Edited: 7/25/13
Ha I got the story written before 2! HELL YEAH! I got to go to school tomorrow so my sexy ass is going to bed here soon, anyways, umm…let's see umm small sex scene, not that big of a deal, nothing "major" umm…mostly in this chapter just yeah…you know just read and make sure to blow my shit up with your sexy reviews wheeeeeee also Miniature Greyhounds are unicorns. So if you have one then it's a (whatever color it is) then say unicorn! Like Jenna Marbles has a Silver Unicorn :D yay! I want one so bad oh and a Pit Bull too! Wheeeeeee only one day of school this week, then going to Raleigh to see my family yay! I'm SO excited :D
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DISCLAIMER:
I do not under any circumstances, own Yu-gi-oh. If I did, then Bakura would have been saved just like the rest of the villains. And there would be a lot of Darkshipping.
I own: The OC Characters, the plot, the Realm of Light, the title Queen Crazy, my Bakura plushie, my Bakura poster and of course myself.
Warning: This story is Darkshipping/Casteshipping so if you have some type of problem with the pairing of Bakura and Atem then you obviously need to hit the back button because I love that pairing. So I'm writing this story. This is a Yaoi story as well and there will be eventually a lemon. If you don't like that either then I suggests you just leave this page.
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Chapter Twenty: Emotional Twists
[Bakura's POV]:
I couldn't believe this. What was I supposed to do? I couldn't hurt someone like that, but I wanted to get rid of these stupid emotions for Atem though. Mariku eyed me, watching me, I didn't mind, I was too lost in my own thoughts. I notice Zorc eyeing me as well, both of them watching me, waiting for my reply.
Things were getting out of hand too quickly. The Shadow Realm was supposed to be my comfort zone, where I hid in the shadows, masking the pains of not being with someone, of being alone. I loved the Shadow Realm when I was alive because it helped me become stronger, Zorc taught me well, he trained me, I idolized him. Now, I wasn't so sure.
Horakhty took me to her realm, trying to heal me, she told me that Zorc would have thrown me away if we would have won that day, but is that true? It didn't make sense, why would Zorc waste his time training me and telling me that he would help me when in reality he didn't? What type of games was he playing? I was sick and tired of it. Why was he even keeping me alive? I didn't serve any purpose to him at all, so what was the point?
Horakhty told me that in order for me to be saved. I had to find myself and to be unlocked, but in order to do that I had to find my soul mate. But what is that? Who is that? I didn't want to find myself! I gave myself away to Zorc long ago, now I'm on the edge. I feel as though I'm standing on a thin piece of wire hanging thousands of feet in the air, one side is the shadows and one side is the light, each trying to pull me down to join their side, but I held back. I knew that the right choice would be to go to the shadows; they had raised me, shaped me, comforted me and made me stronger. Zorc was there for me when my family died, he helped me through depression and made sure I didn't die.
I didn't understand why I was hesitating. I really didn't care much about being the dark ruler, but it would have been nice to see how I would have done, but I couldn't bring myself to rape someone. I couldn't see how anyone would do that to someone, I shuddered thinking of the thought.
No one said anything for a while. I wasn't sure how long we stood here, nor did I care. I looked at Zorc who was looking right back at me. I knew that I had disappointed him and I was willing to go the extra mile to get his approval for me again. What puzzled me was why Zorc had Mariku at his side, those two must be planning something, but what could it be?
"Thinking won't solve your problems Kura." Mariku said breaking me out of my thoughts.
"Call me that again and you'll wish that Marik was here instead of you!" I hissed turning to glare at him.
He shrugged. "You're so sensitive. The Bakura I know wouldn't care what you called him, what's gotten into you?"he asked
"Only his sister is allowed to call him that," Zorc chuckled, "No matter what, he still has that mentality that they'll come back that he's just in a dream and he'll wake up, he'll be seven again and everything will be fine." Zorc leaned up reaching his hand out, stroking my cheek with his claw. "Of course, this is reality, they're gone, so you need to let go of them."
"I know!" I snapped jerking away from his touch, my fist clenched tightly at my side.
Zorc leaned back and laughed, "If you wish to get rid of all those emotions you need to try harder than that Touzoku."
"What do you want me to do?" I snapped.
"For starters, you need to be more accepting of Mariku. He is going to be your lover from now on, so when he calls you certain things, you need to stop getting so mad at him." Zorc replied
Mariku grinned; I narrowed my eyes at him.
"Second, you already know what I require for me you my powers." Zorc said.
"And I've already told you that I'm not doing that!" I growled.
"See?" Zorc shouted. "There you go again! You keep thinking that you'll see them again and your mommy will get angry with you for doing that to someone, but she won't. You're an adult, act like one!"
"Adults do not need to rape people!" I spat, "You may enjoy it, but I don't!"
"You apparently enjoy getting raped." Mariku sneered.
I turned to face him, "Why are you even here?" I asked.
"To get you in bed." he smirked.
"You already had some of me when I was chained to the fucking wall in the Ra damn cave!So if that's all you're doing here then you need to get your ass on someone else fool!" I shouted.
"I love it when you get mad!" Mariku purred, "It turns me on!"
"And watching you scream for mercy when the Pharaoh sent you to the Shadow Realm turned me on, so who cares!" I snapped. "Get it through your head that I do NOT like you!"
Mariku chuckled "You will in due time fool!"
"The only fool around here is you!" I spat,"Go away!"
"Now, now children play nice." Zorc chuckled.
"No one asked you!" I shouted.
"Someone needs some dick in their life." Zorc said with a laugh, "Mariku can give you some."
"UGH" I cried, "Fuck you!"
"I wish you would!" Zorc cackled.
"That's disgusting!" I shouted, "You're a damn blue monster"
"I can get a body you know," Zorc said,"I've already had some of you before anyways."
"I know," I growled through clenched teeth.
"And you enjoyed it too." he said, "I'll have to do it again to make you scream like the Pharaoh did. It was quite a turn on. He must have a huge cock to make you scream like that. It's a shame you didn't scream like that for Mariku and me."
I shuddered, I didn't want to think about that part of my life. Sick little bastard..."Can we please just move on?" I snapped.
"As you wish my princess."
"Call me princess again and I will leave from here and call Horakhty to kick your ass!"
"Horakhty is a stupid bitch you doesn't know her place! All the other Gods bow to her like she's some type of queen and that she knows no wrong. She was just jealous of my great looks and powers, so she and the other Gods threw me down here, they let me create the Shadow Realm before; however, so I would have somewhere to go. Then Horakhty thought it would be amusing if she created her realm, making it parallel to mine. She thinks light will win?! Ha! The shadows always win, the world was born from darkness, so it shall stay as darkness. I don't care how much light she tries to put on people, darkness will always cover them!"
Mariku clapped his hands together."Bravo my lord!" he laughed, "that was amazing!"
Zorc smirked, "I am amazing"
"Yes and that's why Horakhty kicked your ass right?" I laughed, "Face it Zorc, you're afraid of her."
"I'm not afraid of a damn thing!You better watch your mouth or-"Zorc said but I cut him off.
"Or what, you'll get Mariku to rape me again?! You'll torture me like you used to? You'll make me watch the destruction of my home again and again. Those images are imprinted in my mind; I'm used to seeing them! I'm used to torture, I'm used to pain, come up with something new Zorc!" I shouted. "You said you can help me fix this, but I don't see you doing a damn thing about it! Stop playing around!"
"But playing around with you is so much fun!" Zorc chuckled. "I love how mad you get!"
I rolled my eyes "What's the plan?"
"There is no plan," Zorc said "You're on your own."
"What do you mean?" I hissed.
"Figure it out Touzoku, I've taught you well, use it!" he yelled and with that he disappeared, leaving Mariku and I standing looking at the empty chair.
I stood there not saying anything to Mariku; I didn't feel like talking to that idiot. I had more important tasks, like trying to figure out how I could get these thoughts of Atem out of my mind. Zorc was toying with me, as he always had done. He knew that I had been through almost everything; he would torture me on end with his shadow powers, waiting for me to beg him to stop. As I child, I did; however, as I got older, I stopped. I learned that the more I screamed, the more he tortured me. It was like he got turned on from hearing me scream. He would leave me for dead in the streets of Kul Elna, taunting me to return to him.
When I lost my virginity to a random girl Zorc was pleased with me, but when I told him that I had sex with a guy, he was furious. He told me that I needed to learn my place in the world and that guys were not for me. I still found girls attractive, but they were annoying, always throwing themselves at me. Zorc would always play mind games with me, when I learned that he didn't care who I was with, it angered me, that he tortured me so much having sex with that guy.
The things Zorc said and did didn't make sense to me for a long time, but the longer I was around him the more I knew. He was all about torture, of every kind. I wouldn't put it past him if he was planning something awful for me, but what could it be? I've already lost everything, what more could he take away?
"I'm bored." Mariku said.
"What do you want me to do about it?" I snapped.
"Let's have sex." he said.
"Let's play the stab game!" I snapped.
"Ooo I like that, kinky!" he said licking his lips.
I rolled my eyes,"Is that all you think about?"
"No," he said "I think about killing everyone, bringing about darkness to the world, and being inside of you."
"Wow." I said,"Good luck with that."
"I'll get you one way or another." he said.
"Go play with Zorc, I'm sure he'll want some of you." I snapped.
"But I want you!" Mariku said with a mock pout.
"Well I don't want you!" I hissed, "So get a damn clue and stop fucking around!"
"Zorc said you have to fall for me in order to get rid of the Pharaoh, how are you going to do that if you won't even touch me, Bakura?" he asked.
I blinked. He was right, Zorc said in order for me to forget about Atem I had to fall for Mariku, but I didn't want to fall for Mariku!He was disgusting and he needed to "die" he wasn't even real! It felt like Marik touching me, not that I would have minded Marik touching me. We had been together throughout Battle City, that's someone who can scream. I'm surprised he didn't wake the rest of those idiots up Then again, they never did pay attention to anything. I wouldn't lay a finger on him now. I still think he's hot, but I don't want anyone touching me but Atem and it terrified me. I never wanted just one person. I have to fix this! I didn't know what sort of game Mariku and Zorc were playing, why would Mariku even want to help me gain the powers of darkness? When I was chained to the wall in the cave he told me that it was my fault that he wasn't Zorc's favorite, he probably thought of himself as a weakling. I wasn't sure why Zorc had him here, unless he was using him as a bait to lure me in. He would have to do better than that!
"So if I fall for you, I won't have to worry about all this nonsense anymore right?" I asked.
"Yes", Mariku grinned,"Are you ready to have some fun?"
"I guess." I sighed. I really didn't want to do this, but what choice did I have? I couldn't continue to love Atem that wouldn't work out. I think the light affected my mind too much, if I had just stayed in the darkness like I was supposed to have all along then these stupid feelings for Atem wouldn't have surfaced. I wouldn't have thought about my family and how much I missed them, stupid thoughts that infuriated me to no end! I wished that I never went in the Realm of Light, then maybe things would be different.
Mariku pressed his lips against mine, wrapping his arms around my waist, pulling our bodies close together. I forced myself to kiss him back, trying to make myself enjoy it. It was difficult though, my mind was elsewhere.
Mariku started kissing my neck, licking at it, sucking at the tender flesh. I bit back a moan, wanting this to end. He bit my neck, drawing blood. I hissed.
"Pay attention my love." he purred licking my ear, I shivered.
"You like that don't you?" he asked.
"No!" I spat
He laughed,"Don't be so mean Bakura; I'll get you to like it."
"I don't see how." I said
"Do you want to get rid of those stupid thoughts of yours or not?" Mariku asked pulling away from me.
"Yes." I growled.
"Then what's the problem?" he asked.
"I don't know." I snapped.
"Well, all you need to do is relax, I'll take care of everything." he said he attacked my mouth again, sucking on lips, biting on them. I moaned kissing him back, this was the only way I could set myself free from those stupid thoughts. I didn't want to fall in love, I didn't want to be happy, they were a waste of time, and if being with Mariku prevented these things from surfacing then so be it.
I kissed his neck, biting on it, like he had mine. He moaned, running his fingernails along my back, leaving red marks across it. He pressed our bodies closer together, grinding our hips. I gasped, pulling our lips apart. He took the opportunity to attack my chest, licking and sucking everywhere he could. I moaned, running my nails across his back. He smirked.
"I'm glad someone decided to join the fun." he said with a chuckle. I didn't say anything, I just wanted to get this over with, why would I waste my time playing games with him? I knew that "falling" for him was futile and I needed to, so I was willing to let my body take control instead of my mind.
He trailed kisses down my chest and abdomen, leaving marks in his wake, licking my skin, I shivered at the sensation, moaning. He smirked, reaching down to squeeze my erection. I gasped. He stood up, capturing me in a kiss. I kissed him back. We battled for dominance. I loved when someone gave me a challenge, if someone didn't fight with me, they would not get any of me. I have stopped during sex just because of that. They were,of course, pretty pissed about it, but they should have thought about that before they decided to be stupid and not put up a fight with me.
It made the reward all the more sweet.
"Would you stop playing around!" I hissed as Mariku continued to kiss and lick everywhere but where I wanted him to.
"It's more fun to tease you." he said licking my stomach "It gets you all worked up."
"I don't want to get "worked up"!" I shouted. "I want to get this over with!"
"You need to relax and enjoy it," he said kissing back up to my chest, capturing me in my lips once again. He pulled away, looking at me. "What's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing!"
"Yes there is." he said. "Now, tell me what's wrong."
"You're being annoying! Just suck me already!" I snapped
He smirked "Nope!" he said going back to his "torture" I hated this. I wasn't into the whole foreplay thing, obviously I wanted it to some extent if I was turned on, but the constant kissing, sucking, biting and licking was annoying! Everyone that I had been with, minus Atem knew that I would not tolerate such foolishness, which was very strange that I had let Atem do that. Something must have gone wrong while I was in the Realm of Light...
Something hot and wet around my member cut my thoughts off. I gasped, feeling Mariku's tongue licking me. He wrapped his hand around the shaft, squeezing it tightly as he licked me. I moaned. He continued for a bit, before took his hand away, trailing his fingernails in my inner thighs.
I moaned, pushing my hips against his mouth, making myself go deeper into his, wanting more. He smirked around me; he pulled away, licking the head. I gasped and moaned. He continued his assault, licking, sucking and biting me. I had let all caution go, pretending that it wasn't Mariku that was doing that to me. I climaxed, he licked me, drinking me. He pulled away, licking his lips, I fell to my knees.
"Was it that good?" he chuckled, standing up, "the great Bakura Touzoku falls to the ground!"
"Shut up!" I hissed standing up again. "I could do better."
"Really?" he asked, "You could make me fall to the ground?"
"I can have you begging for me to be inside of you without prepping you." I said.
His smirk widened, "Go for it. Zorc told me about your little adventures, let's see why everyone throws themselves at you!" he shouted.
I smirked. He would be simple, getting him to submit to me. I had this game won, he wouldn't win against me. I didn't want to do this, but I made myself, it was the only way I could return to the shadows. I knew it would take some time before I was completely healed, but why not take the first step: enjoying being kissed and touched by Mariku.
I attacked his mouth, sucking, biting and licking as he did mine. He moaned joining in on the kissing. I trailed kisses down his neck, chest and stomach as he did mine, torturing him as he did me.
"Would you stop?" he snapped getting aggravated.
I laughed continuing my onslaught. I finally gave him a bit of a break, removing his pants. I shudder at what I was about to do, but I did it anyways, sucking, licking and biting him. He moaned bucking his hips, his member going deeper into my mouth. Soon, he was climaxing into my mouth. He continued to suck him; he shivered, gripping my shoulders, his nails piercing my skin.
"Gods!" he gasped as I licked him slowly. He was at his breaking point, I could sense it, I smirked continuing. He shivered, moaning, eventually, I pulled away; he collapsed on the ground, shaking.
"I told you I'd get you to fall." I said.
"You're good." he said standing up.
"I know," I smirked.
We didn't say anything for a while. I wasn't going to go "all the way" with him, not yet anyways. I needed to build myself up for that. Only the best of the best were going to get some of me, he wasn't what I called the best of the best, but I knew that eventually I would have to do it.
"You done for the day" Mariku asked.
"Yeah," I said.
"What made you fall for the pharaoh anyways?" he asked.
I blinked "I-"
"I mean I don't get it." he said "I really don't."
"I don't either," I sighed, "but I'm willing to fix it"
"Yet you won't go the extra mile to do so." he said, "it's a shame really."
"I already told you-"
"I know, I know," he said raising his hand up, cutting me off, "but it would make things so much easier, it's like you're fighting against us, why?"
"I'm not!" I shouted
"You've changed so much. The Bakura I know, he wouldn't fall for someone. He wouldn't go submissive. Zorc told me all about you, your childhood, how he raised you, how you were always dominate, how you craved control like it was your drug. Then, you go into the Realm of Light, get your mind all fucked up with those stupid lies. Horakhty exposing you to things such as happiness and love, showing you visions of your family, people that you will never see again!" Mariku shouted."Then the pharaoh comes into the Realm of Light, claiming that your family is in the Afterlife, you run off, he finds you, you argue with him, like you've always had and then BAM!He kisses you and you melt into his arms?!What happened to you?! The Bakura I know would NEVER do that! He doesn't melt! He doesn't ask to be dominated. He doesn't fall in love! It's sick that you fell so hard for him! We have a lot of work to do! You're so far above the darkness, I'm not sure if you can even be pulled back in it." he said with a sigh before continuing, "You keep fighting against Zorc and me, why? It doesn't make sense! You said that your loyalty is to Zorc, but if it is then why fall so hard for the pharaoh? You know that that's forbidden in Zorc's eyes. What so you waste all of your life, being kept trapped in the Ring for five thousand years, plus take over Ryou's body, play the RPG with him, raise Zorc, get so close to bring about the destruction of the world, Horakhty supposedly kills Zorc, you end up in the Realm of Light and then you fall in love?" Mariku cried "It seems to me that you're the one that's playing Zorc!"
"I'm not playing him fool!" I shouted "I don't know what went wrong in the Realm of Light, you can go there and you see how that place works! Stay there for a few years, like I did! You'll see how horrible it is! No matter what I did, all I could think about was my family, how much I wanted to be with them, but knowing that I never would be able to! I hated being in there, day after day, I tried to escape, but I knew nothing about that realm. There was no escape for me, just constant thoughts, thoughts that I have shoved in the back of my mind. I tried to remind myself that Zorc taught me that those things were meaningless and that I didn't deserve to be happy, I begged Horakhty to give me to Ammunt, I know that she has been wanting my soul for a long time now, everyone knows I won't pass judgment. I tried to bring about the end of the world, but Horakhty she wouldn't let me go, she told me that my soul was too precious to be devoured!" I yelled "She told me that in order to be saved and to be free from the Realm of Light, I needed to find myself with the help of my soul mate. She told me that my soul mate was the other half of my soul and I would never be happy without him or her!"
"The other half of your soul is Ryou." Mariku said. "There's no way in hell he could be your soul mate."
"Apparently not," I said.
"What do you mean?" he asked raising an eyebrow in confusion.
"According to Horakhty, Ryou is the other half of my spirit, the light half of it, she said that Ryou is my descendant and he was born from my light." I replied.
"That doesn't make any sense!" Mariku yelled, "You have no light!"
"I know." I said. "I don't get it either."
"I mean do you think Ryou is your descendant?" Mariku asked.
"Honestly, I'm not sure." I shrugged. "It would be nice to know if I have kids though."
"Maybe you should ask Zorc about it?" Mariku suggested,"I'm sure he can help you out."
"I'd rather not," I said "We have more things to worry about than who I knocked up. It's not like I'll ever see them anyways, maybe it's best not to know." I said.
"True," Mariku said. "So you're bisexual?"
"No, I'm trisexual!" I snapped "Of course!"
"I don't see how someone could want to be with a woman." he said shuddering
I blinked "You're gay?" I asked.
"Yeah," he said
"So is Marik…"
"Well, he likes to deny it, but he is." he chuckled.
"Yeah I could tell that, I don't think straight men where half shirts! Besides, he and I were together during Battle City." I said.
"Now, now, Bakura be nice" he said with a laugh. "And I know, remember I used to be apart of him."
"I do admit you're not all that bad, when you're not talking about sex" I said.
"Odion kept me hidden for so long, I can't help it." he sighed.
"Yeah I know." I said.
"How did it feel?" Mariku whispered.
"How did what feel?" I asked
"Falling in love." he whispered, looking at me, our eyes met. The look in his eyes was different. It wasn't the usual "evil" glare or the "wanting me in bed" type of look. No, this look was different. I wasn't sure where it was coming from. I knew where and how Mariku was created, he wasn't a real person, so then why would he be asking me that? It didn't make any sense. Did being away from Marik for so long, make Mariku an actual person now? Someone who wanted to be loved? Did he "love" because he was lonely and wanted someone to be with himSomeone to kiss and hold him? I knew he was born from darkness, but…
Did this mean there was light inside of Mariku?
"It felt wonderful," I replied softly.
Me: Did we see that coming? Make sure to fall out of your seats and send me lots of love, also I need to find my Breaking Dawn book, how the hell did I end up with two Eclipse books? Uggh! Yes, I love the Twilight Saga, no I don't care if people say I'm weird because obviously I am, I mean have you read Stuck with You yet? You think this story is weird,you should go read that one; I'm creeper in that one. My dad called me creepy today…I told him I was, it was a compliment :D. I like being weird, if I wasn't then this story wouldn't exist! Anyways wheeeeeee go review and I shall plan the next chapter while I try to go to sleep.