Chapter 21

***MAJOR smut alert!***

Hospital…

"And you're sure there isn't more you need to say?" Lieutenant Tucker asked a shaken Rollins while looking at her sympathetically. Though she'd tried to obscure them by throwing a scarf on her neck Tucker had seen the handprints that marred her skin there in addition to the fading bruises on her face; he could only imagine what she was covering up with the jacket she suspiciously wore on this incredibly warm night.

"No, I'm…there's nothing." She said nervously, unable to even look the superior officer in the eye.

"Detective… if you were defending yourself…"

"I told you, it was just an accident" she lied. Tucker knew that there was more but if Rollins was reluctant to say then he was in no position to force it out of her and so with his own reluctance he stopped pushing.

"Okay. That's all we need for now." He said as he turned to leave

"Lieutenant…" Tucker immediately stopped and turned to look at Amanda "My uh…nobody from my unit knows about this, I…"

"It's late detective; tomorrow morning's another story and your acting CO will be informed accordingly" he said before walking away. When he was out of sight Amanda let out a sigh of relief. She would deal with her acting commander, as long as she didn't have to face Olivia just yet and was suddenly thankful that she'd be out at least another two weeks even though she hated the circumstances that put her on leave. Even still, she wished more than anything that she could call her best friend, she needed her right now more than ever.

She'd just lied to IAB about the circumstances involving the shooting. While it had been an accident, it hadn't been as cut and dry as she'd made it seem to Tucker. She didn't tell him about the spanking or how after Thomas was done he'd held he in that same position while he'd fucked her, then afterwards he'd further berated and then choked and beat her and that she'd only grabbed her gun to scare him and make him leave. He'd hurt her again and she just wanted it to stop, she'd just wanted all of this to stop, for him to go away for her life to go back to the way it was before him; she never thought that he would grab the gun, so convinced that she "Didn't have the nerve" to pull the trigger. How he'd tried to take it from her trembling hands but she wouldn't let go because she knew that if she did, she would more than likely end up having Thomas beat the living daylights out of her even worse than he'd already had for attempting to threaten him and she couldn't let that happen. She just wanted him to leave but in the midst of their struggle, the gun went off and before she knew what had happened, she was on the floor bleeding.

She took a deep breath and exhaled as she ran her hands through her hair and tears once again filled her eyes and ran down her cheeks. She couldn't understand why she was still so nauseas, she didn't need to be feeling sick on top of everything else. Her nerves were already shot to hell…that had to be it, what was causing her stomach to rebel against her; nerves. Still, what would happen when Thomas woke up? What if he told the police that she shot him on purpose, then what?

"I need help!" she said out loud to herself "But who?" she wondered. Fin would kill Thomas if he knew the truth and there wasn't even the slightest doubt in her mind about it and Nick would beat him bad enough to cripple him – either way, two of her closest friend would put their lives and careers on the line to defend her and she couldn't let that happen. As much as she hated to do it, there was only one person who would keep a level head in this, even if it drove her crazy and it was with this in mind that she began digging through her purse for her phone.

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Olivia's hotel suite…

After having fed Nick a steak dinner, he and Olivia sat in the living room of her suite curled up on the couch together, she with her head on his chest.

"Dinner was perfect, Mami thank you" he said graciously with a kiss to her lips as he wrapped her in his arms.

"I'm gonna be your wife, you don't have to thank me for feeding you" she smiled, kissing him deeper. "God, I could kiss you all day!"

"I can think of a few things I'd like to do to you all day…" he grinned, stealing another kiss

"I don't know about all day, but we have the rest of the night" Nick thought she looked unbelievably sexy as she got up from the couch, her hair falling over one eye as she took his hands and pulled him up to join her.

"You sure? What if the girls wake up?: He asked, looking down at her as she stood wrapped in his arms

"The gunshot twins?" she laughed "Good luck! Besides, I'm insanely horny and I need you in me!" Nick caught her lips again just as her phone rang.

"Nooooo!" he groaned

"I'll be quick. Bedroom, naked. I'll be right in" Nick hurried off as Olivia picked up her phone from the coffee table. "Benson"

"Haden"

"David, now is not a good time"

"He still there?" David asked as Olivia heard her bedroom door close

"Not that it's any of your business but, yes."

So did he tell you what happened in the elevator?"

"Of course he did. We don't keep secrets" she scoffed

"Really? So I guess that means you told him what we did earlier? He knows where my hands were?"

"David…don't" she whispered. She could feel herself becoming aroused all over again.

"You tell him how wet you were for me? How hard you rode my fingers; how fast you almost came?"

"Why are you doing this?"

"Because you need to be reminded of how I still make you feel and that I'm able to make you feel because you still love me and you still want me."

"It was a physical response; it had nothing to do with my heart" she lied

"Bullshit! You were dripping wet before I even touched you and it's because I still affect you. I still affect your mind, I still affect your body and I still affect your heart. Admit it, Olivia, no man will ever give you what I gave you."

"I'm hanging up now"

"Can't face the truth?"

"More like: Can't deal with your delusion! Goodnight David, sleep well." She said and hung up, tossing the phone onto the sofa. She stood for a brief moment and told herself that he was wrong before she turned off the lights in the room and turned to head down the hall to Nick, stopped again when her phone vibed.

"Babe, you comin?" she heard Nick call from the bedroom.

"Two seconds" she called back as she picked up her phone to read the message that had come through. She clicked it and stood shocked to see the photo on the screen – a photo of David's fully-erect cock with the words [Flashback Friday] written below it. Olivia wanted to be pissed, she wanted to be disgusted but with her nipples suddenly hard as rocks and throbbing painfully and wetness pooling between her thighs, soaking her panties straight through while an involuntary whimper escaped her lips and she bit them hard, all she really wanted to do was run down the hall to David's suite, break down the door and let him fuck her so long and so hard that her legs wouldn't be able to shut by the time he moved his hips from between them.

She forced herself to regain her senses long enough to type out [son of a bitch!] before hitting send, exiting her messages and walking as fast as she could with her bad leg to her bedroom where she climbed on top of Nick, pulled off her nightgown over her head and leaned into him, kissing him lustily as she ground herself against his dick.

"I want you to fuck me like you used to" she whispered against his mouth Nick nearly lost it at those words. Since the ordeal… He had to be sure.

"Dear God tell me you mean that because I am more than ready to throw you down and fu…"

"That is exactly what I want!" she said as she reached down to pull her panties to the side and sank down on his cock, gasping and moaning into his mouth as he blissfully stretched her "You remember our first time? How you put me on my back, threw my legs over your shoulders and fucked three orgasms out of me?" she reminded him through more kisses as she slowly began rocking her hips

"Oh I remember…"

"And then you put me on my stomach and fucked me even deeper until I begged you to stop?"

"Uh huh" he couldn't believe this was his Olivia, he hadn't seen this side of her in a long time.

"Tonight I won't ask you to stop" she nicked his lip with her teeth then licked the drop of blood she'd drawn from it and kissed him. "Now fuck me, baby!" she purred. He lost it and quickly flipped them so that he was now on top – another thing they hadn't done in a long time.

"We don't need these" he said as he grabbed her panties in his fist and ripped them from her body with a jerk of his wrist, dropping them to the floor beside the bed then snaking an arm under her leg and pushing it back, pinning it against her chest as he began fucking her in long, powerful strokes while he pushed his tongue between her lips and theirs fought for dominance. That night, for the first time in over a year, their sex was hot, nasty and as delicious and amazing as it had been before! Olivia placed no limits and was free and uninhibited. Tonight there was no fear, no bad memory to freak her out. Tonight they reconnected in the most incredible way and she couldn't get enough, begging him to do things that he thought there was no hope of them over doing again and they way she came, again and again, so many times that they completely ruined the bed sheets but neither of them had any complaints and when they were done, as she lay sleeping on his chest, in his arms, just before he closed his own eyes he offered up thanks to heaven… if only he had known that it wasn't god he needed to be thanking for tonight's exquisite fucking – it was David!

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Hospital…

"Thank god!" I sighed, relieved upon seeing that face. "I was worried you wouldn't come" I admitted

"You needed my help"

"This is shameful" I said, hanging my head. I was embarrassed t be in the presence of such a strong woman when I had become so weak

"Darling the only shame would be in letting him keep control. I'm going to make this go away and I'm going to help you get away from him and get your life back"

"I don't want it to seem that I'm ungrateful but why would you do anything for me?" I asked

"Two reasons. One, I had no one to help me when I needed it and spent sixteen years in the hell that is Thomas and two, helping you would make him miserable and making him miserable makes me happy!" she smiled."

Julia Kirkland, I would soon discover was a force to be reckoned with. too bad I would later screw up and lose her as an ally – a move that I regretted for a long time!

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What does Amanda mean? You'll find out down the road. What is this thing with Habensaro and how far will it go? The answers my friends are coming soon. Same bat time, same bat channel but in the meantime, how about a review? Thanks for reading!