Apparently standing up to a professor earns you some respect points amongst the student body which meant that I was no longer the number one outcast at Hogwarts. The Slytherins still hated me of course, but what else was new? It was however a bizarre change of pace to have the rest of the houses congratulate me as I walked down the halls while some even apologized to Harry for assuming we were together when it was now common knowledge we were somehow siblings. I couldn't have been bothered with all of the attention, but I was glad that the rumours seemed to have dissipated.
We were now into December and Harry and I were eagerly awaiting our first Christmas together at the cottage. Harry hadn't actually met dad or Remus in person yet, so I was extremely excited for us all to finally be together. However, we wouldn't be going to the Weasley's this year since Ginny and their parents were travelling to visit Charlie in Romania on his first year away from home.
"Are you sure you won't sign up to stay at the school Hare?" Fred asked one evening as we all sat by the fire in the common room.
"I've told you, this is the first Christmas our family is having with Harry and I can't miss it," I explained without even looking up from my book since this had been at least the twelfth time Fred had asked me.
"But we always spend Christmas together," he said rather dejectedly before I finally looked up at his pouting face.
"That has only happened one time, and it's not like I haven't said I won't miss you," I answered.
I also noticed this seemed to cause Fred's eyes to perk a bit. He then sighed after a moment and gave me a soft smile.
"I know how much this means to you Hare. It's just… I rather like spending Christmas with you," he said which I knew made me blush since my cheeks felt warm.
So, in response I quickly put my face back behind my book, not understanding my bizarre reaction.
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A few days later the Weasley's were bidding us farewell in the front hall of Hogwarts as Harry and I were all bundled to head to England for the holidays. George pulled me into a warm embrace, also giving me a swift kiss on my forehead.
"Watch out for yourself won't you?" he asked with a small laugh.
"I do have Harry with me you know," I answered haughtily at the insinuation that I attract danger and catastrophe.
"Yea, that doesn't really make me feel any better," he replied uneasily "It's almost like you two attract danger together, which only heightens with proximity," he added. "So just be careful."
Fred then grabbed my arm once George let go as I was almost spun into his arms.
"You two are acting awfully protective," I said pointedly.
"Well you've given us good reason too, now haven't you," Fred said while I just leaned into his embrace.
"It's not like I go looking for trouble," I countered with a sigh.
"I know. But I'm rather convinced it seeks you out," he replied.
We stayed in our embrace for a few moments before I finally stepped back.
"Happy Christmas, the both of you," I said before turning to join Harry again.
In response Harry then took my hand as we started to head out.
'Happy Christmas Marnie," Ron said when I passed him who had previously been bidding Harry good-bye.
I gave Ron a quick hug as I passed which I saw made him blush rather severely.
Harry then led me out to the large group of students who were being escorted down to Hogsmeade Station.
Several hours later, after Harry and I had sat with Angelina, Katie, Alicia, Lee and Hermione, we were boarding off the train. Harry immediately grasped my hand which felt sort of clammy, but I didn't fault him for being nervous. From what Harry had told me, he had had a less than adequate childhood and family who had never shown him any proper kind of affection. This experience would unfortunately be quite foreign to him.
A few moments later I spotted my dad and Remus, wearing his usual trench coat, so I pointed them out to Harry. His face lit up in nervous excitement as we headed over. As we got closer, they spotted our approach and I could see both men staring at Harry. We were almost face-to-face when my father and Remus visibly lit up and came to greet us.
"Harry, I'm Joss, and this is Remus!" my father exclaimed while he came up to Harry with his arms extended in offering for a hug.
Harry hesitantly went into my father's arms before fully committing and returning the familial embrace. A few moments later he was then approached by Remus who also offered his outstretched arms. I noticed both men with tears in their eyes while they took the boy in, already considering him to be one of their own in our odd sort of family.
"You look just like James," Remus said as he looked down at Harry who I could also tell had a shine in his eyes.
"So, you both really knew my parents?" Harry asked despite all the correspondence he had had with my father and uncle.
"Yes of course," they answered gleefully.
"You got the pictures we sent didn't you?" my father asked while Harry nodded and thanked him profusely.
"Well why don't we set off?" my dad suggested while he hugged me in greeting and took my trunk.
Remus did the same for Harry as we walked out of King's Cross and headed for Remus' car. On the way home Harry asked both my father and Remus lots of questions about his parents and even life at the cottage. I remained mostly quiet during the ride while I just smiled at their reunion. I had Harry all to myself at school while dad and Remus had only letters to communicate. Plus, it had been a decade since they had seen him.
Nearly an hour later we arrived home and Harry marveled at the cottage as he stopped in the drive.
"It's not much, but it's served its purpose for us," my dad said setting my trunk down beside me.
"It's brilliant," was all Harry said before I took his hand to lead him inside.
"It's quite small, so as we told you in the letter, Remus and I put another bed in Marnie's room for you two to share," my dad said as we walked in the front door.
"Why don't you show Harry upstairs while Remus and I start dinner?" dad continued.
Obligingly I led Harry so we took our trunks and lugged them upstairs to my bedroom which oversaw the front yard. I went over to my bed while Harry took the one adjacent which occupied the space my desk used to take which was now pushed up against the window.
"Would you like to see the rest of the house?" I asked and Harry eagerly agreed.
I showed him where dad and Remus' rooms were as well as the bathroom located upstairs. We then traipsed downstairs while I showed him the sitting room where the pictures of our family sat on the mantel.
"Your mother is beautiful," Harry remarked as he looked at my parent's wedding photo.
I absolutely loved that picture which showed my dad twirling my mother around in her elegant white dress in the meadow in which they got married. Mum's head is dipped back in pure enjoyment while my father looks at her blissfully and in awe. I'm sure that was what true love looked like if ever captured in a Polaroid.
"Lena never went long without smiling," Remus said walking over towards us.
"She's almost glowing in this picture," Harry replied.
"Well she is three months pregnant there," Remus answered with a smile.
"Oh, I didn't even know," Harry answered with a blush.
"The war changed a lot of things," Remus said with a sad smile.
"I would have liked to meet her," Harry replied.
I heard Remus's breath catch slightly as he turned to look back at dad who was working away in the kitchen.
"Well Harry, Joss and I were actually going to offer you the chance," Remus said slowly. "I just have to tell you that her mind isn't there and she won't know you or even any of us," he continued despondently.
Harry took my hand and gave it a squeeze paired with a meaningful look.
"Marnie has told me all about her mum and why she can't legally proclaim herself as my guardian but that doesn't change the fact of who she is," Harry said. "Plus, you have all had to live with her condition and I only think it's right if I do as well," he continued while still holding my hand.
"Very well Harry," Remus replied. "We were planning on going to St. Mungo's on Christmas," he continued before sitting down.
We joined him on the adjacent couch and talked amicably as Remus asked Harry about school, pointedly avoiding talk of trolls or quidditch for now; but I knew that would only come later. Soon after dad announced that dinner was ready and the three of us all headed for the dining table. Harry sat in the vacant seat at the end which looked out into the backyard and gaped at the view.
"This is a remarkable place you live in," he said, causing my dad to chuckle.
"It never gets old," dad replied serving a large portion of food onto Harry's plate.
It was comforting to see dad and Remus already taking care of Harry; serving his food and such. I could tell from their faces that dad and Remus were concerned with the size of Harry and the condition of his clothing but hadn't said a word as of yet.
The rest of the evening went by pleasantly as we sat around like normal families do and talked about school, interests, likes, memories, amongst other stories and anecdotes. Harry filled Remus and dad in on a lot of details in his letters, but it made it more real to hear it directly from the boy. They had obviously been appalled with Petunia's actions and outraged that Harry had only just found out about most of his life in the past few months.
But around eleven o'clock, when Harry and I could no longer suppress our yawns, we were ushered to bed by dad and Remus.
"Oh Harry, we cleared out some drawers for you in this half of the dresser," dad told him while they escorted us to the bedroom.
Harry opened the drawers only to have a confused look on his face when he found the drawers already full.
"We didn't know what you would need," Remus answered modestly while Harry took out some new articles of clothing that dad and Remus had obviously bought for him.
'You really didn't have to do this!" Harry exclaimed returning the clothing to the drawer.
"Nonsense Harry. This is your home now and we are here to take care of you," dad said earnestly.
Harry was silent while he nodded at them. I could tell he didn't trust his own voice from breaking if he were to speak. Dad and Remus smiled at each other before going to close the door.
"Good-night you two," they said.
They then closed the door and Harry and I were left alone.
"I can't believe any of this is real," Harry said with his back to me as he was still staring at the opened drawer full of clothing.
"We all love you Harry, we always have," I answered seeing Harry just nod again.
I took my own clothes and headed for the bathroom to get ready and give Harry a moment to himself. When I returned Harry was already in his bed and the light was turned out.
"Good-night Harry," I said as I climbed into bed.
"Good-night Marn," he answered rather sleepily.
Hearing the rhythmic breathing from Harry was quite soothing and after a few minutes, lulled me to sleep.
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Christmas morning arrived a few days later as Harry shook me awake.
"Get up Marn!" I heard him say as I also felt the sun peeking through our window. "I can already smell Joss making breakfast," he said before he threw the door open, creating a draft.
"Warn me will you before you swing that door open," I said while sitting up and rubbing my eyes.
I grabbed my old robe before hastily tugging it on and followed Harry downstairs who was almost bouncing with excitement. We were greeted by Remus who was already sitting by the fire with a full tea pot and awaiting cups for each of us.
"I figured you might need some tea to warm up," he said as I eagerly poured Harry and I each a cup and sat down.
Harry eyed the tree which was full of presents. The four of us had actually gone into the woods the first day after we were back from school so Harry could partake in our tradition of cutting down a tree and decorating it. It had been a lovely, bright day which ended with the four of us making ornaments of popcorn strings and paper cut-outs before hanging them all up. Remus had also made us hot chocolate as we had sat around and admired our completed work.
"It's not a lot but we work with what we have," Remus said while he watched Harry look at the tree.
"It's more than enough," Harry exclaimed and sipped his tea.
Dad soon announced that breakfast was ready, inviting us up to the table. Dad had made a full English breakfast with all the fixings so we piled everything onto our plates and sat amicably while gazing out onto the hills which were covered in a fresh blanket of snow. When we were finished eating we then gathered around the tree. We had actually been to the local shops earlier in the week as well as Harry had insisted on wanting to buy some presents which dad eventually agreed to.
Harry was the first to hand his presents out to each of us so I opened mine to find a simple bracelet with the word sister engraved onto it. I was speechless as I bent over to hug Harry. I held him for a few moments while I thought of the strength of our new bond. I had never before realized I had missed Harry so much, having very little memory of our young childhood together, but ever since meeting him in September it was as if feeling a missing piece of my life click back into place. I was just relieved that Harry obviously felt the same way.
Harry also gave my dad and Remus each a framed picture of Harry and I which Hermione had taken with a muggle camera she had brought from home. It had been a candid shot from a day where we were all sitting together outside by the lake at the beginning of November, despite the autumn chill. Harry was sitting beside me with his arm around my shoulder as we laughed at something the twins had said. The picture showed how much we obviously cared about each other and also how protective Harry was already of me. You could tell in the way he had his arm and the manner in which he sat. I hadn't actually seen the picture yet but Harry had told me about it just before we headed for the cottage. Harry had just needed to pick up some frames from the local store which he did earlier on in the week.
Remus and dad were both speechless for a time while dad set the picture amongst the collection on the mantel. I knew Remus would either bring his to his own home or set it up in his room here where he had his own collection of photographs that didn't fit downstairs.
Harry then continued to pass presents from under the tree. He looked intriguingly at the cushy parcel addressed to him wrapped in brown parchment.
"This one is from Mrs. Weasley," he said questioningly as we nodded and he opened it to find a blue sweater adorned with a golden snitch.
I simultaneously opened my own orange sweater, much like the one I had opened last year, only slightly bigger. I smiled at the thought that Mrs. Weasley had obviously chosen the colour she felt suited me the most; one of which she could never make for her own family for risk of clashing horribly with all of their bright hair.
"This is brilliant," Harry exclaimed as he put it on over his pajamas.
The next ones passed around were from me. Each of them got a small package, not unlike the ones I had given them last year.
I watched as they all opened their respective packet at the same time to reveal their own seeds.
"I thought we could create a new family garden," I said while dad snapped his head up with a glistening look.
"Dad, that one is called Joss flower, while uncle's is silky lupine. Harry, I couldn't find a flower with your namesake so that one is a lily in respect for your mother," I added while watching tears form in his eyes.
"And I'll add some peonies from your garden Marnie," dad said.
My family all hugged me before my dad examined the seeds.
"Marnie, if I'm not mistaken these are red twin lilies you got Harry here," dad said while Harry and Remus looked at me with a smirk.
"Well Lily did have red hair," I countered but everyone just chuckled at me.
"It'll be a beautiful garden Marn," Harry said with his hand clasped in mine.
He then returned to the tree to retrieve more presents. After the ones from Remus and my father, plus a book from Hermione to Harry and some sweets from Ron to both of us, Harry retrieved the last present.
"This one isn't signed," Harry said while we all looked quizzically at the package.
Harry carefully opened it to show a very handsome cloak. But my father and Remus gasped at the sight of it.
"I thought it was lost!" Remus said while Harry and I looked at them in confusion.
"It was as far as I knew," dad added while we still had no idea what they were talking about.
Harry tried it on before I felt my eyebrows sore to the top of my head.
"Har- Harry, you- you're invisible!" I exclaimed causing Harry's head to shoot downwards to examine his body.
"How is this possible?" he asked extremely surprised.
"It was your father's. It was his invisibility cloak," dad answered sounding awestruck.
"We thought it was lost, we never found it after your parents passed," Remus continued.
"It belonged to my father?" Harry asked as a huge smile formed across his face.
"And it didn't say who it was from?" Remus asked as he took the tag to see if there were any clues.
"It just says use it well," Harry explained as both Remus and dad now looked over the tag together.
"I wonder who had it all this time…" dad asked in bewilderment.
"It doesn't really make any sense," Remus continued. "The only ones I could think of are maybe Kingsley Shacklebolt or Albus Dumbledore."
"Well in any case, that was James' and I'm glad to see it bestowed to you," Remus addressed Harry.
"As long as you don't use it for trouble,' my dad cautioned while Harry nodded and I tried to stifle my chuckle.
After we were finished with the presents we made our way upstairs with our things and got ready to visit the hospital. Once I re-entered the bedroom, having gotten dressed, Harry came up to me and took my hand.
"Don't be nervous Marnie, I know your mum is unwell but I still have to meet her," Harry said confidently causing me to smile and grab his hand in return.
We then made our way downstairs together and got into the car. Remus had been skeptical about apparating three people to London without having complications so they thought it best to drive. An hour into the city, we remained mostly quiet while we looked out over the snowy hills which were elegant and fragile looking under a plate of glass. When we finally made it to the city we filed into the hospital and up to the Spell Damage Ward.
We were walking up to my mother's room when I spotted Neville and his gran step out into the hall. I turned on my heel and looked at Harry.
"I should have told you," was all I said before he noticed Neville.
"Oh, hi Harry," Neville said nervously and Harry met him with a confused look.
"Neville's parents were the ones my mother found before she went to try and find your parents," I said watching Harry nod in understanding.
"I guess I shouldn't be surprised to see you here with Marnie," Neville added with a sad smile.
"I won't tell anyone Neville," Harry added which caused Neville to give a look of relief.
"There's nothing to be ashamed of you three, your parents and your mother are war heroes," Neville's gran said disapporvingly.
We nodded while Neville's gran put her hand on her grandson's shoulder. Remus and my father also started to usher us to the room as we bid Neville a happy Christmas. The four of us then entered the room which was adorned with a few paper snowflakes that the volunteers had probably made. My mother smiled at us from her bed surveying Remus, dad, and I as we filed in. Her eyes then landed on Harry and widened before she dawned a smile. She then raised her arm towards him and my father put his hand on Harry's shoulder.
"Lena would like you to go over to her," dad said while Harry nodded.
Harry walked over to my mother's bed and sat beside her as she moved over to make room for him. She was playing with some paper which she had folded up into what was probably supposed to be a flower, but it was hard to tell.
Harry received the gift graciously and pulled out his own gift from his pocket. It was a small angel ornament which had the word godmother etched onto it. My mother took it and inspected it intensely while her finger ran over the carved-out word. She then set it on her bedside table where there were many other trinkets having been set there previously.
We spent the rest of the afternoon there. Mum was unwilling to get up from her bed so we all sat around her and ate the Christmas pudding provided by the hospital. Dad at some point put on the radio since mum would usually hum along to the melody. I noticed after a while that my mother was indeed humming to the same Celestina Warbeck song I had heard last year at the Weasley's.
I've got a cauldron full of hot, strong love
It's a recipe so rare
There's no potion or elixir that
Could ever quite compare!
In the late afternoon my mother started to fall asleep so we took our leave after bidding her a happy Christmas. Harry was the last to give her a hug as she finished by holding his face in her hands. Without a word she let go and laid back down on her pillow. We then filed out and headed back for the car. We were all silent but I took Harry's hand in mine as we walked out. The car ride was similar in silence during the hour drive home, although it was a heavier silence than before.
Once we got home Harry and I went up to our room while dad and Remus set off to make dinner. We each sat on our own beds while I watched Harry from across the room. He had been silent and somewhat hard to read since we had left the hospital and although it had never been easy seeing my mother, I had always been used to her condition. This was all brand-new for Harry.
"She was just trying to save my parents," Harry finally said as I continued to watch him.
"Yes," I answered plainly.
"We were all a family and she was just trying to save them," Harry went on and I heard the hitch in his voice.
I then went over to his bed and sat down beside him. I put my arms over him which inevitably caused him to break down. I couldn't imagine going your whole life thinking your parents died in a car crash only to find out the more complicated truth a decade later which also came with the reality of your insane god-mother. It was a lot for an eleven-year-old to chew on. We sat in silence for a long time as I gently rocked Harry back-and-forth and he cried into my shoulder. I wondered if he had ever broken down about his parents before, or even been able to.
After a while Harry sat up and wiped his eyes.
"No one will ever split this family up again," he said more confidently than I had expected from him.
"When Voldemort comes back no one will take this family from us," he said causing me to unintentionally shudder at the name.
I inwardly chastised myself for the involuntary reflex.
"You believe he will?" I asked, not having known Harry's opinion on the matter.
"All three of you believe it, so that's good enough for me," he said confidently.
We then sat in silence for a moment longer before I spotted the sweets Ron had given to both Harry and me.
"Care for a chocolate frog to brighten the mood? Remus always says chocolate is the best cure," I said as Harry took the frog I was offering.
We each unwrapped our candy and quickly ate the frogs before they could hop away.
"Who did you get?" Harry asked, having finished his candy before me.
"Helga Hufflepuff," I said as I passed my card over to him.
Harry then turned his card to reveal Albus Dumbledore.
"I've already got this one," he said while I looked inquisitively at the headmaster's portrait.
"What does his caption say? Mine just talks about her being a founder of the school," I said while I went to file it away with my other cards.
"Oh, it just talks about his positions and…" he cut off but continued staring at the card intently.
"Something wrong?" I asked, looking at Harry while not understanding his severe interest in the collectable card.
"Oh nothing, it just talks a little more about the Wizengamot," he said unconvincingly.
But before I could ask anything further Remus called us for dinner. Harry dropped the card into his trunk and walked out of the room heading for downstairs. While watching Harry vacate the room I quickly picked up the card and scanned to the bottom.
'Nicholas Flammel', I thought to myself. 'I wonder who that could be. And why would Harry be so interested?'
I pondered this as I followed after Harry towards the kitchen. I knew Harry had been pretty secretive with Ron and Hermione since Snape had tried to kill him, but I had no idea what this could possibly have to do with a colleague of Dumbledore who was known for possessing the philosopher's stone.
But my train of thought was soon interrupted as we all sat down together and finally started to talk amicably once again. It had been an emotional day which had left us all drained, however it had still been one of the best days of my life. It had been incredibly meaningful to share Christmas with Harry as well as have him meet his god-mum which I think further solidified his integration into our family. Now we just finished the day off with light chatter and excellent food, although not our traditional glazed goose; that was to be saved for New Year's Eve which we had already invited Mr. Lovegood and Luna to attend.
