3 Years, 37 Days Remaining
It feels like there's a gaping hole in my stomach. It really hurts, but it's worth it if it works. I've refused to eat anything for a couple days now. While I can't get Terra to eat it—even though she's so bad she can't get out of bed—waiting until it's started to smell and kicking it out all over the hallway and the guard's feet seems to make quite an effective point. The apes hate the smell almost as much as I do.
Well that's just too bad for them, because I have so much more to lose. The only thing that makes my world worth it at all.
