Chapter 21: Bella's pov

"YOU'RE MOVING OUT!" Renee cheered.

"I'm what?"

"Ugh, Isabella you're such an idiot. Do I really have to repeat myself? Awe what the hell I like saying it anyways, YOU'RE MOVING OUT!" Renee cheered again.

"Does Charlie know about this?"

"No, and that is why you're leaving like right now! Now go pack up you're things before he comes."

"Where the heck am I supposed to go," I screamed.

"I don't know I could really care less. And you can't take your car considering the fact that it's under my name. Thanks for my new car!" She got up from her place at the table making her way to the front door. But not before telling me, "Don't you dare go and tell you're father you little bitch. This moving out is for your own good if you want to live. If you tell Charlie about this you'll be dead before you can even call out for your pimp or customer, whatever that boy was."

I stood there for 5 minutes which seemed like hours, replaying the incident that just happened. I'm moving out? How can that be? Where the hell am I suppose to go? I don't even have a car anymore. I won't be able to drive to work, or to school, to anywhere. I don't know how I'll be able to take my stuff with me. I suppose I could steal a shopping cart? Maybe I can borrow one from work? No that'll look suspicious. Ooh I know! I can call the Cullen's' right? I mean Edward did say if I ever needed any one of them all I have to do is just call for them right? No I can't do that; I can't intrude on them like that. They've been so kind to me already no no I can't.

I headed up the stairs to my room to begin packing. As I entered tears began to spill down my cheeks. I stood in the door way just staring at my room thinking back to the good times in this room. Taking my first steps from my bed to my toy chest under the window. My father playfully tickling me on the floor when I was 4. Even my mother when she'd read story books to me in the corner in the rocking chair with me sitting on her lap changing the pages. Where did we go wrong? Where did I go wrong? What did I do to make her this way? My mother and I were so close when I was a child. She use to tell me that she loved me! She use to love me! Tears fell furiously from my eyes. I ran into my used to be personal bathroom and reached into the drawer I was looking for. As the cool silver sharp edge made contact with my skin my body cried out more. I wanted this I need this. I needed to feel a different kind of pain.

"Bella," that velvety voice called to me but when I looked around he wasn't there. It was just my imagination. "BELLA!" It yelled this time causing me to jump slightly.

I ignored the imitation voice my mind created. I needed this. I needed to feel something other then the pain those memories caused me. Just as the blade was about to sweep across my ivory skin I heard it again, "Bella, stop. I told you if you ever need me or anyone of us just call. That's all you have to do is just call." I dropped the blade and stepped a few feet back away from it. Edward was all I need not this. I turned towards the door and headed into my room to begin packing.

It was nearly night fall and I have been wandering aimlessly through forks with just a suitcase that's 2 by 5 feet in width and height and a foot deep. Miraculously I could fit all my clothes and two pairs of shoes in there but of course my clothes were rolled up and it didn't close without a fight. I had my school back pack on with all my supplies as if I needed it anyways. It turns out my mom left so she could drop me out of school. Somehow she knew I needed to either that or she didn't want teachers noticing. She told the school I'm dropping out to go live with my grandma in phoenix there I'd be taking online classes. So they gave her my transcripts which she gave to me. I guess I need to become a full time at the Newton's store. I'll just say that there's been a change of plans. Thankfully she can't quit for me and I'm glad she didn't force me to. With that job I'll be able to at least afford food. I just need a place to stay without people knowing where I am.

"Listen here you little bitch. I don't give a fuck where you live or where you are. You just better not seem suspicious. If Charlie sees you just say you're moving out and walk away got that!" My mother's words rang through my head. Tell Charlie that I'm moving out but to the rest of Forks I'll still be living with them. What a wonderful world.

I was nearing the Newton's store now. I'll just set up a little camping area in the wood out back. That way I don't have to walk far if they still keep me at work. I turned off the road and through some bushes. During this action the sun decided to set on me. I took off my backpack and searched for the flash light I bought a few months ago after the power outage we had. I fell down so many times in the dark trying to find the candles I had in my room.

I stood up and placed my backpack back on with my flash light in my left hand. I pointed in the direction my body was facing. As soon as I lit up I could've sworn I saw something black pass by not more than 10 feet away from me. I shrugged off thinking it was anxiety of being alone in the woods at night getting to me. I continued to walk further into the woods struggling with my suitcase in my right hand. The wheels weren't much help by getting caught in roots and mud so I decided to carry it instead.

I must have been walking about 15 minutes 'til I saw it. It was perfect for a place to stay. The stones were stacked so nicely and the tin roof was perfect. I could live in this small stone cottage. I moved towards the arch way pointing my flash light left and right making sure it was clear. I walked in and place my bags in the right hand corner near the door. The only opening was the door nothing else no holes to act as windows. But still I could live with it.

Along the back wall I made my bed. I spread my sleeping bag out with my duvet and a pillow neatly placed where my head would be. I couldn't set a fire inside that'd be really stupid so the flashlight will have to do until I get a lantern. I reached into my back pocket thinking my cell phone would be there but I forgot it was my mother's. I had no way to tell what time it was but I was so tired I minus well just go and sleep.

As it got later it got colder and my body began to ache from lying on the floor but I had to endure this. I had no where else to go. I felt my body shivering and my teeth began to chatter. It was so cold! I missed my nice warm bedroom. Tomorrow I need to buy some stuff or else I'll freeze.

If it wasn't already bad enough I was scared out of my wits. My flashlight was off to preserve batteries. I couldn't see anything only hear. I could hear the crickets chirping and the wind blowing through the trees but other then that it was quite. I shut my eyes trying obsessively to fall asleep. All of a sudden everything I heard came to stop. The silence was deafening. Then I heard it a snap of a twig. I ducked my head under my blanket wishing for whatever it was to just go away. Then I heard another twig snap it was getting closer!

A/N ok sorry its not the best it was even how I planned it to be. But its close enough. Sorry It took so long! Please review!!! Noticed how long this chapter took verses the others before it. Yea see reviews help me work faster!!! So go. And I'll update as soon as possible.

By the way have you guys seen the 10 second trailer ugh its soo taunting!!!