Hey Guys. I am so sorry for not putting up the last chapter like promise. I am sorry. I tried putting the chapter yesterday but my internet connection was down so I couldn't. Well, here goes the other chapter. I hope you like it. Review Good job or bad for those who review, really i appreciate it. I will posting up the next chapter up monday late at night or tuesday early y'all have a wonderful weekend.

"What the hell are you talking about Renesmee?" He said angrily.

"We are done. There is no more us Jacob," I said angrily walking away from the kitchen trying to get my room as fast as I can.

I couldn't though, Jacob threw me over his shoulder and laid me on the couch I had in my room.

"I am not leaving you," He said roughly and I tried getting up but couldn't. He was holding on me tightly.

"LEAVE JACOB you don't have stay with me for guilt" I said taking a deep breath so I could not cry.

"Renesmee what fuck are you talking about" He said roughly kissing my cheek.

"Jake, stop it. I know about imprinting. I know you imprinted and the reason why still with me was so I could not relapse. But it fine seriously just leave" I said pushing him away lightly.

He should stop acting. He chuckled in my ear. I didn't feel that this was funny situation. Why was he chuckling? OH yeah, he has his soul mate.

He should go to her and leave me alone.

"I did imprint," HE said with a smile. Oh great, he should rub it in some more.

"So just leave then don't feel guilty about it," I said pointing at the door. I hoped he leave so I could cry to myself.

Our love wasn't real. Someone else was meant to be with him and not me.

He crushed his lips into mine and pulled me against his body. His tongue explored every corner of my mouth. I gladly parted my lips to allow the entrance.

I knew I was teasing myself but I love him. If he wanted to kiss me for a last time before he went back to her, I will allow him.

I laid back on the couch and parted my legs so he can lay in there.

"Renesmee" He said pulling back and looking at me seriously in the eye. " I imprinted on you the first time I met you"

"What" I exclaimed. I was Jacob's soul mate. It was I all along. "Why didn't you tell me" I accused him and he kissed my neck.

"I want you to choose me without anything forcing you" He said sweetly and he continued to go down my neck into my chest.

I felt how my heart started racing and I had difficult breathing.

"Jake I choose you. Always" I said between breaths.

"I choose you always too," He said lifting up and kissing me.

I moaned and Jake kissed me. "Jake" I moaned his name.

"I want too so badly sweetheart but we cannot break the one rule" He said half-hearted. I knew he wanted too.

I felt it. Jacob's bulge was right there pressing up in my thigh teasing me the worst way possible.

"Jake, I am ready. You are ready. You just told me I am your imprint. Your soul mate and you are my everything. Why could we not be together in every sense of the word?" I said trying to prove my point.

"Ness" He said struggling and pulling away from my body. The pressure between my legs increases at his absence.

"I need to tell you and ask you something," He said seriously wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me into his chest.

I could tell he was nervous because his heartbeat increased.

"Renesmee Carlie Cullen, I expected this to happen in a different way. You deserve a fancy dinner, roses, diamond, someone who reads poetry to you, who writes you songs, and someone who doesn't screw everything up. Like I do" He took a big breath.

"But, I love you more then anything in this life, universe and existence. I promise to love you every day of forever and to protect you" He took another big breath and he reached for something in his left pocket.

"Will you marry me?" He asked me opening the box up and showing me the most beautiful ring that I have ever seen.

"Yes-of course… I will marry you," I said hugging him and he kissed me while he placed the ring on my finger.

"Oh my Jacob it beautiful" I said admiring the ring. I couldn't believe this was happening.

"It was my mom's ring. If you want something else we could buy something else—" He was suggesting but I shut it him up with a kiss.

"Jake-Don't- this is perfect," I said kissing him.

"I couldn't believe you said yes," He admitted as he hugged me.

"What were you thinking I was going to say?" I asked curiously as I kissed him on the cheek.

"I am not sure. Nessie, your just so perfect and I just want everything to be perfect for you but I just keep messing—"Jacob said and I shut him up with another kiss.

"Don't Jacob. You are perfect too. You know that. I don't want fancy diamond rings, the latest expensive cars, and roses, someone who writes me songs or poems. I don't want or need any of those things"

He was staring at me and I just continued to speak.

"I just want someone to love me and be there for me. The rest just does not matter to me. I just want you, Jake," I said.

He leaned in and crushed his lips into mine. After a couple of minutes of kissing he parted his lips from mine.

I just lay there on top of him hugging him tightly against my body. It could've been very arousing but I was extremely tired.

"This has been some day," He said yawning and I just gave him a tired smile.

I look over to my clock and it read 6 in the morning.

"Come on let's sleep you need your sleep," He said as he picked me up and placed me on my bed.

"You need your sleep too you silly boy" I said moving over and making space for him.

Thank-god I had a king-size bed so Jacob could be extremely comfortable.

He lay there too as he spooned me to sleep. I closed my eyes as I focus to the rhythm of his heart and I heard him whisper I love you to my ear.

I wanted to say it back but my eyes were too heavy and my mouth couldn't move.

Two weeks have gone by since the Billy scare. Jacob was by his side daily and nightly.

Billy was still very weak and Jacob needs to be there for his father.

Unfortunately that meant less time for me and Jacob, who made me upset. But, I couldn't be mad at Jacob for it.

Jacob had lots of responsibilities and I tried to help out as much as I can.

Taking care of the auto shop and helping out with chores around the house. Jacob surely did appreciate it but he wanted to be like superman and do everything himself.

When my parents found out about our engagement they were not happy campers.

They thought I was too "young" to be getting married. I was 18 for crying out loud.

I think they are bunch of hypocrites. Since they were physically my age when they got married too.

Their pathetic excuse was that "Things were meant to be different with me". Of course things are different I am basically grown up to be an 18 year old in 7 years.

Like always they want me to have the human experience. Whatever that is. The number one rule still applies until I get marry.

Since Billy needs Jacob and Jacob cannot sleep over at my house anymore. I occasionally go to sleep over at Jacob's. Not all the nights but some of the night.

Of course my parents were so against it but I promise them it was only going to be sleeping.

They still want me to go San Francisco in a week but I still refuse to go there. They even start packing up my stuff and everything. Alice has been excitedly going to P.A. buying comforters, mattress pad, shower caddy, new clothes, pillows, lamps, etc.

Unlike any other day in the beautiful town of Forks, it was actually sunny. Billy felt much better today and went over to Charlie's.

They were going to watch some game on Charlie's flat screen TV. Taking the chance it was our first day by ourselves in so long we decided to go to the beach.

I went to my house and changed into a black bathing suit. Of course it was a 2 piece but it covered all the necessary places. Over it I wore a black tank top and blue denim short with a pair of flip-flop. I grabbed a beach towel and the biggest blanket I had and headed to the beach.

Once getting to the beach, I lazily grabbed the beach blanket and placed in the sand. I lay there carefully while Jacob hugged me tightly against his body.

"I've miss this," He said holding me against his body tightly and kissing my nose.

"Me too. A lot" I admitted as I place a wet kiss in his neck.

We spent a lot of the time doing that hugging each other and telling each other how much we love each other.

At one-point in the afternoon Jacob and I were no longer hugging each other and we were face to face talking. I placed my right hand in the middle of both of our bodies and Jacob played with it.

Well, I thought he was playing with it but I saw how he delicately traced over scars in my knuckles and fingers with his forefinger.

When I saw what he was staring at I immediately pulled away and sat up. Those scares were caused my stomach-acid.

"Its fine, Sweetheart. I am ready to listen whenever you are ready to talk about it," He said sweetly sitting up and kissing me my forehead.

Should I tell him? Should I finally tell someone how I starting having eating issues and body image issue? Not even my parents knew what went on in my mind during that time.

If I didn't trust Jacob with my life experience especially that one who can I trust? He was my soul mate; of course I can trust him.

"Jake" I hesitated but I decided it was time that someone knew this.

He looked at me sweetly and I took a deep breath. " I want to tell you so bad but I afraid you going to look at me differently," I said shyly and he pulled me in for a hug.

"Ness, I love you and nothing in the world it's going to change that," He said sweetly.

I took a deep breath and started by saying "I just turned thirteen when it all started".

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"If I were human my parents would have put me in Ballet classes but they couldn't. I was growing up to quickly and people would have started suspecting something" I said as he held my hand tighter within his.

He just nodded as a gesture to continue. Telling him how my love of dance developed was easy. The later stuff would be hard. Very hard.

"Thankfully, Aunt Rose took Ballet Lessons when she was human and taught me few moves and turns. When I got that down, my mom and everyone would buy me Ballets Dvds so I can keep on learning. I would spent all days replaying DVDs. I love Ballet so much. "

Remembering these sweet memories brought a smile to my face.