doctor last time. Doctor turn funny color, evil diablo dog try and eat you! Everything so crazy and we all end up in hospital! Next time we end up in coffin!" Consuela's eyes were twitching and her voice was high and panicking.
"I hate to say it but I agree with Consuela! We'll never survive another one of those. We barely made it out of the last one alive! This is a nightmare!" Jane said shaking her head and balling her hands into fists.
"Maura...you can't be home for the next inspection!" she looked at me sternly.
I furrowed my brow and spat angrily at her.
"I most certainly will be home! They need to see us as a family unit and I'm part of the family!"
"Yes but sweetheart...you lack certain...I don't mean this in a bad way...it's just that...Maura you broke out into HIVES! You spent half the time crying and the other half of the time freaking out! I can't go through that again..I was scared you were going to pass out or something. It's just too much stress for you. You don't do well in high pressure situations, that's all I'm saying." Jane said with pleading yet haunted eyes.
"That was different. We had to lie that time! This time we can just tell the truth...you're my girlfriend and that's all there is too it. Why can't you have more faith in me? I'm working myself to death trying to solve you're family's case...you think that's not a high stress situation? You apparently have no idea how much of myself I'm willing to sacrifice for you. I'm the CEO of a multibillion dollar corporation and the CME for the Common Wealth of Massachusets. I managed to keep my company turning a profit even in this recession and I'm a damn good Medical Examiner. I know all about high stress situations! I'm not an idiot Jane! If you believe I can solve your family's case why can't you believe that I can keep it together for another inspection?" I said angrily.
Everyone at the table looked stunned. Jane looked weary and like she wanted to cry.
"I do believe in you Maura! I just don't want to put you in another situation where you get so stressed out you fall apart again. You were a mess last time! I don't like to see you like that...it scares me." Jane said staring down at her plate.
Her eyes looked watery and her voice was low and laced with sadness. I suddenly felt awful about being so defensive. Jane had every right to be apprehensive. I was a terrible mess at the last inspection...but I wouldn't have to lie this time. Jane and I could stand on the truth and overcome any obstacle that came our way. I took Jane's hand in mine and squeezed it lightly. She looked up at me with uncertain eyes.
"I'm not the same mess of a person I was during the last inspection. I'm better now because of you. I won't fail you again little princess," I said softly.
Jane smiled and blushed.
"I believe in you; I just worry about you," she repeated softly.
She looked lovingly in my eyes as she spoke to me. I felt my heart flutter. I cradled her face in my hand and she leaned over and kissed me deeply. My heart was soaring. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth for her. Jane chuckled and pulled me out of my chair and into her lap. I squealed and squirmed but Jane caught me in another deep heated kiss. I moaned softly against her lips and wrapped my arms around her neck. Jane groped at my breasts and I didn't even bother to stop her. I'd missed her touch far to much to deny her a pleasure she'd been without for so long. Jane whispered something dirty in my ear and I laughed. It felt good to laugh.
"Oh NO! Now you sexing at breakfast table...in front of baby and Mr. James! Stop this...stop! You make everyone here sick to stomach!" Consuela screeched.
Consuela started squirting Jane in the back of the head with a 409 bottle. Jane broke our kiss and started cursing. She flailed her arms trying to grab the bottle from Consuela. Consuela took two steps back and started squirting Jane in the face. Jane sputtered and spit as the spray got in her mouth. Jane raged and leaned further back in the chair. Before I could stop it the chair tipped over and Jane and I toppled to the floor. Jane let out a gasp as I landed on top of her.
"Consuela what the HELL!" Jane raged from her back.
"I cool you down before you start getting naked on kitchen table!You keep filthy hands off doctor in front of guest and baby! Doctor never be so horny before you come here. You like dog in heat all the time humping!" Consuela grumbled.
Jane scrunched her face in a frown and started to protest; but I was laughing hysterically. Jane looked at me like I was crazy then her face broke out into a smile. I wiped Jane's face with her pajama top and kissed her again. I pushed my hips into hers and smiled when I felt Jane's hands running up my thighs under my skirt. I moaned softly into our kiss. Consuela started screeching and poking at Jane with the broom handle. Jane swatted at the broom but never broke our kiss. Eventually she ripped the broom from Consuela's hands and tossed it aside. Franklin Thomas yipped and ran out of the room when the broom smacked him on the butt. Jane was glassy eyed and grinning widely when I finally crawled off of her and helped her to her feet.
James chuckled.
"This is the best breakfast I've had in a long time...like ever! I get waffles and a show and I'm on the clock!" he smirked.
I felt my face redden and so I turned my head. I forgot James was even in the room. Jane was such a distraction. My sexual needs had overcome my senses. Jane smiled wickedly and pinched my butt. I jumped and squeaked and smacked her hand playfully. I narrowed my eyes at her but smiled despite myself. I'd make her pay for that later.
"Let's just focus on getting custody of Jane's nephew!" I said taking my seat and pulling Jane into hers.
James kept chuckling but he moved on anyway.
"You need to establish a permanent residency somewhere. Are you going to be living here or in New York? If you leave New York then DCS there will transfer Angela's case to Massachusets and you'll have to do an inspection here. If you take the nephew back to New York then Massachusetts DCS will transfer his case to New York and you'll have to do an inspection for him there." James sighed.
I wanted to cry. Everywhere we turned we were facing inspections. As vehemently as I'd stated my case that I could handle another inspection; it was still the last thing I wanted to do. Jane looked like she wanted to spit nails.
"Maura and I will provide for him. I'm so tired of this red tape bullshit!" Jane fumed.
"Honey please don't curse in front of Angela." I sighed.
Jane glared at me.
"Well...these are things you have to consider Jane. The boy is school aged. He needs a solid stable home. You can't just run back and forth to New York and Boston during school season. And since Maura is technically Angela's caregiver at the moment, that could be brought into question too!" James said.
"But Angela is MY daughter..." Jane started to rage.
I cut her off immediately.
"What's the worst case scenario?" I asked plainly.
James sighed and shook his head.
"Worst case scenario the foster givers don't give us permission to take DNA from the kid. Then we have to fight it out in court and that could take months. Worse than that, the child could end up not being Jane's nephew when we do get permission to take his DNA sample. We will have wasted countless amounts of time and money and possibly have to do it all over again when we find the right kid. Another worst case scenario is they still don't grant Jane custody when we find the right kid, or only allow weekend supervised visits for months until they believe Jane can care for him; though we all know she can. We could get tied up in this thing for a year if we don't play our cards right." James insisted.
"Additionally, we don't know if this child is healthy or not. He might have special needs. He may have mental health issues. He may have been abused in some way. I just don't know until I drive out there and meet him." James sighed.
All of a sudden Jane looked dejected. She was staring down at her plate and blinking her eyes furiously trying not to cry. The thought of the boy being hurt or abused upset her. I could see the sadness and guilt creeping back into her mind. The boy was her last link to the family she had lost. He represented so much of her past and her future. I didn't know exactly what she was thinking; but I definitely saw the tears behind her eyes and it broke my heart. We needed to find the boy sooner rather than later for Jane's peace of mind. I stood behind her chair with my hands on her tense shoulders massaging them gently. I would support her no matter what happened. I wanted us to move forward as a family; I'd never stand for Jane falling back into her darkness.
"When you gather the DNA take two samples. Give one to me. I'll run it as soon as you get back. I know it won't be admissible in court but we need to know one way or another as soon as possible." I said firmly.
James looked weary.
"I can't take a sample if they won't let me," James insisted.
I thought for a moment.
"Give the boy a juice box. Make sure he drinks it and then take it with you when you leave. I can get DNA from the straw. If he won't drink it give him a tissue to wipe his nose; that would work just as well." I smiled.
"That's devious!" James grinned.
Jane looked up at me curiously. Her dark eyes sparkled with excitement.
"Look at you! You are a bad girl these days, Maura!" Jane grinned devilishly.
I smiled proudly. I leaned over and pecked Jane's lips. Jane giggled and pulled me closer whispering dirty things in my ear and grabbing at my breasts again. I laughed and kissed her face many times.
"OK! Well I'm going to get going." James said getting out of his chair and looking away from us.
His face was flushed and his voice was unsteady.
I smiled at him.
"Are we making you uncomfortable?" I laughed.
"NO!" James squeaked.
He ran from the kitchen and up the stairs to change his clothes. Jane and I giggled and continued on kissing each other. Jane pulled me into her lap and I wrapped my arms around her nuzzling my lips against her ear and whispered all the intimate details of how much I missed spending time with her. Jane flashed her devilish grin at me and tried to sneak feels of certain parts of my body inappropriate to touch at the breakfast table. I didn't pull away. I just kissed her harder. My body exploded with desire. I moaned against her lips.
"Why must you two be this way at the breakfast table? It good you two both women because if one of you was man, the other would be pregnant all the time! Ay Dios mio!" Consuela squawked.
Consuela pulled Angela from her high chair and glared at us. Her entire face was crumpled in a disapproving frown. I rolled my eyes. James scampered down the stairs, out the front door, and was gone.
"Do you mind taking Angela to the park Consuela? Jane and I have some making up to do!" I grinned.
Consuela rolled her eyes, clicked her tongue, and muttered under her breath in Spanish.
"Oh baby..." Jane grinned wickedly, "...I'm going to make so many things up to you!"
She pulled her keys from her pajama pocket and tossed them to Consuela. Jane's lustful grin set my core on fire. I flushed with yearning. My body tingled with anticipation. I'd give myself to Jane any and every way she wanted. She lifted me in her arms with no effort at all. I squealed and wrapped my arms around her neck and my legs around her waist. I kissed her deeply. God I missed her kisses.
"So much sexing...all the time sexing!" Consuela wailed.
Consuela bustled about gathering the stroller and diaper bag. She hissed and wailed the whole way out the door about our inappropriate 'sexing'. Jane and I barely heard her. I was too busy laughing in Jane's arms as she grasped and fondled my breasts beneath my blouse whispering so many dirty things. I ran my hands all over her body and whispered dirty words of my own. Jane lay me on the kitchen table and giggled between the kisses she landed all over my body.
"I missed you, Maura" She cooed at me.
I smiled as Jane unfastened the buttons of my blouse. I sighed and moaned softly.
"I missed you too sweetheart," I said breathlessly.
I had missed her. I'd worked so much the last few days I'd barely seen Jane or Angela awake. For the first time in several days I felt rested and whole. I squirmed as Jane pulled my blouse over my shoulders and unfastened my bra. She attacked me in her passion. Jane pulled me to the edge of the table and pushed my skirt over my waist. I squealed and wrapped my fingers in Jane's hair as she pulled down my panties and kissed my thighs. I closed my eyes and smiled. Jane was hungry for me. I knew it. She was wasting no time in sending me toward my ecstasy. I'd denied her what she loved most for many days as she had denied me many days before that. I would fight her no longer. I pushed aside all thoughts of the case and the hell we might have to face in gaining custody of Jane's nephew. This was my time. This was our time. This was everything.
I whispered dirty, nasty things to Jane as she kissed up and down my legs that were spread wide for her. Everything tingled and the world around us faded away. I was in the arms of my lover again...finally. I felt my nipples harden as Jane sensually kissed my belly button. She moved her kisses lower and lower. Jane pulled my underwear off but didn't remove my heels. She loved me in heels. She always smiled when I walked into a room wearing them. I loved the way her eyes lingered over my calves when I would walk. I knew she was thinking dirty things. It always made me feel beautiful. Jane's eyes were lascivious as she leaned over me and kissed my neck whispering dirty but oh so sweet words in my ear.
"You're so fucking sexy!" Jane said in a quivering voice laced with desire.
"I want you so bad...I love your body...I love everything!" Jane said kissing me deeply and running her hands up and down my thighs.
I wrapped my hands in Jane's hair and pulled her into me. She took my breast in her mouth and I cried out to her in hungry desire. Jane's hair fell over my face and chest. I inhaled the scents of her lavender shampoo and was intoxicated with the essence of her. I felt my center burning for release. My mind and body were screaming in pleasure and anticipation. My sex ached for her touch. The parts deep inside me swelled, throbbed, and screamed for attention. I felt my hips rise and push into Jane. Jane looked down at me and smiled wickedly.
"How much did you miss me?" Jane whispered against my lips.
I whimpered softly.
"So much baby..." I gasped. "...So much"
Jane smiled. My entire body shuddered when I felt her fingers run through my slit lightly. I felt myself soak her fingers instantly. I pulled Jane's hair and she cried out in surprise and excitement.
"You like that?" Jane asked, her voice low and husky.
Her eyes burned with arousal. Her face was flushed and she bit her bottom lip to keep it from trembling. She wanted me. She wanted everything. I would give her everything. I belonged to her. My body was her temple and I wanted her to worship me, push me, drive me to all the heavenly places I wanted to go. I ripped at Jane's pajama top pulling it roughly over her head. Jane cried out in surprise but she didn't resist. I lay beneath her on the kitchen table and kissed her so hard I thought our lips would bruise. I ran my hands up and down her body feeling every muscle that I'd come to know so well but wanted to know even better. Jane moved on top of me; our skin slid over each other's absorbing the heat one body gave to another. I cupped Jane's breasts in my hands and squeezed her nipples between my fingers. Jane heaved and sighed and moaned softly. Her head flew back and she looked at me with those beautiful dark eyes. I saw her lust. I saw her desire. I saw her love for me in those gorgeous brown orbs.
"I missed this so much baby!" I moaned, kissing Jane's neck.
Jane smiled down at me. Her hair was wild and her curls tumbled over her shoulders and tickled my cheeks. I bit Jane's lip and pulled her into another kiss. Jane moaned in pain and exhilaration. She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me up into her arms. I squealed and giggled. She was impossibly strong. Jane sat in a chair and I straddled her. Jane's eyes ran over my body and her lust amplified. She squeezed my ass and grinned wickedly. I pulled her head back roughly by her hair and kissed her deeply again cupping her breasts and scratching at her abdomen. Her muscles trembled. Jane lifted my skirt around my waist again and teased my clit with her fingers. I moaned and my hips swirled in her lap. I was on fire. Jane's fingers teased my clit harder flicking over it in slow methodic circles. Jane's long fingers possessed so much skill. She knew just how to touch me. She knew just how to move me. She knew exactly what to say to make me tremble with desire.
I nipped at Jane's lips and pushed my tongue into her hungry mouth. The kiss was sloppy, wet, wonderful. Jane's free hand massaged my breasts as I squirmed on top of her. I rocked my hips against hers to the rhythm of our bodies and the motion of Jane's fingers rubbing my clit. I moaned softly through trembling lips. My back arched and my hips bucked beyond my control. It was simply a reaction to the pleasure and the hunger Jane brought out of me. My moans were soft and high; my voice was broken and unsteady. I felt my thighs dampen. I ached inside and out. My body knew what my mind wanted, my mind knew what my body needed. I wrapped my arms around Jane's neck and pulled her face between my breasts. Jane giggled and kissed me softly as her fingers continued to tease between my legs. My hair fell over Jane's face and shoulders and I whispered softly in her ear.
"Please Jane...I need you...I need this...I want you inside of me...please Janie!" I begged her desperately.
Jane pulled back and smiled at me. I tried to kiss her but she pulled away. I whined and pleaded with her to touch me. She kissed my chin and down my jaw finally nuzzling her lips against my ear.
"Tell me what you want," She whispered to me softly.
"Please Janie don't tease me anymore...I can't take it! Give me what I want!" I begged her.
I tried to kiss her again but Jane wrapped her hand around my neck and held me still. She wasn't choking me, but I couldn't move. She held my neck firmly in her hand as she continued to tease my clit. My breathing quickened and my whimpers grew louder and more desperate if not slightly choked from the pressure on my throat. It only made me want her more. I scratched my hands down Jane's back and she screamed in pain. Her eyes bore into mine. I'd never seen them look so bright and so dark at the same time. Her expression was stony like ice. She exuded power and control. I was hers for the ravishing and she knew it. There was nothing I wouldn't give her in this moment. My body was hers to do with as she pleased. I was putty in her hands.
Jane loved the power. She loved the way my eyes pleaded with her for release. She loved the way my clit throbbed against her fingers and my juices moistened her hand. She loved the way my breasts heaved in her face and my hips squirmed in her lap. I could tell by the grin that spread across her face. I could tell by the way she teased my clit just enough to drive me crazy but not enough to satisfy me. She knew I wanted her. She knew she was pushing my body to its limits. She heard my moans and my pleas for more. She saw my flushed sweaty face. She tasted the salty sweat of my skin.
"You want me baby?" Jane whispered against my lips.
She never took her hand from around my neck. She loved the control. She loved what she was doing to me. I nodded my head slightly. Jane arched her eye brow at me.
"Yes ma'am would be the proper response." Jane said in a low, dangerous, husky voice.
I felt another flush of arousal run through me. Jane was so beautiful, but so powerful at the same time. Something was happening to me. Something I'd never experienced. I'd given myself to Jane before but this was different. I'd never seen Jane look as sexy as she did in that moment as I straddled her lap, with her hand around my neck, her fingers driving my clit wild, and my body aching for her.
"Yes...ma'am!" I whispered.
Jane's eyes caught fire. She pushed her fingers deep inside of me. I screamed out in ecstasy. My eyes went wide. My legs trembled. I gripped Jane's hair tightly. She pushed her fingers as deep as they would go. My entire body shuddered. My eyes rolled in my head. My back arched. Jane kissed my neck and started working her fingers in and out of me. Her thrust inside me were powerful, slow, and full of purpose. I sighed and moaned and cried. I grabbed the back of Jane's chair, planted my heels on the floor for leverage and started riding Jane's fingers.
Jane's eyes burned with desire. I bounced up and down in her lap. Her fingers curled and worked hard as they slid in and out of me. My insides were convulsing like crazy. I could feel myself opening and spreading for Jane. I felt my juices flow out of me and my body shook with the pleasure of it. My breasts bounced in Jane's face the harder and faster I rode her hand. Jane wrapped her free arm around my waist and pulled me closer to her. She pulled my body into each one of her thrust and I screamed in pleasure. She took my breast in her mouth again as I rode her faster. My face burned, my lashes fluttered, my skin glistened with perspiration. I bit my lip hard. I arched my back and scratched at Jane's shoulders. Jane's fingers worked hard inside of me. She pumped in and out of me with controlled, well timed, aggressive thrust. I met each thrust willingly as I rode her to heaven.
"I missed you baby! That feels so good, you feel so good Janie!" I moaned in Jane's ear.
"You like that," Jane whispered to me. "You want more?"
I let out a low, guttural moan. I rode her hard. My legs quivered with the effort to keep my balance with my mounting pleasure.
"YES! Yes Janie I love it...I love you!" I cried.
Jane pulled my hips down and bit my ear lobe. I scratched at her back. She pushed her fingers deep inside of me and curled them over my g-spot so fast my mind went blank and fire surged through my core.
"Oh my GOD!" I screamed.
I fought against Jane's attempts to hold me still. I started riding her again with a frenzy unknown to me. My body knew what it needed to do to compliment Jane's fingers driving me toward bliss. Jane's fingers worked harder than ever thrusting faster and faster in and out of my most sacred place. My thighs were soaking, my screams desperate and gasping. Jane tried to kiss my breasts but I was riding her to hard and too fast for her to get land any productive kisses. She just gave up and bit my hard pink nipple holding it between her teeth and flicking her tongue over it in a blur. My head flew back, I pushed my hips into Jane's fingers as hard as I could. She touched that place deep inside of me that opened the heavens and made me see God!
"Don't stop baby...don't stop...don't stop...DON'T stop...DON'T STOP!" I screamed.
I didn't see it coming but Jane stood, turned me around, and bent me over the dining room table in a matter of seconds. She ripped my skirt up to my waist and pushed my hips down onto the table. I cried out in surprise. Jane grabbed the back of my head by my hair and pushed her fingers deep inside of me again.
"Oh GOD Janie!" I cried.
I scratched at the smooth polish of the table but could find no traction. Jane pushed another finger inside of me and I was singing to the heavens. She held me by my hair as she started working inside me again. The gravity of my pleasure was overwhelming. Jane spread my legs with her knees and pushed into me with the power of her hips behind every thrust. Jane's fingers were a blur inside of me. I screamed and cried in ecstasy and pain. I wailed desperately higher and higher every time Jane pushed into me and touched the spot inside my body that made my eyes roll. Jane leaned over and bit my shoulder as she drove into me. She ravaged me. I cried for her. Glory, hunger, lust, power, everything oozed out of me. My hips bounced up and down meeting Jane's every thrust.
"You're such a dirty little girl Maura," Jane whispered in my ear.
I soaked her hand again. It was coming. The moment, the bliss, the joy, the sun, the moon, the stars...it was coming. I closed my eyes tightly. I scratched at the table, my body writhed and squirmed, my hips bounced and swayed, my legs trembled, my insides spread and opened, lights flashed behind my eyes. Jane knew my moment was near. Jane pushed my head down against the cold table holding me as still as she could. I could barely hear her cries and low growls of pleasure as she drove me. There were screams in my head...I think they were my screams. I felt tears pouring from my eyes. My lips trembled. I was powerless to move but I didn't want too. I let Jane have me. I let her push me, open me, punish me, love me, worship me. The heat inside me was threatening to swallow me alive. A light as bright as the sun shone behind my eye lids. My breath was so heavy my head was swimming and my lungs burned.
"Come on baby..." Jane whispered to me.
"Cum for me,"
"Fuck me Janie!" I cried in a high, shrill, desperate voice.
It was as if my words set Jane's very soul on fire. She did not hesitate to oblige my request. She drove into me so hard she lifted my hips from the table with each thrust. I shrieked and cried, I begged and pleaded, I burned and ached. I felt so good. Waves of pleasure engulfed my entire body. Everything began to tingle and burn. It was coming, everything was coming. I was so close...so close.
"Harder Janie...HARDER...faster Janie...FASTER..THAT'S it...right there...right there..RIGHT THERE...OH my GOD...OH my GOD...OOOOooo OH GOD!" I screamed.
Jane drove into my like a woman possessed. My hips bounced so hard I couldn't tell if it was Jane making that happen or if I'd just lost complete control of my body. With one final thrust deep inside me I fell over the edge. I came so hard I was seeing stars. I screamed things in three different languages that didn't even make sense. My eyes rolled in my head. My body quivered and convulsed. I cried hard between deep ragged breaths. I lay writhing on the table whimpering and crying. Jane lay on top of me panting for breath. I could feel her shaking slightly. I absorbed her heat. She kissed my neck many times whispering how beautiful I was and how much she loved me. I was flying. I was dancing. I was singing. I was everything.
Jane picked me up and turned me around. She sat me on the table and stood between my legs holding me tightly. I just lay my head on her shoulder. I didn't have the energy or muscle control to wrap my arms around her body. I exhaled and gasped and sputtered on Jane's shoulder. Her skin was slick with sweat. Her breath was heavy and the muscles in her arms trembled with the work they had done; but I knew I heard Jane giggling. I found the energy to look up at her and smiled.
Jane grinned down at me and kissed me deeply. We giggled and laughed and teased each other playfully. Jane played with my nipples and I pinched hers. She nipped at my lips and I bit her neck. She kissed my breasts and I ran my knee between her legs. Jane squirmed when I did that. I didn't miss the moan that escaped her mouth. I didn't miss the way her breath hitched or her abdominal muscles trembled.
I hoped Consuela and James stayed gone for hours because there were many more things I wanted to do with Jane. A week was too long to be absent her touch. I vowed right then to never again torture my mind or body or Jane with such a cruel wait. I'd waited long enough to meet someone that could move me the way Jane did. I didn't know such pleasure was possible. My orgasms with Jane were God like. They were fire and rain; burning my soul and drenching my mind, heart, and body with ecstasy. We kissed and cuddled for long minutes atop the kitchen table. I wrapped my legs around Jane's body and she caressed my thighs and tickled my sides playfully. I wrapped my hands in her silky curls and savored every sweet word and gentle kiss. I loved her so much; I'd missed her so much. She was everything.
When we had calmed down a bit she pulled me to my feet. I stood on weak legs trembling slightly from my pleasure. She brushed my damp hair from my sweaty face. I felt shy in the moment. I'd said such dirty things to Jane. I'd given myself to her on my kitchen table. I'd never done anything like that before! I'd let her have me in a way I'd only heard about in distasteful conversations I'd never cared to join. Now I knew. I new so many things I always thought were beneath me. There was nothing wrong with what we had done, it was heaven. Still such pleasure was foreign to me. I blushed and lowered my eyes but Jane caught my chin with her fingers and brought my face up to hers and kissed me sweetly. I fell into the kiss. She let me run my fingers through her hair and fell into my passion. I felt weak and light headed in the kiss. Her soft tongue danced with mine compounding my desire for her exponentially. My legs trembled and my sex throbbed...again. I was still hungry for her. Would it never end; would my lust for Jane ever cool? How could it? She was so beautiful, and masculine, and feminine, and powerful, and vulnerable. She was everything!
Jane wrapped her arms around my waist and pinched my butt. I squealed and giggled against her lips. Jane smiled devilishly as she gazed at me through hazy lustful eyes.
"Go to the bedroom. Take off your skirt but leave on your heels. Bring back Albert's gift." Jane said softly.
It wasn't a harsh command but her words carried the weight of the world. She knew I still wanted her. She knew I would do exactly as she asked. She was exploring her power. She was flexing her sexual muscle. She was testing my limits. She was driving my hunger and teasing me. I didn't argue with her. I didn't say anything besides, 'yes ma'am'.
Jane watched me walk away. I smiled to myself. I thought of the way I'd just been conquered. My skin blushed. My slick sopping thighs slid against each other and my imagination ran wild with possibilities. Jane had a spell over me...but I had one over her too. Jane might have conquered me...but I could do the same with her. I let my hips sway more than necessary as I walked. I knew Jane was watching me. I knew she wanted me again. I knew her desire and her lust were building with each step I took. When I got to the edge of the kitchen I turned around. Jane was staring right at me. Her eyes were wide and hungry. She was thinking of all the things she wanted to do to me and all the ways she knew I would let her have me. I smiled at her, a wicked knowing grin. I ran my fingers down my body slowly. I circled my nipples and they hardened instantly.
Jane's eyes were on fire. She sat again in the chair and watched me. I bit my lip and smiled. I slipped my hand down my skirt and teased my clit. I gasped and closed my eyes. My chest heaved and my back arched. My fingers were instantly wet. I opened my eyes and found Jane's. She was staring at me with her mouth open and a dazed glassy look in her eyes. I felt so sexy standing there teasing Jane as she had teased me. I pulled my hand from my skirt and unzipped it shaking my hips and letting it fall to the floor. Jane gasped as she took in my naked body. She stood and reached for me but I stepped back.
"Sit down and don't move," I said in a voice thick with lust and command.
Jane stopped short, took two steps back, and sat squirming in the chair.
"Yes ma'am," she whispered.
I ran my eyes over her body seductively.
"You better be naked when I get back," I said dangerously, arching my eye brow at her.
Jane's body trembled and her eyes burned.
"Yes ma'am," she whimpered.
I walked back to her, leaned over her chair, and kissed her softly. Jane sighed against my lips and cupped my breasts in her soft hands. I opened my mouth for her and let her kiss me as passionately as she liked. I closed my eyes and felt the heat rise in my body...again. There were so many things I wanted to do to Jane. I stood and smiled at Jane's pouting lips. I winked at her and walked to the bedroom. When I returned Jane was indeed naked and sitting on the couch in the living room with a pillow covering her most private parts. Her expression was nervous but her jaw fell open and her eyes went wide when she saw Albert's present adorning my body. I had done as she asked. I was wearing my heels and I brought her Albert's gift...but I wasn't finished giving. It was my turn. Jane's eyes followed me until I was standing right in front of her. She looked at the toy nervously then back up at my eyes. I smiled at her lovingly. I ran my fingers through hair and brushed her lips with my thumb.
"Are you ready?" I whispered.
Jane smiled up at me. She had the prettiest smile. I sat on the couch and pulled Jane onto my lap so she was straddling me. She kissed me sweetly. I whispered encouraging words in her ear and as I spread her legs wider. I wrapped my hands around her slender hips and felt Jane tremble above me. Her eyes looked nervous but excited. Her hair fell over my face like a black veil. I kissed up and down Jane's body feeling all the parts of her I loved so much. I loved the way her nipples hardened in my mouth. I loved the way her raspy voice moaned in my ear. I loved the way she bit my lip when I ran my fingers through her slit. I loved how wet she was. I loved the way she begged me to touch her. I loved the way she told me she was mine. I loved the way she said I love you. I loved the way she trembled and cried out when I flicked my fingers over her clit.
Jane fondled my breasts and smiled down at me. My nipples were rocks in her talented hands. She circled my nipples with her thumbs and gave me her most teasing grin. She knew what she was doing to me. She saw the way my eyes burned. She heard the way my breath caught. She felt my hips move in rhythm with hers pushing gently into her body. Jane knew what to do to please me. She knew what to do to drive me wild. She knew she was going to let me have her...but she would have fun teasing me in the process. Jane's grin awoke something inside so me. Something primal. Something dark. Something dirty. Something ravenous. I loved Jane more than anything; but in the moment my urges were to take her...have her...drive her...push her to the brink of her sanity and her ecstasy for my pleasure.
I ran the head of my toy through Jane's slit. She shuddered and her legs trembled. The gasp that escaped her mouth was soft but yearning. I smiled into the kiss I planted on her soft lips. She opened her mouth for me and kissed me hungrily.
"I've never had you like this before," I whispered up at her.
Jane smiled and blushed.
"I'm not afraid. This is the first time I've ever let someone inside me that I truly loved. I want this...I want you." Jane said softly.
Her eyes were beautiful and sincere as she gazed lovingly at me. I kissed her neck and steadied her hips. I pushed her my toy inside of her with a gentle thrust of my hips. I didn't want to hurt her; but I could deny my crushing desire to be inside of her. Jane cried out and grabbed my shoulders for support. She arched her back and smiled encouragingly at me. She was so sexy like that. I felt so powerful. In this moment Jane was all woman. Feminine vulnerability poured out of her. She was mine in that moment. I was her God. I was inside of her. She was giving herself to me willingly. She was letting me touch her most Godlike space. She cried my name in a high, whimpering, pleading voice. I held Jane's hips as I started pushing into her slowly, deeper and deeper. Jane responded to me immediately. She swirled her hips slowly meeting my thrust. She quickened the pace and spread her legs wider. She grasped the back of the couch and rode me faster. I quickened the thrust of my hips to meet her demands. Jane threw back her head and said so many dirty things that set my soul on fire.
"Maura...you're so good...you're so fucking good!" she moaned in a husky high pitched voice. "It's so deep...it's so deep inside me Maura!"
I was wild with desire. Jane's body was beautiful. Her veins popped beneath her skin and her toned muscles quivered and throbbed. Jane arched her back and rode me hard. I held her hips and thrust myself inside of her loving the way she cried and screamed my name. Jane was so wet the toy was already covered with a shiny sheen of Jane's juices. This only encouraged me. I pulled Jane's body into mine and let her ride me the way she wanted. Her skin was slick beneath my arms. Her hips circled and swirled in my lap. She held me so tightly as she rode me it was almost painful. I took her breast in my mouth and sucked gently. Jane gasped and hugged me tighter as she rode me to her pleasure.
"Oh Maura...you're so fucking good baby...fuck me...just like that fuck me!" Jane wailed and pleaded.
Her husky deep voice drove me crazy. I slid down on the couch, spread my legs, planted my heels, held Jane's hips, and fucked her as hard as I could. Jane screamed and cried in a broken desperate voice. She grabbed a handful of my hair and held it tightly at the back of my head. I let out a primal growl and quickened my pace inside of her. Jane's smiled at me as she rode me like a champion. Her smile was a challenge. She was teasing me to unleash myself on her. Her skin was slick with sweat, my thighs and hers were trembling and wet. I pinched Jane's nipple and she gasped and shuddered in ecstasy and pain. She whispered dirty words and challenges in my ear. I loved the way her body bounced on top of me. I loved the way she soaked the toy over and over with her juices. I loved the way she screamed my name. I loved everything about her.
I was just about to lay her on the couch when Consuela burst through the front door pushing Angela's stroller. Jane flew off of me in the blink of an eye and disappeared up the stairs. I heard the bedroom door slam. I was so frustrated I wanted to cry. I pulled a pillow over the toy and wrapped myself in the Afghan on the back of the couch.
Consuela wheeled Angela into the living room and stopped short when she saw me. I blushed. Consuela rolled her eyes.
"AGAIN! I been gone two hours and still you sexing...on COUCH!" She ranted at me.
I giggled nervously.
"Sorry," was all I managed to say.
Consuela pulled Angela's sleeping body from the stroller and held her close.
"Baby not need see this!" she spat at me.
"She's sleeping," I protested.
Consuela only rolled her eyes.
"There is delivery man outside that say he have motorcycle for you." Consuela informed me.
"Oh NO!" I wailed.
I was in a panic. The motor cycle was supposed to be delivered to the precinct tomorrow; not to my house today! What was I going to tell Jane? I ran up the stairs ripping off the toy and bursting into the bedroom. I snatched clothes from my drawers and dressed quickly.
"Maura...there's a man outside with a motorcycle. Did you buy a motorcycle?" she asked curiously as she looked out the window and down at the delivery man.
"I...ummm...yes...it's not for me...well it is sort of for me...and for you...it's for undercover...well it's for your family's case...oh GOD I have to get down there." I wailed, buttoning my blouse as fast as I could.
In my desperation I'd said to much. Jane didn't need to know anything about the motorcycle or undercover work involving her family's case. My head was spinning. I was sweating but more from nerves than the crazy sex I'd just been having. I had to get down stairs and have that delivery guy strung up for his mistake. His mistake could expose my intentions of undercover work to Jane and that would be a disaster. I raged in my head. This was awful. Jane wasn't supposed to know the bike even existed.
"What is going on? You aren't making any sense!" Jane said narrowing her eyes at me.
She was dressed again in jeans and a t shirt.
"Don't worry about it sweetheart...I've got it under control!" I said trying to run out the door.
Jane caught me by the arm and spun me around. She held me firmly in her grasp by my shoulders. She studied me through narrow eyes.
"You look hysterical. What's going on? And don't you dare lie to me!" she asked in a low dangerous voice, her eyes were on fire...and not in a good way!